Dream or truth...

Chapter 28

After the date, life returned to calm. When working, going to school, and taking a break, I would go to an inconspicuous store or the other party’s house for a day when there were not many people. I would feel very comfortable just chatting or reading comics together.

It doesn't matter what you do, just who you do it with.Because it's the other party, it doesn't matter if you say something that you don't like or even can't understand with joy, as long as you see that sparkling expression, you will feel very satisfied.

But they are IDOLs after all, this kind of private time is rare after all, more time, they have to be busy with work.

And their work will always be inseparable from concerts. Throughout the year, almost every season is holding CON, running on different stages, being admired and loved by all kinds of people, and being chased by the spotlights. glow.

On the stage, the gentle and handsome young man who is as warm as the sun makes people unable to take his eyes off his gestures, as if he was born to be paid attention to and admired; while the other one looks arrogant and indifferent, and the arc of his eyes is of the same sex when he laughs. Almost irresistibly cute and sweet.They stood together looking at each other and smiling, like a prince who walked out of a fairy tale. Even a casual glance would appear in the dreams of countless girls and become an existence of faith.

And off the stage, when there is no spotlight to follow, no fans to pursue, no journalists to fight, and there is only the person who knows and depends on each other, they are just ordinary lovers, cuddling each other, Pampering and being pampered, low-key and simple, warm and romantic.

Another concert, when entering the MC time, Ryosuke suddenly found that his shoelaces were loose, and immediately squatted down to tie them, but because the style of the shoes was too troublesome, it took a long time to tie them, and he was anxious But he felt a person standing in front of him, and deliberately said in a baby-like voice: "Shan ちゃん~ Do you want me to tie it for you?" Then Yuxiang knelt down on one knee, put down the microphone, and said in a voice that no one could hear. The voice whispered in his ear: "Liangjie, does this sound like a marriage proposal?"

Ryosuke jumped up with a "chuckle", and the temperature on his face also rose at the same speed.Now it's on stage!Even if everyone couldn't hear the last whisper, but with such an action, such a proposal, and such a tone, you don't need to confirm him to know what kind of screams will come from the audience.

I remember once saying that I want a member’s love for my birthday gift, but in fact I only want it in my heart, it’s just that person’s.

But at that time, he was just dreaming secretly, never dreaming that one day it would come true.

When we were really together later, there were still many times when it felt unreal, like a person who has been struggling for life and was suddenly told that he had a rich relative who left him a huge sum of money that he would never spend in his lifetime , there will always be some anxiety.

All the tenderness, consideration and doting now are just because Yuxiang has forgotten, so he can pretend not to face it, he can not think about those painful and deep-seated sorrows, and he can pretend that they have always been so sweet and beautiful Lovers can pretend that the gap they dug between them never existed, that they never hurt each other, they just love each other.

It is true that he has always been deeply in love, but the past made him unable to accept Yuxiang without any grievances. He didn't believe that Yuxiang could love as deeply as him, or in other words, in fact, he just didn't believe that he could be loved by Yuxiang. Xiang so deeply in love.In the final analysis, he, Ryosuke Yamada, is just a child who has low self-esteem and can't believe that he will be loved by such a person.

So what if you're 16?So what if you acted very mature?No matter how clear in your heart that this is an unblessed love, lovers will always yearn for other people's blessings, especially children who are not confident enough, need constant affirmation from others to strengthen their courage.

I want to hold hands with him and go shopping together, I want to hug and kiss him comfortably in the sun, and I want to proudly announce that his pampering, tenderness or softness and innocence belong only to me.

Although I understand that this is a taboo, but the taboo always exudes a sweet fragrance that people can't help but touch.

That's why there are always intertwined eyes on the stage, there are laughs and fights on the stage when the lights are dim, there is a tacit understanding of clapping hands when passing shoulder to shoulder, and there is the willfulness of rushing up from behind regardless of the other party's back, It was the domineering tenderness that carried the opponent directly from the flower arrangement back to the central stage.

A little bit, just a little bit, they carefully walked on the edge of the taboo, and immediately retracted after a little bit, listening to the screams from the audience, taking those as blessings for them.

I don't know what will happen to those fans who are screaming now when they understand their true relationship, and they are never willing to gamble on this losing gamble, because what they are betting is not only their own future, but also the other party, and Friends, and relatives.

There is only a thin line between love and hate, and there are only a small number of people who can truly accept their relationship. The rest of the girls who can't accept them and look forward to them as lovers will show their faces at that moment, and what will they say? No one has ever known what kind of bad things they would do if they were vicious.