Dream or truth...

Chapter 14

When I saw Xiaoda again, he didn't answer the other party's concerned inquiries. Ryosuke knew that this brother really cared about him and hoped that he would be happy.

It's just that a lot of the time, hoping, doesn't change anything.

He smiled lightly and sweetly, even though his heart was dripping with blood.

She thought she was hiding it perfectly, but anyone could see how unreal that smile was.

You once said that I was your angel, but you broke my wings, took my heart, and locked me tightly by your side, and I was injured by you.

In the end you abandoned me severely, it’s ridiculous that I still miss your warmth, remember your tenderness, imagine that one day you will turn around, hold me in your arms again, and whisper in my ear I am your angel, it is you The treasure held in the palm of your hand is your most cherished existence.

until trampled again.

Yuxiang, I'm really tired, I don't want to wait for you anymore, I want to... give up.

--good

When receiving the invitation text message, Ryosuke went to the appointment very calmly.He pushed away the strawberry juice ordered by the other party with a blank expression, and ordered another one with mango flavor.

After taking two sips silently, he said calmly, "I should have told you last time that Yuxiang Nakajima and I have nothing to do with each other anymore."

Sha Bing in front of Chuan Dao didn't move a mouthful, she stared at Ryosuke with a haggard look on her face: "I don't know if I should say you're lucky...you don't know when I saw the person who went in was Yu Xiang I want to go straight in."

"Why not." Ryosuke's tone was so calm that no emotion could be heard.

"I don't want him to know that it was me who took the medicine."

"Actually, your goal has been achieved. He now treats me as a casual person. Yuxiang Nakajima has nothing to do with me. I won't tell him that you gave him the medicine. Now, it's not whether he will turn back The question is, rather, I will not forgive him."

"...Since this is the case, I have nothing to say. Then, Yamada-kun, I wish you an early discovery of your own happiness."

Kawashima left without hesitation, leaving Ryosuke sitting alone at the table with a wry smile.

Own...happiness?

That kind of thing, from the moment I gave up Yuxiang, it can't exist...

Then someone sat down on the opposite side.

When he saw the person coming, Ryosuke lowered his eyes, not wanting to see his pupils shrinking suddenly: "Mr. Nakajima, why don't you go with your girlfriend when the weather is so nice?"

"You asked out your girlfriend, who do you want me to accompany?" I heard the vague anger in Yuxiang's words, is it because he thought he was dating Kawashima?Ryosuke evoked a beautiful smile: "Really? That's really embarrassing. Now that Ms. Kawashima has left, I think she should be free."

"I'm here to look for you." Yuxiang said as calmly as possible, suppressing his anger.

Yuxiang was really angry seeing Kawashima and Ryosuke together, but it was not because of Kawashima, but because of Ryosuke.

"Oh? That's really rare. I don't know what I can do. I want to work for Mr. Nakajima?" The tone was joking, because I wanted to remind myself not to hold unnecessary hopes.

Because every time, when I was full of expectations, what I met was Yuxiang's deeper injury.

"I want to know why you go to the hotel." Yuxiang looked at him,

"Of course I was invited to go." Ryosuke replied flatly after taking a sip of mango juice.

"Who?"

"Prefer not to say."

"You know each other."

"of course."

"You volunteered?"

"Yes." Of course it was voluntary to go, but I didn't expect to be drugged.

"If you're voluntary, why is that person still drugging?"

"...Maybe it's just to add some interest, maybe it's a personal hobby, maybe it's because of other reasons, who knows." He hesitated for a while, and deliberately used a frivolous tone, pretending that the incident had no effect on him at all.

Because Yuxiang likes Kawashima, even if he did it with him, it was just forced by the situation, and he was just tempted. The one he likes is not a boy after all, so it doesn't make any sense to say it.

"Then why did he leave suddenly?"

"Maybe it's something temporary."

"...Why were you so surprised when you saw me, so surprised that you wanted to run away?"

Because I don't want to be seen by you... I don't want to be hated by you even more... But how do I say this?

Simply, let yourself destroy that little hope with your own hands.

Hope without hope is more hopeless than despair.

Putting on a mocking smile, Ryosuke replied coldly: "Do you think that means something? Do you think, how did the person who told you where I was know know where I was? Don't you know? 大ちゃん Received The message was sent from my mobile phone. I never thought that the person who came would be you, so I instinctively want to escape, isn't it normal?

"As I said, it was just an accident that day. I was not careful. I apologize. You look down on me, and I don't want to see you again. Isn't that good? Nakajima-san, I will never give up anything except work and school. It won't appear in front of your eyes, so please don't bother me again. Then, goodbye!" After drinking the mango juice in one breath, Ryosuke went straight out, forcing himself not to pay attention to Yuxiang's reaction, so he didn't hear the last sentence Yuxiang said softly: "Ryosuke, in fact, I have never looked down on you..."