suddenly tired

This year, Ji Sumian graduated from undergraduate. His classmate Yoyo and his girlfriend were in the same class. The two agreed to register for marriage after the graduation ceremony. At first, Ji Sumian didn’t know her very well. Yoyo was very low-key and lived in a It's so far away, I jumped in the car every day after class and drove away, and the circles of lesbians and gays in school hardly overlap, but the group work of the last class was assigned to the two of them to do together, so they became acquainted .

Registered upon graduation, such a meaningful wedding, Ji Sumian was really envious of it.

He volunteered to help, and sometimes when he came home a little late, he would call Zhong Lei and say that he would accompany Yoyo to choose a cake, accompany the two girls to try on wedding dresses, and even said that he would give them two sets as a gift. Zhong Lei said that was very good, and then he was speechless.

——The most depressing thing is that you try your best to give all kinds of hints, but the other party just doesn't answer.

That day, Ji Sumian was working as a volunteer in the museum and was responsible for simple translation work. He received a call saying that it was time to try on the wedding dress, and VeraWang was across the road. He was a little depressed, so he went anyway.Theoretically, the two beautiful girls wearing beautifully designed wedding dresses should be the most eye-catching presence in the crowd, but Ji Sumian is absent-minded, not at all like the gayfriend who is more excited than the parties in the film and television works, everyone in his eyes Everyone is wearing the same clothes, everyone is getting ready to get married, everyone is being praised and blessed, except him.

The incomparable resentment continued until the day of the wedding. From the businessman's point of view, the business was lost. He originally used it to hint at his boyfriend, but in the end he sent two sets of VeraWang. Zhong Lei didn't respond at all. There was an unprecedented sense of crisis, and my thoughts were like a pot of burnt porridge.This kind of chaos will also be reflected at night. His dreams can be called "Zhong Lei's [-] ways to die", and he can often unlock various ways to lose him. With an innocent sleeping face, a fictional melancholy hit his heart.

Zhong Lei was on a business trip in Darwin the day before. He worked overtime too late and said he would take a plane back tomorrow morning, but the weather was too bad the next day and he couldn’t take off. He didn’t know how long it would be delayed. Contact the private jet and make sure to hurry back."

Ji Sumian hastily said no, absolutely no.When the weather is bad, flying a private jet is like rushing to the direction of a nightmare. He is already at the wedding scene. Those flowers should be fragrant, but he feels that they are too red, as if he can still smell blood. Feeling sick, very nauseous, endured it, and said in a rare and serious tone: "Brother Lei, this is not a very important thing, you don't have to participate, Yoyo is a new friend who just met recently, you can see her I haven’t seen you, right? So you are waiting at the airport, and you must wait until the weather is good to take off before coming back, don’t take a private jet, don’t worry, I’ll wait for you at home, okay?”

When he hung up the phone, his back was soaked in sweat.

I really want to vomit. Flower fragrance, powder fragrance, all kinds of colognes are comfortable to pick alone, but mixed together is really hard to describe. Ji Sumian felt a force ravaging his stomach , he ran to the bathroom and finally vomited it out for real.

So this summer vacation after graduation, Ji Sumian was very sleepy. He used to be full of energy every day when he was with the one he loved. Nest at home, lazy like a cat.He refused to go skiing in New Zealand and go to Hawaii for vacation. He was only willing to go to the beach next to his home with Zhong Lei. Even the generous sunshine and the silly blue clear sky seemed to deliberately provoke him. He put on sunglasses and lay down on the beach like a statue.

At that time, everything was abnormal, but after all, nothing happened. The abnormality between them was brought to the vast Pacific Ocean by the tide of the sea, and disappeared under the water.

The tide of the sea is related to the gravity of the earth and the moon, and Zhong Lei's mood swings are closely related to work pressure.

This evening Ji Su Mian was exhausted.

He has already been able to judge Zhong Lei's stress level from the intensity. Compared with the way their cooks cook, if the fire is slow and the wind is drizzling, it means that the work is going well recently. I want to rush even this matter.

Ji Sumian didn't refuse either, he liked the occasional cruelty, the pleasure was even stronger, it was as wonderful as falling into the clouds.The body is comfortable, but the heart is still stuck.

He called Yan Mao, who was already a member of the board of directors. Yan Mao said that recently, the restaurant chain has encountered resistance in the Northern Territory and Western Australia. Coupled with the excessive investment in the early stage, some shareholders feel that Zhong Lei, the person in charge of the hotel and restaurant group Insufficient ability, proposed to dismiss him.

Ji Sumian was startled. There was a sense of urgency that the professor said that your course might be abolished, but then he thought it was wrong. It's not the school. This is where I have the final say.

"Brother Yan, have they forgotten that I am a major shareholder, the person who dismissed me?"

Yan Mao smiled on the other end of the phone: "Major shareholder, can you not speak in such a domineering tone? It doesn't sound like you anymore."

"I'm worried. Brother Lei never mentions work when he goes home, but I can tell he's not in a good mood."

"There is indeed something wrong, and it is currently financing. It is understandable for other shareholders to have questions."

"But the appointment and removal of executives also requires my signature to take effect?"

"Of course, so Geoffrey and I didn't take it seriously. They mentioned it and found no response, so forget it."

"I know Brother Yan, thank you for your hard work. If the board of directors needs me to come over, please tell me."

"Haha, don't use it for now, don't worry, the pressure is directly proportional to the opportunity, your man is fine."

Zhong Lei came back from a business trip in Brisbane today, and when he entered the door, he saw Ji Sumian rushing out of the kitchen.

"Brother Lei, Uncle Qi, I learned how to make ginger milk, do you want to try it?"

Holding the small bowl in both hands, with vivid light in his eyes, Ji Sumian didn't know what a bright and seductive picture he had formed with this bowl of dessert, he swallowed it whole, the ginger juice was put in too much, and it was hot Go down the esophagus, go to a precise spot, and ignite the whole body.

Zhong Lei's heart skipped a beat, he grabbed the instigator and went upstairs, he was a little crazy on the bed tonight, Ji Sumian was completely speechless at the end, but he didn't ask what happened, in fact Maybe he couldn't get an answer even if he asked, he fell into a coma until the sky was not so dark, he felt cold around him, it was a bit difficult to get up, and his inner thigh was sore like a muscle strain.

Zhong Lei slept on a recliner on the balcony, his feet resting lazily on the footstool, making his legs look particularly long.He didn't fall asleep, he tilted his head slightly, looked at the sky with his eyes open, and looked depressed.Ji Sumian looked closer, only to find that he was holding a cigarette between his fingers, and his wrist was drooping, as if he was about to drop it. The cigarette was burning, but he seldom put it to his mouth, only when you thought he forgot. Picking it up and taking a breath, he saw Ji Sumian approaching, smiled wryly, and raised his hand feebly: "The last one."

Ji Sumenian knelt down, leaned close to his hand, took a big drag on the cigarette, and kissed him with her mouth in her mouth.Zhong Lei swallowed the smoke and exhaled it through his nose, they kissed like an incense burner.

"Brother Lei, it's okay, don't worry, things can always be resolved."

"Is it okay to smoke?"

"Not much will do."

"Wife—"

"Ok?"

"Aren't you very unhappy those days when you went to attend your classmate's wedding?"

"Fortunately."

"Fortunately, how unhappy is it?"

"It's just that you are very unhappy, but you feel that you must have a reasonable reason for not doing it on purpose, so you insist on being happy."

"Oh my God, my wife is working so hard."

"Then why did you pretend to be stupid several times and didn't understand my hints? Do you know how long I have had nightmares? I always dream that you are gone and you return to your country and you don't want me..."

"How can you think so wildly? I don't know how to do this kind of thing." Zhong Lei took his hand and motioned him to sit on his lap. Ji Sumian was still a little stubborn and refused, so he was grabbed by the waist and hugged him. Leg, he hissed.

"Brother Lei, you were so ruthless last night that your leg was strained."

"I'm sorry." He buried his head in Ji Su's memory, apologizing both for his crazy behavior and for the next sentence, "I signed a VAM agreement with JW, the investor of Su Ji Chain."

"what?"

"At that time, the investment in catering was too high, and I could only raise funds. I mortgaged the shares in my hand. If the turnover was higher than the agreed standard after one year of opening, I would continue to invest in the next stage. This is a risky move. If you do If not, not only will you have to pay for the shares, but you will also have to pay other compensation, so I cannot marry you." Zhong Lei looked up at him when he said this, and Ji Sumian saw a trace of blank firmness in his eyes, "Of course, I I also know that you will not allow me to bear it alone, and when the time comes, you will help me, but I really don’t want to, I am desperate to get it done, so there is no other way but to work hard.”

"You are right." Ji Sumian said, "It was right not to marry me at that time."

"Ok?"

"If you really reach that point, you will lose all your property, and I can raise you justifiably, just like that year when you picked me up and raised me. I want to experience that feeling too."

Zhong Lei smiled: "I am different from you, you are so good, I am picky and have a vicious tongue, it is difficult to raise."

While they were chatting, it began to rain lightly. It was said to be rain, but it was actually a bit like mist, which surrounded them very tightly and scattered with the wind. It was different from the style of this city. You must know that the rain in Sydney is like thunder. Come and go in a hurry, sometimes even the sun has no time to dodge, a burst of heavy rain, and quickly evaporated, as if it never appeared.But the rain this morning was different, and it reminded Ji Sumian of the small town in the south of the Yangtze River he had been to before.

"It's raining, do you want to go inside?"

Ji Sumian didn't move as an answer, he put his hand in Zhong Lei's and held it.These hands once gave him a great sense of security. He thought that he was no longer the student who dropped out of school and returned to China and had to rely on Zhong Lei. The two had reached the stage of supporting each other. Don't do this, okay?"

Zhong Lei also understands what "this" means: "Well, if a gentleman doesn't stand under a dangerous wall, I won't let myself be in trouble for a long time, don't worry."

Ji Sumian is very relieved of Zhong Lei, and he also understands after so many years of getting along, it should be close to the dawn, otherwise he would not take the initiative to talk about it.

In the year when both the master's course and research were completed, the weather was extremely hot. Children on summer vacation soaked themselves in bathing beaches, swimming pools, and even fountain pools on the street. Mountain fires broke out frequently, and all kinds of things that had never been seen appeared on the streets of the city. wild animals.Ji Sumian was afraid of the heat, so he stayed in his favorite state library all day, waiting for Zhong Lei to go home after get off work.

Two days before the graduation ceremony, Zhong Lei invited relatives and friends to try new dishes at Su Ji's head office.After receiving the notification, Ji Sumian suddenly felt overjoyed. Standing in the cloakroom, he felt that he lacked a set of equipment called "being proposed". If you die of heat within 10 minutes of leaving home, you can only buy ready-made clothes.He was walking on Pitt Street under the scorching sun, and he didn't have the habit of shopping in luxury stores on weekdays, but he just wanted to wear his best at this time.After choosing for a long time, I finally bought a set of silk shirts and shorts, dark blue, not so frivolous. The top looks like a short-sleeved shirt, but with a rib-knit hem, it has the design style of a bomber jacket, solemn and lively, quite Contradictory, but it is very stylish when you try it on, "It's perfect, that's it." Ji Sumian was very satisfied.

It was said to be a food tasting, but it was actually a family banquet. Needless to say, family members, colleagues from the group also invited Geoffrey, Chen Jialan, and Yan Mao. It would be a waste of this lineup if they didn't announce some lifelong event.Sure enough, Zhong Lei said:

"Actually, when we won two stars last year, we didn't expect to win three stars so quickly. We should ensure a stable level first. But our chef is very ambitious, and he tells me his ideas day and night. There is really no way. So we On the basis of traditional Cantonese cuisine, some essence of Huaiyang cuisine is added. Generally speaking, the taste is light, but we strive to use the best raw materials to present the original taste of ingredients. For example, using the logistics system jointly developed with China can ensure end-to-end The ones served on the table are wild Yunnan mushrooms picked within 48 hours."

— This is really good news.At the end of the meal, the part that Ji Sumian expected did not appear for a long time. Eating is really just eating.

Extremely disappointed, I feel sorry for the new clothes he spent a lot of money on.

In the blink of an eye, it was the master's graduation ceremony. Ji Sumian and Zhong Lei sat side by side in the auditorium. He couldn't feel the joy of graduation, but the more he thought about it, the sadder he got. Aspect dialog starts typing.He didn't expect Zhong Lei to see it immediately, but this moment of grievance occupied all his emotions, coupled with the already crazy temperature, if he didn't find an exit, he might spontaneously combust.So he wrote:

Hello Mr. Ke Wen, I am your boyfriend.Since we met at the airport late at night eight years ago, we have experienced many things together, including warmth and blood and tears. As a mature and independent man, I think I can already be responsible for myself, my lover, and our future common life.Today is my graduation ceremony, and as you know, my journey to school was not smooth, so I would like to propose to you on this very important day in my life.The word "begging" is used here, not a request, but a request. It does not mean to ask for your opinion. It is just a polite notice. I hope you will appear in Cityhall on time on a certain time on a certain day of the month to go through the formalities of marriage registration. .

*The specific date will be notified after the appointment. *

Finally, I wish you good health, smooth work, sweet love and happy family.

Zhong Lei opened Weibo at this time, because Sun Tiantian told him that after writing those lyrics, many people still care about his recent situation, marriage is a happy event, and it is worth sharing. Unexpectedly, when he opened it, he saw This notification letter.At this time, he had a small brocade box in his pocket, and he had taken a group photo of the two rings in advance, thinking that he would put it on Ji Sumian later, and then take a photo as a picture, but this private letter was too much. However, it was different, and it seemed that his deliberate posing was out of the ordinary. He uploaded a screenshot directly, and changed the text to: 寤梦想, must be on time.

The two looked at each other, their smiles were bright and hard to hide.Even though he was in the auditorium, Ji Sumian felt that everything and everyone in front of him had disappeared, and the future was open and generous, with a clear view, just like the grassland on the mountain behind the apricot orchard that year.

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