suddenly tired

There is a story in Ji Sumian’s memory, which was told by his mother when he was a child. It is said that there is a magical book, which is said to have magic, and he can see his past and future from it, but this magical power of predicting the future does not Not everyone can see it. When you finish reading the past and are about to look to the future, the text in the book will gradually change into another language, and no one can interpret it. Difficult to understand, and finally the whole book becomes incomprehensible.

With his understanding at the time, he couldn't figure out why. His mother told him that nothing can predict the future, and the future can only be created by himself. ——What an inspiration!But Ji Sumian now has a little understanding of another meaning of this story, that is, the relationship between two people is not simply getting closer or further away. When you approach him, he will respond a little Sometimes, you will be timid instead, the closer you get, the more nervous you become, and the more nervous you want to back away, it's hard to understand each other.This is the reason why when he slipped on his foot when he went downstairs in the morning, Zhong Lei hugged him but he avoided him.

"Brother Yan, have you ever had the feeling that when you confess to someone, he doesn't say anything or reject you, but he wants to hide when he approaches you?" He chatted with Yan Mao during lunch , worked as Yan Mao's assistant for a while, and they also became acquainted.

Yan Mao looked at him: "I don't understand."

"That is, if he doesn't reject you, but still treats you very well, even better than before, does it mean that he also likes you a little bit?"

"If you don't refuse, then there is a possibility of development."

"Really!"

"Or haven't figured out how to refuse."

"what……"

"Or you're not sure what you want, and you don't want to agree or reject casually."

Ji Sumian rested her chin on the lunch box: "Brother Yan, you have already mentioned any possibility."

"As a secretary, you have to think more comprehensively."

"Ok."

Yan Mao saw the distressed look of the child who was troubled by love, and smiled: "Everyone's situation is different. Instead of thinking wildly here, it is more efficient to simply ask directly and speak up."

"What efficiency is important in dating..."

"Everything must be efficient. When I was chasing my wife, I made a SWOT analysis model for her, listing the advantages and disadvantages of our being together one by one, what development opportunities or problems may be encountered by both parties, she thinks my idea Very clear, very planning for the future, is a very reliable person, so with me."

"Ah? That's okay too? Brother, you are really a thoughtful person."

"Now that I think about it, it might be more appropriate to make a mind map. Hey, anyway, emotional matters are not blindly subjective. If it can be analyzed rationally, it will be the efficiency I am talking about."

Ji Sumian put his chin back into the lunch box: "I may not be as professional and efficient as you."

"Haha, you are still young. We were almost 30 years old when we fell in love, and now our daughter is in kindergarten. At your age, don't think too much. You can only learn to be rational after you are impulsive."

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Zhong Lei was waiting for him in the parking lot, and saw a human-like object running towards him from a distance.

He got out of the car: "You have a pot on your head?"

"Brother Lei, do you think this frying pan is good? Our company purchased it internally, and it is said that it is the same style as the tip of the tongue."

Zhong Lei took it, weighed it, and touched the inner wall: "It's not bad, but it's troublesome to open the pot, and it needs to be maintained every time after washing, otherwise it will rust."

"Then teach me how to do it. From now on, you only need to cook the vegetables, and I'll wash them."

"No, I'll do it myself. You finally gave me a gift, so you have to treat it well."

"I... haven't given you a gift?"

Ji Sumian thought about it, and it seemed that there really wasn't any, but Zhong Lei had been giving non-stop since the day he met him.Send him a journey home late at night, send him several journeys that are not so lonely and helpless, send him a shelter, send him a rescue, send him three meals a day, send him protection and care day and night, send him a home... ...And I really didn't give him anything.

"This hard-won gift is for cooking and eating for you, tsk tsk tsk, it's very purposeful, master."

According to the usual practice, Ji Sumian should pretend to hit him at this time, but guilt prevailed and he remained motionless.

"Christmas, don't even write me a card, oh..."

—So he minded.

"Brother Lei, I..."

"Just drunk and lightly said that you like me, that's how you like me."

When Ji Sumian heard this, he explained in a panic: "It's not flirtatious, it's the kind that I like very much, I dare not say... I'm afraid you will drive me away, I just... I'm afraid of you None of them like me."

Zhong Lei turned his head to the car window, trying to hold back his laughter.

"If I like you, I will drive you away. What should I do if I drive you away?"

"Ok?"

"It's such a pity to lose such a fun little boyfriend."

"what?!"

"Why do you only pronounce monosyllables? Say something!"

"Brother Lei..."

In other words, Ji Sumian wanted to cry and laughed uncontrollably at the moment, so it would be good if he could make a sound.

Zhong Lei stopped the car by the side of the road: "Here we are, go to class quickly....Don't laugh! It will scare the children!"

Two hours later, after class, Ji Sumian sat in the co-pilot with a very serious face: "Brother Lei, I really like you, don't take me for a joke, please? I will be very good in the future, I listen to you everything."

Zhong Lei couldn't help laughing out loud: "You've been thinking about it for so long and then you can hold back such a sentence? You are already very obedient, you don't have to be so obedient, and you don't need to listen to me, what I say may not be right Just be responsible for yourself."

"Well, be responsible to yourself, and I will be responsible to you too!"

Why does it sound so strange for a child to express his loyalty?

"No, when it comes to falling in love, everyone is responsible for their own feelings."

"What do you mean? Aren't all responsibilities mutual?"

"How should I put it? What I understand is that feelings are not divided into each other. They are a whole. If two people do their part well, they can be consummated. Don't think about doing anything for the other."

"It sounds reasonable, but it always feels very cold."

At this moment, Zhong Lei suddenly reached out and pinched his earlobe: "It's a bit hot, but you still have the temperature."

"Oh, don't make trouble and drive well..." Ji Sumian hid with a smile, "Actually, I prepared a small Christmas present for you."

"Oh?"

"I originally wanted to hang it at home as a decoration, but then you said that you couldn't accompany me because of work at Christmas, so I was a little sad, so I secretly put it away."

"Ornament? What?"

"Mistletoe."

"Hahaha, well prepared enough!"

"You mustn't laugh at me!"

Zhong Lei felt that Ji Sumian would jump out of the car and run away if he continued, so he quickly put it back with a smile: "With the blessing of that thing, I won't reject you?"

"...this is the first time I've particularly wanted the legend to be true."

"Then you go home and hang it up for a try?"

Ji Sumian stared at him with a blushing face, but he shook his head and said, "Oh, no, I always feel that you are still a child and you can't talk."

"Ah?..." Putting a piece of candy in front of his eyes and taking it away, Ji Sumian seemed to have a real bitterness in his mouth.

Sullen all the way, approaching the intersection of the tavern, a couple stopped the car, Zhong Lei opened the window and said, "Sorry, I'm off work."

"Master, we have been waiting for a long time and can't wait for the car. Can you help us? We want to go to the bus terminal. We will be late and there will be no car today."

"It's not easy to take a taxi here. You go to the next intersection. There are a lot of cars on the road."

"Master, please help, we can add more money."

It seemed that he was really in a hurry, Zhong Lei said, "Get in the car, no need to add", looked at the ball-shaped puffer fish next to him, pinched his face: "You go back first, wait for me at home." Then he got out of the car Ji Sumian shouted, "Hang up your twigs."

The bus terminal is next to the high-speed rail station, which is not close to the main urban area. It seems that the high-speed rail stations in every city are too far away. As he spoke, a slight stabbing pain in his waist——

"Don't move, keep going."

Zhong Lei realized what had happened to him, and his first reaction was to be thankful that he let Ji Sumian go, but then he thought, once those people in the movie said "I will go home and marry you when the war is over", "I will marry you next time". 100 minutes ago, I said that... Zhong Lei experienced the first time in his life that he did not accumulate food. Germany, retribution has arrived.

"Brother, don't get excited, you can tell me what you need, you don't need to use a knife."

"Stop fucking nonsense, no one is asking for your opinion!"

Zhong Lei had no choice but to continue driving. He had pressed the alarm button just now, but seeing the surrounding area getting more and more remote, if the police car really caught up, it would be too easy to be discovered. He might even jump over the wall and kill him in a hurry. He regretted it a bit.

"Brother, I still want to ask, do you two want money or where do you want me to take you?"

"Go, go, drive!" The male robber paused every word.

"Give me your mobile phone." The female robber said.

Zhong Lei handed the phone to the back row.

"WeChat payment password."

"946645." Zhong Lei was once again thankful that he didn't put all the money in this card.

"Turn right at the next intersection." The male robber said suddenly.

The taxi drove into a road beside a small river that didn't look like a road. It was completely dark, there were no street lights, only the lights of the cars. The dust raised by the wheels and flying insects formed a silent bustle.Zhong Lei stared nervously at the front, and wanted to see if there was a police car coming from behind. After not driving too far, another car appeared on the right front, which should have been prepared by the two of them in advance.

"Stop the car." The male robber gave orders again, and said the moment the female robber got out of the car, "Thank you master, see you again!"

Before he finished speaking, Zhong Lei felt a chill in his thigh, followed by a sharp pain.

Ji Sumian ran into the emergency department, and it was almost midnight. When he heard the news, he was so frightened that he could not speak coherently. At this time, he saw the person sitting on the hospital bed and raised his eyebrows at him with a smile. It was Christmas night. When singing on stage, the expression is exactly the same.

As if drained of strength, he could no longer walk, squatted down, and cried out on his knees.