He's killing me again

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On the way back, Ning Ci was even more silent. He held Pei Jin's hand and looked at the scenery passing by outside the window, as if he was looking at the past 18 years of his life. In the 18 years before he met Pei Jin, he had always been Unfortunately, the only thing worth remembering is the dilapidated old house when he was young. He sat on a small bench and did homework next to Ning Lan who was doing housework.

Back at the door of the apartment, Ning Ci kept holding Pei Jin with his right hand and was unwilling to let go, the door was difficult to open with his left hand, and the key almost fell out.

As soon as he entered the room, Ning Ci didn't say anything. Pei Jin felt uncomfortable seeing him like this. The dance teacher's words seemed to reveal some long-standing secret. Of course Pei Jin wanted to ask him what was wrong, and wanted to force him to be with Talking to himself, I really want to force him to vent all his inner emotions.

The moment the door closed, Ning Ci threw the key on the ground, pushed Pei Jin's shoulder to the door without any hesitation, and kissed him straight up under Pei Jin's slightly astonished eyes, without hesitation. The preview also didn't give him some cushion like Pei Jin kissed him usually.

This is the first time that Ning Ci kissed Pei Jin proactively. His kiss was very urgent, and he pried open Pei Jin's lips with the tip of his tongue impatiently to seduce him. His strong emotions were all hidden in this kiss, and his breathing became heavy. And lingering, Ning Ci heard his own heartbeat and the ambiguous sound of water fused together, I don't know how long he was still in the dominant position, Pei Jin was just trying his best to cooperate with him, after another taste of who knows who When the blood smelled, Ning Ci felt that he had finally come back to life. He pushed Pei Jin away and told him in a voice tinged with desire when Pei Jin was about to chase after him and kiss him again: "Pei Jin, I'm free."

No matter how disappointed he is with Ning Lan, he always has feelings for Ning Lan. She is his only blood relative, and he always knows that Ning Lan has become like this now and that he will never be able to save him. It has something to do with the way to dance, or it is the fuse. This fuse is a thorn that he can't pull out for a lifetime, and can make Ning Lan tie him up for the rest of his life.

And now, the thorn has been pulled out.

He is not sad, he just feels relaxed, unprecedentedly relaxed, he no longer has to think about whether he can't be too ruthless because of this thorn, just like when he walked out of the ward after hearing Ning Lan's words in the hospital He was afraid that Ning Lan would bring up that matter again, but now he finally doesn't have to be afraid anymore.

He was even happy, he hugged Pei Jin, his violently heaving chest pressed against Pei Jin's chest, which was full of yearning and happiness for the future.

He felt Pei Jin's hand on the back of his head, inserted his fingers into his hair a few times, and hugged him tightly like a child. Pei Jin followed him and smiled: "Okay, I'm free now."

Ning Ci's emotions can be fully conveyed to him without much explanation.

"Shall we go shopping then?"

The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and there seems to be nothing prepared at home. Maybe it really can’t be called a home, it’s just a temporary place to live, but Ning Ci wants to make it a decent home, although after school starts for higher learning Efficiency may not come back to live here again, but during this short winter vacation, it is his and Pei Jin's home.

"Okay, what to buy?" Pei Jin had no reason not to agree, he brushed Ning Ci's glistening lips with his fingertips, "But before that, you have to pay me back."

"what?"

Pei Jin licked the wound on the corner of his lower lip: "You bit it out."

When I was emotionally excited, I didn’t feel anything, and I was even very excited, but now that I’ve calmed down, Pei Jin pointed out the key points, passing by the corner of Pei Jin’s lips that was bitten and oozing blood, Ningci’s ears turned red Powerful, but without giving him time to react, he switched places with Pei Jin, and Pei Jin kissed very gently, as if to calm his impatience just now.

He said to go shopping, but it dragged on until evening, mainly because his mouth was swollen and Ning Ci felt unable to go out to meet people, so he simply dragged Pei Jin to start doing his homework, and in the evening, he went to the supermarket to buy vegetables and dumpling wrappers. Category.

Ning Ci wants to make dumplings, but this is an area that Pei Jin has never been involved in. Although Pei Jin is not considered a pampered young master since he was a child, it is not that he has never suffered, but he has never done this kind of technical work. , Ning Ci didn't, so the matter of making dumplings was dragged on until the morning of the New Year's Eve, when two unlucky guys came to the door.

Lu Rang and Chen Fang entered the apartment with big bags and small bags, all of which were New Year's goods that the family asked them to bring.

The incident of Pei Yuan's accident is not a secret in their circle, and more people just keep watching, while those like the Lu family and the Chen family who have had interests with the Pei family in the past immediately stopped after the incident happened. Putting aside the relationship, it may be too cold-blooded from Pei Yuan's point of view, but from their own point of view, this is the most correct. When Pei Yuan is powerful, others dare not offend him, but how many people do not dare to offend him because of his character? Shameless.

But even if the relationship is cleared, the attitude towards children remains the same.

What's more, Pei Yuan's current fate was all caused by Pei Jin. Regardless of whether Pei Jin can enter this circle in the future, they can all see the potential in him.

"My mother insisted that I spend more time here during the winter vacation." Chen Fang lay down on the sofa as soon as he came in, Pei Jin couldn't greet them, he was still doing wrong again last night because of a topic he mentioned before It was Ning Ci's unilateral Cold War.

Hearing Chen Fang's words, Pei Jin was very disgusted: "Don't come."

Chen Fang: "I don't want to either! But my mother saw your final exam results! Tell me to let me study with you!" Chen Fang patted his ear: "My mother teased me early in the morning."

Lu Rang taunted him mercilessly: "It's not that you exaggerated to Auntie before that you will definitely get a good grade in the final exam, but the result is still the bottom one."

Chen Fang: "..."

The results of the final exam came out yesterday, and Pei Jin's score in the exam was similar to that of the last monthly exam, but this time the final exam paper is more difficult, it is different from the usual practice papers, and it involves a lot of things that Pei Jin hasn't done yet. It is completely reviewed, so overall it is still progressing. Pei Jin wanted to shamelessly ask for a reward last night, but Ning Ci checked out a wrong question that shouldn't be wrong in the next second.

That's all right, let's go directly to the limbo.

Lu Rang glanced at Brother Pei who was still doing homework there, looked towards the bedroom, and couldn't help laughing: "Brother Pei, so you sleep on the sofa?"

He didn't know whether Pei Jin's illness was cured or not. It seemed that he was not well now. Maybe he was afraid of being discovered by Ning Ci. After seeing Pei Jin's face change in a second, Lu Rang instantly became firm in this idea, and glanced aside. Chen Fang, who had already begun to fiddle with the new year's goods carelessly, Lu Rang hesitated for a moment, and moved to Pei Jin's side: "Brother Pei, I actually know an old Chinese doctor who is not bad."

When two people fall in love together, it’s not enough to just have feelings. A harmonious life is still very important in a certain aspect. Although Ning Ci doesn’t care now, it’s hard to guarantee that he won’t care in the future. The life of a scumbag who hurts himself, and Pei Jin has long since grown up, it is not impossible to do this kind of thing.

Pei Jin: "?"

Lu Rang cleared his throat and said in a low voice, "Do you want to try?"

Pei Jin suddenly understood what he meant, and sneered: "Do you think I am a person who takes medicine every day?"

Lu Rang's brain is not as broken as Chen Fang's, and it's true after thinking about it carefully. Pei Jin was groggy all day long when he first took the medicine, but some time ago, he was full of energy whether he was in class or after class, except that he was devastated by his studies. It doesn't seem to affect the drug at all.

Just as Lu Rang wanted to ask how you slept on the sofa, Chen Fang crawled over from the other end of the sofa recklessly, and put one hand on Pei Jin's shoulder, "Brother Pei, why didn't Brother Ning come out?"

Chen Fang probably lived too comfortably recently, so he put his arm directly on Pei Jin's neck. They got used to this kind of way, and forgot that Pei Jin didn't like it. Within a few seconds, he saw Pei Jin's face change. Shaking off his hands and covering his stomach, he walked towards the bedroom, looking as if he was going to throw up.

Chen Fang was particularly hurt: "...Is there any smell on me?"

Pei Jin hadn't had an illness for a long time, and almost forgot that he still had this illness, and it was okay to hug Ning Ci no matter how much he usually hugged, but it turned out that Chen Fang started to feel nauseous within a few seconds of dating, and he really answered Ning Ci's words is his peculiarity.

When he entered the bedroom, Ning Ci had just come out of the shower, and when he saw him coming in, he didn't look good.

It’s fine for Pei Jin to do the wrong question. He originally wanted Pei Jin to teach him a lesson, but in the morning, because of his natural physiological reaction, Pei Jin pinned him on the bed. Ning Ci admitted that he couldn’t resist the temptation and stayed with Pei Jin After a long time, he seems to have no bottom line towards Pei Jin. Although he is fighting against Pei Jin unilaterally, he generally cannot refuse what Pei Jin wants to do, especially when Pei Jin lowers his posture and bows his head. The reason for the refusal, and the result of this inability to refuse was that the doorbell rang outside when his mind was in chaos.

Chen Fang and Lu Rang said last night that they would come today, but they didn't expect the timing to be so coincidental. Ning Ci woke up for a while and wanted to let Pei Jin let him go, but Pei Jin refused to let him go. Ning Ci didn't even remember How did he get here? I don't know if it was because he knew that someone outside the door was overly stimulated. Pei Jin didn't do anything at all and his mind went blank.

It's just that the bed and him were in a mess, Pei Jin was fine, he rinsed his mouth like a normal person, and then went to open the door for Chen Fang and the others.

Seeing Pei Jin come in, Ning Ci brushed past him indifferently, but Ning Ci stopped when he saw Pei Jin enter the bathroom with a bad face, and there was the sound of water in the bathroom.

Ning Ci immediately remembered Pei Jin's illness. He didn't know what happened outside, but it was obvious that Pei Jin was ill. He had never seen Pei Jin's illness before. Pei Jin basically avoided him. , and became anxious for a while, after the sound of water stopped, Ning Ci knocked on the door: "Pei Jin, how are you?"

After a while, Pei Jin's slightly indifferent voice came, but what he said was: "Leave me alone."

Anyway, it sounds aggrieved.

Ning Ci: "..."

"Don't talk to me." Pei Jin sighed: "Leave me alone."

Although it sounds like a beating, but I have to say that this trick is very effective for Ning Ci, and Ning Ci feels guilty for a moment: "You..."

Before you could say the words, the bathroom door was pulled open, a hand stretched out from inside and pulled Ning Ci in. Before Ning Ci could react, he was pressed against the bathroom door. The door slammed shut behind him again.

Pei Jin didn't even wipe off the water on his face, and the hair on his forehead was wet. He stared at him for a while: "I'm fine."

He said so harshly just now, but now he said he was fine, Ning Ci didn't believe it, and took out a piece of paper to help him wipe off the water that was about to roll into his eyes: "Is it still uncomfortable?"

"Why did you suddenly get sick?" After so long, he thought that Pei Jin was completely cured.

"I was touched by Chen Fang." Pei Jin didn't hide it from him. He was silent for a moment, but still couldn't bear to see Ning Ci's worried appearance because of himself, so he smiled: "I didn't vomit, but I felt a little uncomfortable in my stomach. Wash your face. gone."

Ning Ci still couldn't let go of his heart, no matter how cold his face was before, Pei Jin didn't know whether he should be happy for a while, so he pressed the person into his arms: "If you don't believe me, you can verify it."

"Kiss me or touch me."

It sounded like he was taking advantage, and Ning Ci didn't think much about it. He had to say that even if he stayed with Pei Jin for a long time, sometimes he was still innocent. Whatever Pei Jin said, he really wanted to do it, and he really didn't want to let it go. Pei Jin felt uncomfortable, Ning Ci patted Pei Jin's back and kissed his cheek: "Are you uncomfortable?"

Pei Jin: "It's not uncomfortable."

"But you need to kiss for a while to dispel the discomfort just now."

As soon as Pei Jin finished speaking, there was a knock on the door.

"Brother Pei, are you okay, Brother Pei!" Chen Fang's voice was loud, and the apartment was small, so he could hear clearly.

Pei Jin's face immediately turned down. Sooner or later, he would have to snap Chen Fang off. Just as he let go of Ning Ci, his lips felt hot.

Ning Ci kissed him: "The rest will be made up after they leave."

However, Chen Fang and Lu Rang were originally here to celebrate the New Year's Eve. In previous years, Pei Jin was not willing to celebrate the New Year with them at all. Pei Yuan would never go home during the New Year. He didn't know which little lover he was spending the New Year with. Pei Jin was too lazy to celebrate the New Year. Things like Chinese New Year are meaningless to him.

This year is different.

Ning Ci seldom felt this kind of atmosphere. The most important thing was that there were four big boys in the small kitchen. It was too crowded. It was supposed to make dumplings well, but then it turned into a scuffle. Chen Fang was undecided. Xin, and Lu Rang got into a fight. Pei Jin felt that the two of them were purely here to disrupt and disturb the two-person world between him and Ning Ci, so he also joined the melee. Ning Ci was forced to join, and he was affected by the disaster.

Pei Jin can beat anyone, but he can't beat Ning Ci.

In the end, I didn’t succeed in eating lunch, so I ordered outside and bought another dumpling wrapper and stuffing. This time, I asked Chen Fang and Lu Rang to make it.

Chen Fang was kicked and screamed, trying to control his patience while looking at the living room.

Pei Jin and Ning Ci were sitting side by side and writing papers. How should I put it, he hadn't seen Brother Pei like this for many years. Brother Pei didn't like to smile before, and always had a cold face, but today he smiled so much It was more than usual, especially around Ning Ci, such a prickly person became gentle.

As for Ning Ci, he looked soft and weak, but he was stronger than them and could hold Pei Jin down.

Chen Fang sighed that he had paid wrongly for so many years and thought that he would never fall in love, because falling in love would become a slave to the object.

Although Chen Fang usually looks unreliable, his cooking skills are indeed better than Ning Ci's.

After dinner, Pei Jin began to feel that Chen Fang and the others were an eyesore. Holding Ning Ci's hand, he watched Chen Fang and Lu Rang wash the dishes there, and asked after they finished washing the dishes, "Should you go?"

Chen Fang felt heartbroken: "Didn't Brother Ning ask us if we want to watch the fireworks show together?"

Pei Jin: "?" Pei Jin turned to look at Ning Ci.

Ning Ci looked at him quite innocently, and nodded: "Didn't you say before that if you want to go to the fireworks show on New Year's Eve, I just checked and asked Chen Fang if they wanted to go."

Pei Jin: "..." Pei Jin gritted his teeth, the world of the two of them was destroyed by Ning Ci himself.

Ning Ci blinked: "Don't you want to go?"

"Go." How could Pei Jin refuse.

Chen Fang watched his elder brother Pei go from being cold-faced to obedient, and once again determined not to fall in love.

The fireworks show was by the river, and it was very cold on New Year's Eve. When he went out, Ning Ci was forced by Pei Jin to wrap up two sweaters and a long down jacket. The whole person was stuffed into the down jacket, which was airtight. When standing by the river, Chen Fang and the others were all shivering from the cold, only Ning Ci felt nothing at all.

There are many people on the riverside, they are all people who are waiting for the fireworks show, there are couples, couples and families, the bustling crowds are bustling on New Year’s Eve, the river sparkles and reflects the moon in the distance, and the whispers of others are in my ears Whisper.

Ning Ci and Pei Jin were very close, because there were too many people, Chen Fang and Lu Rang got separated from them, and they survived while walking hand in hand.

Beside them is a man and a woman. The two seem to be friends but not lovers. They have always kept a proper distance. When the crowd is crowded, the boy will stretch out his arms for the girl to block others, and Pei Jin The posture of protecting Ning Ci is not bad.

Ning Ci hadn't noticed the two of them at first, so Pei Jin stuck to his ear: "Baby, share your scarf with me in half."

He was calling baby outside, Ning Ci had a hunch that nothing good happened, and glanced at the same couple scarf around Pei Jin's neck as himself: "? Are you cold?"

But when they were holding hands, Pei Jin's hand was obviously much warmer than his own, and even his hands were covered by Pei Jin's heat.

Pei Jin shook his head, raised his chin towards the couple next to him: "I want to have what they have."

The girl gave half of her scarf to the boy. Fortunately, the scarf was long enough, and the two of them stood quite far away, but the atmosphere still seemed very ambiguous, especially since the girl peeked at the boy from time to time.

Ning Ci: "..."

Before officially getting together with Pei Jin, he really never thought that Pei Jin would be such a person. He always thought that Pei Jin was really scary.

But if someone who had bullied Pei Jin before saw his current appearance, wouldn't he really think it was outrageous?

Even though he thought so, Ning Ci took off his scarf and raised his chin: "Give me yours."

Pei Jin lowered his eyes: "Can't we circle together?"

Ning Ci hesitated for a moment: "But are you sure?"

Pei Jin nodded as if he had been wronged.

A few minutes later, Ning Ci always felt embarrassed that the boy and girl next to him were watching them all the time.

The scarves of him and Pei Jin are not long, and it is a bit wronged for two big boys with different heights to wear them. Pei Jin is afraid that he will be cold and won't let him take them all off, so he has to wrap them around his neck to remove the rest. It's not enough to wear the next one around my neck, I have to take off my original one.

As a result, there is now a small scarf hanging around his neck, and Ning Ci feels like it is leaking when he looks at it.

However, Pei Jin didn't seem to feel it, and even enjoyed it quite a bit. Ning Ci didn't know where to persuade him, stared at him for a while, and then laughed inexplicably.

Pei Jin is quite naive.

"It's New Years Eve!"

Someone in the crowd shouted, Ning Ci was stunned for a moment and hurriedly looked across the river. He hadn't seen fireworks for a long time, and he didn't want to miss them.

Within a few seconds, I felt a hand stretching in from his wide sleeve. The two of them didn't hold hands after undoing the scarf just now. Ning Ci felt a little itchy when his abdomen was brushed, and grabbed him instead.

At the moment when the fingers were completely intertwined, the New Year's bell rang, and the happy New Year's sounds from the crowd mixed with the sound of fireworks from the other side.

The huge words "Happy New Year" bloomed in mid-air.

Ning Ci felt the phone in his pocket vibrate twice. He didn't look at it, but kept staring at the fireworks. When he looked up, the gorgeous fireworks were reflected in his eyes. Everyone was sighing for the annual fireworks show. Only Pei Jin was staring at Ning Ci, the only light in his life.

The fireworks show lasted for half an hour. At the end, Ning Ci's neck was sore, but he still couldn't bear to look away. It was the same as when he went to the movies before.

He was brought back to his senses by Pei Jin stuffing something into his pocket suddenly, "What?"

When I turned my head, I happened to meet Pei Jin's smiling eyes: "New Year's money."

Ning Ci was stunned.

"I'm older than you, so it's normal to give you New Year's money." Pei Jin didn't give him a chance to refute, and even added: "Everywhere is older than you."

Ning Ci was a little confused at first, and was caught off guard by a yellow accent. Regardless of whether he was confused or not, he didn't dare to look at Pei Jin in an instant, but Pei Jin was thick-skinned and didn't care at all. you."

"You should have what others have."

Ning Ci avoided the tip of his nose rubbing back and forth, and whispered, "Don't rub, there are so many people."

Especially the pair next to them, the girl has been looking at them almost all the time, probably because she realized that Ning Ci had looked over, the girl quickly turned her face away in embarrassment, and got into the boy's arms, it seems that it should be .

"After the college entrance examination, we will watch many, many fireworks, many, many movies, and the ones you like that you haven't done." Pei Jin answered irrelevant questions, and continued to dawdle: "We have to do it once, and do it many, many times."

Ning Ci blinked.

"So you have to celebrate New Year with me from now on." Pei Jin laughed: "If you go to New Year's with others, I will arrest you and lock you up to a place where only me is there, so that you can only look at me people."

"Then you can only love me."

"You can only be with me for the rest of your life."

"I only liked you in the first place." Ning Ci murmured that listening to Pei Jin's thoughts, he felt a little annoying, and after hesitating for a moment, he kissed him directly to stop his chattering, "I only like you in this life."

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It should be over soon~ QWQ may be tomorrow, I have already thought about what to write in the episode, anyway, I am very happy to make up my mind hahahahahaha