He's killing me again

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Afraid of being seen, Ning Ci hurriedly pressed the envelope under his arm, Xu Qian smiled ambiguously: "Which little girl is it? She shouldn't be in our class?"

Such a pink and tender love, anyway, definitely can't be Pei Jin, Pei Jin's temperament, definitely won't engage in such fancy things, anyway, as long as it's not Pei Jin, Xu Qian will feel at ease.

Ning Ci shook his head with red ears: "I don't know... what should I do for breakfast?"

I don't know if it was a mistake, but the breakfast prepared by the other party is Ning Ci's favorite, two siu mai and two oil dumplings. When I was in junior high school, Ning Ci liked to eat siu mai and oil at the school gate in the morning Dumplings, stuffed with red bean paste, not particularly sweet.

But he hasn't eaten for a long time.

The things were still warm, indicating that the other party had arrived a little earlier than him, but there was no signature on the outside of the envelope.

Ning Ci hesitated for a while, but opened the envelope. Seeing this, Xu Qian sighed helplessly: "You don't want to return it, do you?"

Ning Ci really thinks this way, if it is a girl, he can transfer the money to the other party, as if he asked the other party to bring him a breakfast, anyway, he will definitely not accept the other party's things.

But there is only one card inside the envelope, and the writing on it is strong and powerful, and there are only four words - "It's just like the first time I saw it".

And no name.

Just like when we first met... These four words made Ning Ci stunned. He didn't quite understand the meaning of the other party's words, but Xu Qian let out a wow: "Did he know you before?"

Needless to say Ning Ci, Xu Qian has already imagined the touching story of her old classmates meeting again unexpectedly, but Ning Ci suddenly remembered something because of her words, and then shook his head firmly: "Impossible."

His former classmates didn't like him, so how could he write such a thing for himself?However, the owner could not be found, and Ning Ci felt uneasy, not knowing what the other party meant, and was worrying, when the breakfast on the table was suddenly picked up.

"Bring it for me?" Pei Jin opened the bag and took a bite of the siu mai without even waiting for Ning Ci's answer. It's okay, how do you know I didn't have breakfast?"

Ning Ci didn't even have time to stop him, so he could only watch Pei Jin take a mouthful of siu mai. Youtuanzi, however, Ning Ci finally saw the painful expression on his face, and when he wanted to say that this was not for him, he changed his words and asked him: "Okay, is it delicious?"

It's unpalatable, sweet and sticky.

Pei Jin couldn't eat this stuff, but seeing Ning Ci's question was so sincere, he swallowed the oil balls desperately, "It's okay."

"...Oh, then, do you still want to eat tomorrow?" Ning Ci blinked, this time he was serious, how did he know that Pei Jin didn't really want to eat, and there was nothing he could do for Pei Jin up.

Pei Jin: "..."

If he hadn't seen this thing put together with the love letter and Ning Ci had his breakfast bread and milk at hand, he would have lost his mind to eat this thing.

Pei Jin: "As you wish."

Forget it, Ning Ci bought it himself, so it's not impossible to swallow it.

But today, this thing is really stuck in the throat.

Xu Qian was also dumbfounded, why is Pei Jin so shameless to eat the breakfast that others bought for Ning Ci?

She stared at Pei Jin, Pei Jin glanced at her lightly, simply pulled up a chair and sat down beside Ning Ci, while swallowing the oil ball with difficulty, flipped through Ning Ci's notebook on the table, "Give me written?"

Ning Ci originally planned to give it to him after finishing writing, but he didn't expect that he would see it in advance, so he nodded and whispered: "I only wrote a little bit."

"Why are they all handwritten?" Ning Ci's handwriting is neat and elegant, which looks pleasing to the eye, unlike the four "same as first seen", which are so ugly that everyone is angry.

"Well...it will be easier to understand." Speaking of this, Ning Ci talked more, but he didn't dare to be too direct, lest Pei Jin would get angry, so he asked cautiously: "You, will you read it?"

Xu Qian's words just now are still ringing in his ears. Although he expected it, it was after all his own hard work. If it is really treated as a waste product, it will inevitably be lost.

When he was in primary school, he took a handicraft class. He drew dancing pictures for Ning Lan and happily took them home. When he got up for class the next day, Ning Ci found that the pictures had been broken into pieces and thrown in the trash can. Ning Lan said Why didn't he take the initiative to tell him, but he held back his tears and asked Ning Lan why he tore up his painting.

Ning Lan said that she thought it was too ugly and took up too much space.

Ning Ci held back for a long time without talking to Ning Lan, and never gave Ning Lan this kind of thing again.

I don't know why this kind of thing was clearly forgotten before, but now I suddenly remember it.

Pei Jin stopped swallowing, looked at the densely packed notebooks, and felt that this might be more difficult than taking Chen Fang to the top. He stepped on the leg of Ning Ci's chair for a moment, and Pei Jin suddenly hooked the leg of the chair and brought Ning Ci to his side hook.

Caught off guard, Ning Ci almost fell into his arms. He was so frightened that he hugged the desk. He glanced at Pei Jin in shock. He didn't understand why he did this suddenly. Is his request too much?

But Pei Jin also agreed...

However, Pei Jin suddenly leaned against his desk with his head resting on his arms, staring at him with a slightly disappointed expression from bottom to top, "I can see it if you want."

Ning Ci's eyes lit up.

"But there are conditions." Pei Jin felt that he couldn't indulge Ning Ci like this, and he hadn't started dating yet. If he fell in love in the future, how could he be tightly controlled.

When Ning Ci heard that there was hope, he nodded like a chicken pecking rice: "What, what conditions? You said, as long as I can do it, I, I will work hard..."

It is very difficult for a person who is not even willing to take the exam to read the study notes. Pei Jin is willing, even if he has the conditions.

It's really very simple, and I didn't realize that I was being tricked at all. Pei Jin smiled lightly, but deliberately kept it secret: "For the time being, I can't say it yet."

Because of Pei Jin's words, Ning Ci accidentally lost his mind for a while during class, but the most important thing was that the card and the envelope were missing. Picking it up and handing it in brought unnecessary trouble to the teacher, and Ning Ci almost went through the trash can.

Xu Qian also said that she didn't see it. After Pei Jin sat down, she left. She didn't want to see Pei Jin's face at all. She always felt that Pei Jin was abducting Ning Ci, but because the other party helped them once, she could only bear it.

"Brother Pei, are you really okay?" In the back row, Chen Fang moved his butt carefully, feeling that the envelopes and cards under his butt were hot.

Pei Jin lifted his eyelids and took a sip of water. Feeling that the sticky taste in his mouth hadn't dissipated, he sneered, "What's wrong?"

Chen Fang didn't dare to say more. In the morning, he thought Brother Pei was staying for himself, but in the blink of an eye, he ran to Ningci's place.

When he came back, he brought back a love letter, and threw him on a chair to let him sit... Could this be a flower that hatched?

What the hell...the flowers really hatched.

At noon, when he came back from having dinner with Ning Ci, there was an extra bouquet of flowers on Ning Ci's table.

High school is the age when love begins to be restless. It is very common to write love letters and fall in love. Pei Jin also often receives love letters, and they are all thrown into the trash can in piles, but such blatant ones are rare. Ning resigns the table The bouquet of roses placed on the table was particularly eye-catching, attracting many people to sneakily take pictures.

Ning resigned from dance practice and did not come back. Pei Jin saw the bouquet of flowers as soon as he entered the classroom. When he entered the classroom with a dark face, he heard the comments from the people next to him. He said that he saw a boy in white clothes when he entered the classroom. It looks familiar.

Obviously not their class.

If they were in their class, Pei Jin would probably be able to pick him up alive.

He didn't hide his attitude towards Ning Ci at all. He usually talks to Ning Ci in front of everyone, and anyone with a discerning eye can see what's going on. Everyone has been with Pei Jin for more than two years. Except for Chen Fang and his group, where did you see Pei Jin make any new friends?

Seeing that Pei Jin had a bad expression on his face, everyone quickly put away their phones and pretended to be on their own, but from the corner of their eyes, Pei Jin returned to his seat with the bunch of flowers in his arms, without leaving even a package for Ning Ci.

Seeing this, Chen Fang was startled, and wanted to check if there were any cards in the flower. He didn't know who was so courageous. He didn't even touch the package with his hand. He was slapped back by Pei Jin. Chen Fang There was silence for a while: "Brother Pei, aren't you going to resign to Ning?"

Pei Jin's expression was light: "Here."

"Then you take it back...?" He didn't believe it!I don't believe it at all!Brother Pei's eyes can't wait to cut this flower into pieces, okay?

Pei Jin didn't speak, but he kept holding the bouquet of flowers and didn't let go. Ye Ping, who didn't know the truth and came to class in the morning, thought it was Pei Jin who was going to send flowers to someone, which made him die during the whole lunch break Staring at Pei Jin, he was reluctant to leave even after class.

However, Pei Jin ignored him at all, and blatantly walked past him with flowers in his arms.

Ye Ping gritted his teeth and watched him go upstairs. Who is upstairs?

Ye Ping immediately thought of Ning Ci.

He wanted to rush up, but suddenly remembered that Ning Ci's class was much better recently than before, he could answer the teacher's questions very smoothly, and he was no longer as shy and timid as before, hesitating for a long time to say a word.

The change is clearly visible.

And when it comes to dancing, the dance teacher said that Ning Ci has become more confident.

If he is suddenly held accountable, I don't know if he will become as timid as before.

Ye Ping faced a difficult situation for a while.

Pei Jin looked at the news while going upstairs, and sent it to Ning Ci when get out of class was over, and asked him if it was over, but he didn't answer.

I don't know if I'm still practicing.

However, before reaching the upstairs, he happened to bump into the dance teacher who was going downstairs. The teacher saw him stunned for a moment, and glanced at the flowers in his arms: "Are you... going to send flowers to Ning Ci?"

"Do you want to rehearse the day of the school celebration?"

The teacher smiled, thinking that the current students are really romantic.

Pei Jin's footsteps stopped. It was annoying at first. I don't know which brave hand stretched out to his class. After being reminded by the teacher, he thought this proposal was not bad, so he hummed, "Yes, but he doesn't like it. Rose."

I don't like roses from others.

I can only like what he sent.

The teacher said softly.

Pei Jin only said goodbye to the teacher, and continued upstairs with a cold face.

Now that the teachers have all gone back, Ning Ci should be over, but before he passed the corner of the stairs, he heard Ning Ci talking to someone else.

"I, I don't need these, I will return the flowers to you in a moment."

Ning Ci's tone sounded flustered, Pei Jin's expression faded, and as soon as his legs stepped out, he heard another male voice: "Then what do you like? I remember you used to like roses very much. Don't you often see roses outside the school?" Want to see it?"

"But it doesn't matter if you don't like it now, you tell me what you like."

"I will give you whatever you like."

Ning Ci panickedly looked at the boy in the white shirt in front of him.

In the past few years, he has grown a lot taller, with black hair softly attached to his ears, wearing glasses, he looks like a good student, even his smile is very gentle, completely different from his thin and thin appearance back then.

Ke Ningci still recognized him at a glance.

"Don't be afraid of me, I just want to chase you, I like you very much, Ning Ci." Every word Jiang Bai said was very affectionate, and his voice and expression made people feel comfortable and gentle, he showed Ning Ci With a gentle smile, he tried to hand him the cake box in his hand.

Ning Ci backed away again and again, with no blood on his face, but he still looked at Jiang Bai's face in disbelief. He never thought that Jiang Bai would go to school here.

He retreated too hard, his feet were in a mess, and he almost tripped himself, and his back suddenly leaned against something.

Ning Ci's tense but still trembling back suddenly relaxed.

He didn't need to look back, he knew it was Pei Jin. Pei Jin's height and Pei Jin's smell had been firmly engraved in his memory. The appearance of Pei Jin at this time made him seem to have found a straw to save his life. There was no movement on Pei Jin's shoulder.

His legs were so weak that he could hardly stand up.

Fortunately, Pei Jin is here.

Noticing his movement, Pei Jin was stunned for a moment. When he looked at Jiang Bai, suppressing his psychological aversion to physical contact, his expression faded, "Here are the flowers." Unexpectedly, the owner who sent the flowers was here , and saved him from acting in front of Ning Ci, Pei Jin didn't talk to Jiang Bai, but handed the flower to Ning Ci.

The flowers given to Ning Ci had to be handled by Ning Ci himself.

Ning Ci flinched, almost shrank into Pei Jin's arms, staring at the roses, hesitantly daring to reach out.

The memories of that year flooded up like a tide, overwhelming him.

Obviously everything has improved during this period of time, why, why did I meet Jiang Bai here... must he be kept in hiding forever?

What did you say that you liked him... It was obviously because of him that you became like this.

Sensing Ning Ci's sudden change of mood, Pei Jin couldn't help but hugged him by the shoulders. Although he was psychologically disgusted, his stomach was upset, and the images of those nasty things he had encountered Pei Yuan were churning in his mind, he still He couldn't help but want Ning Ci to lean into his arms, and realized that things were not as simple as he thought.

If it was just a suitor, Ning Ci should not have behaved like this.

When he forced him back then, he wasn't even afraid of being like this.

Pei Jin couldn't help but look at Jiang Bai, but Jiang Bai just smiled at him gently, and looked at Ning Ci affectionately, "Ning Ci, is this your friend?"

His tone was familiar, especially when he called Ning Ci's name, he was indescribably intimate, which made Pei Jin angry, and couldn't help but wonder if he really had any past with Ning Ci.

Especially what he just said, Ning Ci used to like roses.

How did he know what Ning Ci liked before.

Pei Jin's complexion was getting worse and worse, and Ning Ci hadn't picked up the roses for a long time, which made the flower that Pei Jin held up on his chest seem to be a symbol of his sworn relationship with Ning Ci.

However, these are the flowers from Jiang Bai. Jiang Bai seemed to be unaware of Ning Ci's attitude towards him, so he smiled helplessly and tried to take the flowers he gave Ning Ci back from Pei Jin's hand, "If you don't like it, , It doesn’t matter if you give it back to me, you can replace it with what you like next time.”

"I remember that you also liked roses before. Can I give you roses next time? It's the same as the roses blooming at the back gate of the school, but the roses at the back gate of the school have withered. I can only try to find similar substitutes... "

It was before again.

Pei Jin felt that his lungs were going to explode, this time it wasn't an ant biting him, but a knife stuck in his body, just like chronic Lingchi.

Who is Ning Ci, what is his relationship with Ning Ci, why is Ning Ci so afraid of him, and has he done anything bad to Ning Ci.

These thoughts were mixed with psychological disgust in Pei Jin's mind, as if they were about to explode, gradually revealing his hidden hostility, both jealousy and worry bothered him, and he almost forced Ning Ci to speak.

Why not reject him.

Didn't he just say he wanted to chase you?

Why not say no.

But can't.

Ning Ci was already so scared, how could he scare him again.

Pei Jin suppressed his own nature, but when he looked at Jiang Bai, his eyes were undisguised, as if he wanted to strangle him on the spot.

Jiang Bai failed to snatch the rose back from Pei Jin's hand. Pei Jin's grip was too tight. There is no doubt that the thorns on the rose had probably pierced Pei Jin's skin.

These words were picked by Jiang Bai from the garden of his own home. He has raised them for many years, just waiting for such a day, but he was not angry, but gracefully withdrew his hand and smiled at Pei Jin: "If you I like it, and I can give it to you."

fuck.

For the first time, Pei Jin felt that he seemed inferior.

In front of people who had a relationship with Ning Ci, he seemed to have no advantage at all.

When did he become so humble.

However, no matter how loudly he shouted from the bottom of his heart, Pei Jin still didn't show his face, curling the corners of his lips, and before he could speak, Ning Ci suddenly snatched the rose from his hand and threw it on Jiang Bai: "He, he doesn't like it."

"I dont like it either."

Ning Ci's chest was heaving violently, he leaned on Pei Jin, looked up at Jiang Bai: "I, also refuse your pursuit and liking, I hope you will stop appearing in front of me."

He finished speaking in one breath, turned his head and grabbed Pei Jin's wrist, and without knowing where the strength came from, he pulled Pei Jin and ran downstairs.

Jiang Bai, who was left in place, caught the rose that fell on him in time, but the petals still fell due to this violent movement, and Jiang Bai squatted down to pick up the petals.

Look, no matter how beautiful flowers are, they will wither. Only by making them as specimens can they be preserved forever, although in this way no one can see its beauty, beauty and freshness.

The same goes for Ning Ci.

As long as everyone no longer likes him, and no longer sees his beauty and freshness, he will belong to himself.

As for Pei Jin...he didn't think that Pei Jin would really like a cowardly and incompetent person.

And Ning Ci probably wouldn't like a...dirty Pei Jin.

"Squad leader! The head teacher asked you to get something!" After a while, Jiang Bai looked down at the message on his phone and replied "Hello".

"You, why didn't you remind me?" Ning Ci was panting from exhaustion, but looking at the lively playground in front of him, he was dazed again.

He was so scared just now, his head went blank, he dragged Pei Jin down and ran down, he didn't have time to think about whether to stop, and when he realized it, he had already arrived at the playground with Pei Jin, but there were so many people on the playground , Ning Ci had no time to think about anything else, and hurriedly wanted to drag Pei Jin back to the classroom.

However, in the next second, Pei Jin grabbed his wrist, and before he could react, the two stepped into the sports equipment room with the door open.

The door was slammed shut, Ning Ci was taken aback, "What, what's wrong?"

"Who was that person just now?" Pei Jin curled up his fingers, and felt sticky blood on his fingertips.

The place where it was punctured just now has been oozing blood, and now I feel a little stinging.

But this sting was nothing compared to the jealousy in his heart.

Who knows, Pei Jin is going crazy with jealousy.

He tried his best to endure, staying by Ning Ci's side and being a friend, but he was afraid of scaring Ning Ci.

It is only now that I realize that Ning Ci is so good, someone will definitely rob him.

No, it's not that he will rob, but that person may have owned Ningci once.

This realization almost made him lose control.

Ning Ci knew that he would definitely ask this, but Ning Ci didn't want to say it.

who is it.

He was his best friend in the past, and also the chief culprit who later forced him to suspend his studies and become what he is now.

Ning Ci never thought that Jiang Bai was also studying in No. [-] Middle School. He only thought that Jiang Bai's family conditions are very good, he has a good temper, is also very popular, he is very generous to others, and he is very kind to him, so what did he say? , Ning Ci will believe it, and other students will also believe it.

So what Jiang Bai said back then could ruin his best youth.

Ning Ci shook his head slightly, but met Pei Jin's eyes, he found that there were bloodshot eyes in Pei Jin's eyes, he seemed to be enduring something, seemed to be trembling faintly... Ning Ci was stunned, "You, what's wrong with you? "

"Is it uncomfortable?"

He had never seen Pei Jin look so bad.

Pei Jin was indeed very uncomfortable, the physical and psychological discomfort were intertwined, this feeling almost suffocated him, he lowered his eyes and stared at Ning Ci's lips, even thinking that it was like this anyway, it would be better to die before death He made his own wish, but Ning Ci cared about him, and he immediately dispelled such thoughts, and even felt that he was such a **** trash, why could he be so impatient.

Pei Jin's Adam's apple rolled: "No, I just want to know who it is."

"Are you angry?"

Ning Ci subconsciously thought so, but he and Pei Jin were friends, and Pei Jin had no reason to be angry because of this. Ning Ci felt that something was wrong, and felt that Pei Jin was really going to be angry, so he didn't figure it out, but Pei Jin admitted it.

He hummed and said softly, "I'm angry."

"He said he was going to chase you, and I got angry."

Ning Ci's eyes slowly opened wide.

"You don't let him chase, so let me chase?"

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I have something to go out during the day today, so the update is late, sorry