I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

The weather outside was fine, but He Jingnian stood under the sun, but his heart was cold.He didn't know where to go, and he was ashamed of himself for being mean.

When he heard the doctor's suggestion, his first reaction was not to worry about the baby, but to subconsciously think that without this child, he would lose even the qualification to stay.

He Jingnian did not dare to go back, nor did he have the courage to face the original speech.His body was floating in mid-air as if he lacked oxygen, and all joints were tied with invisible silk threads, opening and closing stiffly like a puppet, floating aimlessly on the street.

Always been this way.From the death of her mother, to entering an orphanage, to being adopted, I never had a real and long-term shelter.

On the side of the road near the base of the wall, a large cardboard box was thrown by someone.As soon as He Jingnian walked over, the things in the cardboard box barked at him.

It's a puppy!And it's a cute puppy.Round eyes, big ears, pink paws, looks like Snoopy.

There was a note in the box, the owner said that he was going to move, and he really couldn't afford it. The puppy is very healthy and has been vaccinated. I hope that someone with good intentions can adopt it.

Seeing He Jingnian approaching, the little dog barked even more vigorously, with its round pink belly pouncing up and down, and its two big ears dangling.

He Jingnian likes small animals, he really wants to hug a puppy.But he knew that once he hugged him, he would be reluctant to part with it. He didn't have the ability to give the puppy a home, and he didn't even have a home.

The puppy was very intelligent, and probably knew that he was going to leave, so he barked louder and kept flopping about in the box.He Jingnian's heart softened again, and he stood beside the box, reluctant to leave.

The sky suddenly began to rain, the sun was shining brightly, and the rain curtain water covered the whole world.He Jingnian didn't bring an umbrella and was at a loss when a car stopped beside him.

"Why do you look so embarrassed every time I meet you?" The car window rolled down, revealing a clean and handsome face. "Get in the car."

He Jingnian hesitated.

Shen Tangfeng smiled slightly, "And that puppy."

He Jingnian hugged the puppy, and got into the carriage wet, dripping, and filled with warm woody fragrance, which unexpectedly made people feel peaceful.

"It's not far from where I live, so let's change clothes first."

He Jingnian hurriedly said, "No need, I'll just go back when the rain stops."

"No, you will definitely get sick." Shen Tangfeng insisted on taking him to the high-end apartment where he lived.He Jingnian was dripping water all over, he hesitated to go in.

"It's okay, I live alone, come in." Shen Tangfeng smiled.

After entering, Shen Tangfeng asked He Jingnian to change his clothes first and dry his hair.Seeing his uneasy face, Shen Tangfeng said: "Don't worry, the housekeeper will wash and dry your clothes soon, so you won't be able to tell."

He Jingnian put on the clothes prepared by Shen Tangfeng, the sticky and damp feeling disappeared, and he finally felt better.This dress should have been newly bought by Shen Tangfeng, the housekeeper. The size is very suitable, loose and comfortable.

Wiping his wet hair and walking out of the bathroom, he saw that Shen Tangfeng had already prepared a simple nest for the puppy, and he was teasing it right now.The puppy wagged its tail and circled him, looking very dear.

"Mr. Shen, will you keep it?"

"I often live in different places." Shen Tangfeng smiled, "However, I can help it find an owner who is willing to adopt it." Seeing He Jingnian nodding sadly, he asked: "You seem to like it very much, don't you?" Do you want to raise it yourself?"

He Jingnian didn't speak, but patted the puppy's head, and the puppy rolled on the ground happily.

"It likes you very much." Shen Tangfeng gave him the shredded boiled chicken breast, "Do you want to try feeding it?"

The puppies can eat very well, and a few pieces of chicken breast disappeared in no time.Still hungry after eating, his tail turned into a flower, and his little tongue licked He Jingnian's palm, itching slightly, making him unable to help laughing.

"This is the first time I've seen you so happy." Shen Tangfeng turned his face sideways, his slightly upturned eyes spread with a smile, and tender lines bloomed.

He Jingnian stroked the puppy's big soft ears, "It's really cute and very well-behaved."

The puppy whined twice and put its chin on He Jingnian's hand.

The two played with the puppy for a while, Shen Tangfeng got up and said, "I'll ask the housekeeper if your clothes are ready."

At this time, the doorbell rang. "Please help me open it." Shen Tangfeng's voice came over.

He Jingnian opened the door and was shocked.

Yuan Cisheng stood there, the backlight was thick, and his eyes were deeply sunken.

"It's been dried..." Shen Tangfeng was carrying the clothes, and when he saw the person outside the door, he couldn't help frowning in confusion, "Why are you here?"

Yuan Cisheng walked in without saying a word, his eyes were cold and icy, cut Shen Tangfeng's face, and then slowly moved to He Jingnian.

"Woof!" the big-eared flower dog barked at him.

"It suddenly rained outside, I didn't bring an umbrella, and I happened to meet Mr. Shen..." He Jingnian's voice became softer and softer. He wasn't afraid that Yuan Ci's voice would be angry, but it made him very sad every time the other party looked at him like this. .

If he didn't hear the original speech, or he didn't even bother to listen.He strode forward, grabbed He Jingnian's wrist, pulled him away and walked out.

He Jingnian was quite a bit smaller than him, and he staggered immediately, like a weightless puppet, at his mercy.

Shen Tangfeng's always smiling and warm face suddenly turned cold. "Stop." He grabbed Yuan Cisheng's arm, "Isn't it too much for you to do this?"

Yuan Cisheng flipped his wrist, clasped his five fingers, and easily shook off his hand. "I'm warning you, Shen Er, it's up to you how you like to play, don't make me think of him!"

Shen Tangfeng asked coldly: "What do you mean?"

"He's different from those around you." Yuan Ci's eyes turned dark, "Put away your dirty thoughts, don't blame me for being rude if you dare to approach him again."

He Jingnian was dragged and shoved into the car, and he curled up against the car window, his mind befuddled for a while.

He didn't dare to move, and he didn't dare to speak, and the original voice now looked particularly terrifying.Although Yuan Cisheng used to be angry with him from time to time, but he didn't completely lose his emotions like now, like a cold metal statue that is piercingly cold.

Back at Ruishan Yuting, Yuan Cisheng still didn't say a word, and took him directly into the bathroom, and then filled the bathtub with water.Soon, the heat was steaming, and white mist appeared on the mirror.

He Jingnian asked tremblingly, "What are you going to do?"

Yuan Cisheng still didn't speak, and stretched out his hand to help him unbutton.

He Jingnian was frightened and pushed him away, "What the hell are you trying to do!"

Yuan Ci took a deep look at him, "Clean yourself."

"Why..." He Jingnian's eyes were red from the heat, "Why did you treat me like this?"

"I told you not to contact Shen Er, and reminded you to call me if you have something to do. You promised me, why didn't you do it?"

He Jingnian was so questioned that he couldn't say a word, and his temples throbbed with severe pain.

"Did you know that Shen Er is a well-known playboy in the circle? What kind of good man do you think he is? Let me tell you, Shen Er is not jealous of men and women, and he has never been cut off from people around him. As long as he looks good, he has The person who is capable will coax him to bed, and kick him off when he gets tired of it."

"What does this have to do with me?" He Jingnian was inexplicable and even wanted to laugh, "You don't think Mr. Shen likes me, do you?" He smiled softly and self-deprecatingly, "How is it possible, who would be so ignorant? vision."

The voice of the original speech rolled his Adam's apple. "It doesn't matter. I pursue thorough cleanliness, so naturally I also want the people around me to keep clean, and prevent all possible contact with unclean things."

The door slammed shut.He Jingnian was submerged in hot water, but his heart felt as if a handful of sharp ice shards had been rubbed into his heart, which made his whole body numb and ache from the cold.He didn't know why it became like this, probably, this was the price of greed.

At first, he just wanted to see the young master again, just look at him from a distance.However, greed continued to expand, and eventually blinded reason.That night, when lightning illuminated those eyes, he hesitated, compromised, and gave up all resistance.

The moon is only suitable for looking at each other from a distance. It cannot be touched or possessed. Those who defile the moon are sinners, and sinners only deserve to be punished.

When He Jingnian came out of the water, there was no usual clothes on the hanger, only a white shirt.The faint smell of disinfectant from the shirt rushed into his nostrils, turning into endless humiliation, arousing shameful enthusiasm in his whole body.

The cloth was tremblingly clenched in his hands, and every wrinkle was like a ruthless mocking mouth.He Jingnian closed his eyes, resisting the burning soreness, and put on the shirt stiffly.

The smooth and cool clothes covered his thin and pale body. He walked slowly into the bedroom, Yuan Ci raised his eyes and looked at him, his clear green eyes were devoid of emotion.

Because of his special physique, He Jingnian does not show his breasts like normal women.The shirt was loosely covered on him, revealing his slender legs, and his pink fingertips covered by the overly long sleeves, making him look extraordinarily pure and naive.

"Come here." Yuan Ci said quietly.

He Jingnian shuddered for a moment, and retreated subconsciously, but his wrist was grabbed in time and he couldn't break free.

Yuan Ci led him to the bed to sleep without saying a word, He Jingnian was wearing his shirt and just turned his back to him.After a while, he felt Yuan Cisheng reaching out to hug him, and his movements were gentle but with hidden strength, pulling him back.

"You...were crying?"

He Jingnian's shoulders twitched slightly, he choked up and couldn't speak, tears flowed down his thin red eyes and into his pitch-black hair.

The silent night magnified the intermittent sobbing, and even the air was saturated with sadness.After a long time, Yuan Ci gently wiped away the rolling tears for him, which were so hot that his fingertips trembled.

"Sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me, I couldn't control my temper." Yuan Ci whispered, "But I'm really worried about you. It's raining so heavily outside, why do you want to run around alone?"

He Jingnian turned his head away, his soft cheek brushed against the back of his hand, and the warm and moist tears rubbed against his skin, and then ignited a fierce fire in his heart.

"Answer me." Yuan Cisheng held his shoulder and forced him to look at himself.

"Do you know how anxious I was when the driver told me that you were missing? You have only met Shen Er a few times, and you have made friends with him? So you would rather hide from him than come back? Why are you surprised when you speak? Year!"

"Because I don't know how to face you! I don't dare to come back at all." He Jingnian felt that his bones were about to be crushed by him. When he opened his mouth, a big tear rolled down in pain and fell on Yuan Cisheng's arm. on the knuckles.

"Today I went to the hospital to get the report. The results of the two Down's screening tests were high-risk. The doctor said that if the results of the puncture test are not good, we may not be able to keep this baby." He rubbed his eyes. Rubbed to the bridge of the nose, but the more tears were rubbed.

"I don't know what to do, I don't know how to tell you, I don't know anything. Why... I have to encounter this kind of thing..."

Yuan Ci was stunned, he never dreamed that He Jingnian would not dare to come back because of this matter.Seeing He Jingnian's face full of tears, my heart wrinkled sourly like a glass of steaming lemon juice had been poured into it.

He didn't understand, and couldn't understand, did He Jingnian think that once he knew, he would drive him out mercilessly?

"The puncture test hasn't been done yet, has it? The final result hasn't come out yet, so there's really no need for you to worry so much."

He pulled a tissue to help He Jingnian wipe away his tears, clumsily wiping his face red.He Jingnian lowered his head in pain and closed his eyes.He dared not look at the original speech at this moment, a little tenderness and kindness could shake him, and when he was shaken, he would look forward to it, and the expectation could not be realized, only the pain remained.

"What if... what if the result is still not good?"

"No." Yuan Cisheng stopped his hands slightly, and gently pressed He Jingnian's back, letting him lean on him. "impossible."

Will not.impossible.He Jingnian was speechless.

He really wanted to ask the original speech, and then what?What would you do if the baby really couldn't keep it?What will become of the relationship between me and you.

Xu Shi was aware of his stiffness and resistance, and the voice of the original speech increased the strength of his arms, wrapping him in his arms face to face.Yuan Ci's body temperature was very high, He Jingnian was hugged airtightly by him, but his heart felt as cold as the wind.

All night, He Jingnian was unable to move, and was sweating profusely all over his body. He didn't fall asleep until dawn.

This sleep lasted until noon. When he woke up, he was surprised to find that Yuan Cisheng hadn't gone to work, and was looking at him intently.

"Aren't you going to go for an examination today? I'll accompany you." Yuan Ci gently twisted his slightly frowning brows, "Don't worry, nothing will happen."

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