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At noon the next day, Yuan Cisheng finally waited for his lunch.Seeing that He Jingnian was about to leave after delivering the meal, he stopped him, "Won't you eat with me?"

So, the two of them ate face to face.

Seeing that He Jingnian's bento only contained a small can of red cabbage soup and a box of rice, Yuan Cisheng asked him, "Why don't you eat dumplings?"

He Jingnian replied honestly: "I dare not eat."

"I don't dare to eat it myself, but I dare to give it to others." Yuan Ci said so, but the corners of his mouth rarely twitched, "Do you want to try it?"

He Jingnian shook his head desperately, but Yuan Cisheng still insisted on handing a cherry stuffed dumpling covered with sour cream to his mouth.

The dumpling skin was bitten by the teeth, and the sweet and juicy cherry filling overflowed the mouth, mixed with rich sour cream, forming an indescribable taste.He Jingnian almost wondered if he was taking revenge on himself for forcing him to eat

A wicked smile flashed in Yuan Cisheng's eyes, "Is it delicious?"

He Jingnian muttered, "Dark cooking."

"I think it's not bad." Yuan Ci said that he ate gracefully and quickly. After he finished eating, He Jingnian was still sandwiching a few grains of rice, and the red cabbage soup was barely touched.

Yuan Cisheng finally realized that this is what he likes to eat, but it is not what He Jingnian likes to eat. "Do you want me to take you to the cafeteria downstairs?"

He Jingnian smiled, "No need, I'm not very hungry either."

He just thought of the time when he had lunch with the young master, such a time was beautiful but also limited.The limited beauty disappears, leaving only sadness.

After eating, He Jingnian packed up the lunch box and was about to leave, Yuan Ci asked him to stay with him for a lunch break.He Jingnian was surprised, it was already a major breakthrough for him to be willing to eat lunch, and he even sacrificed his working time to take his lunch break?

"We all have to follow the doctor's orders, don't we?"

Yuan Cisheng opened the curtains, and behind it was a bay window covered with a thick plush blanket.The bay window is huge, and the two of them are not crowded at all lying on it, not to mention they are hugging each other tightly.

He Jingnian looked out the window, the Pujiang River was like a shining silver line, and the bright and colorful buildings on both sides of the river were reduced to Rubik's cube.This kind of scenery inexplicably made him drowsy, and his eyelids closed unconsciously.

Listening to his thin breath, Yuan Ci's voice was peaceful.He had never hugged He Jingnian in a bright place before, his black hair was soft, his neck was frosty white, his shoulders were narrow, and there was a clean fragrance that he liked.

For many years, he has rarely had a peaceful moment surrounded by clean breath.

Yuan Zhengye is very dirty, even when he dies; the people around him are dirty, men or women, ugly or beautiful, together with their love and desire for him, are all dirty; even Shengheng has been completely cleaned up Finally, it becomes a clean world that suits him.

Why is it that only He Jingnian can make him feel truly clean?

The hum of a cell phone vibrating.

He Jingnian answered the phone sleepily, "Excuse me...Mr. Shen Tangfeng?

As soon as the words fell, he felt the arms around his arms tightened by the original words.

On the other end of the phone, Shen Tangfeng asked him if he could go to Shen's house, saying that his mother suddenly fell ill again and insisted on seeing him.

He Jingnian sat up hesitantly, strong displeasure gathered in Yuanci's eyes, and asked him in a deep voice: "Why does Shen Tangfeng have your contact information? What's the use of asking you if something happens if you don't want to be sent to the hospital? You And why did you promise him?"

He Jingnian was overwhelmed by his repeated questioning, and softly begged him: "Don't be angry."

"You go, remember to come back early." Yuan Cisheng went to the desk and sat down, as if he didn't want to talk nonsense with him anymore.

Even though he was used to his uncertainties, He Jingnian was still a little sad, and said in a low voice, "I will definitely come back as soon as possible."

The Shen family was in a commotion.Mrs. Shen, who looks so weak and beautiful, can explode with such great strength when she is looking for a child.As soon as He Jingnian entered, she saw her long hair in a mess, crying and calling for her baby back, but neither of the two nurses could stop her.

But no matter how much she shouted and ran, her baby was not here.In the end, she could only curl up on the ground, trembling and crying helplessly.

For some reason, He Jingnian had only met her once, but when He Jingnian saw her like this, his heart ached like it was about to burst.

"Baby...?" Mrs. Shen stopped her tears when she saw him, and a happy smile appeared on her tear-stained face.She rushed over and hugged He Jingnian, reached into her pocket and fumbled desperately, as if she wanted to give him something.

Shen Peng immediately asked the servant to bring over the many things his wife had bought before.After a while, I saw a few servants running into the room with several large boxes of candy in their arms. They were colorful and colorful, and the glass candy paper reflected brilliant light under the chandelier.

"Baby likes to eat candy. Mom buys candy for the baby. Is the baby happy?" Mrs. Shen took his hand and asked him as if coaxing a child.Facing her expectant eyes, He Jingnian burst into tears, nodded vigorously, and a string of tears fell.

She still remembers.

She didn't forget it at all.

With He Jingnian, Mrs. Shen's mood has stabilized a lot, and she is willing to obediently cooperate with injections and medicines.By the time she fell asleep peacefully, it was already completely dark outside.He Jingnian wanted to say goodbye and go back, but he couldn't resist the kind invitation from the Shen family, so he was forced to stay for dinner.

At the dinner table, Shen Peng slowly told the whole story of his wife's condition.It turned out that Shen Tangfeng once had an older brother named Shen Tangyu.Shen Tangyu was abducted by her enemies when she was very young, and her whereabouts have been unknown since then.The Shen family has searched hard for many years, but so far there has been no news.

"Once the child is lost, Man Yin's soul is also lost, and Xiao Yu is her life." Shen Peng couldn't help but blush when he said this.The pampered life made this man over fifty years old still elegant and clean, looking just over forty.But the moment he talked about his wife and children, his face finally revealed an unconcealable exhaustion and oldness.

"Son, do you believe in the fate between people?" He held He Jingnian's hand, "You and Man Yin are destined, if possible, I really hope you can find time to visit her. It's been so many years , when she gets sick, she doesn't recognize anyone but you, as if you are really our Xiao Yu."

After dinner, Shen Peng insisted that Shen Tangfeng send He Jingnian home safely.

"Three times." In the car, Shen Tangfeng suddenly opened his mouth, turning a pair of bright black eyes, "Why do you look so unhappy every time I see you?"

He Jingnian was slightly taken aback, and smiled silently.

Back at Ruishan Yuting, Aunt Yang Li greeted him, and told him that Yuan Cisheng was in a bad mood today, and locked himself in the study as soon as he came back, and he hasn't come out until now.

Knowing that Yuan Cisheng hadn't eaten yet, He Jingnian pulled himself together and made some food for him to send over.After knocking on the door several times, Yuanci's faint voice sounded inside: "I'm busy."

"Then, I'll wait for you." He Jingnian put the dishes in the microwave to keep warm, and sat on a chair in the corridor outside the study to wait for him.

However, after waiting for a long time, Yuan Ci's voice did not come out, as if he had been forgotten.He Jingnian was patient, anyway, it was not the first time to wait like this.But he was so sleepy that his eyelids could not help but twitch, and he curled up on the chair with his knees in his arms and fell asleep.

The sleep was only a light sleep, and the sound of opening the door woke him up.Opening his eyes, Yuan Cisheng was standing there.

"Are you hungry?" He Jingnian rubbed his eyes, "The food is hot, I'll get it for you."

The wrist is firmly grasped.

He Jingnian turned around, a shadow suddenly fell in front of his eyes, Yuan Cisheng leaned forward, his sharp nose fluttered slightly, as if he was smelling his body, and then, his two beautiful long eyebrows were tightly tightened.

Sure enough, the clean and light fragrance of the sky after the rain was covered up by the vulgar woody fragrance.

"Did Shen Er send you back at night?" Yuan Ci asked coldly.

"Uncle Shen told him to..."

The original voice interrupted, "Won't you call me?"

"I don't have your contact information." He Jingnian said wearily, "We have always communicated through Secretary Jin, have you forgotten?"

"..." Yuan Ci snorted softly, took He Jingnian's mobile phone, and quickly entered his number, "Call me directly if you need anything."

He Jingnian nodded, the shadows cast by his eyelashes flashed and flickered, he was so obedient, the original speech softened unconsciously.

"I don't blame you for not being familiar with Shen Er." He said, "We will have less contact with him in the future."

When he was sleeping at night, He Jingnian felt a slight warmth in his abdomen, Yuan Ci gently touched his lower abdomen, "Is it almost five months?"

"Well, the second prenatal examination was done last time, and the Down's screening report will be available in a few days."

"So we'll see the baby in five months."

There are still five months, and I will leave.He Jingnian thought about it, and asked gently: "Mr. Yuan, do you like boys or girls?"

"It's all right."

He Jingnian was bitter, how could he answer like this?Don't ordinary people say "I like them all"?

The original voice asked, "What about you?"

He Jingnian didn't speak, he had sketched the appearance of the child countless times in his mind.

He really wanted a warm little girl with stars in her big eyes and honey in her dimples.When walking, it bounces and hops, and the braid flicks like a bunny.

After a while, he opened his mouth: "Whether it's a boy or a girl, Mr. Yuan will take good care of the baby, right?"

The original speech sounded "hmm".

"Then, when the baby is born, I will trouble Mr. Yuan to choose a nice name."

"Don't you want to name your baby yourself?"

"I'll forget it." He Jingnian's voice trembled, "I... am not good at this."

After a brief silence, the voice of the original speech resounded, "He Jingnian, are you crying?"

He Jingnian was afraid of soiling the pillow, so he desperately wiped away his tears with his hands, and he calmed down for a long time before saying no. "I just thought that the baby couldn't control his emotions for a while, so don't worry about it."

The original speech fell silent, "Let's rest."

When He Jingnian woke up the next day, Yuan Cisheng had already left for the company.He glanced at the time, got up to make lunch, packed the box and went out.

On the way, the hospital called and asked him to get the report.Because it happened to be on the way, He Jingnian asked the driver to take him to the hospital first.

"Sit down, don't be nervous, and listen to me first." The doctor held the examination report with a serious expression.

He Jingnian nodded nervously.

"You did two screenings for Down's syndrome before and after. The first time was borderline, and this time it was high-risk. This means that the baby has a very high risk of Down's syndrome."

He Jingnian shook, his knuckles trembled, and he pinched into his palm.

Children with Down syndrome are not only mentally and physically retarded, but also often suffer from other congenital diseases. Many children with Down syndrome will die before reaching adulthood.

"Although the current situation is not optimistic, it is not absolute." The doctor comforted, "I suggest you undergo amniocentesis and do further examinations. This is the ultimate examination method."

He Jingnian asked with pale lips, "What if the result of the amniocentesis is still not good?"

The doctor sighed, "It is recommended to decide to terminate the pregnancy as soon as possible."

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"Down's syndrome children are not only intelligent...but they will die early." References from mother and baby websites/platforms such as Quick Ask Doctor, Pacific Parenting Network, Baby Knows, etc.

For fear of omissions, I declare again: All the content related to pregnancy-related knowledge in this article is referred to from major maternal and child websites/platforms

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