I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

The original speech's eyelashes trembled, like the inadvertent shaking of a butterfly's wings, which was hard to detect.

"Niannian, I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well." After a pause, he continued, "I used to make you sad all the time, I never recognized you, and I didn't know you liked me, Niannian, you forgive me."

He Jingnian lowered his head, "I just suddenly thought of asking you, it's all in the past."

Yuan Ci's voice was silent for a while, "Okay." He stretched out his hand and hugged He Jingnian into his arms, wanting to kiss his lips and smell his scent.He Jingnian is normal, he has problems, deceiving others and himself, harming others and himself.

"Niannian, why do you only eat such a little, is it not to your liking?"

He Jingnian shrank his shoulders, "Let go of me first, how can you let me eat like this."

The original voice held him tighter with one hand, picked up the chopsticks with the other, "I'll feed you."

He Jingnian had no choice but to take it with his mouth open.He was chewing the food, caught a glimpse of Yuan Ci's voice looking straight at him all the time, feeling uncomfortable, and said, "Can you stop staring at me?"

The voice of the original speech showed an affectionate smile, "If you don't look at you, these eyes are useless."

"..." He Jingnian had nothing to say.He really felt that this person should go to the psychiatrist with him.

The doctor asked him to stay for observation tonight, so the original speech had a reason not to leave.Wrapping around him, clinging to him, lying on the edge of the bed and rubbing his hands, covering him up and kissing him secretly from time to time.

He Jingnian couldn't drive him away, so he covered himself in the quilt.He reached in to hold his hand again, and scratched the soft flesh of his palm again and again.

He Jingnian huddled under the blanket with his eyes open, thinking how this man looked like a cat and a dog.Of course, dogs are not as annoying as he is, cats are not as suspect as he is, and both cats and dogs are far more likable than he is.

Probably because of the relationship he has been ignoring all the time, Yuan Cisheng felt bored after playing alone for a while, and finally settled down.Just as He Jingnian breathed a sigh of relief, the quilt was suddenly lifted, and Yuan Cisheng lay down like a mountain of jade falling down, lowered his head and pressed it against the back of his neck, and murmured: "I'm so sleepy."

He Jingnian's brain short-circuited for three seconds, and he pushed him angrily, "There is something wrong with you, why don't you sleep when there is a bed over there?"

Yuan Cisheng grabbed his hand and held it in the palm of his hand, pretending to be dead and not answering.

"..." He Jingnian knew that this man was going to serve meat pies with no oil or salt, so he got up and got out of bed without talking nonsense with him.

No way.Yuan Cisheng's two long legs hooked his legs, and his arms wrapped around his arms, locking him firmly in his arms.

Sensing He Jingnian's helplessness and resistance, he stuck close to him with a bit of hurt, and said in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I can't do anything, I just want to guard you and make you feel at ease."

"..."

"Niannian, when you were pregnant with cake, I hugged you like this."

He Jingnian closed his eyes and did not respond to him.

"Niannian, you really worried me so much today. I'm even scared when I think about it now." Yuan Ci said, holding him tighter, his arms trembling so hard, as if he really had lingering fear.

He Jingnian remained silent.

"Niannian, why are your hands still so cold." Yuan Cisheng put his hand in his hands, then bent his legs and touched his feet with his feet, his toes slipped over the soles of his feet, "The feet are also so cold."

He Jingnian arched his body suddenly, "Don't touch my feet!"

"I'm sorry." Yuan Ci immediately apologized, and said again, "Niannian, why are you sleeping with your feet so cold? Do you want to put your feet on me?"

He Jingnian had cold hands and feet in winter, and it was a long-standing problem. It was really difficult, especially when he just fell asleep, his hands and feet seemed to be soaked in ice caves, and he had to warm up slowly to fall asleep.However, he is willing to work hard now.Yuan Cisheng's suggestion sounds like concern at first glance, but it must be all malicious in nature.

"No, it will be fine in a while."

The original speech said "um", but got up and got out of bed, "I'll get you a bottle of hot water, you can soak it before going to bed."

When he came back with the hot water bottle, He Jingnian was about to pick it up, but Yuan Ci's voice wouldn't let him move. He poured hot water and brought the basin to his feet, steaming out of it.

He Jingnian was a little embarrassed, he didn't expect Yuan Cisheng to be willing to do such a thing for others.Through the dense white mist, he saw that the other party rolled up his sleeves neatly, revealing his beautiful arms.Even in the middle of the night, he was still dressed luxuriously, wearing a silk shirt with many folds, as if he was going to a ball.However, he squatted in front of him, reaching out to hold his ankle, with a solemn expression, as if he was doing something important.

There's nothing wrong with this scene, but it just feels weird.

"I can do it myself, I don't need you to help me...uh..."

The ending sound trembled softly in the air.The man's fingertips were stained with water vapor, warm and slightly damp. When they pressed against his tender and thin skin, there was a tight and enveloping force, which was very hot and itchy.

He Jingnian lowered his head, subconsciously grasped the sheet with his hands, curled up his toes, and tried to touch the water surface.

"Be careful it's hot." Yuan Ci bowed and poured water on the back of his feet, and those feet flinched slightly, and the snow-white skin turned peach pink, moist and moist.After he got used to the temperature of the hot water, Yuan Cisheng slowly put his feet in it.

The water surface rose and submerged the soles of the feet, almost reaching the ankles, and swayed slightly.Perhaps because the water temperature is relatively high and the skin is too sensitive, the soles of the feet are tense and the insteps are arched, showing a clear and delicate shape, which makes people want to hang around the tiger's mouth and play carefully.

Soon, the heat spread from the soles of the feet upwards and permeated the whole body.He Jingnian's eyelashes drooped, and the water vapor was so strong that even the eyelashes became wet and heavy.

Yuan Cisheng's slender knuckles were still probing into the hot water, and his fingertips were inserted between the bottom of the pelvis and the soles of his feet, as if he wanted to hold his two feet under his fingertips.He Jingnian shuddered, and his relaxed body tensed up again, "What... are you doing?"

The original voice said: "I just want to press it for you." As he said, he pressed his fingertips on the soles of his feet lightly and gently, and asked him: "How does it feel? Is the force still moderate?"

He Jingnian's breath was unsteady, and his eyes were red with tears and tremblingly said: "Enough, really don't need it."

Yuan Ci withdrew his hand, "Okay, then I'll get some hot water."

After soaking, He Jingnian wanted to dry off quickly and get back under the covers.Unexpectedly, Yuan Cisheng held onto his feet, and slowly wiped off the water droplets with a dry towel.

The towel was soft, but very dry, and the feet exposed to the air after soaking in hot water for a long time became more sensitive.The towel rubbed against the skin slowly and meticulously, causing continuous itching, especially the most sensitive soles of the feet, almost trembling.

He Jingnian bit his lower lip, desperately clenched the bed sheet, trying to divert his attention.However, this grinding process is unexpectedly long.The voice of Yuan Ci didn't even let go of the tightly curled and closed toes, patiently prying them open, kneading them carefully, wiping off the remaining drops of water bit by bit.

After working hard on a set, He Jingnian felt that he was about to lose his strength.But even though he tried his best to suppress the slight trembling, he was still noticed by the other party.Those green eyes flicked up, "Niannian, what's wrong with you?"

He Jingnian tried his best to calm down and said, "It's nothing, it's just a little hot."

He didn't know that his cheeks were not only flushed now, the annoying heat spread, his ears and neck were covered with eye-catching powder, his finger joints were also stained with powder, and his round and delicate knees were slightly soft red .

Glazed like a porcelain figure, even if wrapped in dull old pajamas, it is still lively enough.

Taking advantage of Yuanci's voice to put things away, He Jingnian quickly retreated into the quilt, covering himself tightly.The quilt has cooled down, but the whole body is still warm, especially the two feet.

After a while, the voice of Yuan Ci came back, and as soon as he lifted the quilt, he saw He Jingnian curled up there like a small shrimp, his hands and feet were pinkish white, and his face was flushed, like strawberry cream melted just right.

He leaned down and took a deep sniff close to the part of the snow-white nape where the neckline was exposed, and it was really fragrant and sweet.

He Jingnian was awakened by the alarm while he was in a daze, and subconsciously kicked him.He didn't hide either, he let him kick him, and then slowly lowered, his sharp nostrils fluttered slightly, sniffing his breath deeply.

He Jingnian opened his eyes in disbelief, watching the beautiful head heaving up and down almost obsessively, the thick and smooth curly hair hanging down, rubbing against the fabric, making a soft rustling sound.

Such a scene actually reminded him of cat-sucking videos on the Internet.However, those videos are cute and interesting, but the voice of the original speech sounds like he is really sick, an addict who can't live without medicine.

He didn't know that he was indeed pitiful in the eyes of the other party.From the fingertips to the soles of the feet, everything is so fragrant and soft. When you kiss a thin layer of Fengdeng sugar, you will be able to flow out a semi-melted sweet sugar juice. No matter how much you taste, you will not be satisfied.

Suddenly, the voice of the original speech stopped moving, and his eyelashes fluttered, revealing gleams of light in his eyes, which were dim and unclear.After that, he slowly lowered his face and pressed it against his soft and flat belly.The tall bridge of the nose moved back and forth, absorbing the fragrance from the warm skin underneath through the material of the pajamas.

Fresh, pure, sweet, reminiscent of lilies and white roses, it is a beautiful representation, the sum of cleanliness.

He Jingnian was stunned for a few seconds, then blushed rushed to the top of his head, and subconsciously moved his knees together.Unexpectedly, this way, it seems that he is nostalgic for Yuan Ci's voice, and he is reluctant to let people leave. (Really not doing anything, one person just wants to smell the fragrance of another person, and the other person is embarrassed...)

As a matter of course, the original speech still has its own way.Suddenly, he lowered his head and closed his eyelashes, looking fascinated by something.

He Jingnian quickly buttoned up his clothes, and tugged at the hem of his clothes, "What's wrong with you?"

The original speech did not answer, thinking that even the birthmark of He Jingnian is very cute.There is a small red mole next to the navel, dotted on the white and greasy skin, like a red plum in the snow, rare and gorgeous.So I couldn't help but twist it lightly, and even touched it with the tip of my nose.

He Jingnian was ticklish, felt tickled, and kicked his shoulder when his calf tensed.After a while, he pedaled in a flustered and disorderly way, his toes entangled in his hair, and his heels brushed against his cheek.

Yuan Cisheng let him fight back, thinking blankly, just now, when I helped him wash his feet, these feet were still held in the palm of my hand, ivory white, warm, trembling, as if a pair of feet were touched Scared pretty pigeon.

It would be great if I could never fly, I have thought about it countless times.Can't walk, can't run, can't fly, tie a matching luxurious chain, and lock it by your side forever.

He Jingnian felt that he didn't let go of his intentions at all, so he was ashamed and annoyed, and kicked him even harder.But he just clings to it blindly, deeply absorbing the smell of himself. (I just smelled the fragrance on my body, I didn’t do anything)

"The original speech...!" He kicked him hard, "Didn't you say you don't mess around!"

Only then did the man shake slightly, raised his hand to hold his ankle, and brought it to his lips to kiss it.

He Jingnian was stunned, and his cognition was refreshed again, completely unable to understand how the other party could do such a thing calmly.However, he doesn't remember, when they were husband and wife, Yuan Ci always liked to beg him to do even more incredible things in a hoarse voice when they were so affectionate.Every time he stepped on it, he was so ashamed that he shed tears, and the birth time was extremely long, the soles of his feet seemed to be against volcanic rocks, until the end of the rubbing, the flesh was almost scalded.

"I just like the smell on your body." Yuan Ci looked at him, "Isn't that okay?"

"...No! Are you a dog? You!"

Yuan Cisheng leaned over, stretched out his arms and hugged him into his arms, and pressed his thin lips close to his ears, "Wow."

The warm breath blew over, and the jade-like delicate earshells quickly turned red.

"...You're at it again!" He Jingnian bumped him hard with his elbow, "Pervert, there's something wrong with my brain!"

The original voice is gone.

He Jingnian wondered if he was angry, and turned his head quietly.In the dim light, Yuan Ci smiled at him, leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth, "You're right."

"..." He Jingnian couldn't help but wanted to kick him again, this man is really hopeless.

Yuan Ci's voice didn't bother him anymore, and hugged him firmly in his arms.He Jingnian turned his back to him, ignored him and didn't look at him, he could only look at the back of his head, soft black hair, a little protruding from the tip of his ears, pink and white, like a small apple blossom, cute.

"Niannian, are you asleep?"

"No."

"I do not have either."

"……ill."

"I just wanted to call you."

It was quiet.

After a while, He Jingnian said softly, "Thank you."

"no need thank me?"

"Thank you for mother's matter." He Jingnian paused, "There are many other things, I want to thank you."

There was no response to the original speech, and his breathing was a little messy, so he said after a moment of silence: "I'm afraid you will thank me."

"why?"

"There is always a turning point after thanking you." Yuan Ci sniffed the fragrance from the skin on the back of his neck, "I don't want to hear words like 'but, but', it will make me feel hopeless."

He Jingnian's eyelashes trembled and slowly drooped. "I want to tell you, let's not go to the Enci Welfare Institute. According to the doctor, I can't be too obsessed with the past now. Those memories will burden my spirit, so... let's just do it for now. ?”

"What's this like?" Yuan Ci's voice trembling as he hugged his arms tightly.

"I believe everything you say." He Jingnian's voice was very soft, as if he was talking in his sleep. "I believe I really liked you before, when you were Liao Xia."

The original speech trembled and asked: "Really?"

"I annoy you very much, and sometimes I feel that you are really annoying, and even hate you." He Jingnian exhaled softly, "But every time, as long as you appear, I can't see anything else. "

Yuan Ci's voice was slightly startled, his hand paused in mid-air, and then he touched his shoulder, and asked excitedly, "So, you still like me a little bit, don't you?"

"Perhaps, more than a little bit." He Jingnian slowly raised his eyelids and looked into his eyes without avoiding. "I thought time and time again that I could control my emotions and not waver when facing you, but I lost to you time and time again."

"It made me miserable, and it made the people around me miserable. I don't want to lie to myself anymore."

"Yuan Cisheng, I admit, even if I have lost my memory, I am still attracted to you again."

"However, this is just an answer, for you and for myself."

"There is no possibility between us, it is impossible for me to be with you."

Stuck air, silent confrontation.

One moment he was at the apex of unbelievable happiness, and the next second he fell into the bottomless abyss. Yuan Cisheng's heart stopped suddenly, his blood flowed backwards, and he was in pain.

"Niannian, you are lying to me." He said something ridiculously certain in a fragile tone. "You must be lying, I will not believe a word."

He Jingnian said in a low voice, "You always only believe what you want to believe."

"This is wrong... unreasonable!" Yuan Ci restrained the emotions that were so intense that they were about to explode, "You admit that you love me, you finally admit it, do you know how happy I am? For your words, You can make me pay whatever price you want! But why do you..."

His lips trembled, he couldn't speak a word, his heart was pierced with sharp ice edges, extremely cold as hell.

"Because, I have already made up my mind." He Jingnian squeezed out a bitter smile, "I'm going to get Tang Feng back."