I still can't forget her

Shangxie, I want to know each other with you, long life is endless, mountains have no edges, rivers are exhausted, winter thunder shakes summer rain and snow, heaven and earth unite, so I dare to say goodbye to you

Everyone knows this song "Shangxie", and Pu Chulong naturally knows it too, not to mention the first time I saw the full text of this song "Shangxie", it was also in the letter Pu Chulong gave me.You see, Chulong is really beautiful and wise, but I am careless. Although I knew it was a love poem, I just felt that Chulong just used it in the wrong place, and the description with emotion was a bit too much. I sang friendship as love. I don't know how to read people's hearts

"You..." After a long time, I heard Pu Chulong speak, her breathing was a little messy, it seemed that it was because of some emotional fluctuations

"I said", I repeated, "The mountains have no edges, and the heaven and the earth are united, so I dare to break with the king"

"But I didn't tell you that I'm going to get married..." Pu Chulong still seemed to be a little bit incredulous of what he heard

"Your heart is towards the mountain, I am the mountain, and your heart is towards the water, so I will be that water." Before she finished speaking, "Chulong, I like you very much. The kind of liking that loves you cannot be taken away by others." For so many years, I don’t even know Eunji, no, I’m afraid I don’t know how many times you appear in my dreams. I’ve thought about it, never mind, I’ve already missed you once , I just think, don’t make mistakes even more outrageous, I just hope, before it’s irreversible, do what I want to do. You have done so much before, it’s my turn this time. You know me, I will definitely do my best to do what I have decided, so no matter what, I will not take half a step back before you get married. Of course, if you choose to enter the wedding hall with that person in the end, I will I am also willing to quit without any regrets. As for blessings, I think I can only wish you happiness sincerely, but I cannot wish you both. As for the wedding, don’t invite me to it. I have no face to see you, let alone put you at ease Give it to someone else, I'm afraid I will snatch the marriage"

silence

After a long silence, Pu Chulong hung up the phone.Yes, without saying anything, just hung up the phone.I was a little frustrated because I didn't get a response from her, but I was hopeful because she didn't just swear at me and reject me.In contrast, she just hung up the phone directly. Presumably she couldn't accept my words for a while, because I always have a certain amount of advance and retreat, and I know how to measure it. What I said in my mouth is that this time, for some reason, I suddenly wanted to give it a go. I knew I didn't want to lose her. So, for her, it's okay to be impulsive.

The next day I waited in the small playground in junior high school. Pu Chulong used to hate it, but I liked it very much.Pu Chulong is here, but she came a bit late, and her complexion is not very good, she seemed a little surprised when she saw me

"Morning", since she didn't say anything, it's up to me, after all, I'm the one chasing her now

"You...", she didn't seem to be able to calm down, "Why are you here?"

"Waiting for you", I replied quite naturally, "Please, I'm chasing you, isn't this kind of thing necessary?"

"What pursuit are you talking about...", I heard Pu Chulong mutter in a low voice, then ignored me and started running around the playground

I raised my eyebrows and looked at Pu Chulong's back, hooked the corners of my mouth, her skin is still so thin

It's just that I stood and watched her run for a long time without moving, and she seemed to be a little puzzled. When she passed me again, she slowed down and said in a hesitant tone, "Are you...don't you run?"

I watched her smile more happily, "Are you inviting me?"

As I expected, she was stunned for a moment without answering, and turned around to continue her morning exercise journey. I laughed a few times and hurriedly chased after her, "Chulong, slow down."

It's just that Pu Chulong ran faster when I heard this, so I had no choice but to speed up and catch up. Although she has good physical strength, after all, she has already run many laps, so it is not difficult for me to catch up, "You run It's so fast, it's hard for me to catch up."

It's a pun, but I know she must have understood the meaning of the ulterior motive. "Then don't chase", she seemed a little awkward, she threw down a sentence and accelerated again

For some reason, I was in a good mood, it was still early, there was no one on the playground, and I didn’t care, so I yelled, “What should I do if I don’t chase, if I don’t chase, my daughter-in-law will run away with them.”

I thought she would be even more shy when I heard this, but she gradually stopped, and when I chased up, I found that she was standing silently, not looking at me, and her tone was a bit dull when she spoke, "Pu Mei, do you really know what you're doing?"

"If you are not sure about your heart, then let me go and let me live alone." She turned her head and stared at me with serious and firm eyes, but that bit of uneasiness and helplessness still exposed her fragility , "If you are not sure about the future, then don't give me hope, my heart has died once, I don't want to experience that kind of despair again, so Bomi", she retracted her gaze again, "Let me go"

despair?Pu Chulong actually used words like despair.I had no idea that my initial rejection would have affected her in this way.I didn't expect that she would say to me, "Let me go", I don't know what kind of torture I was to her

But that’s all me in the past, the me who couldn’t see through, the me who didn’t want to bear it, the me who would only bring harm and torture, but only escape

And I could have brought her happiness

I understand, I love her very much, I used to think that I was dissatisfied with the world of mortals, never, and I may not be tempted in the future. When I think of her, I always feel a change in my heart, and then I start to doubt my heart, and wonder if I can really hide from now on. She, is it really possible to watch her walk into the wedding hall with others and sincerely wish "a happy marriage for a hundred years", is it really possible to let her disappear from my dream, is it really possible, forget she

But I know very clearly that I can't, no matter what kind, I can't do it, it's impossible to watch her become someone else's wife, it's impossible to be open-minded when facing her, it's impossible to let go, It will never be possible to forget her

What could have been done, I want her to enjoy the happiness of the present tense

Maybe my mental activity was too much, she didn't hear my answer and was about to leave, but I grabbed her wrist first and said, "Impossible"

"You broke into my life, so don't try to escape again", I stared at her and turned to look into my eyes, "I will not let you go, not now, nor in the future"

"You are mine, whoever dares to touch you, I will do my best"

"If you don't give up, I will never leave"