I still can't forget her

I have imagined all kinds of reasons why she might reject me, but I never thought that she would have the possibility of getting married. After all, I am too conceited, and she has no reason to wait for me

"We could have been HE, Bomi"

Yes, it could be, but this possibility was broken by my own hands at the beginning. I was very unwilling, but I didn’t know what to do. After a long, long time, I forced myself to accept this fact, and then squeezed out a sentence, "Then, you... ...do you like him?"

"It doesn't matter if I like it or not, anyway, my heart is already dead", I didn't expect her to be so straightforward, but there was bitterness in that smile, I believe she must be unhappy

I don't know how I ended up sending her home from dinner and saying good night, but tonight, can I really feel at ease, at least I know, I won't

Sitting on the floor leaning against the bed, I was in a daze for a long time and suddenly felt that I was ridiculous. At the beginning, I let go easily, but now I feel sorry for myself here, and I feel that I seem to be the most pitiful, but in fact, she is the most helpless and desperate one, isn't she? Well, she was hurt by me first, and then she had to accept the arrangement of her family. She once fought for love, but was broken by my own hands. too unfair

But even if I finally persuaded myself to wish her happiness, I was still worried about who the man she was going to marry with was, whether he was worthy of her, and most importantly, whether he would marry her or not. will be nice to her

I was full of envy that that man could tie the knot with Pu Chulong, but my heart was full of guilt and anxiety. I didn't know what I could do, or rather, I didn't know what else I could do, what else I could do Such a face pulled her to my side again

In the end, I received a text message that brought me back to reality. It was Wu Xiarong’s text message, and it was nothing more than gossip about today’s progress. Then I remembered that Xia Rong should know about it, but she...

"Hello", after thinking about it, I still dialed the phone

"Why are you calling suddenly?" I can even imagine Wu Xiarong's expression when he received my call, "Why, I'm so excited, so you called me?"

"Chulong is getting married, is she?" I didn't have any thoughts to deal with it, so I got straight to the point

"..." There was a long silence on the other side of the phone, as expected Xia Rong knew about it

"I'm not here to blame you for not telling me," I said, "I just want to know who he is, what kind of character he is, and how he treats Chulong"

After another period of silence, I heard Wu Xiarong's voice again, "He's the heir of the group, he's pretty good to Chulong, and I've waited for Chulong for a long time, so if I have to choose someone to marry, I also think he might be right for Chulong. The best choice for Chulong"

I could tell that Xia Rong had something to say next, so I didn't speak

"But Pumei, Chulong, she only likes you. For so many years, she only likes you, so I know that if she really marries him, she will not be happy, so even if I know that Chulong will get married, I still decide Help Eunji, I hope Chulong can be happy, even if it's deviant"

Only then did I finally know that the reunion on that trip was not a coincidence, it was the choice of Pu Chulong, who had waited for too long and had no other choice, finally decided to agree to the family arrangement and come out to relax.And the reason why I couldn't go to the junior high school playground for morning exercises was also because of me. She asked her parents if she could not get married, at least don't be so anxious, and then she had a big fight with her parents.And knowing that I will definitely go to the class reunion, and knowing the "little conspiracy" of Oh Ha Young and Jung Eun Ji, she still took me home because she thought she might never see me again

I have been kept in the dark, I don't know anything, so I didn't suffer any harm. Even though Pu Chulong's heart is dead, he still protects me very well, let's call it protection for now

"But can I really chase her back?" I hesitated for a long time, "This situation is not a bad thing for Chulong, isn't it? Having a spouse who treats her well can even get almost everything Blessings from people, but if I break all this, will she be dragged into a miserable life by me again? Can I really do it? Is it really good for her to do so?"

"What's the use of other people's blessings?" Wu Xiarong sighed, "The long-term happiness after a short period of ups and downs, or the peaceful life like a pool of stagnant water, which one would you like to let Chulong experience, and Chulong, Which one will you choose?"

"But I don't want her to suffer any more," I replied, "God has treated her too unfairly, and she has suffered too much."

"But she may not agree with your choice." Wu Xiarong replied quickly this time, "You think that if Chulong has no possibility of disagreeing at all, let alone agree with Endi's proposal, she will not even agree with me. I can't make it through. The reason why I did this is because I know that Park Cholong still has your heart in her heart."

"But Chulong never revealed to me that she wants to make me like this", I still feel wrong, "Not even a little bit"

"That's because she doesn't know what you think at all, and where your affection has reached. Although she doesn't say it, I know she is worried that she will be abandoned by you again." Wu Xiarong's words are full of distress and complaints. For Pu Chulong, the complaint is naturally for me, "What's more, she doesn't want you to have too much pressure, she would rather bear it by herself"

I can hear Wu Xiarong's words full of blame, and of course I am irrefutable, that incident was my fault from the beginning to the end, and the reason for today's result is also the reason for me alone

Of course I also know that the reason Oh Ha Young is willing to forgive me and even cooperate with Jung Eun Ji's 'little tricks' is entirely because of Park Chorong, everyone seems to be helping me, but I suddenly flinched

Should I let Park Chulong experience all kinds of rumors and accusations that she could have avoided, should I selfishly change the trajectory of her life? In the end, should I be like this?

I seem to be too cowardly, when things come to an end, I don’t know how to choose

And in this case, the first thing I thought of was her

"Pumi"

I held the phone and listened to her answering voice. Although I dialed the call, I didn't know how to speak to her.

"Is there something wrong?" Maybe it's because I haven't spoken for too long, Pu Chulong said helplessly, in this helplessness, for some reason, I heard a trace of disappointment

"Chulong", I didn't know where the courage came from, I called her name

"What if I say, I want to know you?"