Agreed, let's not chase her!

The ambulance came quickly, and of course I kept urging her. Ayu's painful appearance made my heart ache, and I followed her all the way to the hospital.

The gravity of a pregnant woman is very strong, so Ayu fell down unexpectedly. In addition to breaking the back of her head, she also had a slight concussion. When she came out, the hair on the back of her head was shaved and wrapped in gauze .Now I am infusing anti-inflammatory drugs and receiving injections in the room.

The doctor gave me some precautions and I sent them away. I looked at Ayu who was sitting still, and wanted to speak but didn't know what to say.

All words seemed so feeble.

"I'm sorry." That's all I could say at last.

Ayu looked at me and sighed, "Come here."

I walked over obediently, and she rolled up the sleeve of my coat with the hand that didn't get the needle, looked at the bruise on it, a trace of distress and self-blame flashed in her eyes, and said, "Does it hurt? When I hit you Why don't you fight back?"

"I don't hurt, Ayu, forgive me, please blame me, otherwise you wouldn't have fallen down and bled, the wound on your head must hurt more than mine, right?" Even though I already knew that she would not regenerate I'm angry, but I'm still sad.

"Don't be like this, Xu Wannan, pain is pain, anger is anger, if you want to lose your temper, then do it, don't bear it like this."

I can't send it out, I just want to cry, but I can't cry.

"Ayu, hit the child, I beg you..." I stood aside, watching her expression change from surprise to anger.

"Beat the child?" She repeated my words, and then said angrily, "Why? Is the life I want to save regardless of my life, is it dispensable or even a burden to you?"

"I didn't mean that."

"Then don't hit her!"

"But keeping him will kill you!" I finally couldn't help arguing with her, "I said, I don't want a child! All I want is you. You can't keep this child, you must get rid of it!"

"Xu Wannan!" she yelled, "If you dare to beat my child, I will hate you forever!"

I was so angry that my face was burning red, and I couldn't say a word for a long time, so I frowned and said, "No!"

She turned cold and said: "Xu Wannan, I don't want to see you now, you go back, I will ask the doctor to borrow my mobile phone and ask Wang Jing to come to the hospital to take care of me."

Here it is again, it's like this when I'm angry, I don't even want to touch my things, I don't answer her words, I just stand where I am, anyway I just don't leave.

"Why don't you leave?" She looked at me impatiently.

I felt both wronged and uncomfortable, obviously at this time when I should rely on me, she just wanted to find her good friend, Wang Jing.

Why am I not as good as Wang Jing? I have much more talent and financial resources than her. I will do what she knows, and I will do what she doesn't.Why is it her every time?What is in your heart and only tell her?Can't I?

Seeing that I had no intention of leaving, she simply ignored me and turned her head to one side without looking at me, completely ignoring my existence. My legs were numb when I stood on the side.

"Xu Wannan!" She couldn't help it anymore, and started to make noise again, "Are you going?"

I walked to her side, sat down, and said unhurriedly: "It's impossible to let Wang Jing come, and I won't leave tonight, I will stay and take care of you."

"I don't want your care."

"You are my wife, and it is only natural for me to take care of you."

"I said I don't want you to take care of me!"

"Do you have to be like me?" I said sharply, "Do you feel comfortable if you have to quarrel with me?" I have lost my temper with her more and more frequently recently, and it really is because I have been pressing her illness in my heart I am always in an extreme atmosphere about this matter.

"Ayu, have you ever thought about me?" For a moment, I seemed to have opened the floodgate of grievances, and all the grievances and sorrows inside burst out, "If you die, what should I do? What about the child? You will say that the child still has me, but what about me? I have nothing. I have been looking for you so hard these years, but I still have thoughts about you in my heart. You are not trying to break me Think about it? It will be so long in the future, without you by my side, how do you tell me to go?"

Her eyes were red, and I could see that she was crying.I am heartbroken, but there is nothing I can do. Her condition is so weird that the doctors dare not accept Ayu as a patient. It will take time to treat the disease, but it will definitely take longer than the four months after the baby was born.If she has no children, she can use physical therapy and drug therapy to suppress her condition, and then wait for a cure. The doctor said that the hope of finding a cure is very slim. If she cannot find a cure for a long time, she will die.

There is still hope, but it is very slim. That is to say, if there is no child, my Ayu can live longer.

I could see that she was soft-hearted towards me, and I continued to persuade her: "Ayu, I love you to the bone, and I can't live without you. Do you know? Six years ago you How did I get here when I disappeared? I thought you didn’t want me anymore. I really thought about dying. It’s good to die, and I won’t miss you so much after I die. Every day I live life is worse than death , like a walking dead, unable to arouse desire for anything. My only pleasure is to see others suffer. I attack other companies crazily and vent my dissatisfaction and resentment. Even I feel that I am living like a It was like a ghost. But it was different later, when you came back, I felt that I had the joy of being alive. Ayu, I love you, you can’t leave me, no, I don’t want to die again, Ayu..." I cried as I spoke, I couldn't bear her, everything about her fascinated me, made me addicted, and I couldn't do without her.

She took my hand and put it against her face, no matter how angry she was, she didn't say what I wanted to hear, she said: "Xu Wannan, I'm sorry, you must Be good, believe me, after having a child, your life will become busy and enriched. My mother said that raising a child is very hard, but it will also be very happy, and the child will become your hope."

She was still not included in her plan, and I became irritable for a moment. I pulled out the hand she was holding, stood up and shouted: "Don't you understand what I mean? I want this child to die! I want him to die! I don't want any child, I don't care if you agree or not, I will not let this child be born!"

She was not as angry as before, but covered her face and made a desperate voice: "Xu Wannan, I can't live, so don't bet on me. The child is the only thing I can leave to you, I really There is no other way, what will you do if I die? Xu Wannan, I really can't bear to..."

"Don't talk nonsense, who said you can't live? I will cure you."

"Don't bother, there is no hope. Wang Jing doesn't know. She doesn't know what the professor said to me that day. He said he told me to prepare for my funeral. He couldn't save me."

"Ayu!" I rushed over and hugged her tightly, fearing that she would disappear in the next second, I hugged her tightly, sobbing and said, "No, that professor can't do it, you believe it Me, I'll find a doctor for you, I'm here, I can spend any amount of money, as long as I can cure you, I'm willing to give you anything, it doesn't matter if you want W, Ayu, Ayu, don't be afraid, don't be afraid... "

It's so ironic, I'm obviously the one who's scared.

She stopped crying, and said as if she had made up her mind: "The child cannot be destroyed, it must be."

"It will kill you!" I was about to cry.

"Xu Wannan! The Lu family is dead! My parents are dead, and now I'm going to die too. Once I die, the Lu family will really disappear from this world!"

"But that child is not related to your Lu family!"

"Yes!" she said stubbornly, "I said yes, Xu Wannan, this child was born by me, it is my flesh and blood, I worked so hard to give birth to him in ten months of pregnancy. You have to treat him like I treated him like that, did you hear me?"

"I don't want you to die!" I cried, very loudly, the lonely and helpless kind.

She patted me on the back lightly and said: "Xu Wannan, I just want to be happy in my life. My parents have loved me since I was born. The disasters I caused can be piled up like an Alps mountain. The crown prince and I have similar tastes, no matter how much trouble we make, the principal dare not expel us both, and then I met you again when I was in college, and I know that you helped me settle many things behind my back, even though I am a big boss , but I can still feel your protection for me, not counting the two years of living like a dog, I can really describe my life as doing whatever I want. Really, I am very satisfied, although I also I hated God's eccentricity, but he is very fair, he has given me too much, to be a human being, one must be content."

"I know it's a bit irresponsible for me to say these things. You will also say that I have a big heart, or that I don't love you enough. But Xu Wannan, you have to believe in one sentence, a person has a soul after death, no matter how many people say this The words are bullshit, you don’t even care about them. Just because I’m dead doesn’t mean I’m really gone. Maybe my soul will always be with you. I’m so attached to you that I can’t go to the path of reincarnation. At that time You have to take my wishes that I have never been to, travel around, take my children with me, and fulfill all my wishes for me."

"Look, look, I don't cry like you when I'm about to die. Are you ashamed to cry like this when you're an adult? It's embarrassing, like a little kid."

You're a brat, I'm not, you're the only one who believes that people have souls after death, right?But I just don't believe it.

When a person dies, there is nothing left. The soul and the like are all deceitful.If Ayu died, he would disappear completely from this world.

She is still like this, and she is not comforting at all.

The author has something to say:

For the little angels who want HE, I may have to say sorry, I chose to follow the logic and reality of the matter, the ending may not be too bad, nor too good, it depends on personal interpretation.

Thank you for the mines that have been brought to the past, the author will work hard!

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