long thought

"Thank you."

Yang Fengshi often said these two words to others, from childhood to adulthood, because he wanted to be polite when he was young, and because he got used to it when he grew up.

When he said "thank you", the ending sound was downward, calm, polite, and bleak, making it impossible to pick a mistake; while when Lin Zhi said thank you, the ending sound was upturned, with an "ah" sound, as if saying "thank you ", will make people feel something other than politeness.

Yang Fengshi and Lin Zhi went to the same high school, but they were no longer in the same class. He was in class 7, a science class; Lin Zhi was in class 16, an art specialty class. He chose art in high school.

Linshi No. 7 Middle School is very large. They have Class 16 and Class [-]. The classrooms are separated by two floors. Yang Fengshi is on the third floor to the south, and Lin Zhi is on the fifth floor to the north.

Yang Fengshi was not used to the people he used to see every day, but suddenly he had to get close to them.

But he got used to it later, and every time he went to the toilet, he would go a little further and go to the teaching building to the north; he would go to the cafeteria very late, because Lin Zhi was always later than the others; He proposed to live in the school. At that time, he hadn't quarreled with Yang Shunwu for a long time.

In the end, Yang Fengshi successfully moved to live in the school. Even if Lin Zhi moved out later, he was still very grateful to him, allowing him to have one of the few rebellious times in his short youth, and also let him be in high school for three years. There were a few roommates who were not close friends.

In high school, Lin Zhi was a popular figure in the school. He was good-looking and talented in painting. Most importantly, he had a father who was an artist.

Lin Qiuwen, Lin Zhi's father, Yang Fengshi searched on the Internet, is the kind of celebrity who has a lot of entries and representative works on Baidu Encyclopedia.At that time, he also knew that Lin Zhi was from a divorced family, and his mother was a famous model named An Wei, who was very beautiful.It's strange, 80.00% of Lin Zhi's appearance is inherited from his mother, only some of his father's sharpness is incorporated, but it feels more like his father.

As a result, the distance between them became even more unreachable. Many times, Yang Fengshi wondered, should he muster up a little courage to say hello to him? "Hi, I'm your deskmate in junior high school." Like this, or "I'm Yang Fengshi, do you remember me?"

But this is so stupid, so what if he remembers?No more after saying hello.He didn't dare to think that if someone saw this, how would the school tell him, a junior high school classmate who was delusional?Or worse, a dog skin plaster with no face or skin.It would be best if no one cared at all, which was the most suitable outcome for him.

Yang Fengshi couldn't remember when he began to think a lot. He didn't have the imagination that young people should have, but he developed a shameful inferiority complex.

So he didn't dare to think of calling Lin Zhi by his name in the future.

When Yang Fengshi was in his second year of high school, Yang Shunwu had a car accident and almost lost his left leg. He didn't care much about him at the beginning, and suddenly he became mean. How difficult it is for people to support him to study, saying that he is not sensible enough to move to school to increase his burden, and so on.

Finally one day, Yang Fengshi retorted, "Have you used up your mother's compensation?"

He was slapped, and then stood in the late autumn night wind all night wearing a thin school uniform.He developed a high fever the next day and spent seven days in the hospital on salt water.

Since then, he never talked back to Yang Shunwu, at first because he couldn't bear the price of talking back, and later because he had long since lost interest in talking back.

Yang Fengshi didn't dare to drop his studies even though he was in salt water. For him, studying was his only hope of escape, and if he got good grades, he could even get some scholarships.

After class at noon that day, he couldn't bear to sleep for a while, and when he woke up, everyone in the classroom had already left.

He didn't eat breakfast in the morning, and when he walked, his footsteps were weak, as if he was floating in the air.When passing by the flower bed next to the cafeteria, he accidentally stepped on something and slipped. He looked down and saw that it was a meal card. He picked it up and pasted a blank name slip on it.

Yang Fengshi looked around, just in front of him a girl with a high ponytail came over, and saw him running straight to him with a card in his hand, "Thank you, classmate, I found out that the meal card was lost after queuing." Wan also stuck out his tongue playfully, revealing two small dimples at the corners of his mouth.

"It's okay." He handed the meal card to the girl, but when he looked up, he saw Lin Zhi walking towards him.

"I found it!" The girl picked up the meal card and shook it at Lin Zhi, "A classmate found it."

Yang Fengshi's mind suddenly became very empty, and he walked quickly to the cafeteria, bypassing the girls.

"thank you."

He heard Lin Zhi say something to him.

His voice is no longer what it used to be, it has become a little low, but when he said thank you, the ending sound still rose.

This is the fifth year that Yang Fengshi fell in love with Lin Zhi.

During Yang Fengshi's lunch break on Monday, the front desk lady of the pet hospital suddenly sent him a WeChat message: Front desk (pet hospital): Mr. Yang, good afternoon! 【Naughty】【Naughty】

Yang Fengshi didn't return, and waited patiently for her to explain why she came.

Receptionist (Pet Hospital): Is Xiao Hei still obedient?If you are raising a dog for the first time, you can ask me if you don’t understand [laughs] [laughs]

Ying Feng advertised to Yang Fengshi: Xiao Hei is very obedient, thank you.

Receptionist (Pet Hospital): Thank you very much [shy]

Yang Fengshi didn't reply to her again, and took advantage of his lunch break to read a lot of dog raising posts, and he didn't know if it was a platform problem, basically every post had advertisements, both overtly and secretly.

Before the lunch break was over, a customer called suddenly. The plan was still a bit lacking and something needed to be added, so Yang Fengshi spent the whole afternoon circling between the two customers.

At seven o'clock in the afternoon, he had settled two clients, and decided to go home and write another planning case.

Fang Jie at the next table was a middle-aged man who had no pursuit of achievement and was the first one to get off work every day. Seeing that Yang Fengshi, who always had to finish his work before going home, was going home with a pile of documents today, he was surprised He asked calmly, "Why did Xiao Yang go back so early today?"

Yang Fengshi smiled, and before he could speak, Sister Yuan, who was at the table, teased and said, "You don't care, old Fang, he's a young man, he's not like you."

Fang Jie sat up straight all of a sudden: "Have you got a girlfriend, Xiao Yang? Oh, I want to introduce you."

"I don't need your introduction, there are so many girls like Xiao Yang's style." Sister Yuan sang along, "He is fair and tall, and he has a gentle appearance."

"Really?" Fang Jie stood up suddenly, and patted his slack triceps decently. "My tough guy style is not popular now?"

Yang Fengshi didn't answer the conversation, he just listened and laughed with him, and after putting away his things, he found something to say and slipped away.

On the way back, he stopped by to pack a bowl of fried rice noodles. There was nothing left at home, so he had to go to the supermarket when he had time.

When he opened the door, Xiao Hei was already wagging his tail and waiting for him at the entrance. Yang Fengshi's mood suddenly became better, he put down the things in his hand and hugged Xiao He up.

"Are you hungry?" He walked over to look at the food bowl, and sure enough, he had finished eating. He read the tutorial and said that the puppy dog ​​food should be fed a little more, because he is growing, so the dog food was poured out when he went out in the morning A lot, but I don't know if he will eat it several times. It seems that he has to install a camera at home.

Yang Fengshi turned his head to get something, his eyes suddenly caught sight of a puddle of brownish-yellow things, he took a closer look, it was Xiao Hei's excrement.

He sighed, and searched around the house again, and sure enough, he found another puddle in the corner of the room.

After cleaning up, he waited for a while before eating, while watching online how to train a puppy to go to the bathroom at a fixed time.

He ate and took a shower before starting work.

Yang Fengshi majored in advertising design in university. In fact, he didn't choose this major at first, but he was transferred here.But he didn't remember what major he chose at that time, because the original major was not what he liked, just because it was the ace major of A University.And it's been too long, before he knew it, he had been in Yingfeng for five or six years.

At the beginning, Yingfeng was still a small studio, which was opened by his teacher's son and two friends. He came here after graduation.Up to now, there is only one original partner left, and Ying Feng has changed from a small studio to a well-known advertising company in the industry.

The first group of people have almost left, and the rest of them have long since ceased to be promoted to management in the design department. Only he, because he couldn't adapt to the life of changing cups and cups, stayed in the design department and did not go up. walk by.

Occasionally accepting big orders, and usually receiving more small orders, the income is also considerable, which is enough for Yang Fengshi.

He is too boring, he has nothing he likes, and he has no pursuit of fame, fortune or money, as long as his income is enough to support his family and his own life.

For others, maybe after saving some more money, I can buy a one-bedroom house and spend the rest of my life in peace and stability.

A life that can be seen at a glance is really boring, but there is no way, there is no way for him to make his life more meaningful, maybe even his existence is meaningless.

So Yang Fengshi often thinks, what role did liking Lin Zhi play in his life?He can't figure it out, maybe he never can figure it out.

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