long thought

It rained heavily the next morning, and the rain clattered on the windows, Yang Fengshi was woken up.He rubbed his eyes, stared at the shadow of the camphor tree disturbed by the rain on the window for a while, and then checked his phone, it was only six o'clock.

Today is Sunday, he doesn't have to go to work, if he gets up at six, this day is too long for him.

But he got up in the next second, because he suddenly remembered that the clothes hanging on the balcony had not been taken away.

It was too late, and the clothes were still wet. He rolled them up one by one and threw them into the washing machine again, intending to wash them again together with the sheets and quilt covers.

Yang Fengshi discovered that he had a lot of bad habits, for example, he always liked to wash sheets and quilt covers on rainy days.But life would be more boring if he didn't give himself some trouble.

If he went back to sleep again, he would definitely not be able to fall asleep, so he simply got up and planned to go downstairs to buy some breakfast.

Halfway through washing his face, he suddenly remembered the little black one.The rain is so heavy, I don't know if it has a place to hide from the rain, there should be, it has been fed fat by people.

Yang Fengshi's breakfast is also the same, bean curd, fried dough sticks or steamed buns, and occasionally he will change the taste and eat a bowl of noodles with soup.

After buying breakfast, he went around to the north gate. He searched around, and finally found Xiao Hei under the awning where the trash can was placed.

It was raining heavily, and Yang Fengshi's slippers were full of muddy water. He stood in the nearest apartment building and put the no longer crispy dough sticks into his mouth.

Xiao Hei squatted next to the green trash can and watched him.If it wasn't for the heavy rain, it would definitely come over and rub his trousers, Yang Fengshi thought.

After he drank the last sip of tofu nao, the rain did not stop.He walked over to throw away the garbage, then squatted down, and grabbed Xiao Hei with one hand, "Come, take you back."

He seemed to have had this idea a long time ago. It was the heavy rain that pushed him. For an indecisive person like him, there must be something to motivate him.

Apart from the fact that he had never raised any living animals, he didn't dare to bathe him without authorization, so he checked the information on the Internet first.It was said on the Internet that he should be sent to the pet hospital for examination and injection first. He saw that there was no small rain outside, so he decided to wait for the rain to calm down before going out.

Yang Fengshi looked through the refrigerator and cupboards at home, but couldn't find anything that could be eaten by Xiao Hei, so he could only give up, squatted down, touched his wet head carefully, and said, "Sorry, there is nothing to eat at home. , I will take you out to buy later."

After the rain subsided, Yang Fengshi changed his clothes, found an old one, hugged it and went out.

Guided to the nearest pet hospital nearby, not very far, 1.5km, he decided to walk there.

Xiao Hei huddled in his arms, staring at the strange world with his swarthy eyes, Yang Fengshi rubbed its head to express comfort.

Because it was still early and there were not many people in the pet hospital, the lady at the reception greeted him warmly, stroked Xiaohei, and asked Yang Fengshi what his name was.

He thought for a while and said, "It's called Xiao Hei."

The front desk smiled and said, "Very good."

After explaining that Xiao Hei was a stray dog, the doctor first gave him a physical examination, washed his whole body, and then vaccinated him.There are a total of three shots of the vaccine, plus one shot of rabies vaccine. The doctor told him that the rest of the shots should be given on time, and there are some other precautions that Yang Fengshi wrote down in a memo.

After a complete set of procedures, the cost was a little cheaper than he imagined, and he was secretly relieved in his heart.

"Mr. Yang?" The front desk lady looked at his name, raised her head and asked him, "Do you want to add a WeChat account? It's convenient to contact later."

Yang Fengshi nodded and went to scan her QR code.

After going to the pet hospital, he took Xiao Hei to a nearby small shopping mall. It was definitely too late for online shopping, so he could only buy some things for Xiao Hei nearby.

Yang Fengshi stopped and walked by the shelves, picking up this and that, and after shopping around, he found out that these things are the most expensive things to keep pets.

He didn't know what to buy, so he could only find tutorials on the Internet, but the shopping malls were really limited, so he looked through several tutorials, and some bloggers even carefully marked the brands.He was confused, and he didn't understand why even the dog food bowls had different brands.

Yang Fengshi walked very slowly, and Xiao Hei nested in the clothes in the shopping cart, drowsy.

Suddenly someone approached behind him, casting a small shadow, he suddenly felt flustered, and turned his head to look back.

Yang Fengshi seemed to have lost his grip on the phone, his heart seemed to be fitted with a spring, and it kept beating along with his internal organs.

Lin Zhi glanced at Xiao Hei in the shopping cart before turning to his face.

He was wearing a very casual casual outfit, with slippers on his feet. He was casual but dry, as if he didn't fit in with the people of this summer.

Yang Fengshi stood still desperately to ensure that his legs would not go weak the moment he met his eyes.

Why did we meet here? Is he also here to buy things?It's so close...his hair seems to be getting shorter, did he go for a haircut...

"Hi, I'm a resident of Yulin community. Is this puppy the one from the north gate?" Lin Zhi asked him politely.

Yang Fengshi's heart skipped a beat, and he really didn't remember him.

"Yes." He heard himself say it.

What to do... How could the loss in the voice be so obvious?

"Do you want to take it back to raise?" Lin Zhi asked him again.

"Yes."

Yang Fengshi squeezed the phone tightly, while blaming himself in his heart for only saying this one word.

Lin Zhi seemed to have noticed his embarrassment, and didn't ask any more questions. He slightly bent over and reached out to touch Xiao Hei's head, raised his head and smiled, and said, "Thank you."

"It's okay." Yang Fengshi couldn't even put on an appearance of being polite, his face was stiff, and even the other hand hanging under his body seemed to be trying to express his master's embarrassment.

After Lin Zhi's figure disappeared around the corner of the shelf, Yang Fengshi let go of his white hand holding the phone.If he hadn't met him head-on, he would have followed and watched for a few more seconds.

Even dare to wait and see, Yang Fengshi, why are you so useless.After so many years, you still haven't improved at all.

He remembered that a girl passed by him holding Lin Zhi's hand in high school, and he still knew him back then, "Are you also in this high school?" He remembered asking him that.He said "yes", after all these years, that's the only word he can say.

The 28-year-old Yang Fengshi and the 16-year-old Yang Fengshi didn't seem to have changed at all. They were cowardly and stubborn. Seeing Lin Zhi go further and further, all they could do was stand still and watch.

But at the age of 16, he was young, thinking that he still had many years to waste, but at the age of 28, Yang Fengshi really had nothing left.

When we left the shopping mall, the rain stopped, and the air was sticky, stuffy and hot. Yang Fengshi took a big bag of things and hugged his dog, so he hurried back.

The driver in the car saw him holding the dog and started talking to him familiarly.Yang Fengshi reasoned a few words, and then let him talk to himself.

Arriving home soon, he put food and water for Xiao Hei according to the instruction, and watched as his little Hei's head seemed to be buried in a bowl.He reached out and stroked its head. The washed hair was very fluffy and comfortable to the touch. "Eat slowly."

Is it possible to feed Xiao Hei ham sausage in the future?Yang Fengshi suddenly thought, would dog food taste better than ham sausage?

He is thinner and more mature than before, but he still dresses the same as before.He started thinking about something else.

He took out his mobile phone, opened Weibo, and there was only one person in the follow list, Weier Linzhi.Weier is the name of a studio that Lin Zhi once opened. Later, he withdrew, and this Weibo was never updated.

He started to look through the previous ones again, there were only a dozen or so, and he didn't know how many times he had read them.He can even see that he didn't post these himself, but because there will be things he drew, and there are even a few teaching videos, his hands are also shown.

Yang Fengshi looked at it over and over again, like a damp and dark moth that couldn't see the light, stubbornly nibbling away at the little things that Lin Zhi occasionally exposed.

People are moving forward, Yang Fengshi is not, he has stopped in one place for a long time, stubbornly guarding his past to live, how sad.

"Xiao Hei, what should I do." He looked at Xiao Hei, but his eyes were out of focus.

Xiao Hei looked up at him in his busy schedule, but saw that he didn't seem to be looking at him, so he lowered his head again.

It was raining again, and the windows in the living room were not closed, and the sound of the rain was obvious.

Yang Fengshi suddenly came back to his senses, and suddenly remembered that the clothes in the washing machine hadn't been washed yet.He put away his mobile phone, went to the room to collect the sheets and quilt covers, took them out to wash together, and took out another bed to change.

After changing, he sat on the bed and looked out of the window in a daze.

It was raining heavily, so he took out his mobile phone to check the weather forecast, but it seemed to be sunny tomorrow.

It seems that this is the case, the sky will not always rain, nor will it always be sunny.

It's like he is always sad and heals himself.In the world that Lin Zhi can't see, he plays every one-man show seriously.