Difficult round

For the next half a day, as long as Shen Qi stopped his work, his mind would be filled with the image of Gu Yan teaching his subordinates in the meeting room, very fierce, very powerful, but also... very sexy.

Shen Qi didn't know why he thought of these two words, obviously that kind of embarrassing and dull scene had nothing to do with sex appeal at all.But he just thinks that Gu Yan is very sexy.Inexplicable, unreasonable.

Then he started to regret again, thinking why he thought he could not love Gu Yan before, he could find that man sexy and good-looking even though he had a dark face and a fierce face, and wanted to get close to him and ask for a kiss.

But maybe people are like this, they are easy to be cheap, they don’t take it seriously when they are around, and they feel cherished only when they are lost.

Unfortunately it was too late.

The two ran into each other in the elevator when they got off work.The advantage of the office being on the same floor is revealed at this time, no matter how much Gu Yan doesn't want to see him, the two of them are inevitably in a state of not seeing him.

At that time, Shen Qi was the most advanced elevator, and Gu Yan came in at the moment when the elevator door was about to close. After seeing Shen Qi, there was no change in his face, and he greeted several other colleagues in the elevator lightly, and then stood Near the door, staring down at the phone, as if sending a message to someone.

Shen Qi stood obliquely behind him, staring at his back without moving.The person on the other end of the phone didn't know what to say, the corners of Gu Yan's lips curled up slightly, and then quickly faded away.Because when he inadvertently raised his head, he caught a glimpse of Shen Xi's figure behind him through the reflective elevator door.

When did the person who made Gu Yan happy become someone else, but he became the embarrassing mosquito blood on Gu Yan's heart?

There were too many people and little air in the elevator, Shen Xi felt that he could not breathe, so he clenched his palms unconsciously.

Ding--

The elevator finally arrived at the underground garage, Shen Qi didn't care to say goodbye to the colleague next to him, so he squeezed out in a hurry: "Sorry, let me go, sorry..."

Who doesn't want to get out of the elevator right away, but there are so many people in the elevator, there is always a priority, Shen Xi's behavior is naturally dissatisfied by many people:

"Who is this, in a hurry to reincarnate?"

"Do you have any quality? Why are you squeezing? It's short of time..."

Zhang Yang, that is, the colleague who was going to eat braised lion's head at noon happened to be in this elevator. Seeing this, he quickly apologized to everyone and said:

"Hey, I'm sorry, everyone. I would like to apologize to everyone for that person just now. He is my colleague. There is an urgent matter at home, and I am really anxious, so please forgive me..."

Many people in the elevator are colleagues from the same company as them, so it is impossible to really care about this little thing:

"Forget it, forget it, it's not an important matter." "It's okay, anyone's family may encounter an emergency, so it doesn't look like the child is sick?"...

"Hey, thank you for your understanding, thank you, thank you..." Zhang Yang smiled apologetically, and consciously stepped aside, letting the others go first.

The companion who stayed with him at the end whispered: "Hey, you said what happened to Shen Qi today, it feels a little strange to be absent-minded all day."

"I don't know, maybe there is something wrong at home..." Zhang Yang said casually, not intending to inquire about other people's privacy.

Gu Yankuai and the others walked ahead one step at a time. Hearing this, he raised his head from the phone, stared at Shen Qi's back who had already run away, and frowned.

On Friday, Gu Yan went to the tea room to make coffee, but there was only one bottom left in the bag of coffee in the storage compartment, which was not enough to make a cup.

Gu Yan hesitated for a moment between cooking the rest and just drinking some hot water, and finally decided to choose the latter.

He was about to put the coffee back, and then called the purchasing department to inform him, only to find that there was another bag of coffee beans hidden behind the bag of coffee.

It's a rather niche brand, but it's one that Gu Yan likes to drink very much, and it's always kept at home.

Gu Yan took down the bag of coffee beans and found that the beans had been ground in advance and could be used directly for cooking.

But he didn't think it was bought by someone from the purchasing department. For so many years, the purchasing department has bought three or four types of coffee powder back and forth, or it is directly [-]-in-[-] or [-]-in-[-] instant, like this kind of niche It is absolutely impossible for branded coffee beans to be included in their procurement scope.

Not to mention carefully grinding the beans for them.

Gu Yan pinched the coffee bag, and already had a guess in his heart.

At this time, someone came into the tea room again, as if feeling something, Gu Yan subconsciously turned his head and glanced - the person who came in was actually the person he had just thought of in his heart, Shen Xi.

Speaking of which, the first time he drank this coffee bean was because of Shen Qi.

That was the second year after they worked, Shen Qi followed the leader to go to xx country for business trip.The city they went to was rich in coffee beans, Shen Xi finally went abroad, did not buy anything else, only packed a box of coffee beans of various brands and flavors and came back.

But Shen Xi himself doesn't have any special preference for coffee, he just bought these because Gu Yan likes to drink them.

Because of this action, Gu Yan happily pushed him down on the sofa and kissed him so much that both of them almost died. After taking a bath at night, he took apart a bag of coffee beans and sprinkled them on Shen Qi...

Later, he carried Shen Qi to the bathroom to take a bath. As soon as the hot water poured down, Shen Qi's whole body exuded a strong aroma of coffee. Gu Yan couldn't hold back, and came again...

The next day, Shen Qi lay on the bed and couldn't get up, scolding Gu Yan with red eyes, "revenge for kindness".

The bag of coffee beans that he used casually became Gu Yan's favorite drink, because every time he used it to make coffee, it always reminded Gu Yan of Shen Qi's red-eyed look that night, and that night. The smell of coffee in the bathroom.

Gu Yan threw the bag of coffee back to the shelf, turned around and took a cup of hot water.When he was about to leave, Shen Qi stopped him from behind: "You, why don't you drink anymore?"

Gu Yan replied coldly: "I don't want to drink anymore."

He felt that the alienation in his tone was obvious, but Shen Xi still didn't know how to accept it as soon as it was good, and said stubbornly: "Why don't I cook it, and I'll send it to you when it's done."

Gu Yan's tone became even more impatient: "Don't bother."

"No trouble! Anyway... Anyway, I want to drink myself." Shen Qi said.

Gu Yan looked back at him.He remembered that Shen Xi didn't like this brand of coffee, thinking it was too sour.

"Okay?" Shen Qi also looked at him.

His submissive and careful look made Gu Yan feel irritated for no reason.

He wanted to say that what I said that day was not clear enough, who is it that you are showing this to, and why are you trying to lie to me?Or do you think I will soften my heart because of this, and then be stupid enough to be cheated by you for the second time.

Absolutely, absolutely impossible.

"Whatever you want." He had no intention of entangled with the other party, and after saying this, he walked out of the tea room without looking back.

The coffee in the storage compartment was indeed put by Shen Qi. In fact, he wanted to bring it over years ago. Gu Yan loves coffee and is picky about the taste of coffee, but most of the coffee in the tea room is instant. He was afraid that Gu Yan would not be able to drink it. used.

Afterwards the coffee beans were all ground and bagged, but he flinched again——Gu Yan has been working in this company since he was an intern, and he has been drinking this coffee for so many years. explain.

It would be superfluous for him to do these things, and Gu Yan might not appreciate his affection.

But years later, he suddenly repented and took everything about Gu Yan to heart, so he wanted to do his best to give that person the best he could.

In the past, Gu Yan was used to pampering him, but now it's him who treats Gu Yan well. Since Gu Yan doesn't want to believe him, then he will try his best to let Gu Yan know that he is serious.

But Shen Qi never thought that Gu Yan was so tired of him that he didn't even want to drink the coffee he brought.

Obviously, when he made this coffee for Gu Yan in the past, Gu Yan would always take a sip of the coffee habitually, wrapping it sticky, and then put the sip of coffee into his mouth, biting his ear bone explain:

"I'll love to drink this brand of coffee even when I'm old, and I want you to brew it for me."

When Shen Qi walked into the design department with the freshly brewed coffee, it was no surprise that he attracted a lot of attention, not to mention that he knocked on Director Gu's office door grandiosely afterwards.

Shen Qi was actually very nervous, his palms were sweating, he purposely put on a blank face to prevent his emotions from leaking out, then walked all the way over and nodded with everyone in the design department who were sitting at the workstations regards. ——They have all broken into other people's territory, and it is impossible to justify not saying hello.

Bang bang bang.

After several knocks on the door, Gu Yan's voice came from inside the door: "Come in."

He probably regarded Shen Qi as one of his subordinates, his voice was not as gentle and lingering when he was with Shen Qi in the past, nor was it the indifference and rejection of today, but a kind of calm and alienation of business affairs.

Shen Qi cautiously pushed the door open, and the eyes of the two collided immediately. Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, put down the pen in his hand, and folded his fingers on the desk.

The meaning of this action is obvious, it is to resist and not welcome him.

"Why do you—" He originally wanted to ask Shen Xi why you came here, but his eyes quickly fell on Shen Xi's hand, and when he saw the steaming cup of coffee, he immediately thought of the time when the two of them were in the tea room. The conversation was clear for a while, so I didn't continue to talk about it.

Shen Xi pretended not to see the defense and repulsion on his face, walked over and put the coffee in his hand on the desk, and said suppressing his emotions:

"I'll bring you coffee."

Gu Yan nodded: "Yeah." But he didn't touch the cup of coffee, but picked up the pen again and started to read the documents on the table.

A few minutes later, he raised his head again, squeezed the space between his eyebrows with his thumb and index finger, and asked Shen Qi with some helplessness and impatience:

"What the hell do you want to do?"

After delivering the coffee, Shen Qi didn't leave, he just stood by Gu Yan's desk and looked at him silently.Gu Yan really wanted to pretend that the other party didn't exist, but Shen Qi's gaze was so hot that he couldn't ignore it.

"I'm just..." I just feel that your serious work is so exciting, I don't want to leave, and I want to take another look.

After all, if I left this office today, it might be very difficult to get a chance to come in again.

But such words are too nasty and hypocritical, Shen Qi can't say it.

Gu Yan sighed, leaned back slightly, and leaned on the back of the chair. At this moment, his eyes that had been hanging on the document finally moved to Shen Qi. He half-raised his eyelids and glanced at Shen Qi, his face had already sunk:

"Shen Qi, let's go."

"And don't do unnecessary things in the future. If things like coffee and tea are gone, the procurement department will buy them in a unified way. There is no need for employees to pay for it themselves. There is no need for this."

Shen Qi's palm rested on the desk: "I..." He wanted to say a few words to defend himself, how could what I did for you be called superfluous.

But in the end he just forced a smile, and said:

"Gu Yan, you can be friends with everyone you have been with, why do you have so much hostility towards me, don't say no, I can feel it, you just hate me and don't want to see me."

"But why, Gu Yan, why can't Dudu be friends with me? Is it because you still love me?"

Serious illness requires heavy medicine.Although it wasn't too long since the breakup with Gu Yan, many things have been accumulated in the bottom of my heart for many years without the two of them knowing, and they have become rotten and festered.

The office is not a good place to talk about personal feelings, but Gu Yan's indifference stimulated him, making him take a few steps closer and stare at Gu Yan.

He had never used such an aggressive tone to Gu Yan before.In front of Gu Yan, he was always gentle and kind.

Gu Yan's complexion was already quite ugly. The two of them were sitting one by one and standing by the other. If he wanted to look at Shen Qi, he had to raise his head and look up at Shen Qi slightly.At this moment, he also stood up, taking advantage of his height to look down at Shen Qi.

If it is said that he tried his best to maintain the dignity of the two of them just now, at this moment the mask was torn off: "I don't know if you have heard such a sentence, although it sounds hypocritical, but I think it makes sense. "

He paused for a moment and said, "That is, it is impossible for people who have truly loved to be friends again."

"Shen Qi, I once loved you..."

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This chapter is so long!