The most ruthless is her
Chapter 71
After Ruan Mohan finished speaking, he walked towards his bedroom without turning his head.
Jian Shuo hesitated for a moment, but followed.
Ruan Mohan's footsteps became more urgent, as if he wanted to crush the messy moonlight.
She hurried back to the bedroom, saw Jian Shuo following behind her, only one step away, and wanted to close the door.
Jian Shuo didn't have time to rush forward, so she stretched out her hand.
Ruan Mohan saw her hand stretched out, but still closed the door forcefully.
She didn't expect that Jian Shuo didn't hide.
Stretching out his hand between the door frame and the door panel, he was pinched hard. The sound of "click" made people tremble in the overly quiet night.
In order to let Jian Shuo see his determination, and to make Jian Shuo take the initiative to avoid his hands, Ruan Mohan used all his strength to close the door just now.
She was even worried about Jian Shuo's finger bones.
"Heh." A coquettish and lazy laughter resounded in the dark night.
Jian Shuo actually smiled and asked Ruan Mohan, "You only have this strength?"
Ruan Mohan raised his head suddenly, and saw Jian Shuo's dark eyes, reflecting the white moonlight, looking at her with a shining smile in the darkness.
Ruan Mohan lost his grip on the doorknob and slowly dropped it.
The head also hangs down.
"Jian Shuo, can you go out first?"
Long light brown hair hung down, casting a shadow over her face.
"I'm tired and I want to sleep."
She ignored Jian Shuo, walked to the bed by herself, lay down, pulled up the quilt indiscriminately, put it on her waist, and quickly closed her eyes.
Jian Shuo quietly followed into the room, closed the door, walked to Ruan Mohan's bed, and sat down.
Like what she did every time she slipped into Ruan Mohan's room, she bent down and lay on the edge of Ruan Mohan's bed, resting her head on her arms.
"Sleep." She said, "I'm asleep too."
Ruan Mohan closed his eyes and said, "Go out."
Jian Shuo leaned on her arms, tilted her head, and looked at Ruan Mohan's face.
It is beautiful and indifferent, shrouded in a ray of moonlight penetrating through the gaps in the curtains, shining faintly, like a misty forest, no one has walked in for a long, long time.
Jian Shuo said softly, cunningly and stubbornly: "I won't go out."
"I want to be alone."
"You don't want to be alone."
"I really want to be alone."
"You really don't want to be alone."
Ruan Mohan stopped talking.
Jian Shuo thought for a while: "How about I sing you a lullaby?"
"you shut up."
Jian Shuo said "Oh": "Then go to sleep."
Jian Shuo closed her eyes, heard Ruan Mohan's breathing, and gradually slowed down, slowed down.
She knew that Ruan Mohan was trying to make herself fall asleep.
Don't let yourself be conscious, and think over and over again what Ruan Tianrong said tonight.
But fell asleep, and dreamed.
Jian Shuo didn't fall asleep until Ruan Mohan fell asleep, and she fell into a light sleep, so Ruan Mohan struggled lightly, and she woke up.
I don't know what Ruan Mohan dreamed about.
His face was pale, his brows were slightly frowned, and there was a fine layer of sweat on his forehead.
"Hello." Jian Shuo gently shook Ruan Mohan's arm: "Ruan Mohan, wake up."
"Ruan Mohan, that was a dream, wake up."
Ruan Mohan finally opened his eyes.
The eyes that are usually cold are now full of fear.
She blinked, as if she had to react for a long time before she knew where she was.
She's 30, not 14.
She was lying in the bedroom of her own house, not the scene of the car accident where Ruan Qiu had an accident.
"It's all my fault," she murmured.
Jian Shuo looked at her.
She suddenly propped up her arms, rolled onto the bed, leaned over, and let Ruan Mohan's light brown eyes meet her own dark ones.
In the darkness, the facial features of both of them were blurred, but there were different lights shining in their pupils.
Ruan Mohan is sad, Jian Shuo is domineering.
She suddenly asked Ruan Mohan: "Who do you belong to?"
Ruan Mohan was stunned and didn't speak.
Jian Shuo suppressed the wrists of her hands, not letting her move: "You are mine, mine alone."
"If you dare to talk nonsense again, saying that my Ruan Mohan is wrong, I will bite you."
She grinned, and the sharp teeth on her lips were exposed. The white teeth stood out in the dark, looking like a vicious cat.
Ruan Mohan took a deep breath: "It's my fault."
Jian Shuo took a bite.
Biting Ruan Mohan's lips hard, unequivocally, not letting her speak again.
He didn't let go until he made a deep tooth mark.
"If you want me to say, first of all it's the driver's fault. What kind of wine did you drink and what kind of car did you drive?"
"Then it was Ruan Tianrong's fault, the fierce old woman, Ruan Qiu didn't dare to stay with her alone, so she ran out."
"It's also the fault of that poor senior. I asked you to go to some bookstore and didn't let you go home. Don't you know that you will be mine after many years?"
Jian Shuo spat viciously: "I hate her!"
"Also, there are passers-by who are also wrong. They saw a child Ruan Qiu walking on the road, and they didn't know how to stop him."
"Passerby A, Passerby B, Passerby C, they all made mistakes, and they should all be punished."
"But you, Ruan Mohan." She kept suppressing Ruan Mohan's wrist, preventing Ruan Mohan from breaking free from her.
"Even if the whole world thinks it's your fault, even if you think it's your fault."
"In my world, I just don't think you are wrong." Jian Shuo stared fiercely at Ruan Mohan: "If you dare to say that my Ruan Mohan is wrong again, I will bite you."
Ruan Mohan closed his eyes.
A crystal tear, reflecting the moonlight, slipped from the corner of her eye.
Jian Shuo asked: "Back then, how many times did Ruan Tianrong tell you that it was all your fault?"
"Fifty times? One hundred times? Two hundred times?"
Ruan Mohan didn't speak.
Jian Shuo: "Then count it two hundred times."
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..." She suppressed Ruan Mohan's wrist forcefully, muttering fiercely and domineeringly.
"What are you doing?" Ruan Mohan said, "It's so noisy."
Jian Shuo: "It's your fault no matter how many times Ruan Tianrong tells you, I'll tell you it's not your fault no matter how many times."
"No, I'm going to tell her one more time."
"No, say it twice."
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
Ruan Mohan was suppressed by Jian Shuo's wrist: "It's really noisy."
Jian Shuo ignored her: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
"Hey."
"Don't keep talking." Jian Shuo: "When you talk, I lose count. How many times have I said it?"
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
******
Early the next morning, Ruan Qingyin woke up and saw Ruan Mohan sitting at the dining table with his usual expression.
"Wash your face and brush your teeth, come over to eat." She called Ruan Qingyin lightly.
Jian Shuo is putting breakfast on the dining table.
Ruan Qingyin finished washing and sat down.
Bite a bite of toast, glance at Jian Shuo, then at Ruan Mohan.
"Why do you keep looking at me?" Jian Shuo said lazily, "Your mouth is on my face?"
Ruan Qingyin decided to take the initiative, she asked Ruan Mohan: "Mom, did someone come here last night?"
Ruan Mohan ate his toast and nodded.
"The old woman from last time?"
"Ah."
"Why is she here?"
"Come to me for money, but I didn't give it."
"Did she threaten you?"
Ruan Mohan nodded unexpectedly: "Yes, you threatened me."
"Threat me with the thing I don't want to face."
Ruan Qingyin thought for a while: "Why don't you want to face that matter?"
"Because of that incident, it may have been caused by a mistake of mine."
Jian Shuo bit a milk popsicle and glanced at Ruan Mohan.
Ruan Mohan took a sip of milk, not looking at Jian Shuo.
Ruan Qingyin: "Did you make a big mistake?"
"Probably very large."
Ruan Qingyin thought about it again: "I forgive you."
Ruan Mohan was slightly taken aback: "This mistake of mine was not made against you."
"I know." Ruan Qingyin: "I mean, if you make a big mistake, the whole world will hate you."
"But if I forgive you, I don't hate you." Ruan Qingyin stretched out her hand to Ruan Mohan: "You are still my dear mother."
Ruan Mohan lowered his head, looking at the hand that Ruan Qingyin stretched out.
a long time.
She stretched out her slender hand and held Ruan Qingyin's fleshy little hand.
Ruan Qingyin shook Ruan Mohan's hand twice, like an old cadre shaking hands.
He retracted his hand again.
Ruan Mohan stared blankly at his hand, as if reminiscing the touch brought by Ruan Qingyin's little hand.
Jian Shuo suddenly stretched out his hand from the side, held Ruan Mohan's hand, and shook it twice, like a veteran cadre.
Before Ruan Mohan could react, she retracted her hand again.
"Servant." Ruan Qingyin suddenly called Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo said lazily, holding on to the milk popsicle, "What are you doing?"
"You can't let others bully your mother." Ruan Qingyin said, "Otherwise you'd be useless."
"Why me?" Jian Shuo asked.
"Because you are our servant."
"...Do you know how much my monthly salary is? 250 yuan."
"But you still have a pair of pink slippers."
Jian Shuo was taken aback.
"Okay." She smiled lazily again: "For the sake of the pink slippers, I promise you."
She stopped laughing, looked at Ruan Qingyin and said seriously: "I promise you, okay?"
******
At nine o'clock on Thursday morning, Ruan Mohan's office.
Assistant Yang knocked on the door and walked in with a cup of black coffee.
When passing the coffee to Ruan Mohan, she asked, "Director Ruan, didn't you sleep well last night?"
Ruan Mohan nodded lightly: "It's probably hot."
"It's starting to get hot today." Assistant Yang smiled and went out.
Ruan Mohan took a sip of coffee and stared at the computer screen full of data.
Her eyes were slightly swollen today, and even makeup couldn't completely cover them up, but no one would think in the direction that Ruan Mohan cried last night.
How could Ruan Mohan cry?Then, it's not Ruan Mohan.
She can find any reason at will, and she can prevaricate it without a trace.
The only person who can see the flaw...
Ruan Mohan sipped his coffee and pressed his temple.
******
At 09:30, the listening team and the GS team met on time.
After the meeting ended, Jiang Kailun asked Ruan Mohan with an elegant smile in front of everyone: "Director Ruan's eyes are a bit swollen, didn't he have a good rest last night? I'm going to leave you to discuss work."
"I haven't had a good rest." Ruan Mohan replied indifferently: "However, it won't affect the discussion work."
"Okay." Jiang Kailun smiled: "Then the others end the meeting first."
Ruan Mohan hugged his laptop, sat opposite Jiang Kailun, and slid the mouse: "This is the data sheet you asked me to make yesterday, and it has been completed."
Jiang Kailun only glanced at the computer screen, nodded: "Yes, no problem."
Her eyes are like precision scanners, and the speed of reading data gives Ruan Mohan the feeling that she is an AI.
Then, Jiang Kailun looked into Ruan Mohan's eyes and began to say what she really wanted to say:
"It hurts, doesn't it?"
"Do you... want to get rid of this pain?"
******
Facing Ruan Mohan's silence, Jiang Kailun smiled gracefully.
"I can take you to see her tomb today, Yao Yuan."
"Then you can know how to become a person without emotion step by step."
"Like me, no emotion, no flaws."
"That's... no pain."
In Jiang Kailun's smile, the feeling of determination to win was revealed again.
The finger and index finger she put on the conference table slowly stretched out.
Ruan Mohan lowered his head dumbly, looking at Jiang Kailun's index finger, even the fingernails were shining flawlessly.
Ruan Mohan's mind was filled with Ruan Tianrong's voice when she was 14 years old: "It's all your fault."
After a while, it was Jian Shuo's voice at her bedside last night: "It's not your fault."
The two voices tugged back and forth, so that Ruan Mohan lowered his head, looked at Jiang Kailun's index finger, and slowly approached her hand, without any time to react.
Until Jiang Kailun's fingertips got closer and closer, gently touching her white hand.
It is neither cold nor warm, and has a constant temperature forever, unlike human beings.
Jiang Kailun's voice is not as coquettish as Jian Shuo's, but like a mermaid that lures sailors to jump into the sea by themselves, peaceful and elegant, but the allure in it is even greater for Ruan Mohan at this time.
Her mind was in turmoil.
Ruan Tianrong's vivid description last night seemed to have turned into real scenes in her mind.
Snowflakes in the sky.
trembling body.
Gray eyes.
She looked at Jiang Karen's fingertips on the back of her hand, and asked, "Are you really not in pain?"
Jiang Karen smiled: "No."
Ruan Mohan thought for a while and asked another question: "Then are you happy?"
In front of Ruan Mohan, Jiang Kailun was truly stunned for the first time.
Very short, fleeting.
Then Jiang Kailun smiled again: "Eternal peace and emotional stability are my happiness."
"Really?" Ruan Mohan stood up, "Boss Jiang, I still have work to do, so I'm leaving first."
She took a breath without showing any trace, and walked out of the conference room.
Jiang Karen's voice came from behind her with a smile: "I'll wait for you."
"Director Ruan, one day, you will go with me to visit Yao Yuan's grave."
******
As noon approached, Ruan Mohan told Assistant Yang not to buy her lunch.
Assistant Yang was a little surprised: "Any other arrangements?"
Since she started working, Ruan Mohan has eaten S's turkey breast sandwiches every day, without exception.
Ruan Mohan nodded: "I want to go out for a while."
She took the elevator downstairs and walked to the lobby on the first floor where she listened.
She didn't go to the underground parking lot.
She drove over this morning, and Jian Shuo followed all the way, saying that she was going to find her friend.
that cat.
Since Ruan Tianrong came to pester him, Jian Shuo has been like this every day, waiting for Ruan Mohan in the underground parking lot of Lingyin.
In order to avoid Jian Shuo, Ruan Mohan didn't drive his own car, but walked to the side of the road and waited for the online car-hailing car she just called.
After getting on the bus, the driver confirmed the address with her: "Are you going to Yinzhan Road?"
Ruan Mohan nodded.
Driver: "It's very far away."
Ruan Mohan: "I know."
Seeing that the address was correct, the driver said nothing more and drove Ruan Mohan away.
When Ruan Mohan opened the door and got out of the car, it was approaching July, and the noon sun was shining brightly and frighteningly.
When Ruan Mohan got out of the car, he felt his back was sweating, and the soft silk white shirt stuck to his back, making it sticky and uncomfortable.
Ruan Mohan, who was under the sun, was dizzy for a while, standing on the side of the road full of traffic, a little dazed.
A little girl who looked less than ten years old was standing on the side of the road waiting for the bus. She looked at Ruan Mohan carrying her bag and stood there in a daze.
She walked towards Ruan Mohan: "Auntie."
Ruan Mohan looked down at her.
She didn't know why this little girl was standing here waiting for the bus at noon. Maybe something happened at home in the morning, so she didn't go to school until now.
"Are you lost?" The little girl asked Ruan Mohan: "There is a bus stop here, you can come and see it."
Ruan Mohan shook his head: "Thank you, I am not lost."
"That's it." The little girl was about to walk away, but Ruan Mohan stopped her.
"Don't just talk to people you don't know, it's dangerous."
The little girl smiled: "My mother said the same thing, but I often forget."
"Don't forget it in the future."
"Ok."
She carried her schoolbag and walked back to the bus station.A red schoolbag with a Pikachu-shaped doll hanging on it, swaying.
Ruan Mohan remembered that Ruan Qiu used to carry a red schoolbag, which was discarded by his cousin, and Ruan Qiu cherished it like a treasure.
Ruan Qiu also thought about hanging a small doll on her schoolbag, Ruan Mohan told her: "When I can work and earn money, I will buy you a lot."
However, Ruan Qiu did not wait for this day.
******
When Jian Shuo was waiting in the underground parking lot, she was bored.
I fed the cat first, and when the cat was full, it ignored her, wagging its tail and wanting to play by itself.
Jian Shuo followed all the way, feeling annoyed after following the cat, turned her head and gave her a "meow" impatiently.
Jian Shuo: "Meow."
Cat: "Meow!"
Jian Shuo: "Meow!"
cat:"……"
The cat turned around and ran away. Jian Shuo was as agile as wearing ten-centimeter high heels. She thought it was fun and chased it all the way.
From the bottom of the car, the cat ran past BMWs, Toyotas, and Wranglers.
Jian Shuo ran past BMWs, Toyotas, and Wranglers in front of the car.
The cat ran faster and faster, and Jian Shuo followed suit.
Her ears were not as sensitive as Ruan Mohan's, and she couldn't judge the cat's position solely by the sound, so she just stared at the car all the way.
He didn't notice at all in front of him, he didn't know when there was a person standing there until he bumped into him head-on.
Jian Shuo scolded directly: "Your family owns the underground parking lot? Why are you standing here blocking the way?"
The first organ in her body to react was the nose.
The smell of poppies in her nostrils told her who she bumped into before she even looked over.
Ginger Karen.
Jian Shuo instinctively took a step back.
She ran too fast just now, and now she stopped too fast, staring at Jiang Kailun a little out of breath.
Jiang Kailun smiled gracefully: "Miss Jane, long time no see."
Jian Shuo's fingers were curled up behind her back.
Like a cat, when faced with danger, it instinctively raises its tail.
On the surface, she smiled coquettishly and lazily: "What's there to see? Are you particularly beautiful?"
She wrapped around her curly hair, looked at Jiang Kailun pretending not to care, and tried her best to control the hand she presented in front of Jiang Kailun, not to tremble.
Jiang Kailun also smiled: "You don't need to see me, I just came to tell you some news."
"You can call directly." Jian Shuo said lazily.
Jiang Kailun knew Jian Shuo's mobile phone number, and Jian Shuo knew it. Given the relationship between Jiang Kailun and the Jian family, it was not difficult to know her mobile phone number.
After Ruan Tianrong appeared, Jiang Kailun called Jian Shuo.
On the phone, she told Jian Shuo that Ruan Tianrong held the deepest secret of Ruan Mohan, and Ruan Mohan was using Jian Shuo to fight against Ruan Tianrong.
She asked Jian Shuo, "Do you mind?"
Jian Shuo: "What the fuck."
She didn't know why Jiang Karen didn't call her directly today, but even ran to the underground parking lot.
She asked Jiang Kailun: "Aren't you Mr. Jiang? Aren't you very busy? Why are you making a trip?"
"Oh my goodness." She smiled coquettishly, "Could it be that Jian Ming is about to kick him and stop cooperating with you?"
Jian Shuo didn't want to show any look of fear.
In front of Jiang Kailun, she talked a lot.
Jiang Kailun was not irritated by Jian Shuo at all, but still smiled gracefully: "I just want to see your reaction after hearing the news."
"Ruan Mohan, she..."
Jian Shuo stared at Jiang Kailun.
Jiang Kailun's sable eyes were also shining brightly in the underground parking lot, which made her feel uneasy.
Unconsciously, he began to recite the grotesque ballad again:
"London Bridge is falling,
To fall, to fall.
London Bridge is falling... (Remark 1)"
Nervous.
Jiang Karen smiled, a very stretched smile.
She continued: "Ruan Mohan is gone."
Jian Shuo stopped babbling and stared at Jiang Kailun: "What do you mean she disappeared?"
"I just asked my assistant to find her in the office, and she's not here."
"Before, unless she didn't have an assistant on duty and needed to go downstairs to buy lunch by herself, or to meet a client, she was never out of the office at other times."
Jian Shuo stared at Jiang Kailun, curled her fingers behind her back, and began to tremble: "Where did she go?"
"I don't know." Jiang Kailun smiled: "I originally wanted to take her to visit someone's grave."
"Who?"
"You don't need to know." Jiang Karen turned around to leave.
Jian Shuo only hesitated for a moment, then rushed all the way wearing ten centimeter high heels.
She was like a ruthless cat, with all the hairs on her body standing on end, she stopped in front of Jiang Karen viciously: "Why didn't you let her go?"
Jiang Kailun asked with a smile: "Am I not letting her go, or is she not letting go of herself?"
She asked Jian Shuo again: "'It's not your fault', how many times did you tell her last night?"
Jian Shuo squeezed her fingers tightly behind her back: "None of your business."
Jiang Kailun: "It's none of my business, I just want to ask you, do you think she believes it?"
She smiled gracefully, and wanted to bypass Jian Shuo and walk away.
Jian Shuo stood in front of her: "If you don't let her go, I won't let you go either."
Jiang Kailun seemed to have heard something funny, his eyes were bent when he laughed, and he looked at Jian Shuo, as if he was looking at a mischievous child.
She asked Jian Shuo: "Why are you planning not to let me go?"
She stretched out her finger to Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo didn't hide, but her whole body stiffened uncontrollably.
Jiang Kailun withdrew his hand and smiled: "I forgot, you can't even be touched by others."
"Jane Shuo, others don't know you, but I know you."
"You haven't really hurt anyone, and you haven't really played with your feelings. Even all your kissing and sex skills are from small movies, right?"
"A person like you, like a kid who can only talk big, or a cat who can only bluff, fluffing up all his fur, pretending that he is twice his size and powerful."
"But, if I gently splash a basin of water..." Jiang Kailun smiled, her lips painted with elegant light red lipstick slightly parted: "Wow."
"What will happen to you? Show your original shape?"
In the dark underground parking lot all day long, Jian Shuo felt chills all over his body.
She was wearing Ruan Mohan's shirt, the material was too soft, and when she sweated, it stuck tightly to her back, making it sticky and uncomfortable.
She found that Jiang Karen became bewitching, the kind of bewitching hidden under the elegance and calmness, which was much more frightening than her showy bewitching.
Like a bottomless lake, people can only keep falling, falling, without knowing where they are going.
Jian Shuo spat viciously: "Don't think you can see through me, I'm not what you said at all."
"Really?" Jiang Kailun smiled: "Then, do you dare to kiss me?"
Jian Shuo hesitated for a moment, but followed.
Ruan Mohan's footsteps became more urgent, as if he wanted to crush the messy moonlight.
She hurried back to the bedroom, saw Jian Shuo following behind her, only one step away, and wanted to close the door.
Jian Shuo didn't have time to rush forward, so she stretched out her hand.
Ruan Mohan saw her hand stretched out, but still closed the door forcefully.
She didn't expect that Jian Shuo didn't hide.
Stretching out his hand between the door frame and the door panel, he was pinched hard. The sound of "click" made people tremble in the overly quiet night.
In order to let Jian Shuo see his determination, and to make Jian Shuo take the initiative to avoid his hands, Ruan Mohan used all his strength to close the door just now.
She was even worried about Jian Shuo's finger bones.
"Heh." A coquettish and lazy laughter resounded in the dark night.
Jian Shuo actually smiled and asked Ruan Mohan, "You only have this strength?"
Ruan Mohan raised his head suddenly, and saw Jian Shuo's dark eyes, reflecting the white moonlight, looking at her with a shining smile in the darkness.
Ruan Mohan lost his grip on the doorknob and slowly dropped it.
The head also hangs down.
"Jian Shuo, can you go out first?"
Long light brown hair hung down, casting a shadow over her face.
"I'm tired and I want to sleep."
She ignored Jian Shuo, walked to the bed by herself, lay down, pulled up the quilt indiscriminately, put it on her waist, and quickly closed her eyes.
Jian Shuo quietly followed into the room, closed the door, walked to Ruan Mohan's bed, and sat down.
Like what she did every time she slipped into Ruan Mohan's room, she bent down and lay on the edge of Ruan Mohan's bed, resting her head on her arms.
"Sleep." She said, "I'm asleep too."
Ruan Mohan closed his eyes and said, "Go out."
Jian Shuo leaned on her arms, tilted her head, and looked at Ruan Mohan's face.
It is beautiful and indifferent, shrouded in a ray of moonlight penetrating through the gaps in the curtains, shining faintly, like a misty forest, no one has walked in for a long, long time.
Jian Shuo said softly, cunningly and stubbornly: "I won't go out."
"I want to be alone."
"You don't want to be alone."
"I really want to be alone."
"You really don't want to be alone."
Ruan Mohan stopped talking.
Jian Shuo thought for a while: "How about I sing you a lullaby?"
"you shut up."
Jian Shuo said "Oh": "Then go to sleep."
Jian Shuo closed her eyes, heard Ruan Mohan's breathing, and gradually slowed down, slowed down.
She knew that Ruan Mohan was trying to make herself fall asleep.
Don't let yourself be conscious, and think over and over again what Ruan Tianrong said tonight.
But fell asleep, and dreamed.
Jian Shuo didn't fall asleep until Ruan Mohan fell asleep, and she fell into a light sleep, so Ruan Mohan struggled lightly, and she woke up.
I don't know what Ruan Mohan dreamed about.
His face was pale, his brows were slightly frowned, and there was a fine layer of sweat on his forehead.
"Hello." Jian Shuo gently shook Ruan Mohan's arm: "Ruan Mohan, wake up."
"Ruan Mohan, that was a dream, wake up."
Ruan Mohan finally opened his eyes.
The eyes that are usually cold are now full of fear.
She blinked, as if she had to react for a long time before she knew where she was.
She's 30, not 14.
She was lying in the bedroom of her own house, not the scene of the car accident where Ruan Qiu had an accident.
"It's all my fault," she murmured.
Jian Shuo looked at her.
She suddenly propped up her arms, rolled onto the bed, leaned over, and let Ruan Mohan's light brown eyes meet her own dark ones.
In the darkness, the facial features of both of them were blurred, but there were different lights shining in their pupils.
Ruan Mohan is sad, Jian Shuo is domineering.
She suddenly asked Ruan Mohan: "Who do you belong to?"
Ruan Mohan was stunned and didn't speak.
Jian Shuo suppressed the wrists of her hands, not letting her move: "You are mine, mine alone."
"If you dare to talk nonsense again, saying that my Ruan Mohan is wrong, I will bite you."
She grinned, and the sharp teeth on her lips were exposed. The white teeth stood out in the dark, looking like a vicious cat.
Ruan Mohan took a deep breath: "It's my fault."
Jian Shuo took a bite.
Biting Ruan Mohan's lips hard, unequivocally, not letting her speak again.
He didn't let go until he made a deep tooth mark.
"If you want me to say, first of all it's the driver's fault. What kind of wine did you drink and what kind of car did you drive?"
"Then it was Ruan Tianrong's fault, the fierce old woman, Ruan Qiu didn't dare to stay with her alone, so she ran out."
"It's also the fault of that poor senior. I asked you to go to some bookstore and didn't let you go home. Don't you know that you will be mine after many years?"
Jian Shuo spat viciously: "I hate her!"
"Also, there are passers-by who are also wrong. They saw a child Ruan Qiu walking on the road, and they didn't know how to stop him."
"Passerby A, Passerby B, Passerby C, they all made mistakes, and they should all be punished."
"But you, Ruan Mohan." She kept suppressing Ruan Mohan's wrist, preventing Ruan Mohan from breaking free from her.
"Even if the whole world thinks it's your fault, even if you think it's your fault."
"In my world, I just don't think you are wrong." Jian Shuo stared fiercely at Ruan Mohan: "If you dare to say that my Ruan Mohan is wrong again, I will bite you."
Ruan Mohan closed his eyes.
A crystal tear, reflecting the moonlight, slipped from the corner of her eye.
Jian Shuo asked: "Back then, how many times did Ruan Tianrong tell you that it was all your fault?"
"Fifty times? One hundred times? Two hundred times?"
Ruan Mohan didn't speak.
Jian Shuo: "Then count it two hundred times."
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..." She suppressed Ruan Mohan's wrist forcefully, muttering fiercely and domineeringly.
"What are you doing?" Ruan Mohan said, "It's so noisy."
Jian Shuo: "It's your fault no matter how many times Ruan Tianrong tells you, I'll tell you it's not your fault no matter how many times."
"No, I'm going to tell her one more time."
"No, say it twice."
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
Ruan Mohan was suppressed by Jian Shuo's wrist: "It's really noisy."
Jian Shuo ignored her: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
"Hey."
"Don't keep talking." Jian Shuo: "When you talk, I lose count. How many times have I said it?"
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
******
Early the next morning, Ruan Qingyin woke up and saw Ruan Mohan sitting at the dining table with his usual expression.
"Wash your face and brush your teeth, come over to eat." She called Ruan Qingyin lightly.
Jian Shuo is putting breakfast on the dining table.
Ruan Qingyin finished washing and sat down.
Bite a bite of toast, glance at Jian Shuo, then at Ruan Mohan.
"Why do you keep looking at me?" Jian Shuo said lazily, "Your mouth is on my face?"
Ruan Qingyin decided to take the initiative, she asked Ruan Mohan: "Mom, did someone come here last night?"
Ruan Mohan ate his toast and nodded.
"The old woman from last time?"
"Ah."
"Why is she here?"
"Come to me for money, but I didn't give it."
"Did she threaten you?"
Ruan Mohan nodded unexpectedly: "Yes, you threatened me."
"Threat me with the thing I don't want to face."
Ruan Qingyin thought for a while: "Why don't you want to face that matter?"
"Because of that incident, it may have been caused by a mistake of mine."
Jian Shuo bit a milk popsicle and glanced at Ruan Mohan.
Ruan Mohan took a sip of milk, not looking at Jian Shuo.
Ruan Qingyin: "Did you make a big mistake?"
"Probably very large."
Ruan Qingyin thought about it again: "I forgive you."
Ruan Mohan was slightly taken aback: "This mistake of mine was not made against you."
"I know." Ruan Qingyin: "I mean, if you make a big mistake, the whole world will hate you."
"But if I forgive you, I don't hate you." Ruan Qingyin stretched out her hand to Ruan Mohan: "You are still my dear mother."
Ruan Mohan lowered his head, looking at the hand that Ruan Qingyin stretched out.
a long time.
She stretched out her slender hand and held Ruan Qingyin's fleshy little hand.
Ruan Qingyin shook Ruan Mohan's hand twice, like an old cadre shaking hands.
He retracted his hand again.
Ruan Mohan stared blankly at his hand, as if reminiscing the touch brought by Ruan Qingyin's little hand.
Jian Shuo suddenly stretched out his hand from the side, held Ruan Mohan's hand, and shook it twice, like a veteran cadre.
Before Ruan Mohan could react, she retracted her hand again.
"Servant." Ruan Qingyin suddenly called Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo said lazily, holding on to the milk popsicle, "What are you doing?"
"You can't let others bully your mother." Ruan Qingyin said, "Otherwise you'd be useless."
"Why me?" Jian Shuo asked.
"Because you are our servant."
"...Do you know how much my monthly salary is? 250 yuan."
"But you still have a pair of pink slippers."
Jian Shuo was taken aback.
"Okay." She smiled lazily again: "For the sake of the pink slippers, I promise you."
She stopped laughing, looked at Ruan Qingyin and said seriously: "I promise you, okay?"
******
At nine o'clock on Thursday morning, Ruan Mohan's office.
Assistant Yang knocked on the door and walked in with a cup of black coffee.
When passing the coffee to Ruan Mohan, she asked, "Director Ruan, didn't you sleep well last night?"
Ruan Mohan nodded lightly: "It's probably hot."
"It's starting to get hot today." Assistant Yang smiled and went out.
Ruan Mohan took a sip of coffee and stared at the computer screen full of data.
Her eyes were slightly swollen today, and even makeup couldn't completely cover them up, but no one would think in the direction that Ruan Mohan cried last night.
How could Ruan Mohan cry?Then, it's not Ruan Mohan.
She can find any reason at will, and she can prevaricate it without a trace.
The only person who can see the flaw...
Ruan Mohan sipped his coffee and pressed his temple.
******
At 09:30, the listening team and the GS team met on time.
After the meeting ended, Jiang Kailun asked Ruan Mohan with an elegant smile in front of everyone: "Director Ruan's eyes are a bit swollen, didn't he have a good rest last night? I'm going to leave you to discuss work."
"I haven't had a good rest." Ruan Mohan replied indifferently: "However, it won't affect the discussion work."
"Okay." Jiang Kailun smiled: "Then the others end the meeting first."
Ruan Mohan hugged his laptop, sat opposite Jiang Kailun, and slid the mouse: "This is the data sheet you asked me to make yesterday, and it has been completed."
Jiang Kailun only glanced at the computer screen, nodded: "Yes, no problem."
Her eyes are like precision scanners, and the speed of reading data gives Ruan Mohan the feeling that she is an AI.
Then, Jiang Kailun looked into Ruan Mohan's eyes and began to say what she really wanted to say:
"It hurts, doesn't it?"
"Do you... want to get rid of this pain?"
******
Facing Ruan Mohan's silence, Jiang Kailun smiled gracefully.
"I can take you to see her tomb today, Yao Yuan."
"Then you can know how to become a person without emotion step by step."
"Like me, no emotion, no flaws."
"That's... no pain."
In Jiang Kailun's smile, the feeling of determination to win was revealed again.
The finger and index finger she put on the conference table slowly stretched out.
Ruan Mohan lowered his head dumbly, looking at Jiang Kailun's index finger, even the fingernails were shining flawlessly.
Ruan Mohan's mind was filled with Ruan Tianrong's voice when she was 14 years old: "It's all your fault."
After a while, it was Jian Shuo's voice at her bedside last night: "It's not your fault."
The two voices tugged back and forth, so that Ruan Mohan lowered his head, looked at Jiang Kailun's index finger, and slowly approached her hand, without any time to react.
Until Jiang Kailun's fingertips got closer and closer, gently touching her white hand.
It is neither cold nor warm, and has a constant temperature forever, unlike human beings.
Jiang Kailun's voice is not as coquettish as Jian Shuo's, but like a mermaid that lures sailors to jump into the sea by themselves, peaceful and elegant, but the allure in it is even greater for Ruan Mohan at this time.
Her mind was in turmoil.
Ruan Tianrong's vivid description last night seemed to have turned into real scenes in her mind.
Snowflakes in the sky.
trembling body.
Gray eyes.
She looked at Jiang Karen's fingertips on the back of her hand, and asked, "Are you really not in pain?"
Jiang Karen smiled: "No."
Ruan Mohan thought for a while and asked another question: "Then are you happy?"
In front of Ruan Mohan, Jiang Kailun was truly stunned for the first time.
Very short, fleeting.
Then Jiang Kailun smiled again: "Eternal peace and emotional stability are my happiness."
"Really?" Ruan Mohan stood up, "Boss Jiang, I still have work to do, so I'm leaving first."
She took a breath without showing any trace, and walked out of the conference room.
Jiang Karen's voice came from behind her with a smile: "I'll wait for you."
"Director Ruan, one day, you will go with me to visit Yao Yuan's grave."
******
As noon approached, Ruan Mohan told Assistant Yang not to buy her lunch.
Assistant Yang was a little surprised: "Any other arrangements?"
Since she started working, Ruan Mohan has eaten S's turkey breast sandwiches every day, without exception.
Ruan Mohan nodded: "I want to go out for a while."
She took the elevator downstairs and walked to the lobby on the first floor where she listened.
She didn't go to the underground parking lot.
She drove over this morning, and Jian Shuo followed all the way, saying that she was going to find her friend.
that cat.
Since Ruan Tianrong came to pester him, Jian Shuo has been like this every day, waiting for Ruan Mohan in the underground parking lot of Lingyin.
In order to avoid Jian Shuo, Ruan Mohan didn't drive his own car, but walked to the side of the road and waited for the online car-hailing car she just called.
After getting on the bus, the driver confirmed the address with her: "Are you going to Yinzhan Road?"
Ruan Mohan nodded.
Driver: "It's very far away."
Ruan Mohan: "I know."
Seeing that the address was correct, the driver said nothing more and drove Ruan Mohan away.
When Ruan Mohan opened the door and got out of the car, it was approaching July, and the noon sun was shining brightly and frighteningly.
When Ruan Mohan got out of the car, he felt his back was sweating, and the soft silk white shirt stuck to his back, making it sticky and uncomfortable.
Ruan Mohan, who was under the sun, was dizzy for a while, standing on the side of the road full of traffic, a little dazed.
A little girl who looked less than ten years old was standing on the side of the road waiting for the bus. She looked at Ruan Mohan carrying her bag and stood there in a daze.
She walked towards Ruan Mohan: "Auntie."
Ruan Mohan looked down at her.
She didn't know why this little girl was standing here waiting for the bus at noon. Maybe something happened at home in the morning, so she didn't go to school until now.
"Are you lost?" The little girl asked Ruan Mohan: "There is a bus stop here, you can come and see it."
Ruan Mohan shook his head: "Thank you, I am not lost."
"That's it." The little girl was about to walk away, but Ruan Mohan stopped her.
"Don't just talk to people you don't know, it's dangerous."
The little girl smiled: "My mother said the same thing, but I often forget."
"Don't forget it in the future."
"Ok."
She carried her schoolbag and walked back to the bus station.A red schoolbag with a Pikachu-shaped doll hanging on it, swaying.
Ruan Mohan remembered that Ruan Qiu used to carry a red schoolbag, which was discarded by his cousin, and Ruan Qiu cherished it like a treasure.
Ruan Qiu also thought about hanging a small doll on her schoolbag, Ruan Mohan told her: "When I can work and earn money, I will buy you a lot."
However, Ruan Qiu did not wait for this day.
******
When Jian Shuo was waiting in the underground parking lot, she was bored.
I fed the cat first, and when the cat was full, it ignored her, wagging its tail and wanting to play by itself.
Jian Shuo followed all the way, feeling annoyed after following the cat, turned her head and gave her a "meow" impatiently.
Jian Shuo: "Meow."
Cat: "Meow!"
Jian Shuo: "Meow!"
cat:"……"
The cat turned around and ran away. Jian Shuo was as agile as wearing ten-centimeter high heels. She thought it was fun and chased it all the way.
From the bottom of the car, the cat ran past BMWs, Toyotas, and Wranglers.
Jian Shuo ran past BMWs, Toyotas, and Wranglers in front of the car.
The cat ran faster and faster, and Jian Shuo followed suit.
Her ears were not as sensitive as Ruan Mohan's, and she couldn't judge the cat's position solely by the sound, so she just stared at the car all the way.
He didn't notice at all in front of him, he didn't know when there was a person standing there until he bumped into him head-on.
Jian Shuo scolded directly: "Your family owns the underground parking lot? Why are you standing here blocking the way?"
The first organ in her body to react was the nose.
The smell of poppies in her nostrils told her who she bumped into before she even looked over.
Ginger Karen.
Jian Shuo instinctively took a step back.
She ran too fast just now, and now she stopped too fast, staring at Jiang Kailun a little out of breath.
Jiang Kailun smiled gracefully: "Miss Jane, long time no see."
Jian Shuo's fingers were curled up behind her back.
Like a cat, when faced with danger, it instinctively raises its tail.
On the surface, she smiled coquettishly and lazily: "What's there to see? Are you particularly beautiful?"
She wrapped around her curly hair, looked at Jiang Kailun pretending not to care, and tried her best to control the hand she presented in front of Jiang Kailun, not to tremble.
Jiang Kailun also smiled: "You don't need to see me, I just came to tell you some news."
"You can call directly." Jian Shuo said lazily.
Jiang Kailun knew Jian Shuo's mobile phone number, and Jian Shuo knew it. Given the relationship between Jiang Kailun and the Jian family, it was not difficult to know her mobile phone number.
After Ruan Tianrong appeared, Jiang Kailun called Jian Shuo.
On the phone, she told Jian Shuo that Ruan Tianrong held the deepest secret of Ruan Mohan, and Ruan Mohan was using Jian Shuo to fight against Ruan Tianrong.
She asked Jian Shuo, "Do you mind?"
Jian Shuo: "What the fuck."
She didn't know why Jiang Karen didn't call her directly today, but even ran to the underground parking lot.
She asked Jiang Kailun: "Aren't you Mr. Jiang? Aren't you very busy? Why are you making a trip?"
"Oh my goodness." She smiled coquettishly, "Could it be that Jian Ming is about to kick him and stop cooperating with you?"
Jian Shuo didn't want to show any look of fear.
In front of Jiang Kailun, she talked a lot.
Jiang Kailun was not irritated by Jian Shuo at all, but still smiled gracefully: "I just want to see your reaction after hearing the news."
"Ruan Mohan, she..."
Jian Shuo stared at Jiang Kailun.
Jiang Kailun's sable eyes were also shining brightly in the underground parking lot, which made her feel uneasy.
Unconsciously, he began to recite the grotesque ballad again:
"London Bridge is falling,
To fall, to fall.
London Bridge is falling... (Remark 1)"
Nervous.
Jiang Karen smiled, a very stretched smile.
She continued: "Ruan Mohan is gone."
Jian Shuo stopped babbling and stared at Jiang Kailun: "What do you mean she disappeared?"
"I just asked my assistant to find her in the office, and she's not here."
"Before, unless she didn't have an assistant on duty and needed to go downstairs to buy lunch by herself, or to meet a client, she was never out of the office at other times."
Jian Shuo stared at Jiang Kailun, curled her fingers behind her back, and began to tremble: "Where did she go?"
"I don't know." Jiang Kailun smiled: "I originally wanted to take her to visit someone's grave."
"Who?"
"You don't need to know." Jiang Karen turned around to leave.
Jian Shuo only hesitated for a moment, then rushed all the way wearing ten centimeter high heels.
She was like a ruthless cat, with all the hairs on her body standing on end, she stopped in front of Jiang Karen viciously: "Why didn't you let her go?"
Jiang Kailun asked with a smile: "Am I not letting her go, or is she not letting go of herself?"
She asked Jian Shuo again: "'It's not your fault', how many times did you tell her last night?"
Jian Shuo squeezed her fingers tightly behind her back: "None of your business."
Jiang Kailun: "It's none of my business, I just want to ask you, do you think she believes it?"
She smiled gracefully, and wanted to bypass Jian Shuo and walk away.
Jian Shuo stood in front of her: "If you don't let her go, I won't let you go either."
Jiang Kailun seemed to have heard something funny, his eyes were bent when he laughed, and he looked at Jian Shuo, as if he was looking at a mischievous child.
She asked Jian Shuo: "Why are you planning not to let me go?"
She stretched out her finger to Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo didn't hide, but her whole body stiffened uncontrollably.
Jiang Kailun withdrew his hand and smiled: "I forgot, you can't even be touched by others."
"Jane Shuo, others don't know you, but I know you."
"You haven't really hurt anyone, and you haven't really played with your feelings. Even all your kissing and sex skills are from small movies, right?"
"A person like you, like a kid who can only talk big, or a cat who can only bluff, fluffing up all his fur, pretending that he is twice his size and powerful."
"But, if I gently splash a basin of water..." Jiang Kailun smiled, her lips painted with elegant light red lipstick slightly parted: "Wow."
"What will happen to you? Show your original shape?"
In the dark underground parking lot all day long, Jian Shuo felt chills all over his body.
She was wearing Ruan Mohan's shirt, the material was too soft, and when she sweated, it stuck tightly to her back, making it sticky and uncomfortable.
She found that Jiang Karen became bewitching, the kind of bewitching hidden under the elegance and calmness, which was much more frightening than her showy bewitching.
Like a bottomless lake, people can only keep falling, falling, without knowing where they are going.
Jian Shuo spat viciously: "Don't think you can see through me, I'm not what you said at all."
"Really?" Jiang Kailun smiled: "Then, do you dare to kiss me?"
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