do you like me

Later, this matter was resolved very quickly. Instead of apologizing, that person said sorry to me, and also reviewed his mistakes under the national flag, including those who were with him.He dropped out of school after that. To be honest, I am very satisfied with the ending. I am not a person who repays grievances with kindness. Such a person should end up like this.

From that day on, the relationship between Shen Qiuhan and I has become better and better. Although he still doesn't talk much, it's much better than before.The people in the class gradually stopped being hostile to me because I got closer to Shen Qiuhan, and that ugly nickname disappeared, as if it had never appeared before.

After getting acquainted, I know a lot about Shen Qiuhan's unknown side, why his home is always empty, why there are more wounds on his body for no reason, and I know a lot about him, the deeper I go, the more distressed I am. .He is lying in the dark night, weeds are overgrown around him, he is wrapped and embedded in the ground, I want to cut off the weeds for him, drag him out, let him feel the sunshine outside, he can't Should stay in a small, gloomy room.

In the second year of junior high school, my height suddenly grew crazily, and before I knew it, I was almost as tall as Shen Qiuhan. The old class arranged me and Shen Qiuhan to be at the same table. I thought my feelings for Shen Qiuhan were friendship, not friendship. Unique thanks and reliance.After all, it was him who pulled me up when I was being bullied and held me when I was alone.

But I never thought that such a relationship would deteriorate. I couldn't tell when it started, but I knew when it became clear.

At the end of the big recess that day, Shen Qiuhan and I went to the canteen together. When we returned to the classroom, we were stopped by a girl. The girl was very good-looking, fair and clean, with big eyes. She was holding a glass jar in her hand. Containing biscuits of different shapes, a conspicuous blush appeared on his fair face.

"Shen Qiuhan." She called softly.

Shen Qiuhan didn't notice that he was still walking forward, but I held him back and reminded: "Someone is calling you." He then stopped, holding the fresh drink in his hand, and looked at the girl.The girl didn't speak but just glanced at me. I was vaguely aware of what was going to happen, so I consciously gave up my position.

I stood not far away, looking at the two of them.Shen Qiuhan remained expressionless throughout the whole process, and took a sip of his drink indifferently, his Adam's apple rolled up and down slowly, I looked at him in rapt attention, and something pulled my pulse slightly.

She was confessing her love, what would Shen Qiuhan say?

The cold temperature, through the ice drink in my hand, slowly seeped into my fingertips. The drops of water on it made my fingers dizzy. I watched the girl stretch out her hand and pass the thing out. The frozen drink slowly slid down the esophagus, revealing a shocking coolness, and the affected pulse beat violently in an instant. Then there was a churning strangeness in my chest, and at the next moment, my chest was so uncomfortable that it seemed that something forcibly blocked the circulating blood.

An unrealistic idea popped up without warning.

Shen Qiuhan, you can't like others, absolutely not.

I stared at them intently, wishing I could read their lips, maybe my eyes were too naked, Shen Qiuhan slowly turned his head to look at me, which made my breathing suddenly stagnate, my violently beating pulse seemed to stop for a second, tight Then I took a deep breath and slowly settled down with my breathing.I saw Shen Qiuhan had a few words with the girl, but he didn't accept her gift.Then walk towards me.

When I went back, I never asked what the girl said, but I had a different feeling when I looked at Shen Qiuhan.If I look at it for a long time, my heart will beat violently. I have no doubt that if the surrounding is quieter, he can hear the sound of my heart beating.

When I was about to reach the classroom, I stopped, and Shen Qiuhan looked at me suspiciously and asked, "What's wrong?"

I looked at him without blinking, and suddenly realized something belatedly.

I looked into his eyes, recalling the strangeness I had just now, and after a few seconds of recollection, I suddenly understood what it was.

It was uneasiness, panic, and vigorous love that I could no longer restrain.

I like Shen Qiuhan.

Ever since I knew my little thoughts, I have brought my own filter when looking at Shen Qiuhan. No matter what he does, he looks good, even if he is reading a book motionless, he can gently move the string.

He is like a seed that was planted at some time, with my heart as the ground and blood vessels as the root, and gradually grows into a big tree that covers my entire body. I can't pull it out, I can only watch it grow stronger Grow bigger, grow deeper, until it becomes one with me.

I quietly buried my love, and stayed by Shen Qiuhan's side with an impure purpose.

Time flies, and it disappears in the blink of an eye. The second day of junior high school passed by, and the third year of junior high school passed even faster.

After the senior high school entrance examination, people in the class organized a camping together, and Shen Qiuhan and I naturally formed a group. That day, the stars were shining brightly, filling the entire night. He and I sat by the campfire, and the dancing flames flickered on Shen Qiuhan's face. It was a clear line, his eyebrows were deep and picturesque, the moment I looked up, I saw the fire in his eyes, and I almost said that I like you.

Seeing that I was motionless, he handed me the skewer that had just been grilled in his hand: "What are you looking at? So engrossed?"

I came back to my senses and didn't pick it up. I smiled and leaned over and took a bite of his hand: "It's nothing."

Shen Qiuhan didn't say anything, didn't move, kept the same posture, and waited for me to finish eating before taking his hand back.There will be some activities after that, Shen Qiuhan is definitely not willing to participate, and naturally I won't go if he doesn't go.The two of us went to the tent early in the morning. The top of the tent was transparent, and we could see the stars in the sky. After chatting with Shen Qiuhan for a while, he fell asleep.

And I turned and turned, unable to sleep.

I thought a lot by myself, wishful thinking whether Shen Qiuhan would like me too, after all he treated me differently from others, he would take the initiative to talk to me, he would smile at me, he would tell me his weaknesses, He would go all the way to Japan to buy me a birthday present, just to buy me out-of-print comics, he did a lot, it seemed... It seemed to surpass friendship, so is there a possibility that he also likes me ?

I turned around and looked at him with a calm face. This was the first time I saw him sleeping, very quiet, not so far away when he was awake.His face is still a little immature, not suitable for his tall stature, and he looks much better when he is asleep. I stretched out my hand and traced his appearance carefully through the air, from the eyes to the mouth, every stroke I made Draw carefully.

"Shen Qiuhan." I called him softly, but he didn't respond.At this time, the cicadas were singing, the rustling of the lush branches and leaves was heavy, the wind was blowing through the tent, and the swaying spots of light were printed on the light-colored cloth. I quietly approached Shen Qiuhan. He was sleeping soundly, with his delicate profile hidden in the In the dark night, I cautiously whispered in his ear: "Do you like me?"

Shen Qiuhan naturally did not respond.

I smiled and poked his face: "Shen Qiuhan, I like you, I like you very much, now I want to face the sky full of stars, and make a wish to you, I hope you can like me too."

I didn't sleep all night, and I was a little sleepy when I went back, but I didn't want to waste the time I spent with Shen Qiuhan, so I forced myself to scroll through my phone while I was sleepy, and suddenly, I got a message that a certain country allows same-sex marriage. It's a good opportunity to test Shen Qiuhan, I purposely said ah, and sure enough Shen Qiuhan looked over and asked me what's wrong?

I raised my phone and shook it in front of his eyes: "Same-sex marriage is allowed in country S, so open."

Shen Qiuhan frowned and looked at me, and I continued to ask, "What do you think?"

He didn't answer but asked rhetorically, "Do you want to hear the truth?"

I nodded, expectantly.

Then I saw Shen Qiuhan looking at me, moving his mouth, and his voice slowly came out from his vibrating Adam's apple: "I hate homosexuality."

The smile on my face suddenly froze, the sunlight outside was very glaring, making my eyes a little uncomfortable.The hand holding the mobile phone suddenly lost strength, and the mobile phone in the palm fell to the ground with a "snap". The sound saved me and brought me back to my senses. I immediately put a smile on my face again and bent down , deliberately prolonging the time to pick it up, but the line of sight gradually blurred uncontrollably.

I hate gays.

Shen Qiuhan, he said he seeks homosexuality.

"Did you find the phone?" Shen Qiuhan asked, I hummed, wiped my eyes, and when I raised my head again, my expression was the same as before, and I smiled: "I found it, I didn't sleep well yesterday and yawned so much that my tears came out." Yes, I'll sleep for a while, call me when it arrives."

Shen Qiuhan nodded.

I turned my head and slowly closed my eyes.

Very hot.