sunflower bird

When Qi Xi arrived at the dance room, Lu Xiuyuan was sitting in the corner alone, without turning on the light, looking out the window, not knowing what he was looking at.He seemed to sense Qi Xi's arrival, and his voice rang out faintly, without much emotional ups and downs: "You're here."

Lu Xiuyuan like this made Qi Xi feel uneasy, he turned on the light, and the dazzling light made Lu Xiuyuan squint his eyes involuntarily.

"Do you want to ask why you left?" Lu Xiuyuan held the teacup in his hand, but it was already cold and there was no heat to be seen.

Qi Xi silently stood beside Lu Xiuyuan: "Lu Xiuyuan, are you...are you afraid of failure?"

Lu Xiuyuan saw the lights outside, and didn't answer Qi Xi's question, as if he didn't hear it. After a long time, he said, "Qi Xi, I want to ask you a question, the question I've always wanted to ask."

"You ask."

"Who exactly do you like?"

Qi Xi frowned, not understanding the meaning of Lu Xiuyuan's words: "What do you mean?"

"You answer my question." Lu Xiuyuan tightly wrapped his arms around the cup.

"You, it's always been you." Qi Xi said very seriously.

Lu Xiuyuan didn't hold the water glass firmly, and all the water spilled on his lap without warning.After a while, Lu Xiuyuan shook his head, and he put the water glass on the window sill: "No." His voice was a little soft, as if he tried to say those three words, very low, as if talking to himself Talk, "What you like is Lu Xiuyuan who shines on the stage, not the trash sitting in a wheelchair now, Qi Xi, you have always liked Lu Xiuyuan in memory, I'm just your second best." After saying these words, Lu Xiuyuan realized the weight of these words. He said these words in a state of complete emotion, and he looked at Qi Xi in a panic.Qi Xi's eyes did not reflect any emotion, but he knew that he must be very sad and disappointed.

Lu Xiuyuan saw him take a deep breath, then stood up and walked out.

Waiting is a delay.

When Qi Xi appeared again, he was holding a box in his hand. He walked up to him and squatted down, and opened it in front of Lu Xiuyuan's eyes. Inside was stacked drawing paper, which was very thick.Qi Xi took him all out.

"This one is the first time I drew it with my left hand. It doesn't look good at all. I can't even draw a straight line well."

Qi Xi took out the second one: "This is my No.40, and I still can't draw a straight line."

Then he took out the paper placed at the back: "I can finally draw a straight line on this one, but it still doesn't look good."

There was no one talking beside Qixi.

Lu Xiuyuan looked down, at Qi Xi for a while, and at the drawing paper for a while: "Qi Xi?"

Qi Xi's words were interrupted, he stopped, and no longer introduced his paintings: "Lu Xiuyuan." He took a deep breath, and slowly raised his right hand in front of Lu Xiuyuan, with the glove on it as always, Lu Xiuyuan looked at him puzzled.

Then Qi Xi took off the gloves bit by bit in front of Lu Xiuyuan.In Lu Xiuyuan's eyes, the hand that should be covered with burn scars was smooth and white, with no blemish on the back of the hand, and then the fingers were exposed...

"Qi...Xi..." Lu Xiuyuan's voice was trembling, he stretched out his hand and felt it was wrong, so he retracted, even his fingertips were trembling slightly.

"Lu Xiuyuan, we are the same." Qi Xi said, "My sentence, I understand you, is true."

Under the bright and dark lights, the right hand that took off the glove is disabled, and Qi Xi's three fingers are artificial limbs.

His thumb, index finger and ring finger are missing.

"I liked drawing since I was a child. Many people said that I was talented, and my parents supported me very much. So I took the road of art. The day before my entrance exam, my parents were away, and the machine in the factory was stuck. I thought I had cut off the power, so I reached in and tried to take out the stuck product, but the machine moved... Later, the hospital only connected the middle finger and little finger." When Qi Xi said these words The tone is calm.

"I missed the exam, I couldn't hold the pen in my right hand anymore, I couldn't draw anymore, all my hard work was in vain. During that time, I was decadent at home for a long time, I hid in the room, didn't go out, didn't get along Anyone talking, I don't want to see the sun outside, I locked myself firmly in my room."

Lu Xiuyuan's eyes were already red with distress.He never thought that Qi Xi's right hand is such a secret, and now he can finally believe that everything Qi Xi said about him is true.He really understands himself, he really empathizes.

They are equally talented, equally passionate, and equally fell into the quagmire.

"Until..." Qi Xi looked at Lu Xiuyuan, Lu Xiuyuan's eyes were red and filled with tears, "Until, I saw your match, what kind of feeling did that feel?"

Qi Xi raised his hand and pressed Lu Xiuyuan's eyes, tears flowed down all at once, Qi Xi gently wiped them off with his fingertips: "It's like the wind blowing over suddenly, just passing the dying Fire, and then heard a crackling sound, and then the flickering sparks re-ignited and turned into a huge flame. At that time, your whole body was full of color. At that time, I was determined, it was him, it was is you."

Lu Xiuyuan stared blankly, while Qi Xi's eyes were piercing and unwavering, and there seemed to be light shining in those dark eyes.He didn't know what to say, those words were so bright and undisguised, like the light escaping from the crack of the window, but at this moment the window has been fully opened, and the sky and earth are shone in all at once.

"Lu Xiuyuan, it was you who rescued me from the room. I like you, whether you are 15 years old or now. I have experienced many failures on the way to draw with my left hand. Shaking and aching, I don't want to stop. Because a teenager once told me that what I love needs to be kept by myself."

Lu Xiuyuan's eyes lit up a bit. After a while, he lowered his head, then slowly raised his hand, and slowly covered Qi Xi's right hand. He could clearly feel the temperature of Qi Xi's hand, he asked : "Does it hurt?"

Qi Xi lowered his head and kissed the back of Lu Xiuyuan's hand sincerely: "It hurt a lot before, but it doesn't hurt anymore after meeting you."

The two went downstairs, had something to eat, and then went back to their room.It was still the same, Qi Xi was massaging, Lu Xiuyuan looked at Qi Xi's serious massage, and thought of his right hand again.

"Massage, will it affect your hands?"

Qi Xi smiled: "No."

Lu Xiuyuan hesitated for a moment, and said a little uncomfortably, "I'm sorry about today's matter."

Qi Xi's massaging hand paused, and then continued: "It's because I didn't think it through."

Lu Xiuyuan stopped talking and stared at Qi Xi intently.Then he said, "Qi Xi. We haven't kissed yet today."

Qi Xi didn't control the strength of his hands well, but fortunately Lu Xiuyuan couldn't feel it.He raised his head, his eyes were a little hot, and Lu Xiuyuan stared back naked.

In the next second, Qi Xi had already pressed Lu Xiuyuan on the bed and kissed him passionately, panting/breathing became heavier, and the sound of water/staining became louder and louder.Qi Xi almost tasted Lu Xiuyuan all over, the atmosphere was so good, Qi Xi didn't know how his hand got into Lu Xiuyuan's clothes.When the feeling of gloom and fever gradually receded, Qi Xi saw Lu Xiuyuan under him, his cheeks were differently red, his eyes were watery, his hair was scattered on both sides in a mess, most of his clothes were lifted/raised, and his hands Because of the hot kiss just now, Qi Xi fixed her on top of her head, her chest rose and fell slightly.

"Lu... Xiuyuan." Qi Xi swallowed hard, and loosened the hand that fixed Lu Xiuyuan a little.He straightened up in a panic, and wanted to leave, but Lu Xiuyuan made a move one step ahead of him. He grabbed Qi Xi's wrist, and the red was on his neck.

"Qixi, let's do it."

Qi Xi froze for a long time before making any movement: "Lu Xiuyuan?"

Lu Xiuyuan opened his hands towards him: "Qi Xi, I think so."

Qi Xi only felt that there was a fire burning.Without saying a word, he kissed her again, this time the kiss was so hot that one could tremble...

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Destined to be an extraordinary night.