sunflower bird

Qi Xi breathed a little harder, and the redness in his eyes gradually subsided again: "You know, what are you talking about?"

Lu Xiuyuan didn't let go but pulled even tighter, and nodded.Qi Xi looked at him for a while, finally took a deep breath, his eyes darkened, then he turned around slowly, pressing his body up bit by bit, Lu Xiuyuan looked at Qi Xi straightly without closing his eyes, but his lips were slightly trembling.

But nothing happened as imagined, Lu Xiuyuan only felt the figure in front of him flicker, and then his forehead softened, and his hair was rubbed vigorously.A smiling voice sounded in my ears: "No need." Lu Xiu stared blankly, Qi Xi sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hands to start massaging Lu Xiuyuan's legs: "I see you are afraid, wait until you really Get ready."

"Aren't you uncomfortable?" Lu Xiuyuan asked.

Qi Xi replied honestly: "It's hard, but it's bearable."

After the massage, Qi Xi went back to her room and went to sleep.

For a long time after that, Qi Xi accompanied Lu Xiuyuan to practice dancing, ran between school and home, and changed his clothes a few times before he was satisfied.Soon, summer came unknowingly, and "Chaochun" also kicked off with the first sound of cicadas.

On the day of the competition, Qi Xi specially asked for leave, and Chang Kuan and Xiao Shi also came along.

Lu Xiuyuan was wearing the clothes Qi Xi specially designed for him, his whole body was covered under the dark green clothes, the cuffs were so wide that no one could see his faintly trembling hands hidden in the sleeves.

During the time waiting in the background, it would be a lie to say that he was not nervous. Lu Xiuyuan felt that his whole body was throbbing and feverish. He did not dare to look around. He knew that there must be many people watching him. He was the only one sitting People in wheelchairs, dancers coming and going, almost all cast curious glances at him. Although the gazes were all kind, Lu Xiuyuan still felt uncomfortable, and he didn't even have the courage to raise his head.

"Lu Xiuyuan." Lu Xiuyuan's hand was gently held.

Qi Xi didn't know when he came backstage. As soon as he came in, he saw Lu Xiuyuan sitting blankly in front of the mirror.Qi Xi squatted down slowly, pressed the back of Lu Xiuyuan's hand, and rubbed it encouragingly: "Don't be nervous." Lu Xiuyuan lowered his eyes and looked at Qi Xi who was looking up, his heart gradually calmed down. A word, but Qi Xi came to the backstage to take a look, and Lu Xiuyuan's messy thoughts gradually calmed down.

Lu Xiuyuan: "You can't stay in the background for too long."

Qi Xi nodded: "I know, so I will be with you until the last second."

Qi Xi and Lu Xiuyuan were talking about some light-hearted topics, and before they knew it, someone urged Qi Xi to leave. Before Qi Xi left, he whispered a word in Lu Xiuyuan's ear, and Lu Xiuyuan watched him gradually disappear before his eyes in a daze. , clenched his hand tightly as if making up his mind.

Time passed quickly, and it was Lu Xiuyuan's turn to wait. He stood on one side and looked at the dancing girl in the middle of the stage. She stood under the brilliant light, showing her dancing posture confidently, with a clean smile on her face. And beautiful, the melody of stepping on the toes, and the slender arms holding the water sleeves, dancing around her like life.

This reminded Lu Xiuyuan of his last stage. He stood on the stage wearing clothes cut by his father. It was pitch black below the stage. He couldn't see anyone's expression, but he knew at that time that everyone's eyes Everyone is looking at him, because he is the only one standing on the stage, full of light, he is confident like an elf under the light, even if the dance clothes are not perfect, even without the support of his father, he can rely on his love, rely on His own ability won the brightest star on the trophy.

Gradually, the girl in front of her turned into herself, "Lu Xiuyuan" was dancing on the stage, dancing with hands and feet in the most beautiful arc, with an expression of comfort and enjoyment, Lu Xiuyuan stared blankly.Suddenly there was a "bang" in his ear, and then he smelled a strong smell of disinfectant, and he saw the people on the stage suddenly fall down on a hospital bed.

Lu Xiuyuan couldn't help taking a few steps back, and in the blink of an eye, everything disappeared immediately.

Lu Xiuyuan woke up suddenly, the scene in front of his eyes gradually became clear, and the dancing figure of the girl also appeared. He stared at the small stage, and his breathing began to be short of breath. Immediately afterwards, there was applause from the audience, and she ended gracefully. For this dance, when the girl walked off the stage, the host's voice sounded: "We invite No. 13 contestants..."

Lu Xiuyuan's eyes widened, and his breathing became more and more difficult. He stared straight at the stage, and heard the host's introduction. The host's voice changed from clear to empty and then gradually became chaotic. He didn't understand what the host was talking about, he couldn't understand what was in front of him, he didn't understand why the lights were so bright, he didn't understand why the stage was so dark, he suddenly didn't know why he came here.

He seemed to have jumped into the vast ocean, and everything around him made him feel scared and suffocated.The sea water surrounding him devoured his sense of hearing and gnawed at his body. He couldn't move forward. The stage was a black hole with a huge mouth, and the inside was pitch black.

……

Qi Xi sat under the stage, crossing and caressing his hands nervously back and forth, and when the host had finished introducing Lu Xiuyuan, no one appeared on the stage.

"What's the situation?" Chang Kuan said.

The host on the stage smiled awkwardly: "It seems that our contestant is a bit shy. It's okay to give him some time and we will count down to five seconds."

"5!"

The audience has already started whispering.

"4!"

Qi Xi stood up, holding the back of the chair in front of her firmly with both hands, and stared at the stage without blinking, blushing.

"3!"

……

Lu Xiuyuan didn't show up until the last second.

Qi Xi ran towards the backstage without thinking, ignoring Xiao Shi and the others' inquiries behind him.

Lu Xiuyuan flinched, he flinched.

Qi Xi thought so.

Lu Xiuyuan, Lu Xiuyuan...

When Qi Xi rushed to the dressing room, he was stopped by someone.

"Let me go!" Qi Xi was held up and couldn't get in. A little girl happened to pass by. Qi Xi seemed to have caught a life-saving straw, and immediately asked, "I'm sorry...me, that one, the one in a wheelchair Where did people go?"

The girl's face was still red just after dancing: "I just saw that he seemed to have gone out."

Qi Xi broke away from the man who was fighting, thanked the girl, and ran outside.They also called on the way, but neither Lu Xiuyuan nor Uncle Chen answered.

When Xiao Shi and Chang Kuan came out, they saw Qi Xi sitting by the flower bed, with his head bowed, holding his phone firmly in his hand.

"Qi...Xi." Chang Kuan called tentatively.

"He ran away, he ran away." Qi Xi said to himself.

"Give him some time." Xiao Shi sat down and patted Qi Xi's shoulder reassuringly.

"Is it because I'm too anxious, I'm too self-righteous, every time it's my own opinion. He's right, every time I'm my own opinion," Qi Xi raised his eyelids, his eyes full of worry It is self-blame.

It was difficult for Chang Kuan and Xiao Shi to answer, after all they didn't know the specifics of Lu Xiuyuan and Qi Xi.

Qi Xi is still blaming himself: "Tell me, will he not dare anymore in the future? Do you think he hasn't let go and dare not face it? He obviously gave him the diary, and he himself admits that he really wants to Back on the stage, he clearly choreographed and practiced before the competition very seriously, but why did he still..."

Chang Kuan had never seen Qi Xi like this before, so he didn't know how to comfort him: "Don't be like this, Lu Xiuyuan should have gone home, why don't you go home and ask? There is always a reason."

Qi Xi nodded with difficulty, and after a while, stood up and planned to go back.The two were worried and sent Qi Xi to Lu Xiuyuan's house.

When Qi Xi walked in, he received a call from Uncle Chen.

"Hello... Uncle Chen."

"Xiuyuan is not in the right condition. I won't let me answer your call after I send him home." Hearing Qi Xi's hoarse voice, Uncle Chen asked concerned, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Qi Xi asked, "How is he doing now?"

Uncle Chen sighed: "After delivering it home, he won't let me stay at home. Go to the third floor and see that he should be there. If you need anything, call me. I'm nearby."

Qi Xi hummed and hung up the phone slowly.

Lu Xiuyuan still has knots in his heart.He definitely thought.