fallen star

People often say that after the age of 30, the time of the day will pass quickly. This seems to be the case, especially after the car accident, Xiaofan has been taken care of in the hospital day and night. Just after turning 28, I feel that my body will not function from time to time. Work harder, time goes by faster

After returning from Wang Zanghai’s house, he would ask me to take Xiaofan to his house for dinner from time to time. The doctor said that Xiaofan’s memory might be recovered, and I was afraid that it would irritate him. one declined

It’s still a tiring day. When I wake up from my sleep, it’s late autumn before I know it. I still have to pretend to be energetic and go downstairs. Xiaofan arrives at the classroom earlier and earlier in the morning, and sometimes he even finishes painting in the morning class. A sketch, which really comforts me

"How do you feel today?" I walked over to him and asked.

He nodded, "It's okay, can you let me know what to draw in the morning?" He revealed a treacherous smile

"You have to go hand in hand with them~ They are all classmates, if you don't say let them go, just play with them to see who can finish the painting first~"

As I was talking, that damn girl Yu Mengling came into the classroom with a bun in her hand, smiling at me

"How many times have I told you not to eat buns in the classroom!" I pointed to the outside of the classroom, "Go out and eat before coming back in! It smells like the classroom!"

"Huh! Li Jifan can eat it! Why can't I eat it?" She sat down on the stool, not intending to listen to me at all, "Only the state officials are allowed to set fires, and the common people are not allowed to light lamps. It is unreasonable!"

Before I could continue talking, my cousin also entered the classroom with a lunch box

"How many times have I said that! Don't eat breakfast in the classroom!"

He stared blankly and asked me, "When did you say that, cousin?" Suddenly he remembered something, and said, "By the way, cousin, Lao Wang said that the snow scene on Lushan Mountain in Jiujiang is beautiful in winter, just after we finished the joint exam. He said he was going to ask if you were going?"

I looked at Xiaofan, who was sharpening his pen, "Student Li Jifan, as a senior Jiujiang native, do you think the snow scene on Lushan Mountain in winter is beautiful?"

Xiaofan stopped the knife, thought for a while, and said, "It's okay, I think, maybe I got tired of watching it too much, anyway, they all said it looks good, but I think it's weird~"

"Then how about becoming a tour guide then?" I asked him, and he shook his head

"It's so cold that I don't bother to go. I have time to shrink the dormitory and turn on the air conditioner to sleep more~ I'm going to be sleepy!"

"It's paid? Don't go?"

"Then let's go, I don't dare to have any opinions after you have said that, I don't dare to have any opinions~"

Turn your head away, my cousin gave me a thumbs up "Gao Ming!"

There are less than three months before the national entrance exam, and Wang Zanghai has already spent money to get the test questions. When he went to his house to get the test questions, he also handed me another notebook, which is the school's land certificate.

"I couldn't do anything before, but you can do it yourself in the future~" He went back to the room, and pointed out again, "Let those two guys practice this well, it cost a lot of money~"

In fact, I also know that if Xiaofan’s memory can’t be recovered, I won’t be able to continue to accompany him when the time comes. No matter which city he will go to, what university he will go to, or how far he is from me, he will become even stranger to me. In the end, he became a stranger to him. At that time... I still have no reason to stay by his side

A month has passed in a flash, the weather has become colder and colder, and it has become more and more difficult to persist in drawing. Xiaofan's memory has not shown any signs of improvement. They are anxious, and I am even more anxious.

Time flies, and there are only ten days left before the college entrance examination. I am relieved that the content of the test questions that I have agreed with the two of them have been practiced very well. What makes me even more nervous is that Xiaofan is getting more and more normal , but there was still no sign of memory recovery. Later, I went back to Jiujiang and consulted the attending doctor at the time. He said:

"There are many kinds of amnesia. If you haven't remembered it for such a long time, it should be regarded as permanent forgetting." The doctor said that I had no confidence at all, and continued, "Generally speaking, patients with amnesia in car accidents recover after three months. Within five months, the symptoms of amnesia will improve, of course I am talking about forgetting in a short period of time.”

No matter how reluctant I am, Xiaofan will not need me in the future. He is very optimistic and better now. If he cannot be by his side in the future, at least in his current state, he will not need me in his future life. I continue to worry about it, he can live a very good life and have a wonderful life, as for me, just admit it

But I still want to make the last effort, so the entrance exam has become my last chance to wake up Xiaofan's memory, and I must not miss this last chance

"The entrance exam is like this, Damo takes students from Ganzhou." Three days before the entrance exam, everyone has to pack up and go home to prepare for the exam. This is my last chance

"Lao Cai will bring along Rao Wannian's classmates" and then Xiaofan and his Jiujiang classmates are the last ones left. "Then I will bring my Jiujiang classmates~ Do you understand?"

The classmates in Jiujiang were all very sensible, the hotel room they booked was just enough for two people, they all understood what I meant, and finally pushed Xiaofan to share a room with me

"Student Li Jifan~~" I rubbed my hands and smiled at him, and said, "Then~~hehe~~"

"What do you want to do!" Xiao Fan grinned, "Uncle idiot?"

"Don't let me down the painstaking cultivation of you~~"

.........

The entrance exam finally came. After a brief meeting in the lobby at night, they all went back to their rooms to practice. I sat by the bed, and Xiaofan put the easel by the window, watching his skillful technique. If you're right, he should have done well in the exam.

At eleven o'clock, he also looked a little sleepy

"Okay, let's go here~" I got up and prepared to smoke a cigarette outside the room, and turned to him and said, "Play well tomorrow and go to bed early~" He also nodded and started to pack his things

The hotel is near the test site, and it is still a familiar street. At eleven o’clock, there were no people on the road, and the wind also penetrated into the clothes from the neckline, forcing me to pull the zipper of the down jacket to the top, and walked around Gantang Lake. It took four and 10 minutes for a circle, passed 36 street lights, eight traffic lights, smoked seven cigarettes, and met 59 passers-by

Back at the hotel at 12:30, the door was ajar, the room was pitch black when the door was opened, Xiao Fan was already lying on the bed and fell asleep, if I can’t do anything but be quiet at this moment, then I can only wish him all the best tomorrow

I couldn't sleep all night, so I simply sat up with my back against the wall. The heating effect of the room was so good that Xiaofan kicked off the quilt several times, so I adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner again and again. Bright

07:30 Send them to the examination room, and then go back to the hotel to catch up on sleep

"How do you know this is the test!" Xiaofan suddenly woke me up for no reason, kissed me on the cheek excitedly, and said, "It's over, it's over, it's going to be against the sky this time! I love you so much!"

"Don't get excited first~" Actually, I am also very excited, because I seem to have seen Xiaofan from last year, and said, "There is another one in the afternoon, so we can't relax!"

He nodded, but still alive and kicking, said "Yes, I want to calm down!" Then he sat down on the bed and even took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket

"When did you start smoking?" I could feel my expression freeze, and asked him, "I haven't seen you smoking in the past six months, and you've been avoiding me to smoke?"

"No, haven't I been smoking all the time? When did I avoid you~hahahahahahaha~" Xiaofan turned his head and smiled at me, the smile became more and more ferocious, until finally I realized that it was a dream , but half of my consciousness has recovered, but I still can't move my body

"Go away! Get out! Your mother×@の#&!" From a scientific point of view, I am sleepy, and from a feudal superstition point of view, I have been crushed by ghosts

"What's wrong with you?" I watched Xiaofan enter the room from the entrance, and stood by the bed and looked at me, "What are you doing?"

I couldn't move my body, and it was very difficult to speak, "Push... me, twice~~" He realized it, and then put his hands on my stomach and chest and pressed me twice, and then I recovered

Sitting up from the bed, wiped the sweat off his head, and asked him, "How did you do in the morning exam?"

"Haha, I really fell under the pressure of you!" Xiao Fan lay down on the bed and said, "The drawing is exactly the same as the usual practice, will there be any problems?"

"That's no problem, let's work harder this afternoon!"

He stretched out his fisted right hand and said "No problem! I can!" and sat up again "When will they come back, I'm starving~"

I put on my clothes and said, "Let's go first, order the dishes, and tell them in the group to go directly~"

"Okay, okay, hurry up~ I have to sleep after eating, I'm afraid I will be sleepy in the afternoon~~" He said, I had already put on my trousers, and when I got out of bed and fastened my belt, I didn't notice I looked up at Xiaofan, he was also looking at me, but immediately turned his eyes to other places, no, when the four eyes met, the eyes I saw were exactly the same as Xiaofan last year

I was stunned, and he turned around and looked at me suspiciously, and asked, "Do you want a girlfriend? With such an expression~" He laughed, and continued to say, "Ouyang, you have been acupunctured hahaha~ Hurry up Lah, aren't you hungry~"

Maybe I thought too much, I shook my head, the closer I got to separation, the easier it was to think too much, if Xiaofan didn’t think about it until the end, it might be good for both of us~

"What do you want for lunch?"

"It's good enough to fill your stomach, don't use brown rice buns~" He said it very casually

As soon as I got out of the hotel, I saw Yang Le. It was very strange that he appeared outside the hotel at this point, and he even took the initiative to stop us

"Long time no see~" He was standing under the camphor tree beside the road, who knows how long he waited

"Uh..." Xiao Fan bit his lip, frowned again, and said, "I... haha, long time no see~" He smiled a little embarrassedly and asked, "Sorry... I forgot your name~"

"Okay~ I can't help it, let me introduce myself again~" Yang Le stretched out his hand and said, "Hello, my name is Yang Le~ If you don't understand anything about studies, you can ask me~" The little fat man wants to steal someone from me now?

"Then since we're all here, why don't we have a meal together?" I suggested

"Just... the three of us?" Yang Le asked

Xiao Fan shook his head, "It must be more than that, there are still people on the [-]th and [-]th there~" He then said, "Let's wait for another day~ I'll contact you when I get home after the school exam~ The premise is that I haven't forgotten~"

"Okay, seeing that you are in a good state, that's good~" The little fat man looked a little frustrated, and continued to say, "That can't be helped, I will contact you when I go home during the Chinese New Year, that's it, I'll go first~"

The others have not come back yet, I can quietly enjoy the time alone with Xiaofan, sitting in the private room of the restaurant, my cousin sent a video, Wang Zanghai is sitting opposite him and eating

"Cousin, you are really good, how do you know this year's exam~" he said, Wang Zanghai raised his head and smiled at him

"It's the old Wang's question. If you have any questions, ask him~"

"After the exam, go back and explain to you~don't talk about this here~" Wang Zanghai waved his hand

After Xiaofan finished ordering, he handed the menu to me. I was going to take the menu downstairs to the waiter, so I handed the phone to him

"Hello~" Xiaofan took the phone and greeted them, and I walked out of the private room

.........

When I came back, the video had been hung up, and the other students came back together one by one.

"How was the test?"

They were downcast one by one, "What's the exam, annoying, I haven't drawn this before~~" "It's over, it's over, I've worked hard for half a year~"

After all, leaking test questions is against the law, I can't tell them all in one go, Xiao Fan also pretends to be very discouraged, and smiles slyly when I meet my eyes from time to time

There is also the last scene in the afternoon, and my task is over here. After lunch, I went back to the hotel directly.

"Wait for me~" He suddenly said something in his sleep, I leaned my ear to listen, and he said again, "Soon...it's over~"

who?Who is waiting for him?Who is he going to?End now?You mean a training camp?entrance exam?Is he going to find that little fat guy Yang Le?Or has he already found a girlfriend?

Finally it was time, and the time was hard, so he was called up to take the exam, he sat up from the bed, rubbed his eyes and began to get dressed, and looked around for his ID card and exam admission ticket.

"I put your ID card on the table for you~" I lay on the bed and pretended to be playing with my phone, and said, "Get ready, cheer up, and take the exam this afternoon!"

"Okay!" He put on his shoes, took his things and left

The room is open until today, and you have to check out before [-]:[-] pm. After packing up your things, you look back at the quilt that he slept in a mess, and just want to tidy it up. The quilt is lifted, and there is a pink lighter lying quietly on the bed ...