fallen star

I said it was just right, and I could not owe each other, but I didn't think so in my heart. Last night when Wang Zanghai called out "dear" and Chen Jiatong spoke, my heart hurt, and then what happened That scene made me feel distressed and breathless. Although he didn't show it in front of Yang Le, I guess he must have guessed it. When he got up in the morning, he went to the balcony to collect his clothes and saw a lot of cigarette butts in the corner. He smoked

I've been listless all morning, and Yang Le told me that it's time to eat. What's the difference between me and the walking dead?When I thought Ouyang betrayed me, Chen Jiatong was by my side, I turned to look at Yang Le, he was clearing the table

"That..." I was so tired, I said to him, "Let's break up, I'm afraid"

He was anxious, "Don't think about anything these days, the college entrance examination is coming soon, hold on, don't think about it!" He didn't mean to blame me, but thought I was joking

"I'm not kidding, anyway, I don't have anything left, it's all my fault~" Vision is blurred, I can't see anything clearly, even Yang Le's expression is unclear

"Don't talk about this, eat first~" He pulled me up, I couldn't get up

I didn't respond, he just shook off my hand and left alone, I am a madman who destroys my own happiness

Everyone in the classroom was gone, and I was alone in the classroom, crying uncontrollably, and sent a message to Ouyang, "I'm sorry Ouyang, I'm broken in love again, what should I do? I don't have any confidence in myself now, I'm afraid he will change. Cheng is just like Chen Jiatong, I miss you so much, take me away!"

I smoked a cigarette in the toilet and planned to buy a pack of cigarettes from the small shop at the gate of the school. People who had eaten outside at noon came back in droves, and I walked towards the gate of the school alone.

"Wait!" Suddenly someone grabbed his arm, it was Chen Jiatong

"Go away!" I let go of his hand and was grabbed by him again

Unable to resist, he was dragged out of the crowd by him and dragged into a small alley

"What do you want? A man from Fengcheng came to Jiujiang to play hooligans?!" I opened his hand and turned around to run away

"You still haven't changed at all, you like to escape so much!" He didn't mean to keep him, but I stopped, and he continued to say, "Your partner came to look for me yesterday morning, and called me on your mobile phone! "

My scalp was numb, and I turned my head and walked up to him in three or two steps, "So? Did you learn from your partner? Threatening me?!"

Suddenly he has bruises on his face too, I get it

"I don't like you anymore, you don't have to hold on to yourself like this, and, is he someone worthy of your liking? Are you sure?!"

"I don't need you to teach me whether I like it or not. Please find out for yourself what that brother Wang did to us before, and how your cousin got away!" After finishing speaking, he turned and left

He said behind him, "Yeah, then I became the exact opposite of you, you always like what you like, but I started to like what I didn't like~" I ran out of the alley after listening

My heart is very heavy, because I don't want to treat him with this attitude. After all, everyone knows how good it used to be, but we have come to this point today, and I have completely failed.

"Li Jifan~" In a trance, I heard someone calling me, and what was maddening was that the voice sounded like Ouyang's

I looked around but didn't see where that person was, but he called me a second time, and some people looked at me. Isn't this an auditory hallucination?

"Where are you?" I'm crazy, is that Ouyang?He is not dead?I kept shouting "Where are you?!"

Among the scattered heads, I saw that face, he saw me, and then turned around to leave, what does this mean?

"Don't go!" I ran after him like crazy, but he walked very fast. I'm sure it's not a dream this time, but I'm not sure who he is

I chased him all the way, but he had already passed the traffic lights in front of him, and when he looked back at me, his profile was very similar!I'm determined at this traffic light!

Just when I ran to the middle of the zebra crossing, another voice behind me stopped me, "Li Jifan! Come back! It's dangerous!" The moment I heard that voice, I stopped. All the sadness and grievances in the past six months turned into tears As soon as it came out, I turned around, it was really Ouyang!he ran towards me

When a screeching sound of brakes came into my ears along with the sound of the horn, I looked, it was a Porsche Panamera, and looked back at Ouyang, and then there was a violent impact, and the front hood of the sports car knocked me off When I flew up, my vision was blurred, and there were scalding tears streaming from the corners of my eyes, but I was clearly laughing, so I finally got rid of it, didn't I?

"This is an illusion before I die, Ouyang~ You finally came to take me away!" I know, I fell to the ground after flying far away, I must be laughing, as for those who ran towards me , I can't see them clearly, I just want to sleep

1: The birch tree has lost its leaves

"I know whether I like it or not! I don't need you to teach me!" He turned and ran out of the alley, that figure was so resolute, yes, it's all my fault

Wang Zanghai went out to discuss business early in the morning. He seemed to be jogging with a client in the morning. I squatted in the corner of the alley so helpless. Recalling what happened last night, I wondered why I became like this

"Boom~" There was a loud noise, and there was a violent brake sound

"There's been a car accident! Oh, there's been a car accident! Someone's dead!" I stood up, screaming inwardly, and ran out of the alley

The place where the accident happened was a traffic light not far away. A Porsche was parked in the middle of the intersection. The place was already blocked by people inside and outside.

I finally got into the crowd, but the person I saw was my cousin!He didn't die!Holding Li Jifan, who was limp and bloody in his arms, weeping heartbreakingly and talking on the phone, I saw Li Jifan's arms and legs were deformed by the impact, and my heart ached terribly

"120! There was a car accident here! Come on!"

"Go away!" I pushed the last bystander away and knelt beside them

My cousin didn't talk to me. He pinched Li Jifan from time to time, rolled his eyelids, and checked his injuries. Until the 120 ambulance arrived at the scene and followed Li Jifan into the ambulance, he just watched him for the last time. I take a look, coldly

On the way to the hospital, I crossed a community to take a small path. The birch trees taller than the roof of the six-storey building were surrounded by the same houses. These were seeds scattered by airplanes in May when the mountains were closed for afforestation. , but never thought that the tree could be higher than the roof of the building

"Ah, my brother has blood on his body!" A child passed by me, and his mother glanced at me, "Don't look!"

I didn't find it. When I checked Li Jifan's injuries just now, his blood was stained on my white T-shirt and Pixiu bracelet, and the bracelets belonged to my cousin...

Finally arrived at the hospital and found the emergency room, my cousin was sitting outside with his hands covering his head

"Can you tell me why?!" I held back!For such a long time, he has been spying in the dark as a dead man!

He doesn't speak, doesn't look up

"Why! Aren't you dead?" I tugged at his clothes, "You can bear to see him suffer so much! Now it's finally healed! Are you satisfied! He died and you lived!"

He still doesn't move

"Say something! Pretend to be pitiful? Who will you show it to?!" When you are angry, there are no such things as relatives and teachers. I pulled his hair and pulled his head up, and he was crying

"Get up~ It's nothing to do with you~" He opened my hand like an adult coaxing a child, his tone was very weak

"Did you see it for half a year? What did he go through! Why!"

He didn't answer me, at this moment, that Yang Le came, rushing over with red eyes

"Where is he?!" He stepped forward and grabbed my collar, "Is it your fault!"

At this time, a nurse came out of the operating room.

"Don't shout, please keep quiet!" After she finished speaking, she entered the room again.

Three cousins ​​sit in the middle, Yang Le and I sit on both sides, all in a daze

"Can you tell me what tricks you are playing?" He asked with a pale face, "Aren't you dead?" He asked his cousin

"Thank you for taking care of Xiaofan~" Cousin only had one sentence, "But starting today, I can no longer run away~ I want to go back to him~"

Yang Le smiled wryly, "I heard Li Jifan said about you, he would dream of you crying in his dreams, you have hurt his heart for so long, is it fair to me that you can return to him with just one word?" He thought for a while and shook Shaking his head and continuing to laugh, "Although I know, if you want to say it, his choice is still without hesitation. I have no chance of winning at all, but please think about it from my perspective~"

"It's hard to say whether you will wake up or not. You are already discussing the issue of Li Jifan's belonging. Are you human?" I watched them shake their heads helplessly, it was really ironic

One hour passed...: two hours passed...three hours passed...it was completely dark

The nurse came out again in the afternoon and asked, "Who are the family members of the patient?"

I don’t look like Yang Le either, so I just pointed at my cousin “he~”

"That's it, it's out of danger~" After she finished speaking, we breathed a sigh of relief, and she continued, "It's just that the injury is a bit serious, and there is a small amount of intracranial bleeding, but it has been controlled. If you don’t remember what happened before, and if you still can’t wake up, be mentally prepared.”

"What do you mean by not being able to wake up all the time?!" The cousin's tone was a bit fierce, he was afraid

"Please go to the front desk to go through the hospitalization procedures~~" The nurse didn't listen to him, and left after speaking

After the operation, Li Jifan was transferred to the ICU. Ouyang went in for a long time before being kicked out by the nurses. It was still very hot in Jiujiang at [-] o'clock in the evening, so he and his cousin found a nearby food stall to drink.

"Be clear! Why are you hiding?!" I have a lot of questions I want to ask him, "Also! You weren't with me...I saw you cremated with my own eyes! If you were still here, who was that person?!"

My cousin toasted me, and said, "That's Da Mo's cousin, the woman who was arranged for me and almost had sex with me~"

No relationship? !That……

He continued, "It was a coincidence that day, Da Mo was leaving, but suddenly remembered that he hadn't taken the car keys, so he ran into him when he came back~"

"and then?"

"His cousin was infected because she worked in a nightclub and then had sex with a black man." He gasped and said, "Da Mo also knew, and I arranged for my cremation that night, until later, except The night in my room…”

"Why are you doing this?!" If he wasn't my cousin, I would have punched him!

He smiled, "You don't know, you're the one~" he laughed and hummed, "He's also my first love, since I came to Nanchang after my dream, it would be very difficult for me to be here without him..."

"You fart! You were obviously talking about your girlfriend back then!"

"Brother, brother, can I let you guys know that I'm talking about a boyfriend?" He sighed, and then said, "Hey, trust me, he's not a good person~ It's best to stay away from him."

I have nothing to say, but it just sounds uncomfortable. A thousand people have a thousand ways of falling in love. Why do I have to listen to others when I talk about myself, and... the original intention of being with him was not to like him

"You also know that Wu Chaofan was the one who did this game after he fell from the building, right?" He asked me, I nodded, and he asked again, "Then why are you still with him? Do you think you met him by chance? ?”

"What do you mean?" I sweated on my back

"He's punishing me~" Cousin toasted me again calmly, "The purchase of the school's land is completely a pretense~"

A gust of wind blew by, my whole body trembled, and I was quietly listening to my cousin

"Although your cousin and I don't have much money, and our connections are not as wide as his, but I do have some friends in the local police and lawyers." Then he said, "The reason for hiding is actually to protect Li Jifan and protect him from threats."

"But do you know how uncomfortable he was after you pretended to be dead?"

"I know, he has been sending me messages on WeChat, and I am also afraid that he will not think about it one day, so I have been watching around~" Then he said, "His parents don't want him anymore. To him, I am not just a boyfriend, It's more like his parents who even care about him more than his parents, but they can't take care of both ends~"

"So, what have you been doing in hiding for the past six months?"

Cousin took another swig, "For the past six months, I have been investigating with two lawyer friends and a few of my police friends, how Wang Zanghai bought the school step by step, and the despicable acts he did secretly. ~"

I was stunned, "But..." I couldn't say it, but I was indeed with Brother Wang now, and I didn't hate him that much, I couldn't say I liked him, but after all, he was my partner

"I know what you're thinking, but I advise you, stay away from him~"

"Then what do you want me to do?!" I hate it, and it's useless to pat the table. "Am I destined not to have happiness? Am I really so pitiful? Li Jifan doesn't like me, so I can stop pursuing it now. Why is it so hard to have a partner, and the whole world is against me?"

We drank all the time, and we didn’t remember how much we drank until after we hadn’t seen each other for half a year, and my cousin also started smoking. The sound of birch leaves falling to the ground in the middle of the night, and the sound of few people walking, I didn't expect that it would be a bit cold in the early morning of summer

"Cousin, do you know~" Almost sober, I sat on the steps in front of the hospital and said, "I'm not with him because I like him~"

Indeed~ I know that he is behind all this. I hate Li Jifan as much as I love him. The reality is... I am a useless person who can’t get the love I want, and can’t fight back against reality.

"Then why are you with him?"

"Heh... just find an excuse for my depravity~" I smiled ironically, "I just kept reading the chat records and text messages with Li Jifan when I was in love, so that he also knows what pain is!"

My cousin knocked on my forehead, "What are you thinking about?!"

"I didn't think about anything, it's just... It doesn't matter anyway, it's better to go all the way to the dark, the more depraved the happier~" It's strange, at this moment, my grievance and happiness are intertwined