fallen star

In the evening, Song Kai went back alone, and Chen Jiatong helped me to walk around, from Aixihu Station to Bayi Square. After twelve o’clock, Wanda Wal-Mart closed everything, and we walked all the way to Zhongshan Road Pedestrian Street. Some barbecue stalls are still open

"Drink some wine?" He asked me, I shook my head

"Are you hungry? Have something to eat?" I shook my head

"Then take a taxi back?" I shook my head

"Then get a room and sleep outside for a night before going back. You shake your head and I don't know what you think. Listen to me, huh?"

Then he took him to a home like home and opened a standard room

In a daze, he was taken to the room by him, he ordered a takeaway, and then went to take a shower

"Don't go crazy and run away, it's so hard for me to find you, and I forgot to bring your phone out for you~" He went into the toilet and poked his head out

"Don't run, I don't have the strength to run." I lay on the ground, looking at the ceiling with stars in my eyes

Chen Jiatong's phone rang, it was from Ouyang, I hung up immediately

"Who hit it?" he asked

"No one~" I said, and he understood

He finished washing in a while, maybe he was afraid that I would suddenly go crazy again and run away, wrapped in a bathrobe and came out of the toilet

"Would you like to wash it, you must be sweating from running just now?" I really didn't even have the strength to take a bath, but he dragged me to the bathroom

"Hurry up and wash, it's uncomfortable to sleep without washing~"

Standing under the nozzle, I feel like a person abandoned by the world. I have nothing, but I can only cry when I stand in front of the reality. I asked Chen Jiatong, "What is it about me that you like? Why do you...!"

Chen Jiatong was actually at the door, and said lightly, "No, I like you, it starts with your character, you are loyal to talent, and you are stuck in your appearance~"

"Why did Ouyang treat me like that?!" I was still very unwilling

"He is helping you~ Maybe you can try to forgive him..."

"I'm not blind, I'm not an idiot, why should I? Should I forgive him for his behavior?"

He was silent for a long time, and then said, "I don't need to tell you this, one day you will know, you will understand, in short ~ even so, you can't give up the life in front of you, you have to live well, understand?"

I was speechless, my whole body was exhausted, I could only squat down on the spot, let the water from the nozzle rage on my head

"Hey~ Hey, hello, yes, yes, the fifth floor, um, you can see it when you come in and turn left, okay~" His takeaway has arrived

"Mr. Chen, please give me a five-star review~Thank you~"

I have been squatting under the nozzle, with my head buried between my knees. The water hits the floor and flows away like a long snake. The non-slip mat under my feet makes me dizzy. If I am not careful, my whole body will move forward. Fell down, his head hit the ground straight, and the whole field of vision became colorful, with dots of stars

"What are you doing?" I fell to the ground, saw Chen Jiatong push the door in, and then fell asleep

"Cousin~ You shouldn't be like this... No matter what you think, this is not the best way to avenge him...I...you...hey, what do you want me to say, you make me feel so uncomfortable, you know!" I Woke up, I didn't open my eyes, I could smell a strong smell of smoke, and I was crying with Chen Jiatong on the phone with Ouyang

"To be honest, I am very surprised that you made this decision. I will try to take him back tomorrow. I don't know if he will listen to me or not. However, I still hope you take care of your body. Well, I will talk about it tomorrow, bye ..."

I opened my eyes, and Chen Jiatong was sitting on the edge of the bed smoking a cigarette. He turned around and saw that I woke up, and asked, "Just now...?"

"I heard everything, I will go back with you tomorrow"

"Well, that's good. Are you hungry? Get up and have something to eat?"

I shook my head, "Go to bed early, get up early and go back to school tomorrow, then pack up and go home"

"Why are you going home?" He walked to my bed and squatted down. "You have worked hard for half a year, and now you are going to give up in less than 20 days?"

I nodded, "I don't need to refer to anyone when I make decisions in the future, I can do whatever I want." Tears kept streaming down my face

He hugged me tightly and said, "Don't do this, you have to think about yourself if you don't think about me!" He also said, "We have worked hard for half a year, and this is finally coming to an end. You know how much we have sacrificed for this exam for more than half a year, you can’t run away at this critical moment, can you be brave?!”

"I'm really tired, yes, I don't know how much I paid for half a year~" Thinking about it... "It's quite a lot anyway, I paid everything I had~"

"Then why don't you persevere, you will succeed soon!"

I shook my head, "I don't dare to go on~ I'm really scared~" I asked him, "Do you think I look like a disabled person now? I can't take care of myself~"

"Trust me, it's okay to stick to it~" He wanted to hug me, but I pushed him away and continued to lie down

"Sleep, we'll talk tomorrow"

He went to turn off the light, and there was no sound in the room all night, not even the sound of turning over. After a long time, I fell asleep drowsily

"Wake up~" I opened my eyes, Chen Jiatong squatted beside the bed, "It's time to go back to school"

Check out the room, continue walking all the way to Bayi Square, take the subway to Aixihu Station

After one night, my mood has calmed down a lot, but my heart is still empty. Chen Jiatong suddenly said, "My cousin resigned... Maybe... we can see him for the last time when we go to school..."

"It doesn't matter, it's better~" I didn't turn my head, I looked at him from the corner of my eye, and he didn't move at all

"It's useless to say anything now...I just hope...you don't hate him so much~" he said lightly

I ignored him, the subway kept moving forward, and it took about 10 minutes for the distance of ten stations. The closer I got to that place, the more I wanted to escape, and there was still nearly 10 minutes away from the subway station. He said to take a taxi , i said no

"Are you afraid of seeing my cousin?" He asked me

"I don't know, I just want to walk for a while~" Because this road is far away from the urban area and connected to the national highway, there are heavy trucks passing by, and there is a lot of dust along the way

"You are escaping, it's useless, even if you can't forgive, you should go and say goodbye, right?" He took out his phone and called Didi, I was speechless, he was right

The 10-minute journey was shortened to two or three minutes. The car stopped at the gate of the school soon. Before I got out of the car, I saw Ouyang’s golf. The trunk was open, and a lot of things were stuffed inside.

Get off the car and walk into the school. Just as he was about to detour from the cafeteria, Ouyang moved his things outside. When he saw me, he immediately put down the things in his hand, trotted towards me, and hugged me

"Listen to my explanation, okay, I know...you won't forgive me~ I just hope...you don't hate me~" His tone was so choked up that I didn't feel it at all, and even wanted to laugh

"I'll try my best~" Then he pushed him away, he gave me the ring, and I threw it on the ground again, he stuffed his Pixiu into Chen Jiatong's pocket, walked back to carry things, bypassed us and walked to the car, on weekdays His vigorous body looks exhausted

Chen Jiatong picked up the bracelet on the ground and put it in my hand again, I didn't pick it up

"Take it, please~" he said, and my hand slowly closed and grabbed the bracelet

Ouyang put away his things and came back, "Xiaofan, I'm leaving~Next time...er...it's okay, bye~" The moment he stepped forward, his nose and eyes were red, and at that moment In an instant, I saw a face that didn't belong to him, it was a pale face with thick dark circles under the eyes, and the lips were bloodless

"Wait!" I stopped him, he turned his head, and I continued to say, "Thank you, at least... I have been happy~ I have been..." He nodded, and I turned around and started walking into the teaching building, thinking about how many times we have had Once upon a time, tears flowed down unsatisfactorily

Upstairs, everyone else was drawing silently in the classroom, and Da Mo was waiting for the two of us at the stairs

"You two! You don't come home at night! Each of you will be punished with one hundred sketches, and hand them over to me before this Sunday!" Da Mo snapped

Chen Jiatong bowed his head, I ignored him, walked around him to class B, and said, "If you don't teach us class B, why give us homework?"

"Because I have the final say here!" He scolded angrily, "Two little brats who haven't experienced much in the world, what do you know?"

"At least we have principles~ People who have nothing to do with us, why should we listen to you?" I turned my head, and Da Mo stepped forward and slapped me, which gave me a headache, but it didn't hurt like my parents did.

Chen Jiatong pushed him away, "You know what you did yourself best!" Then he pulled me into the door, followed by Da Mo

"I can say whatever you like outside! This is at school! I have the final say here! Chen Jiatong will be fined one hundred tickets!" Da Mo's roar echoed in the classroom, the most unwelcome person in the entire class B!

"Okay! I don't want to stay here anymore! Get out of the gate of this school! You dare to touch any of the students here! I have you to look at~" I walked up to him, glared at him fiercely, and said, "You I remember all the ugly things~"

He was about to raise his hand, and all the students in Class B stood up at the same time. Lao Cai didn't stop them, but just sat far away, rubbing his eyes with his hands, and worked with Ouyang for many years. what did he see

"Your class is really hopeless~" Da Mo said and was about to turn around and leave

"I didn't expect you to save me! The tuition fee was raised by more than 1, and there was a desert! I didn't even teach me a thing! Lao Cai is awesome! Long live Lao Cai!" They were all booing

Just as I was about to leave, Chen Jiatong held me back, and Lao Cai got up and said, "Don't worry about Da Mo from now on, I'll take you to the end of this class~ Li Jifan, don't be impulsive, there are less than 20 days left, stay here ~" Seeing that they all told me not to leave, I was also very sad, and suddenly I didn't want to leave

"Wait a minute, I'll go downstairs to get something." Chen Jiatong got up, ran out of the classroom with his mobile phone

Since that day, one school, two classes have become incompatible

Back at the dormitory at noon, the other two roommates from class A have already moved out, and there are only me, Chen Jiatong, and Song Kai, three people with three bunk beds, and now all three of them are sleeping on the upper bunk, the space in the dormitory is compact, The three beds are also close together. It's really hard to imagine how Song Kai, a straight man of steel, can get along so well with us...

Waking up at noon, Song Kai sat on the bed and rubbed the back of his head

"What's wrong with you? Turn your head sharply?" I asked him

"No... I've been dreaming a lot lately~" he said, "Whether you sleep at night or during the day, sometimes you will have hallucinations when you walk..."

"Are you in trouble?" Chen Jiatong threw a cigarette at each of us.

Song Kai shook his head, "I feel that the entrance exam is approaching, I'm too nervous, and I'm mentally weak~"

"Huh?" Chen Jiatong lit the cigarette and said, "Just you? Nervous? Are you making me laugh?"

"Fuck you, to be honest! Don't talk about dreaming, often, when I go upstairs, and occasionally turn around, there is always a moment when I seem to see someone following me behind me... like that... old white woman! "

While I was getting dressed, I said, "You are very sick, go to Pengjiaqiao Mental Hospital~"

After smoking, Chen Jiatong handed me a bag with a heavy expression.

"What? For me?" I asked, and he nodded, "Go ahead~"

I opened the bag, and there are several keys in it, such as anti-theft door keys, car keys, several bank cards, and the real estate certificate?

"Cousin probably stole your ID card, found a relationship and secretly transferred the house to your name~" He was a little disappointed, and said, "That's why he always tells you not to lose everything..."

"What is he going to do? Are the car keys here? Why are these things for me? What does it have to do with me?"

"He said it exists in my place, but I think it's better for you to keep it~"

I reached out and stopped, "Speak to the point! He has everything here, what is he going to do?"

"I can't say, you will know when the time comes~"

"Okay! I knew you would say that!" After taking the last puff of the cigarette, "Let's go, go to class~" Then he re-zipped the bag and threw it aside

"You picked it up, I would be guilty if I lost it, so much money!" He said, and I lifted the quilt to cover it

Go downstairs, Ouyang is still there, he is still moving things downstairs, just in front of us

"This is the last box, I'm leaving~" He didn't look back, and I didn't dare to look, Lao Cai was waiting for him at the stairs downstairs

"Are you really leaving?"

"Let's go~" he said lightly, "I'll leave these little bastards to you~"

"Take care!" Lao Cai patted him on the shoulder, Ouyang went downstairs, and he followed behind to see him off

Song Kai's girlfriend is from Class A. He just came out of the classroom. When he saw me, he immediately came over and grabbed me, pulling me towards the toilet.

"Hey, what are you doing~ It's easy to be misunderstood~"

She pulled me into the women's room and closed the door, asking me "what's the matter with you and Ouyang? What happened last night and you acted like crazy? And why did he leave?"

I pouted, "That's it~ Bye bye~" I stretched out my hand to open the door, but she pressed it again

"What are you doing? Ouyang is such a good person! If you say it's divided, it's divided. Don't you want to redeem something at all? I think he's so sad." She was a little angry

"I'm not good enough for him. If you think he's good, go find him. He'll stay, and I'll go~" With a little force on my hand, I pulled the door open. The sound of getting off the car engine sounded, I ran to the window to look, Ouyang was reversing, he saw me, he stopped again, I didn't look at him, left the window and walked to the classroom

Hey, it's over like this, everything is gone, the engine sounds again, and I say goodbye to everything about him~