No lights at night

A brother told me that Yang Yi turned out to be an undercover agent. He had a lot of information in his hand and wanted to bring me down.In fact, I don't care at all. If Zhitian was still there, the police would never touch me, but now that Zhitian is gone, I don't think it matters, what should come will always come.

I go to see Zhi Tian every day, he is better than before, very good, Mu Yunfan takes good care of him.But I didn't show up again. If I didn't show up before because Zhitian didn't want to see me, then I don't show up now because I feel I have no face to show up in front of him again.

I have no chance to say to Zhitian, if I knew the ending was like this, even if someone pointed a gun at my head, I would not let anyone take you away from me... But I, never have such a chance again up.

Zhi Tian went to the nursing home, his condition is much better than before, he even laughs sometimes, when he is alone in the yard, he will look at the distance and laugh.I watched him smile, and I laughed too, at least in this way, it made me feel as if I was getting closer to him...

He also trembles sometimes, I think it’s because I think of those unbearable memories again, every time at this time, I really want to hug him impulsively, but I can’t, let him see me again, his illness will only get worse ...I, can no longer really get close to him...

I know that Yang Yi went to Zhitian, and I guess I know what it is. If Zhitian can appear in court to correct me, not only the strength of his witness, but the evidence in his hand is enough to kill me many times.

I don't care at all, if Zhitian wants me to die, I have nothing to say, this is what I owe him, and I have long wanted to pay him back.But maybe I was thinking too simple. Several brothers who were born and died also knew about this. They said that Zhitian was a traitor and must be eliminated. This person must not be left behind.I warned them that if anyone dared to touch Zhitian, I would do it myself, and then I told them, don't force me.

I was taken away by the police and put into a detention center, awaiting the trial.

I am in the detention center every day, and I am extremely honest. I only discovered now that this actually calms my heart down!It turns out that I really don't like the days of fighting like that.Here, I will fantasize that Zhitian forgives me and is with me, we will find a place where no one knows us and start over...

It's really beautiful, if life can be restarted, will I take a different path...

If I had accepted Zhi Tian early in the morning, would the current Zhi Tian be the same as before, crying and fussing, always asking me to protect him...

Sometimes I laugh out loud thinking about it.

The day before the trial, I was still very excited, because I could see Zhi Tian again, even if he appeared in court to correct me, even though we were far apart...

However, I was wrong again... When the witness appeared in court, what I saw was Mu Yunfan. At that time, that pair of eyes became more and more ruthless, and even wanted to cut me into pieces...

What about Zhitian...why didn't Zhitian come...he still refuses to forgive me...

Don't you even want to see me... My heart suddenly has no fluctuations at all. The expectation these days is just to see Zhitian.But this result, I didn't expect it, and I can't accept it.

At this moment, I don't care about the sentence...

Mu Yunfan said that the witness could not testify in court, but he said that the witness had evidence and asked him to hand it over to the judge. When the judge looked through the evidence submitted by Mu Yunfan, he frowned. I wondered what the evidence would be. Can make the judge have such a tangled expression.

As a result, the judge actually adjourned the court for an hour, and I don't know what happened.

All I know is that when the court reconvened, the judge said that the evidence provided by the police was suspected of being falsified and the conditions for prosecution were not sufficient, so I was released in court!Damn, I heard that right!

Yang Yi and Mu Yunfan were as surprised as I was, it seems they don't know what's going on!

Just after I was released, Mu Yunfan rushed over and grabbed me as if suddenly realizing it, Yang Yi also ran over, he was afraid that Mu Yunfan would do something radical.

"I'm so fucking stupid! I thought Zhi Tian would report you! I'm so stupid! He loves you so much, how could he report you and correct you!!!" Then he slapped himself!Said to Yang Yi, "It must be the information I sent just now. It was prepared by Zhitian early in the morning, Zhitian! He planned to save this beast early in the morning!" Mu Yunfan looked at me fiercely, "Whoever you do No matter how many things hurt him, he chooses to forgive you and protect you!! Why! Why is he so stupid!! In the end, he even went in with his life!! Why exactly!! Xiao Zhenglin!! Now you know! You find Someone killed him!! You regret it for the rest of your life! You scum!!"

Mu Yunfan wanted to make a move, but was held down by Yang Yi, he could only keep cursing...

My brain and nerves are hurting, I'm looking for someone to kill...Zhi Tian...Why can't I understand Mu Yunfan every time he speaks! !

I grabbed Yang Yi and asked tremblingly, "Zhi Tian... What happened to Zhi Tian!!"

My panicked appearance made both Yang Yi and Mu Yunfan stand there motionless!

Mu Yunfan suddenly laughed, "Didn't you find someone to shoot him! What the hell are you pretending to be here! Are you going to destroy him if you can't get him! Let me tell you! I like him! I liked him from the first day I met him! But he just likes you, a scumbag! The people who tortured him are not human, ghosts are not ghosts!! He still loves you!!! No matter how good I am to him, He never accepted me! Xiao Zhenglin, do you know how jealous I am of you!!! You bastard! Why!!! Why are you doing this to him!!"

I ignored Mu Yunfan, I kept pulling Yang Yi, "Tell me... Zhi Tian... what happened to Zhi Tian... Please... Yang Yi... tell me..."

"He's dead! Zhitian is dead!! Xiao Zhenglin!! Are you satisfied!!" Mu Yunfan roared loudly.

My world seems to be empty all of a sudden... There is nothing around me...

There's only one voice hovering around...he's dead...he's dead...Zhi Tian...dead...

Suffocating... I feel like the air around me is being sucked out... I can't breathe...

When I arrived at the hospital, Zhitian's bed was already empty...

I saw only Uncle Zhixiong and Auntie. Auntie's eyes were red and swollen. When she saw me, she covered her mouth with trembling hands. I knew she was holding back and didn't want to cry any more.

Uncle Zhixiong's eyes were bloodshot, he looked at me coldly, I thought, if my dad hadn't saved his life, he would have killed me now...

"Zhenglin... If, if it must be the result, I would rather be the one who died that year..." Uncle Xiong's voice trembled, "From now on, our Zhi family will never owe you the Xiao family... never again. up"

After Zhitian's parents left, I stayed in Zhitian's ward all night, no one, no light, no sound, so quiet, so lonely... Zhitian, it turns out that without you, my world can be so cold... My brain hurts from the cold, and my body hurts too...

Leaning against the wall, no matter how tight I shrink...the cold...the pain is always there...

I was crying but kept laughing... Zhi Tian, ​​why didn't you even give me a chance to apologize...

The next day, I went to Longxing, and all the brothers were happy for my return.Some people say that even though he killed Zhitian's brother and was caught by the police on the spot, it was worth it to bring the boss back safely...

Oh, is it worth it?I was worth so much human life?I really don't know myself.

I didn't even have the strength to be angry, and before everyone arrived, I quieted everyone down and said what I always wanted to say.

From today on, I, Xiao Zhenglin, am no longer the leader of Longxing. From now on, Longxing's affairs will have nothing to do with me.

As soon as the voice fell, there was a moment of silence at first, and then it was almost loud. I stood up, ignored anyone's obstruction, and walked out of the gate of Longxing. I no longer have a trace of nostalgia for this place.

I went to the place where Zhitian was shot, and when I knew it was the restaurant in front of our middle school, I wanted to laugh out loud, Zhitian, is the three delicacies bibimbap really that delicious! ! ?

When I arrived at the restaurant, the boss looked at me in surprise, "Hey, boy, your brother got shot here, do you know that!!"

It turns out that the boss has always remembered us, which is really rare...

I replied lightly, "Well, I know...boss, a serving of three fresh bibimbap"

The boss gave me a suspicious look, and then went to the back kitchen.When he brought the three delicacies rice bowl in front of me, I held back my tears and tasted it.So fishy!I still can't like the smell.I pushed it to the side. People who sat in this position before would always gobble it up.

The boss looked at my expression and asked, "Why, isn't it delicious?"

I shook my head. "tasty"

The boss smiled, "It's good to eat, anyway, I can't make it a few times." I looked up at the boss, and he smiled at me.

"There was a shooting case here, and everyone dared not come here. My small shop has come to an end after so many years," the boss said, and looked around the whole shop reluctantly.

No... If this store disappears, I... seem to have no place to stay... Only here, I feel that Zhitian is still there, he is still here...

I resolutely bought the shop for the boss, the condition is that I will work with him here, and I also hope that he can teach me how to cook Sanxiandon.The boss readily agreed, and since then, my life has been considered a legend, from the boss of the gangster to the waiter of the restaurant.