No lights at night

It was very dark in the ward, with a few blurred lights coming in through the windows, but not enough for me to see the person on the bed clearly.

I stood at the door, but dared not lean over...

"Yunfan...turn on the light..." Zhi Tian spoke.But I didn't move.

"Turn on the light...I'm so scared...Turn on the light...Turn on the light..." Zhi Tian trembled, his voice trembled, I felt that he was really afraid.

I turned on the light, but Zhi Tian didn't look over, he was trembling, curled up on the bed with his head in his arms.

Seeing him like this, my heart felt as uncomfortable as someone was scratching with a knife. I couldn't help but walked to his bed and hugged him into my arms.Zhi Tian, ​​if possible, I really want to stay by your side, just like this, never leave again...

The body of the person in his arms shook first, and then he rubbed away vigorously. Like Uncle Qiu said, he pulled the quilt like crazy and rolled to the ground, then leaned against the corner, shaking even more violently.

"Don't...don't come here...don't touch me...Xiao Zhenglin...don't..."

Zhi Tian wasn't stupid, he knew it was me, he didn't look at it, he also knew it was me.

"Zhi Tian..."

I hurt so much, it hurts everywhere... I just saw Mu Yunfan stroking his head, he didn't resist at all, but I can't, he is rejecting me, resisting me...

"Please go...don't come here..." he was begging me...he was afraid of me...

I can't... I don't want to leave him again, I don't want him to be afraid of me, I want the Zhitian from before, it doesn't matter if you don't cry, it doesn't matter if you don't rely on me, it doesn't matter if you are cold to me... But, Zhitian, the only thing is not to... don't be afraid of me...

I rushed over and hugged him again, tightly.But he was struggling desperately, his hands hit my face and body, no pain, no pain at all, I deserve it!I deserve it myself! !

"Zhitian...Zhitian...what's wrong with you...why did you do this..." My tears were already in my eyes, but I still hugged him tightly, I didn't dare to relax, I was afraid of losing him...never so scared

Zhi Tian didn't seem to resist as hard as before, but I heard the sound of the ward door being pushed open, and I knew that Mu Yunfan was behind me.

He rushed over, pulled me away, and fell to the wall.A doctor can actually have such strength, it can be seen that Mu Yunfan is really angry... Is he angry that I moved his Zhitian?

Before I could react, Mu Yunfan punched me, the fist was very slow, I could see it, and I could dodge it, but I didn't dodge it, I endured every blow from him, I knew, it wasn't Mu Yunfan was hitting me, he was just venting for Zhi Tian.

"Why are you here!! Are you not satisfied with killing him like this! Do you want him to die!!! You are a beast!!"

Mu Yunfan was beating and cursing at the same time, I ignored it, I kept looking at Zhitian, he was still afraid, how scary I am, I can scare him like this... If it wasn't for Mu Yunfan If you beat me up, I will definitely give myself two punches!

I was knocked to the ground by Mu Yunfan, I felt that he had almost vented, I sat up slightly, and wiped the blood from my mouth.

"Tell me...why did this happen...Zhi Tian, ​​what's wrong with him"

I really don't know what kind of beatings made Zhi Tian look like this!I've already got all those people that day in my mind, whatever the hell bro!Tomorrow I will remove all their legs!

I just asked this question, Mu Yunfan picked up my collar like crazy, his heavy breathing made me uncomfortable.

"He got gang/raped!! That crowd drove him nuts!! You're here asking what the fuck is going on! He was almost out of breath when he got to me!! It took me sixteen It took him an hour to save him!! You fucking asked what happened now!! Why the hell did you hand him over to those people!! Xiao Zhenglin! You rely on him to like you, and you ruin it like this... he……"

My brain suddenly exploded, as if a big hole had opened... I don't understand what Mu Yunfan said just now... I didn't understand...

Zhi Tian... being... being... being... what!I do not understand!I rely on him to like me...he likes me? !What likes me... I don't understand! !I don't understand anything Mu Yunfan said! !

Mu Yunfan let go of me, he was crying, he was crying...

"After he wakes up...he won't eat, drink or talk...I have nothing to do...I really have nothing to do...I can stop him from committing suicide...I can't do anything..."

Suicide...who committed suicide...fuck it!What is Mu Yunfan talking about!Why the hell can't I understand anything! !

Zhi Tian shouted suddenly, he didn't want Mu Yunfan to continue talking, he covered his ears hard and shook his head.I wanted to go there, but Mu Yunfan was one step ahead of me. He hugged him and comforted him...

I feel that this ward can no longer accommodate me. I looked at the two people snuggling together, and my mind was empty at this moment. Until I got home, I didn't know what happened. It was like a dream... My heart is beating wildly, irritable, and roaring, I haven't felt this way for a long time... yes... the urge to kill...

I can't wait until dawn, I called a few of the most trusted brothers and asked them to take everyone who took Zhitian away that day to the place where Zhitian was tortured, I told them, let them wait there, I will be there immediately arrive.

I took out the gun that I used to avenge my dad back then. How long has it been since I haven't killed anyone with my own hands? Unexpectedly, I would have a more irresistible urge than that time! !

When I got there, the dozen or so people were already kneeling there obediently.

Fuck me!How many people are here...how many people are there...

I grabbed one at random and put the gun in his mouth.

"Who touched him first"

Everyone was scared to death, and the shaking teeth of the man in my hand were trembling on the muzzle of my gun.He slowly pointed to the man on the far side, and said "He...he...San'er..."

As soon as he finished speaking, my gun went off. I put the body aside and walked towards the third son.

This guy is already scared there.

"Knowing that it's the result of today, do you still dare to touch him?"

This guy's head is shaking like a rattle drum. I really don't understand where they got the courage to look like this!

I threw a knife in San'er's face.Coldly said a few words "I cut it myself"

That night, I made those people's lives worse than death, and some of them cried and said that they hadn't touched him, but just watched him.Then I asked for their eyes without hesitation.Don't blame me for being cruel, I've always been like this, if I've been in this position for a long time, there's no kindness.

In the end I confessed and gave them as a gift to a friend who resells human organs.

Even so, I know that nothing can make up for the harm I have done to Zhi Tian.