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"I'm actually... not as sad as I imagined."

After a long time, Yan Ruizhi finally spoke.

Although his voice was low and hoarse, he leaned on He Nian's back and said honestly: "It seems that it will be better to tell someone to hear it."

"I used to be very afraid of recalling the past. I worked hard. Yan Xue came to ask for money and I gave it. Zhou Hongsheng avoided as far as he could. I didn't go to the hospital. I was afraid of seeing the appearance of the ward. Reminds me of—”

"She won't blame you." He Nian, who had been listening quietly, suddenly interrupted him.

His voice was muffled, but he said firmly: "She will definitely not."

Yan Ruizhi smiled softly: "Thank you for comforting me."

"I have no comfort," He Nian's voice clearly penetrated the night, "it's true."

"What Yan Xue said is nothing more than trying to drive you to a desperate situation and make you unable to escape for the rest of your life, but you didn't, did you?" He Nian slowed down his speech, "According to what you said, didn't he also find Zhou Hongsheng later? Is it?"

Feeling the person on his body nodded, he continued: "He doesn't care what your 'stain' is at all, he just wants to use this 'stain' to prove that he is not useless, so when you escaped for the first time In the future, he will still be entangled and continue, because he has nothing else to give him such despicable satisfaction."

"If it wasn't because of a guilty conscience, why would you tell it to you on purpose, and still insist on it?"

Yan Ruizhi's breathing eased a little.

"So, she was just speechless at the time. If there was such an opportunity, she would definitely want to tell you..."

"Don't be afraid, live well."

His voice was unprecedentedly gentle, indeed as he himself said, He Nian did not comfort himself in vain, but just told him clearly that you can go to another better place.

Yan Ruizhi was still holding him, but the ten fingers holding the shirt fabric on the back gradually became tighter, and after a while, those arms began to tremble.

This sentence is so close, right next to his ear, comforting him silently.

But it seems so far away, passing through my decadent, chaotic past, and the youth I never had.

"I didn't really want to reject you at first, I was just...too scared."

Yan Ruizhi bit his lip, the experience of ten years made him unable to shed any tears, it was just regret and unwillingness.

At the end of the emotional precipitation, there was only a little sigh-like raving, calling the other person's name: "Niannian."

"I know." The other party replied in a low voice.

"Actually... Strictly speaking, it wasn't the first time I met you that day." He Nian said a little guiltyly, "After I discovered the similarities between the two works, I stubbornly searched for a lot of information about you. But I found that you basically don't show up very much, and there is too little news to know."

"I've always liked this line of work. At that time, I always thought that I would definitely meet. When I do, will I have a chance to ask you, but..." he said, "Better than I imagined, A little earlier."

"At that time, I had dinner with my classmates at the end of the school celebration. How could I have thought of it..." He blinked, "Forget it."

"It doesn't matter if you think I'm young and hot, or you're a baby bird, anyway, anyway..."

He Nian blushed a little at the end of his speech. He obviously said it so bluntly before, but now he buried his face in embarrassment: "You have to let me take responsibility."

His words calmed Yan Ruizhi's ups and downs, and he even smiled, and said what the two of them had said that morning: "I said at the time that everyone is an adult—"

"Okay, okay, I was wrong!" He Nian's voice finally became more energetic, and he unconsciously returned to his previous tone.

Yan Ruizhi stretched his brows, and suddenly felt his heart open up.

The days when he was buried in a rented house as a capri all by himself seemed to be gone, and he was no longer that A Zhou who imagined that a rabbit would come to save him.

Although there was more than a moment, he persistently and unrealistically imagined what would happen if he could meet New Year's Eve sooner, would he not have to suffer in silence for so many years, would he have a better and more peaceful life? Now.

But fortunately, it's not too late now.

It took Yan Ruizhi a long time before he finally moved away from He Nian's embrace. The other party's flat clothes were all wrinkled by him, and both of them looked a bit embarrassed, but they had never been so close.

He took He Nian's hand: "Come with me."

Take him to the previous game room and take out a box from the bottom of the cabinet.

"This is the most original data of Planet Capri." He lowered his head. "There is no happy ending. Compared with the release version, there are several more branches, but it is a bit more gloomy, and the ending has not changed."

"When the first version of deo was made, he really gave me a lot of comments, and said that he would revise it for me, and every sentence was cut on the word 'friend'." He said and laughed, " Why didn't you tell me directly? He clearly knew that I only trusted him at that time, as long as he really wanted it, I would probably agree to it in order to grasp the straw."

"Zhou Hongsheng is very smart. He moved each level a little bit, and then strung them together with the world line he changed," Yan Ruizhi said. His people and works reappeared in front of my eyes.”

Yan Ruizhi brought out a lot of things again, his first jerky work at the age of 16, an outstanding college student on the freshman review, and the first time he got the editor's recommendation of the largest section after work... step by step, piece by piece, everything It is the life he has experienced for more than ten years.

They talked late at night that day, and finally He Nian packed his things for him, and then hugged the box: "Give this to me."

"In other people's words, this thing is made to be depressing. What if you don't like me after seeing it?" Yan Ruizhi stood in front of the sink and looked back at him.

"Since you've said that, I know you're assured of me." He Nian raised his head and said with a smile.

His eyes became brighter after crying in the entrance, without any haze at all. He changed into home clothes and came to rub against him: "It's a good thing that you're joking with me now."

Yan Ruizhi ignored him, he always felt that tonight was too miraculous, too many things had happened, half of his heart was dangling on the clouds, but the other half fell to the ground, and he had real peace of mind for the first time.

One side is light and the other side is heavy.

When the two were lying on the bed on their backs, they thought they would stay up all night today, but surrounded by each other's body temperature, they also felt a little belatedly sleepy.

He Nian held his mobile phone and didn't know what he was looking at, so he suddenly called him: "Mr. Yan, I saw a piece of chicken soup. When you say you love someone, you can always count the countless advantages of loving him. There are no real flaws to count."

"..." Yan Ruizhi answered with a face today, "Then what do you think are my shortcomings?"

"Hmm—" Unexpectedly, He Nian seemed to really think about it, and answered after a few seconds, "Not in a good temper?"

Yan Ruizhi was laughed angrily by him: "I have a bad temper with you? Can you find the reason from yourself?"

He Nian was dumbfounded: "Oh..."

"Stop reading rubbish books." Yan Ruizhi covered the quilt and said.

"I'm not all rubbish, I'm..." He Nian's voice became smaller and smaller, Yan Ruizhi felt that something was wrong, and leaned over to look at the secretive phone screen.

It reads impressively——

"In-depth article!After reading it, you will know: Your wife must love you very much"

Yan Ruizhi didn't know what to say about him, so he kicked him under the quilt: "Don't come to the company next week, go directly to work on Zhiyin Official Account."

"Farewell, Mr. Yan, it's not that I didn't send you a message before—" He Nian just said something, and suddenly remembered something, and immediately fell silent.

However, he had already heard it, and frowned: "What did you send?"

Congratulations to Ai Ai: "That's right, when I was unfamiliar with you, I sent you an article on how to treat your benefactor."

Yan Rui's face turned cold.

After 2 minutes, He Nian Meizhe finally compromised. After searching for a long time, he carefully found a screenshot: "It's nothing, it's just that I didn't know how to talk to you at that time, so I was afraid that you would delete me every minute... "

Yan Rui's eyes moved up.

"How to get along with my wife?Don't forget these ten things!Author: "Lotus Heart"

First: Hush and ask.

Second: Demonstrate talent...

He frowned.

My memory has always been good, but it was the "Ten Points on How to Repay Your Benefactor" sent to me by the New Year's Eve.

He Nian didn't dare to show his atmosphere, blinking his eyes and waiting for the blow.

"I just wanted to chase you at the time! I didn't dare to cross the line, and it's not like you didn't know it!" He felt that he should die and understand, shaking his voice.

Unexpectedly, Yan Ruizhi just pursed his lips this time, and pressed the screen of his mobile phone to the face of New Year: "Sleep."

Although it was a big bed, because someone wanted to get closer, it was inevitable that their limbs would touch each other. He Nian was pushed, and realized something was wrong after a while.

Think again about the title just now.

It seems that both articles have something in common.

"Mr. Yan," he said tentatively, "are you angry because of that 'wife'?"

Yan Ruizhi was poked, his face changed color suddenly, he didn't answer at all, and started pulling the quilt on the New Year's side to show his response.

However, in the eyes of the other party, this is the acquiescence, and they still have to say: "Then besides calling you Mr. Yan, can I also call you that?"

What, who is called that by the person who is almost six years younger than me.

He suddenly felt hot all over his body, even though he said everything, he was still a little bit airy.

In layman's terms, it is for face.

His eyelashes moved unnaturally: "You are doing well now."

"But--"

"To shut up."

He Nian fumbled to hug Yan Ruizhi's waist, but was slapped away mercilessly.

But he is different from Yan Ruizhi. Young people always have the spirit of perseverance and must not give up halfway.

In layman's terms, you want everything, except shameless.

The college student is young and strong, with long hands and long feet, his legs are wrapped around Yan Ruizhi's, and his upper body is also tightly clasped with his hands.

They played around in the warm quilt, and no longer needed to find other excuses to cover up, and the confession in the first half of the night was like a relief, and the originally sealed lock was silently lifted.

Finally the war ended with a scream.

Yan Ruizhi snatched more than half of the quilt to wrap himself up, turned his back to the New Year, closed his eyes, and let out a sigh of relief.

However, after a while, he couldn't help but said: "When I have time..."

"Move here and live together."

"..."

"..."

"...Why don't you talk anymore?"

"Wife! Give me a break! Wife!"

"--roll."