But he calls me baby [campus]

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When Qi Sibai walked to the door of Unit [-], he saw a light in the window behind the bushes next to him, and it was Jiang Yusheng who had arrived home.

After not coming for three weeks, when Qi Sibai pushed open the glass door, he felt as if he had passed away.

He turned sideways and took out the three-unit access control card from the middle of the bag.The door card is strung on the key chain, and the key of Jiang Yusheng's house is also hung on it.

Swipe the card to enter the corridor, insert the key, and the door opens with a click.

Jiang Yusheng was standing at the entrance, with slippers on his feet, and a down feather that had just been taken off on his arms.He looked at Qi Si Bai who suddenly appeared in front of the door in astonishment.

The scene in front of me is long-lost and warm, just like every day two months ago.

Jiang Yu stared at Qi Sibai for a few seconds, smiled, and asked softly, "What happened to me?"

Qi Sibai didn't answer, but just closed the door and changed his shoes familiarly as if he was going back to his own home, and then naturally took the down from Jiang Yuesheng's arms, and hung it together with his own in the cabinet by the door.

After doing this, he turned around, leaned half against the shoe cabinet, and looked at Jiang Yusheng.

"Lost things. I sent a message to my mother saying that I'll be back half an hour late. I came here to talk," Qi Sibai looked Jiang Yusheng straight in the eyes, "Shall we talk?"

Jiang Yusheng was slightly taken aback.

Qi Sibai didn't know if it was because of the dim light in the entrance, or because emotions were really such a concrete thing.He felt that the light in Jiang Yusheng's eyes dimmed when he heard his words "Talk", and his dark eyes looked at him without emotion.

It was very quiet in the house.The solemn wind came in from the window, and outside the window, the dim street lamps lit up one by one, setting off the warmth of Wanjia lights.Some heavy footsteps sounded in the corridor. It was the child from the next door being picked up by the parents, stomping his feet on the ground to trigger the voice-activated light.

Jiang Yusheng looked at Qi Sibai in silence for a while, and replied softly, "Okay."

Qi Sibai probably guessed what Jiang Yusheng had misunderstood. He didn't explain, but just nodded, straightened up from the cabinet, and walked towards the sofa expressionlessly.

Jiang Yusheng stood still.

When Qi Sibai was about to walk past him in silence, his right wrist was suddenly grabbed.Qi Sibai paused, didn't look at him, and continued to walk forward.

Jiang Yusheng suddenly pulled him back with force.

Qi Sibai staggered, and before he could stand still, the back of his head was already held by him, and there was an intense and messy force on his lips.

Jiang Yusheng seldom showed his emotions like this, and it was unreasonable not to say anything.Qi Sibai was blocked suddenly, he barely pushed him away to take a breath, but in a blink of an eye he grabbed the back of his neck again.

Qi Si Bai was so kissed that he staggered back, and when he quickly stepped back to the wall, he heard a muffled "boom", and it was the hand behind his head that hit the wall.

The slight shock from the collision between the hand bone and the wall was transmitted to the back of Qi Si's white head.Jiang Yusheng's palms were soft, and the forearm resting on Qi Sibai's back was soft. Only his own bones were hard against the wall.

Qi Sibai's depressed mood since just now was suddenly aroused.He raised his hand and grabbed the hair on the back of Jiang Yusheng's head, and bit it back fiercely regardless of the rules.

This is not a kiss, but two cubs biting and venting.

The emotions accumulated over the past few days were suddenly ignited at this moment. Jiang Yuesheng kissed him as if for the last time. No matter how restrained he was, the seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy would be irrational.Qi Si kept looking at him with red eyes, distressed, angry, wronged, and utterly ruthless.

In the end, when they parted panting heavily, one lower lip was cut, one side of the tongue was bitten, and the mouths of the two were full of bloody smell.

Qi Si licked the painful wound with the tip of his tongue expressionlessly, and his eyes fell on Jiang Yuesheng's slightly heaving chest. He was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his eyelids to look at him, and smiled, "Brother, why don't you Can you be patient when you are a loved one?"

Jiang Yusheng's eyes were still flustered, and he looked at him, not understanding what he meant.He swallowed a little bit of blood in his mouth, his eyes fell on Qi Sibai's lips, and he raised his hand to help wipe away the blood.

Qi Sibai grabbed that hand, held it by his side, and said to Jiang Yusheng: "I haven't mentioned grandma and mother to you recently because I think you and I feel the same."

He knew that Jiang Yusheng was a person who seemed alienated and indifferent, but actually had a clear love and hatred.Grandma and Xu Xuan didn't treat Jiang Yusheng simply because he was Qi Sibai's friend, and Jiang Yusheng didn't just care about them because they were Qi Sibai's family.

So at first, Qi Sibai thought that both he and Jiang Yusheng needed some time to reconcile with this kind of thing that made the person he cared about hurt and sad.

"But I just realized that you don't seem to think so," Qi Sibai calmly looked at Jiang Yusheng, who was in a daze, "You thought from the very beginning that I would give up sooner or later, so you have been doing well." Are you ready to separate at any time?"

Jiang Yusheng's eyelashes trembled.Only then did he suddenly realize that Qi Sibai had seen through his thoughts.

Qi Sibai said: "I just said 'let's talk', you think I'm here to separate?"

Jiang Yusheng opened his mouth, but fell silent.He could explain what Qi Sibai asked, but he knew that was not what Qi Sibai wanted to talk about.

Qi Sibai suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth, as if he thought it was somewhat funny for two people who had just kissed to stand facing each other by the wall.

He turned his head and walked towards the sofa. Jiang Yusheng's hand fell from his loosened palm. Jiang Yusheng grabbed him but missed him. He collected himself and followed slowly.

"I'm not talking about that," Qi Sibai sat down casually on the sofa, looked up at Jiang Yuesheng who was standing by the sofa not far away, with a slight smile in his tone, "I just suddenly felt that, I seem to be the one you let go of."

Jiang Yusheng's heart skipped a beat, he frowned and walked in front of him, "Xiaobai..."

Qi Sibai interrupted him softly: "So I'm here to ask—"

"Jiang Yusheng, do you still want me?"

These words hit Jiang Yuesheng's ears lightly, and his feet froze suddenly.

For a free, easy and confident person to say such words, his heart feels as uncomfortable as being grabbed by someone for a moment.

His juvenile sparkled and should be forever unscrupulous.What Jiang Yusheng wanted to protect the most was the light on his body.

Even...he knew that Qi Sibai was trying to provoke him on purpose, but he couldn't listen to it.

"Qi Sibai, don't talk like that," Jiang Yusheng grabbed his hand and sat beside him, "I..."

Qi Sibai looked sideways at him.

Jiang Yusheng didn't seem to know how to express it, his lips opened and closed, but in the end he couldn't justify himself, so he could only say one sentence in a slumped manner: "...I said, you can come to me anytime if you need anything."

Qi Sibai helped him express his subtext: "It's just that if I ever want to give up, don't want to, or regret it, you can just let me do it, right?"

Jiang Yusheng stroked Qi Sibai's fingers without denying it.From the day Grandma Qi found out, or strictly speaking, from the first day he was with Qi Sibai, he subconsciously waited slowly for such a day.

Like waiting for a sword of Damocles that is about to fall.

Qi Sibai looked at him and asked seriously: "Do you regret it?"

"What I regret is," Jiang Yu paused, "I'm afraid you will regret it one day."

Qi Sibai circled his words in his mind, then suddenly came back to his senses, frowned, and stopped talking to him like this.He didn't come to question people.

Qi Sibai hugged Jiang Yusheng sideways, put his chin on his shoulder, and asked softly, "Jiang Yusheng, can you stop thinking of me so immature?"

"It's not a whim to like you, and it's not a whim to hold your hand the night I came back from winter camp."

"I've been working hard to make grandma and parents like you more since you didn't know it."

"All I wanted from the very beginning was... wanting to hug you, hold your hand, kiss you. I would react to you touching me."

He climbed his arms to Jiang Yusheng's shoulders, crossed them on the back of his neck, leaned his head against Jiang Yusheng's ear and said, "Don't always think that I don't understand, for fear that I will regret it, okay?"

"I just like someone for the first time, very, very much. Not stupid."

Jiang Yusheng's hand on Qi Sibai's waist gradually tightened, making Qi Sibai a little out of breath.

Jiang Yusheng was conflicted in his heart.Just like Qi Sibai understood him, he also understood Qi Sibai.

Does he really think Qi Si Bai will give up?It seems not.In his eyes, Qi Sibai is like a little sun, bravely going forward whatever he wants.But if he likes it so much, he will be afraid, cowardly, and want to... pave the way for him to retreat at any time.

In the end, Jiang Yusheng thought... Qi Sibai's casual comment on him a long time ago was actually quite appropriate.Emotionally, he has always been a negative person.

For example, if he liked Qi Sibai at first, if Qi Sibai hadn't walked towards him step by step, he might not have taken the initiative at all, and he might still have the original attitude, thinking that if he likes it, he doesn't have to be together.

Jiang Yusheng rested his chin on his shoulder and buried his head on the side of his neck. After a while, he opened his mouth hoarsely: "I..."

Qi Sibai's fingers ran through Jiang Yusheng's hair, fiddling with those hairs one by one, "Huh?"

"My previous concept has always been that feelings are not a very important thing, and there is no need to influence decisions in life because of it." Jiang Yu lost his mind for a while, laughed at himself, and said, "I don't know What I learned from my mother is that I am a cold-blooded person, anyway, it seems that I have always thought this way since I was sensible."

Qi Sibai brushed his slightly long hair, turned his head and asked him: "Auntie told you so?"

"No, I figured it out," Jiang Yusheng said, "My parents haven't lived together very much. Before I was in elementary school, my mother took me with me. Later, they divorced, so I stayed with my father."

Qi Sibai heard Jiang Yusheng say this.

"When I was in elementary school, I would always protest with my dad, saying that I wanted to talk to my mom. But my dad was away all day, and my mom rarely answered my phone calls. So in those six years, apart from tossing the few at home cooking, cleaning, and answering I go to and from school, I don’t have homework and I need tutoring, and I have to do uncles and aunts who sit next to me and watch me do my homework, but it doesn’t help much.”

Qi Sibai smiled: "You were so skinny when you were young."

Jiang Yusheng smiled softly, said yes, and said: "My mother loved me for a few years when she took me, but after she threw me to my father... how should I put it, she would call me from time to time. Tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of living expenses plus pocket money, but other than that, there is very little concern. When I was in elementary school, I was a kid who would cry and miss my mother. I even secretly bought a plane ticket to find her thing."

"In those few years, I was always on the edge of my head. I couldn't figure out why she didn't like to answer my phone calls, didn't come to see me, and didn't care about me at all." Jiang Yusheng curled the corners of his lips, "Then one day, I suddenly figured it out. .There is no reason for such a thing.”

Qi Sibai suddenly shrugged his nose, blinked, and rubbed against the side of his neck.

"If you say you don't care about your son at all, that's not enough. It's just that that little care doesn't affect her from living her life."

"Maybe it's been too long, and when I figure it out, it's a bit over the top. I think my mother's way of life is quite transparent, and feelings are not very important things. In fact, my dad is similar. It’s just for him to show off his son when he needs to show off his son in various activities.”

"Besides, whether it's career or studies, you can always get what you want through fighting and working hard, but relationships are not."

Jiang Yue paused, and originally wanted to tell Qi Sibai, "However, I later found out that my Datong theory is all nonsense."

When it came to the actual situation, he realized that reason completely succumbed to emotion. He would be jealous, unable to control himself, and be obsessed with ghosts.Qi Sibai took a step towards him, but he was reluctant to let go.

But before he could say that, Qi Si Bai suddenly interrupted him.

Qi Sibai let go of his arms and sat up straight from him, looked at him seriously and said, "It's someone else, something else, not me."

Jiang Yusheng was stunned for a moment, but he didn't react.

Qi Sibai recalled the phrase he joked with Jiang Yusheng, "Everyone knows that Jiang Shen is mine".At that time, Jiang Yu's response was: Well, yours.

"I don't need you to fight and work hard." Qi Sibai's fingers passed between Jiang Yuesheng's fingers and intertwined with his. "You can say confidently and unreasonably that Qi Sibai is yours."

Jiang Yusheng looked at him, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and the light in his eyes flickered.

"Don't always expect that I will regret giving up. You should think that if I dare to run away, you will catch me back."

"My parents and grandma don't agree that we can take it slowly. Don't think that I will be free if you let go. I won't be free. As long as you still want me, don't let me go."

It was the first time for Qi Sibai to say such blunt, open, open and passionate words. After he stared at the person with bright eyes and finished speaking earnestly, he realized that he was a little embarrassed, and his eyes drifted aside, and then quickly returned. Staring at Jiang Yusheng persistently.

Jiang Yusheng looked at him deeply for a while, then asked in a low voice, "Are you mine?"

"Either?" Qi Sibai smiled and raised his eyebrows to look at him, "If it's yours."