But he calls me baby [campus]

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Qi Sibai didn't sleep well that night, whether it was grandma waking up at night or the sound of vehicles passing by outside the house, he could be woken up.After tossing and tossing intermittently until the street lights in the community were turned off, he finally fell asleep again.

When I opened my eyes again, there was already a faint light outside the window, and the sky was gray and light blue.Qi Sibai turned his head to look at the wall clock, and suddenly jumped up from under the quilt.

Seven fifty-five.

He changed his clothes in a daze, stood in front of the door, hesitated for a few seconds, and then pushed open the door.

The warm beam of the corridor light crossed the door frame and diffused into the dark bedroom. Grandma Qi was fiddling with something in front of the dining table. When she heard the sound, she turned her head and smiled wrinkled her eyes: "Are you up? Go wash up, later Breakfast should be cold."

Qi Sibai was in a daze for a few moments before realizing that Xu Xuan and Qi Xiuyuan had already left the house.This morning was almost the same as every winter morning in the past.

He came back to his senses, greeted grandma with a smile as usual, washed in a hurry, ate two slices of bread, carried his schoolbag and grabbed a bottle of milk, while Grandma Qi said "slow down and be safe" as she got farther and farther away , ran to the elevator at the speed of life and death.

Qi Sibai missed the flag raising on Monday, but at least he rushed into the classroom before the preparatory bell rang.

Jiang Yusheng got up from his seat to go out to fetch water. When he looked up and saw him, he was about to say something with a smile when he suddenly noticed his dull eyes, frowned and asked, "...what's wrong?"

Mu Yangcheng moved the chair to give Qi Si Baiteng a place to go, while looking at his face, "Why did you go last night, the dark circles under your eyes are so obvious?"

Qi Sibai met the eyes of the two of them, paused, grinned, and said with an excuse: "Last night, I put on two layers of quilts, it was too hot, I didn't sleep well."

Muyang became happy.Jiang Yusheng was taken aback, and said with a smile, "Wear short sleeves and cover with two layers of quilt?"

Qi Sibai laughed along with them.His eyes fell on Jiang Yusheng's raised eyebrows, subconsciously he didn't want to tell Jiang Yusheng what Xu Xuan already knew.

Suddenly came Jing Yanbin's pointed voice from behind: "Jiang Shen! Let me borrow your man!" Then there were strange laughter from several other boys who didn't know the situation.

Qi Sibai didn't realize what was going on, in the blink of an eye, the schoolbag on his back was taken off, his body flew up, and he was lifted and dragged crookedly towards the door of the class.

Qi Sibai struggled for two seconds, then lay flat and let them hang on to Jiang Yuesheng's funny eyes.

Although the group of people in the class had congratulated him and invited him to dinner when they found out that he entered the next round of training on Saturday, they were still planning to continue to make trouble when they met the real person.The space between the desks and the podium was not spacious, a few boys squeezed the desks in the front row "squeaky" and moved, carrying Qi Sibai to the door of the classroom.

Mr. Chen came over after chatting with the math teacher next door, and almost bumped into them as soon as he entered the door.

"It's so early in the morning, what are you bothering about!" Old Chen reprimanded with feigned anger.

The boys smiled playfully and were not afraid of him. They carried Qi Sibai, who was full of unloved faces, and bumped against the door three times before they were done.

Qi Sibai returned to his seat, dumbfounded, the depression that had been accumulated for half the night seemed to dissipate a bit now, and there were only two words left in his mind - pain in the crotch.

Mr. Chen began to talk about the homework left last weekend in front of the blackboard. Jiang Yuesheng glanced at the questions, and after confirming that there was nothing to listen to, he turned around from the front table, and casually pinched the little pompom on Qi Si's white pencil case , leaned forward and asked him, "Does it hurt?"

Qi Sibai puffed up his cheeks, "You were just watching the fun, now ask me what's the use of it."

"Then what should I do?" Jiang Yusheng looked at his expression and asked in a low voice, "Rubbing for you after class?"

These words were originally intended to be deceptive, but Jiang Yuesheng asked them quite seriously.It is a very normal question to change the "injured part", but it is not.

Qi Sibai looked down at Jiang Yusheng's long and slender right fingers, lightly twirling and slowly pinching the fluffy ball on his pencil case. When the five fingers were slowly gathered together and closed together, the white fluff was clearly defined from the joints, and the nails were trimmed. The very short fingers protrude from between the fingers, making the hands more clean and beautiful, with obvious blue veins.

Some pictures flickered in Qi Sibai's mind suddenly, his face suddenly became hot, and he snatched the plush pendant from Jiang Yuesheng's hand with a snap.

The two were teasing and playing with each other here, and Mu Yangcheng was a little excited listening to it.

"What are you talking about..." Mu Yangcheng poked Qi Sibai with one elbow, covered his mouth with the other hand, and said shyly: "I really saw those little girls write such a plot in the group, it's too It's so exciting, the next step is to..."

Qi Sibai froze, afraid that Jiang Yusheng would ask what group it was, and kicked under the table, causing Mu Yangcheng to bounce on the seat in shock.

In front of the podium, Old Chen glanced down, first glanced at Qi Sibai who had just taken out the competition book from his bag, then glanced at the exercise book on Jiang Yuesheng's desk, and finally put He stared at the third person in the corner: "Energetic, Mu Yangcheng, then come up and tell everyone about the last question!"

Jiang Yusheng mouthed "Come on" to Mu Yangcheng and then turned around calmly, Qi Sibai lifted his forehead for a while, and gave Mu Yangcheng a look of "seeking good fortune".

Mu Yangcheng's movements of holding his feet froze slightly: "..."

Very good, only he, Mu Yangcheng, has reached the world where he was injured.

Qi Sibai didn't have any important things to do at school that day, just rehearsing a few exams with a few competition coaches after class at noon and afternoon.At the beginning of five o'clock, the teachers had other things to do, and after an appointment to continue on Tuesday afternoon, they left.

Before returning home, Qi Sibai and Jiang Yusheng originally wanted to go to the stray cat kennel to have a look at the cats, but they unexpectedly saw Grandma Qi in the garden of the community. She was sitting with a few old people under the fence chatting about homework.

It's too cold at night in winter, Grandma Qi has been walking around in the afternoon when the sun is good these days.

The two walked a few steps closer, and Qi Sibai covered his face and laughed loudly at Jiang Yue, "Oh, grandma's complimenting me...goose bumps all over my body."

After they went over to say hello to the old people, Grandma Qi smiled and pulled Jiang Yuesheng with one hand and Qi Sibai with the other and walked home.

Jiang Yusheng shook the old man's hand and said, "Have you been down for too long, why are your hands so cold?"

Qi Sibai helped her zip up the zipper of the thin down, "Even if it's warm in the afternoon, wear it thicker."

Grandma Qi smiled and waved her hands, "Eating hot pot at night, I don't need to go back to cook in advance, so I just chat a few more words. As a result, we old ladies, we forget the time as soon as we chat..."

After arriving home, Qi Sibai and Jiang Yusheng were sent to study in the room by Grandma Qi.When Qi Sibai finished the two questions and got up to go for a walk in the living room, he saw that grandma had already set up the pot and prepared the ingredients, and was sitting back on the sofa, wearing reading glasses and looking at her phone.

On the TV, the beautiful voice of the hostess of the health care program was eloquent, mixed with the gaudy music of the short video on grandma's mobile phone, making the whole living room extremely lively.

Grandma Qi raised her head when she heard footsteps, and said, "Is it still too loud, disturbing you?"

"No, look at yours."

Grandma Qi then adjusted her glasses, and continued poking something seriously on the phone screen. Qi Sibai smiled, and turned around to the dining table to look at the ingredients for tonight's hot pot.

Plates of fresh free-range chicken, pork belly, water fish, and oysters were placed on the table. The soup base was... He frowned and identified, there were red dates, yams, wolfberries, barley and other things he didn't quite recognize.

He smiled and turned his head to ask, but when he turned around, the scene that caught his eyes was Grandma Qi trying to stand up while holding on to the armrest of the sofa, but she lost her strength and fell heavily forward.

Qi Sibai leaned over in the direction where she fell almost the moment he realized it——

The moment he knelt on one knee and held Grandma Qi's arms, she had already slammed her knees to the ground, and the mobile phone on her right hand was thrown out of her hand, and landed with a slap, sliding to Qi Si's white knee.

The mobile phone was squeezed between him and Grandma Qi, playing something cheerfully.

Qi Sibai couldn't pay attention to look at the screen, staring at Grandma Qi the whole time, just about to ask her how her knee was and why she suddenly fell, when she suddenly saw her pointing at the phone, then raised her head stubbornly, her eyes sunken. His eyes widened, staring at him intently.

Qi Sibai was slightly stunned, and then his ears seemed to have regained their hearing, and he could hear a cute and lively little sweet song playing on the phone.He lowered his eyes and saw a scene that he was very familiar with in the past two days playing on the screen of the mobile phone in a loop.

It was Saturday afternoon, in the study of Jiang Yusheng's home, the ten-second video of him kissing Jiang Yusheng with his head up.

There was a light footstep beside him.

Qi Sibai's gaze was almost fixed on the phone screen, and his mind seemed to be separated from his surroundings for a few moments, but he could still realize in a daze that it was Jiang Yuesheng who heard the noise.

On the right side of the simple app interface, it clearly shows that this video has been liked by more than 50 people.And just now, grandma saw this video.

Qi Sibai took a deep breath, his heart was extremely flustered, but his surface was still calm.He said dryly: "Grandma, let's get up first, and I'll talk to you slowly..."

Grandma Qi looked at Qi Sibai, opened her mouth slowly, but did not make a sound.

It seems like I can't make a sound.

In a panic, Qi Sibai and Jiang Yuesheng wanted to help Grandma Qi up, but her legs were weak and she could hardly exert any strength, so the two big boys could only force her back on the sofa.

Qi Sibai's heart was mixed with panic and apprehension, and he no longer cared about her seeing him and Jiang Yusheng, so he helped her calmly with his hands and asked, "Grandma, how are you?"

Grandma Qi was panting heavily, sweating profusely, but still unable to make a sound, she could only forcefully raise her hand and cover her chest.

Qi Si Bai was startled almost the moment he recognized the pain in her heart.He was breathing quickly, and while instructing Jiang Yusheng to help her lie halfway on the sofa cushion, he rushed to the cabinet to get the medicine box, took out the emergency medicine and let her swallow it under her tongue.

Jiang Yusheng remembered that Qi Sibai had told him, so they were feeding the medicine, and he hurriedly got up to open the window to ventilate.

Grandma Qi was still clutching her chest, while Qi Sibai was observing her situation, searching for other medicines in the medicine box with one hand, and seemed to be looking for her phone with the other.

Jiang Yusheng came over and grabbed his cold hand, took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and asked him, "Do you want to call an ambulance?"

Just as Qi Sibai said "yes", Grandma Qi hurriedly raised her hand and waved it in the air.She was finally able to make some sound again, and said in a weak voice with a hoarse voice, "Don't... no, an ambulance."

She was sweating profusely, and said intermittently: "I... just lie down for a while, and I'll be fine."

Qi Sibai hesitated for a moment, then looked back at the taxi calling page that Jiang Yusheng had opened, held grandma's hand and said, "Don't call an ambulance, then let's take a taxi to the hospital, okay? Soon, the journey will take less than 10 minutes ..."

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In Qi Sibai's mind, the memories of that evening and later were muddled, consisting of several broken and chaotic fragments.

At the gate of the hospital, Jiang Yusheng carried grandma out of the car and went straight to the emergency room.Qi Sibai followed, his mind buzzing continuously, as if separated by the world.But almost the moment the doctor who came up to the emergency room opened his mouth to ask questions, he calmly helped to move Grandma Qi from Jiang Yuesheng's back to the stretcher, while answering grandma's basic questions fluently and concisely. Condition.

It was almost the same as the experience in the early morning three years ago, infusion, oxygen inhalation, and examination, but this time the adults in charge changed from Xu Xuan to him and Jiang Yusheng.What the doctor meant was that it was winter, and the old man was not cold enough to keep warm, and he was suddenly stimulated, causing a sudden acute attack of coronary heart disease.I was hospitalized for one night for transfusion, and I was able to go back after observing that there was nothing wrong.

After grandma fell asleep on the hospital bed with an infusion, Qi Sibai came out briefly, and faced Jiang Yusheng outside the ward in silence for a while.Jiang Yusheng hugged him restrainedly, asked him how Grandma Qi was doing, then he went in again and sat by the bed for a long time.

When it was close to midnight, Qi Xiuyuan and Xu Xuan rushed over.The memory about that period is too confusing, Qi Sibai only remembers Qi Xiuyuan's anxious and sullen sentence: "How can I not know what happened, kid?!"

The corridor of the inpatient department was very quiet at night, Qi Xiuyuan had deliberately lowered the volume, but such a question still hit Qi Sibai and Jiang Yusheng loudly like thunder.Qi Sibai stood by the wall with his head bowed, and when he was about to take a step forward to explain in front of Jiang Yusheng, Jiang Yusheng was the first to call his uncle.Qi Sibai frowned, and just called out to Dad, Xu Xuan, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly made a sound, interrupting them both unintentionally, and turned to ask about the doctor's diagnosis.

After that night, Qi Sibai insisted on staying with him in bed, Xu Xuan sent Jiang Yuesheng home before returning to the hospital, Qi Xiuyuan bought a ticket overnight and flew back to the place of business trip.

Early the next morning, Qi Sibai went downstairs to buy breakfast, and when he returned to the ward, grandma had already woken up and was chatting and laughing with Xu Xuan.Qi Sibai walked to the end of the bed hesitantly, and saw grandma looking over, smiled lightly, and asked in a normal way: "What did you buy?"

Qi Sibai was taken aback for a moment, Xu Xuan gave him a wink, took the plastic bag in his hand, and answered with a smile: "He just took a picture of the menu for me, and I chose something light..."

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After returning home from the hospital, Qi Sibai didn't go to school for several days, and during the day he held the competition book and stuck to Grandma Qi to read it.Grandma drove him to study in the house, and he hugged the man's arm and acted like a baby.Grandma Qi smiled and shook her head, letting him cling to her, she changed hands to touch the remote control to change a channel, or put on her reading glasses to flip through the books beside the sofa.After she came back, she rarely looked at her phone again.

Because of this illness, Grandma Qi was not as excited as when Qi Sibai just came back from the training camp, but it was not bad as usual, and treated Qi Sibai the same as usual, as if nothing happened on Monday afternoon.The four members of the family get together with Lele every day, almost the same as before, except——

No one in the family mentioned Jiang Yusheng again.

The adults had such a tacit understanding that Qi Sibai even suspected that even Qi Xiuyuan knew about it.He nervously followed this superficial balance, and couldn't figure out Xu Xuan's attitude, let alone grandma's.

This kind of peace and tranquility was broken one afternoon when Qi Sibai accidentally saw Grandma Qi sitting silently on the bedside of the room, wiping tears quietly by herself.

During those few seconds, Qi Sibai felt even more uncomfortable and out of breath than when Xu Xuan spoke in a crying voice in front of him that night.

He finally broke the fuzzy balance, stepped into the room, grabbed two tissues from the bedside table and sat there, wiping grandma's tears.

Grandma Qi seemed a little embarrassed, took the paper, waved her hand and said, "Hey, the old man always likes to be sad, it's nothing."

Before Qi Sibai could speak, Grandma Qi changed the subject with a smile, and wanted to drive him back to school, "There's no reason for a high school student to stay at home all day, don't you still have to discuss the test questions with the teachers? It’s going to be winter vacation in two weeks.”

Qi Sibai obediently agreed, looked at her expression, and said softly: "Don't you want to ask me something?"

Grandma Qi was stunned for a moment, then she couldn't help but turned her head, wiped away the moisture from the corners of her eyes, and said in silence for a while, "Don't ask. Grandma can tell."

The tip of Qi Sibai's nose suddenly turned sore, he frowned and hugged grandma's thin body, and held her neck for a while, then murmured softly: "Grandma...I don't want you to be sad."

"Grandma knows." She patted Qi Sibai's hair lightly, and said slowly, "Let grandma think again, Xiaobai."

When Qi Sibai returned to school, the final exam was a week away from the third grade.Everyone in the class was so busy that their feet didn't touch the ground. Even Jiang Yusheng put down the papers he usually read and started to review the classics.

Qi Sibai still frantically brushed the questions while they were frantically reviewing, which can be regarded as a kind of synchronization to a certain extent.

During this period of time, Jiang Yusheng was busy with his studies, and Qi Sibai also went home on time in the afternoon. The time they spent together was much less than before.They will still be teased and gossiped by the juniors and juniors they meet by chance everywhere on campus, and Mu Yangcheng will laugh at them when he is tortured by repeated study pressure.

Qi Sibai likes to lean close to Jiang Yusheng with a smile when he is being gossiped by other people, and when he returns home, he will also carefully avoid chatting with Jiang Yusheng on WeChat in front of adults.It's just that Jiang Yusheng seldom took the initiative to send him messages. Most of the time, he was the one who raised the topic first, but he didn't mention that Monday afternoon again.

They didn't seem to be any different from before, except that there was little opportunity for intimacy other than holding hands.

It can't be said that Qi Sibai suddenly realized one day before the winter vacation that he and Jiang Yuesheng were actually gradually returning to the state of friends.All the booing friends around don't know, they seem to be no different from good friends now.

The day before the holiday, after school, Qi Sibai and Jiang Yusheng walked slowly back to the downstairs of the community together.

The winter vacation is for two weeks.Qi Sibai stood under the tree in front of the unit, raised his eyes, and traced the outline of Jiang Yusheng's familiar facial features.He didn't know if he could see Jiang Yusheng during the [-]-day holiday.

Jiang Yusheng looked at him quietly, and suddenly asked, "Did Auntie know?

Qi Sibai nodded.Jiang Yusheng didn't ask before, so he didn't say anything.

Jiang Yusheng's hands hanging by his side moved, as if he wanted to lift up and touch Qi Sibai's head, or hug him.But in the end, his hand remained motionless.

"Xiaobai, you've lost too much weight recently." He said with a light frown.

Qi Sibai was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, "Xue Yuan also nagged that I lost weight two days ago. Hey, will it be more obvious to exercise muscles in this way?"

Jiang Yusheng said: "It's good as before, eat more."

Qi Sibai asked with a smile: "Do you like it before? Are you holding hands now?"

Jiang Yu paused for a while, then pulled the corners of his lips to deny: "No."

It's not hurt, it's heartache, and there are some unexplainable regrets.

"The dark circles under his eyes are so deep." Jiang Yusheng seemed to finally be unable to bear it, so he raised his hand and wiped the end of his eyes lightly, "Have a good rest during the Chinese New Year. I just happen to be at home with grandma and uncles and aunts."

Qi Sibai knew that Jiang Yusheng would not go home during the New Year, so he lived alone.He grabbed Jiang Yusheng's finger and said, "Didn't Mu Yangcheng want to form a few rounds to go out for fun during the winter vacation? Let's go together? If you think their game is boring, we can do it alone. Go out with my mother and the others." Play, they won't stop me."

Jiang Yusheng smiled and hooked his palm, but didn't respond, just said: "Go back, it's time for dinner at your house. Call me anytime during the winter vacation."

As he said that, his finger was pulled away from Qi Sibai's palm, and Qi Sibai grabbed it subconsciously, and it was empty.

As usual, they parted ways under the tree in front of the two units.

Wrapped in feathers, Qi Sibai walked into the gate of Unit [-], tapped the access control card to open the inner door, his heart skipped a beat for no reason, as if he was weightless.He suddenly realized that none of what Jiang Yusheng had babbled to him just now was about Jiang Yusheng himself.Regarding the matter between the two of them, it seemed that Qi Sibai didn't mention it, so he didn't ask at all.

Qi Sibai suddenly turned his head and looked out the door, and saw Jiang Yusheng standing under the tree and just turned around and walked home.

At that moment, he suddenly remembered a conversation between the two when he first met Jiang Yusheng a long time ago.

What Jiang Yusheng said at that time, according to Qi Sibai's understanding, meant that even if he didn't know how long he would live in this community, or whether the kittens in the cat litter would forget him afterward, he would still remember him every day. Going to feed, he will let those cubs have fun and dirty his trouser legs.

But if one day he wants to move away, he won't give up because of these kittens he once loved so much.Because he knows that after he leaves, the kitten will meet the next person who comes to feed him, and then he will soon forget about him.

Looking at Jiang Yuesheng's back through the glass door and the dry branches swaying in the cold wind, Qi Sibai suddenly thought of an inappropriate but somewhat apt analogy.

Is he the cat that Jiang Yusheng can turn around and throw away at any time after he has indulged and doted on him?

Almost at the moment when this question was formed in his mind, the erratic light in Qi Sibai's eyes suddenly settled down.He turned around and pushed open the glass door, facing the sound of hunting wind, walked towards Unit [-].

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The author has something to say:

long wait.

I’m not very good at chapters 87,88 and [-] (but because I’ve laid the groundwork before, my mother, grandma, and Sheng’s attitude towards feelings, so I feel that the ending must be rounded qwq), the writing is awkward and disturbing qwq These two chapters will be sent to everyone Red envelopes, Chirp~

ps. The bloody part is over, there will be no abuse and misunderstanding later;

pps. If there is an error in the relevant part of grandma’s illness, thank you for pointing it out (Also: the elderly don’t want to call an ambulance. This point is something I have experienced but it may not feel right. It’s written like this in the text, but don’t learn from Xiaobai approach~)