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City R always cools down at night.

Yan Yeran was lying on the guardrail of the bridge, with his hands outstretched, he could feel the wind blowing up from the surging river.

He didn't know how long he had been in a daze, but he felt as if he had no direction to go, so he stayed here.

Yan Yeran's method of revenge is very immature, he only has courage, but he doesn't know how to play tricks.

He went to Feng Yuan, thinking that the recording could leave some clues, but he accidentally injured Feng Yuan, and instead left himself a loophole to intentionally hurt others.

He went to find Zhao Qin, wanting to vindicate himself, but instead of meeting him, he found out that the other party was still at large all these years, and he lived a very happy life.

He wanted to set fire to Yan's house, but in the end he failed, and he sloppily stopped.The Yan family lived in the home he had imagined, and everything was going well, and the family was happy.

Yan Yeran tried very hard, but he only reached this level.

He used to think that he was quite boring, he would suffer any loss, and endure any trouble.People say he has a good temper, that's because he never looks for other people's affairs.Yan Yeran has a very miraculous ability to relieve pain by himself.

But the Yan family was the murderer who ruined his life, why he still couldn't do it.

What happened to murder and arson?He is always a person with a trumped-up criminal record, at worst, he will go to jail again.

But he still couldn't do it.

"What do people like me still do alive—"

Yan Yeran: "?"

He heard a crisp shout not far away, and turned his head to find a girl in a school uniform with a high ponytail, who was climbing up the guardrail.

Weeping while crawling: "Anyway, I can't do anything well, I'm a bit behind in everything, I can't compare with others, and I can't make much progress compared with myself. What do people like me do living, I just die!"

Yan Yeran stood still, watching her crawl.

For a long time, the girl's legs were still hanging on it, and she couldn't get up or get down.

She turned her head and looked at Yan Yeran in embarrassment.

Yan Yeran pointed her in a direction and said, "It's easy to climb there."

Girl: "?"

The place he mentioned happened to be an interface, and he could step over the guardrail with one step.This thing was there ten years ago, and it hasn't been repaired yet.

"Why are you like this?" The girl withdrew her foot, she was already crying with snot and tears, but when she heard Yan Yeran's indifferent words, she was even more sad, "If I really jump down today, you will Accomplice!"

Yan Yeran glanced at her lightly, but said nothing.

If you really want to jump, you won't run to him at all.Being so close, I obviously didn't dare to jump, but I wanted to vent.

But Yan Yeran is not in the mood to be such a good person at all.

He has done enough good deeds, if he saves people, who will save him?

"Wow-"

Seeing his indifferent reaction, the girl burst into tears, as if Yan Yeran was the one who bullied her and made her want to commit suicide, she squatted down crying, hugged her knees, and started talking to herself, or maybe it was just innocent Vent anger:

"Why do I have to do it? I just can't get full marks in the exam. I just don't want to study medicine. My limit is what I am now. I have already repeated it twice and I have to continue. What's the point of continuing a hundred times... I It’s just that there is no way to meet their expectations of me, I can’t do this... I’m an idiot, so I don’t deserve to live? I can’t get the scores they want me to take, so I don’t deserve to live?”

She cried and cried, stood up by herself again,

Kan Yan also ignored her at all, and she continued to climb the railing with arrogance and arrogance, crying while climbing:

"So life is also an exam. If you fill in the wrong answer, you will be eliminated. If this is the case, I will eliminate myself—"

This time she really made it to climb up, riding on the guardrail. When the wind blew, she startled herself, but she didn't fall off.

Yan Yeran took a look, and finally walked over with a frown, and he held her back.

Those red eyes turned to look at Yan Yeran, and asked, "Why?"

Yan Yeran said, "Come down."

"What's none of your business? My own life, I don't want it anymore, let it go!"

Yan Yeran didn't let go, but pulled very tightly.

He thought, if it were him in the past, he would probably have to explain a lot of truths to her.

For example, if life is not in a hurry, all storms will pass.

For example, how can you see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain, and the suffering you have suffered now will become your precious memory in the future.

But Yan Yeran couldn't say a word.

He couldn't even comfort himself, how could he comfort others.

But Yan Yeran didn't say nothing, he asked her: "Is there no one in this world worth keeping for you?"

"No!" The girl didn't want to refute immediately, but then sniffed her nose again, as if hesitating, "Maybe..."

"Ten years ago, I also wanted to jump from here."

Yan Yeran said, sighing at length, he felt that it was a very stupid thing to comfort others with his own past.Looking for resonance?Bo sympathy?Distract?

Maybe he just wanted to vent.

"At that time I met some..." Yan Yeran thought for a while and said,

"It's hard. I also feel like I can't take it anymore, I can't live. Every day when I wake up, I feel pain, realize that I am still alive, and I am scared because I don't want to face a new day. It feels like there is no hope for anything. You might as well jump out of here."

"Then why didn't you dance?" After speaking, the girl covered her mouth, "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to ask..."

"I know." Yan Yeran changed from grabbing her clothes to grabbing her hands to ensure that she would not fall suddenly, and said, "Because there are still people who can't let go."

"Is it family?"

Yan Yeran didn't nod or shake his head, but continued: "I won't compare the troubles you encountered with my problems back then, who is more serious, because I know that when people can't survive, they just walk on If you fall down on the road, you will feel that you can't live. So I stopped you, but I didn't want to persuade you to live."

The girl was stunned, and subconsciously grabbed the guardrail.

Then I heard Yan Yeran say: "Emotions are temporary. Every day in this world, countless people have thoughts of dying in the past. I stop you because I suggest that you stabilize your emotions first, and then think about it after you have vented your current anger and sadness." Thinking, is there really no meaning worth staying? If there is really no, it’s not too late to jump.”

"Your consolation is so weird...you won't push me down?" The girl trembled, retracting her legs, and said, "Besides, who wants to die when their emotions are stable."

Yan Yeran didn't speak.

The two of them went up and down in a stalemate for a while, and the cold wind made people's heart palpitate.

The girl thought of something, suddenly shivered, and asked in a low voice: "Brother... So you are here now because you still want to die after venting your emotions, right?"

People's rebellious bones are born in different periods.

People like Jiang Qi are naturally disobedient to anything.

When Yan Yeran was young and used to accepting everything, Jiang Qi had already resisted everything.

He dares to do anything and is not afraid of anything.

When 16-year-old Yan Yeran endured humiliation in the Yan family, 16-year-old Jiang Qi was already reckless and indulgent in his own life.

From the moment they met, Yan Yeran knew that Jiang Qi was an unstoppable gust of wind.

That year, he violently scraped Yan Yeran's life, destroying it.

And Yan Yeran's way of loving him is to chase after this gust of wind, until the entire youthful years are sucked into the storm and defeated.

But contrary to Jiang Qizheng, Yan Yeran's rebellion was born too late.

He has no ambitions, no desires, the only thing he will not give up until he achieves his goal is to chase Jiang Qi.

These years, no matter how hard the days are, he can live through them, and no matter how much he suffers, he thinks that if he doesn't look back, he won't be hurt by the past again.Self-deception is a kind of false optimism, but Yan is also used to it.

But today, at an inappropriate time, he suddenly woke up from following the crowd.

Yan Yeran, who had been late for many years, rebelled, and he mustered up the courage to turn back. With ten years of hatred and resentment, he wanted to take revenge on those who hurt him.

But found that he was like a mayfly in the huge waves.

He can't take revenge on those people, just like he couldn't catch up with Jiang Qi back then.

The unwillingness that had been hidden in his heart for many years suddenly surged.

His life was such a failure.

……

Yan Yeran did not answer her words for a long time.

"I, I'll come down first."

I don't know whether it was Yan Yeran's reverse comfort that worked, or the cold wind cleared the girl's mind.She decided to come down.

Yan Yeran supported her hand and stepped back a little so that she could jump off.Maybe it was because the mood was really stable, but the girl was a little scared, and couldn't move her legs for a while.

Yan Yeran was just about to say whether to hug her down, but suddenly found that the girl's whole body was tense.

In fact, there should have been a good result.

But just when the dust was about to settle, a middle-aged man yelled loudly in the distance:

"Damn girl, the whole family has been looking for you all night! Do you know that there is an exam tomorrow, and you are still fooling around with some dubious people here! See if I don't deal with you—"

Before the words fell, Yan Yeran felt the clothes loosen in his hands.

When the reaction came, the person had already fallen down.

Sometimes people are like this, thinking that they have figured it out and stabilized their emotions, but in fact they haven't.

Many things are hidden in the heart.

Once stimulated again, it is out of control.

Behind him came the angry roar of the girl's father.

Yan Yeran didn't even think about it, turned over and jumped over the guardrail, and jumped down, just in time to grab the girl's hand.

But it didn't help either.

The river is swift, the night is cloudy, and once the icy water catches two people who have no way out, they will not let go.

Only then did Yan Yeran think of how to answer the girl's question.

Do you still want to die after venting your emotions?

I found that I couldn't get justice for myself, and I was soft-hearted for my enemy, and I found that the lover I had been waiting for for ten years actually didn't love him that much.

He felt so tired that it could really be over.

But at the moment of falling, he didn't regret the hatred in the past, he only wanted Jiang Qi.

Yan Yeran finally understood why he could escape the past ten years and spend those lonely and desolate years safely.

Because he is always looking forward to something.

He said that he didn't want to, he didn't care anymore, it was hard to get overwhelmed.

But when Jiang Qi told him that he had no lover and proposed to get back together, he was easily shaken.

When the doctor told him that Jiang Qi was the medicine to save his life, he ran towards Jiang Qi without hesitation.

A person like him forgets the pain when the scar heals, and there is no cure for it.

When he fell into the water with a plop, the unwillingness became even stronger.

Yan Yeran grabbed the girl's hand and desperately brought her out of the water, but the river was bitter and he quickly lost his strength.

He finally burst out all his grievances while suffocating——

do not die.

I would rather live in embarrassment than die.

Because of the superstitious belief that Jiang Qi could rescue him from the mountains of swords and seas of fire, so he waited for ten years, didn't he?

If there is no consummated love in the future he is waiting for, how unwilling he is.

Suddenly, a pair of hands grabbed him.

Yan Yeran only felt a long-lost warmth at the last moment of drowning.

In the mist, he was rescued, but he couldn't open his eyes.

What happened, he didn't know.

He could only feel the warm drops of water falling between his brows, and the scalding body temperature wrapping his body.

I don't know if it's a dream or something else, I just heard someone say: "Yan Yeran, I'm just a step late, you just thought of this parable. This is the best way to get revenge on me, isn't it?"

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感谢在2022-05-1322：24：19～2022-05-1511：31：54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: Haruka, one lucky ball (=^▽^=);

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 rabbit nest;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: roast leg of lamb, chabei, lucky meatballs (=^▽^=), 1 ice skin mung bean cake;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 49 bottles of Dongxian; 29 bottles of leaving all our memories; . . , 10 bottles of fish-style memory; 1 bottle of Yi, Zhong わり, ゆ, Tassel Forget, Linnea;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!