Can't fly

In the rainy season, Fang Fei's role in "Time Is Like Fire" was completed.

"Zhou Chi" finally sacrificed his life for the truth, insisted on exercising despite his illness, and was arrested and imprisoned.In prison, he wrote letters to his friend "Luo Yuxiang" - a progressive young man played by Zhao Dali - and sent them out one by one like flakes every day, but he himself never saw the blue sky and white clouds again. He died of illness in prison.

Those letters were compiled and published by Luo Yuxiang after traveling across the ocean, and sent back to China, which inspired many young people like them.

Fang Fei likes the story of Zhou Chi very much.

When filming the finale scene, the filming location of the crew had moved from Haicheng to Donghe.

In the loud "Congratulations on the finale", Fang Fei held the flowers sent by Liu Xiao and screenwriter Xiao Wu, surrounded by several actors who worked closely together.Cui Qi hugged his shoulders intimately. It's a pity that his best friend Zhao Dali from the production team went to Pingjing to record the show because of the schedule, and couldn't make it back for a while.

Liu Xiao sent him a sentence on behalf of the crew: "There are regrets before the follow-up, Ah Fei, I wish you better and better!"

The luggage was packed long ago, Fang Fei had a simple meal with the crew members, and left first in order not to delay the filming process.

Tang Ao asked him to return to Beijing quickly because he had arranged another job.

She is a workaholic, and the artists she brings out may not be the best in acting, nor are they necessarily the most topical, but they are definitely the favorite of the partners and have a stable reputation.

So when Yang Yuanyi asked about the shooting time, Fang Fei lied, saying that there were still some scenes that needed to be filmed first, and it was estimated that it would be delayed for a week or two-he didn't want to see Yang Yuanyi at this time.

Not long ago, the Star Orchestra held three concerts in Lingang.

After the last performance, the official homepage released several behind-the-scenes photos. Among them, not only the mayor of Lingang, the famous director Ye Chengrong, his cotyledon Ye Xiehui, and Yang Yuanyi in a black suit took a group photo with the orchestra conductor.

Standing in the corner, Yang Yuanyi is 1 meters tall and eye-catching. He is born with the appearance condition of preempting the vision. His slightly curly long hair is neatly combed and tied behind his head.Suits and bow ties, formal attire for concerts.

He smiles politely and falsely, and is an emotionless humanoid pendant.

Catching wind and shadows, someone soon determined that Yang Yuanyi went to this concert mostly to meet Yu Nuo—even in the group photo, one of them is far left and the other is far right, which can be interpreted as "deliberately avoiding suspicion".

Then came the so-called inside information: Yu Nuo had divorced, and she and Yang Yuanyi were indeed old acquaintances.

Lest the latter is not true enough, supporting evidence has also begun to circulate on the Internet.The photos of Yu Nuo's early years in the Pingjing City Orchestra were found, and a few members gathered privately, and the younger Yang Yuanyi was on the list.

All of a sudden, gossip was rampant, and the troublemakers teased whether this was a "reunion after a broken mirror" or a "movie script".

Yang Yuanyi did not respond positively to these speculations.

On the day of wrapping up, there was a five-hour gap before the flight back to Pingjing.

After saying hello to Xiao Ai, Fang Fei went to Zishan, a famous scenic spot in Donghe, alone.

The continuous rain makes the city seem to be soaked in foggy water bubbles, blurred and decadent, and the plants turn dark green, with black and white gray walls, skyscrapers and asphalt roads, in a suspenseful and dramatic tone.

After the rain, late autumn is approaching, but the sycamore trees all over the mountain have not faded their greenness, and the unique fragrance of plants lingers among the branches and leaves.

Fang Fei rented a bicycle and wandered aimlessly along the cycling path.

Yinshan Temple is located in the most corner of Zishan Mountain. The yellow wall and thirteen-story stone pagoda on the map made Fang Fei suddenly happy.He bought a ticket, walked in, walked through a path full of evergreens, a large lawn, turned left at the fork in the road, and a small temple was located in the dense forest.

The surrounding area is extremely quiet and there are few tourists.

Looking at the bronze statue in the Daxiong Palace, Fang Fei was a little surprised.

It seems that the number of worshiping Buddha has also increased recently.

I feel that everything around me is uncontrollable, so human beings put their hopes on the illusory gods and Buddhas.Fang Fei didn't believe it before, but recently he had long nights and dreams, so he looked up at the Buddha statue quietly for a moment, then fell to his knees.

Compared with a year ago, now I have works, contacts, and generous rewards that I can't even imagine.

He should have nothing to desire.

But those photos lingered in his eyes, making him restless in sleep.

Then please Buddha bless you, don't want anything, let everything be a false alarm, let all the uneasiness stay in your heart, and give him a chance to love Yang Yuanyi openly and openly without any suspicion.

Closing his eyes, and pressing his brows against the rough futon, Fang Fei took a deep breath and straightened up.

After leaving the Daxiong Palace, a sweet-scented osmanthus tree is planted in the southeast corner.Some years old, the tree is tall and straight, with luxuriant branches and leaves, but a bunch of flowers hang down before the flowering season.

Orange red, maybe osmanthus.

The branches are covered with red ropes, which are well-proportioned, with "Namo Amitabha Buddha" on the front, and the owner's wish written in golden handwriting from all over the world on the back.Fang Fei always felt that these actions were childish and meaningless. Facing the monk's eyes, he dropped a ten-yuan note and took a red string.

I struggled with writing for a while, and after finishing a short line, I hung it on the highest place I could reach.

When he walked to the gate of the temple, he turned his head again, the yellow wall set off, and the branches and leaves of the sweet-scented osmanthus tree swayed.

Donghe took off, and the flight took nearly three hours.

Fang Fei was awakened by the huge turbulence on the landing. He looked out the porthole of the plane, and dense raindrops covered his vision.The gray airport, the gray sky, like his unwillingness to face anything at this moment.

Earlier, he asked Tang Ao to find him a new house, but he also kept it from Yang Yuanyi.Fang Fei has a little more money, because of his suspicious mind, he doesn't want to put all of himself on Yang Yuanyi, like a parasite, one day he is boring and has nowhere to go, he has to plan for himself.

At the same time, Fang Fei admits that these distrusts are all self-inflicted, and maybe there is nothing between Yang Yuanyi and Yu Nuo.

But pessimism and cowardice began to haunt him again, making him always think about the worst.

After landing, Xiao Ai first received a call from Tang Ao asking her to take Fang Fei to the new house for a trial stay, and contact the agency to see if there was any inconvenience.She reported to Fang Fei that there was a driver waiting for him, and she would find Fang Fei with her luggage later.

Fang Fei said yes.

As soon as I walked into the aisle, I felt as if there were more people around me—they were fans who picked me up?

Fang Fei never thought about this treatment, but he kept calm and at his own pace.There were about a dozen fans, all girls, either holding their mobile phones or simply armed with long guns and short cannons, and moved forward around him.

The shutter sounded incessantly beside his ears, and someone occasionally asked him "how is your day", but he didn't really expect him to answer sincerely, as if it was a routine.

Fang Fei didn't hate fans, but the sky was gloomy and he was in a bad mood. He ignored all cameras and footsteps, and walked faster and faster in a dull manner.

The field of vision is concentrated in the area two or three meters in front of him, and occasionally someone walks towards him from the opposite side.

Crowded airports are the norm.

Fang Fei doesn't care if anyone picks up the plane, he is extremely tired, because of the things he has to face in the future and a lot of assumptions, he just wants to go back and have a good sleep, but he is not sure if he will suffer from insomnia in the new environment .

Another person came, with oxford leather shoes, standing in front of him.

"Fang Fei."

The familiar voice rang along with the notice of a certain flight delay, numb half of Fang Fei's body, he raised his head in surprise, and sure enough, he saw an unexpected person.

Yang Yuanyi's shirt collar was loose, his hair was slightly messy, and his eyes were bloodshot, staring at him fiercely.

The sound of the shutter that wrapped him stopped for a second, and the people behind the camera poked out their eyes in surprise and looked curiously at the man who suddenly appeared.Yang Yuanyi took a step forward and approached Fang Fei, lowering his voice:

"You don't tell me when you come back."

Fang Fei dodged for a moment and asked, "Why do I have to tell you?"

Hesitation flashed in the gray-blue eyes, Yang Yuanyi reached out and grabbed him regardless, and dragged Fang Fei towards the parking lot.He struggled, but Yang Yuanyi's hands were like a pair of pliers, pinching his bones almost to pieces.

"Come with me."

Yang Yuanyi has long legs, striding Fang Fei forward, easily shutting the group of long guns and short cannons outside the elevator car, not caring about their reaction.

As the elevator went down, Yang Yuanyi turned his back but did not relax, still holding him.

The stainless steel door reflected his face.

Fang Fei seldom sees fatigue intuitively from Yang Yuanyi's expression. Now he is completely passive, but he is not panicked at all, and he is not afraid that something will make Yang Yuanyi unhappy.

He couldn't tell where his presumptuousness came from, he just felt—

Yang Yuanyi wrapped himself in suit and leather armor again, but he was not so invulnerable anymore.

About a hundred meters down from the airport, the parking lot was filled with the smell of gasoline, and Fang Fei felt like throwing up.

At this time, he was full of resistance to Yang Yuanyi, until he was dragged all the way in front of the big G, Fang Fei pulled his hand back vigorously, and Yang Yuanyi slammed him against the car door.

"Don't be provocative." Yang Yuanyi approached him with anger in his eyes.

Then he turned on the co-pilot and briefly ordered: "Go up."

"Someone is coming to pick me up."

"You said you won't be back in two weeks." Yang Yuanyi calmly turned a deaf ear to all his words, "Cheat me, huh?"

Fang Fei maintained a refusing posture, no longer struggled, but turned his head and remained motionless.

He has almost never resisted contact so much, Yang Yuanyi feels uneasy in his heart, and more of it is loss and worry.Instinct told him not to let go, but Yang Yuanyi couldn't say anything else to keep him.

"Go up." Yang Yuanyi wanted to push him, "Come home with me now!"

"That's not my home." Fang Fei suddenly raised his voice, "I don't have a 'home' in Pingjing!"

Yang Yuanyi suddenly let go of him: "What's wrong with you today?"

The emotions piled up to the top, and the blood, which was close to boiling point, cooled down halfway. Fang Fei's back was sweated coldly by the impatience in his tone.Meeting Yang Yuanyi's gaze, Fang Fei didn't know how to control his expression: "What's wrong with me? I just want to be alone for a while, can't I?"

"Then tell me straight up, why did you lie to me?"

Fang Fei's lips moved slightly, holding back the phrase "I don't want to see you".

I still have reservations in my heart, afraid of slipping all the way into the irreversible abyss.

He didn't speak for a long time, and Yang Yuanyi's anger also calmed down.

Trapping Fang Fei between his arms, he asked in a questioning tone: "I saw the news of your finale in the middle of the meeting and hurriedly asked Liu Xiao what was going on. He said that you left Donghe. I'm not sure if you're going back to Pingping directly. Jing, I contacted Tang Ao, she played Tai Chi with me, and she also said that you plan to go home - you rented a house and never planned to tell me, right?"

"..."

"why did not you tell me?"

"...No need." After Fang Fei finished speaking, he was surprised that he would be ruthless to Yang Yuanyi.

The face of the other party changed: "I guessed it, that's why I dropped my work and came to the airport immediately, just to see if I could stop you. If it wasn't for this flight, I would just wait here until you arrive; if I can't wait today... ..."

If I can't wait for you today——

Yang Yuanyi almost blurted out: Then I may never see you again.

Fang Fei would also leave him.

A strong premonition of terror drove him to shut up.

"Go back first, okay?" Yang Yuanyi almost begged him.

Fang Fei's head was buzzing deep, and he couldn't even hear his own words clearly and could only resist instinctively.

"I won't go with you."

"Afi?"

Yang Yuanyi frowned slightly, with a sad expression.

But the hands holding him were not loose, and Fang Fei suspected that the wrist bones had been pinched and bruised.

He usually pretends to be coquettish because of a little bit of pain, and he is often tortured so much that he can't help crying while begging Yang Yuanyi not to let go, but now his bones seem to be cracking, but Fang Fei doesn't feel it at all.

Close enough that the parking lot is not well lit.

Fang Fei looked directly into those gray-blue eyes, and saw two reflections from inside.

The sweet-scented osmanthus in Yinshan Temple hadn't bloomed yet, but he smelled the fragrance inexplicably, preventing the situation from slipping into an irreversible abyss.

"A Fei, don't be like this." Yang Yuanyi never talked to him in a pitiful tone, "What's wrong with you? You were fine when we met last time, why didn't you come with me all of a sudden?"

"..."

"We'll talk about it when we get home, shall we?"