A bowl of sweet soup

The suicide by cutting his wrist was one month before his high school entrance examination.

It's funny to say that Lu Ci actually committed suicide because of family reasons, but after his incident happened, his parents blamed him on the school.The school suppressed this matter, and heard that several psychological counseling classes were urgently held. Originally, there were no classes on weekends, so I gave the students a few days off.

His classmates didn't know what happened, so they told Lu Ci happily: "Hahahaha! I don't know if you are sick. The school didn't know how to show kindness these days and even had a holiday. I heard that some students seemed to be mentally depressed. I'm going to commit suicide by jumping off a building."

"By the way, what sick leave did you ask for? What's wrong? Is it serious?"

Lu Ci thought to himself: This is thanks to me.

It can be regarded as a special memory about youth.

Looking back now, Lu Ci didn't know whether he had fully awakened his sexual orientation towards men at that time.

Most likely not.

Later, he read such a passage in the book, saying:

People often want to persuade others, not to be persuaded.And after the views they believe are denied by others, they will usually instinctively defend their views.

——Even though he didn’t pay much attention to this point of view at first, and he himself doubted whether it was correct.

It is precisely because of the negation and suppression from the outside world that he has subconsciously become more and more persistent in this view.

He wasn't too excited when he secretly wore women's clothing, he just thought it was quite normal and he looked good in whatever he wore.

Whether or not it was his narcissistic heart that was at work has been impossible to verify.

Anyway, after being educated, beaten, and scolded as a "pervert" once, he thought rebelliously in his heart: Yes, I am a pervert!

Isn't it weird that just because liking a man seems to have become a family disgrace overnight?Did he turn into a monster?Is his parents' love for him so insignificant?

Dad doubted his masculinity education had gone wrong, and became furious.

My mother first complained that it was because she didn't raise him by her side that she couldn't be close to him, and that she was so disobedient, and then she cried and told him to let him learn better?

At that time, Lu Ci almost wanted to admit that he was just talking angrily and deliberately confronting his parents, but he really couldn't bear to speak ill of grandma, so he swallowed his words when he admitted his mistake.

He was fined to kneel down, and he had to kneel every day after returning home. The bruises on his knees did not heal for more than a month.

One day when grandma called, Lu Ci couldn't help crying.

Grandma asked him what was the matter, Lu Ci only said that he missed grandma, and a day later, grandma came to see him by car from her hometown, and saw him being punished to kneel when she entered the door, so she knew what happened.

Lu Ci kept his head down, not looking at grandma's expression.

He was afraid that even his grandmother who loved him the most would be disappointed in him.

Grandma's attitude towards this matter is unbelievable, a bit incomprehensible, but after all, she is the grandson she brought up. In comparison, the love for the child still overwhelms other emotions.

She felt that Lu Ci was miserable enough.

So, she chose to learn about homosexuality.

When she was young, it was a time of rapid turbulence in social thinking, but she was very open at that time. She has experienced the days when she opened her eyes every day and found that someone died around her. What's the point of accepting that her grandson is gay?

Just live.

Her acceptance was a resigned acceptance.

Lu Ci is already very grateful for this, at least it made him feel that there is still a blood dear to him.

Those days were like drowning in the deep sea, dark and suffocating, his parents began to discipline him strictly, picking him up and dropping him off from school, being vigilant about every boy around him, even checking the books he read more strictly , lest he be exposed to more poisonous thoughts.

Does this count as concern?Lu Ci thought.

His personality became very gloomy and silent for a while, he couldn't sleep at night, felt sleepy during the day, couldn't concentrate in class, and his grades steadily declined, getting worse and worse.

Originally, his parents wanted him to enter the top high school in the province. Seeing his grades plummet, they quickly found a tutor for him. They were not allowed to go out on weekends and had to make up lessons at home, but it was of no use.

So his parents became more and more disappointed with him.

Since the third year of junior high school, he has been trapped by a kind of extreme exhaustion, as if all his emotions have been drained, and he neither feels that there is anything worthy of his happiness, nor can he feel the so-called pain.

Just tired, very tired.

Obviously, he has let himself only think about studying every day, filling his mind with knowledge, but when it comes time for the exam, he can't find useful information from the messy information when he picks up his pen.

Like a fool.My brain is broken.

Fortunately, he had a good foundation in his studies before, so even if he did a little badly in the exam, he wouldn't fail in the end.

At most, it can be said that it has fallen from the top to the middle and upper reaches.

It's just not as bright as before.

He was anxious and worked hard, but a bad state was a bad state.

Until here, he felt that his life was still stable and ordinary.

In the day-to-day negation of his parents, he unconsciously deepened the idea that he insisted that he was gay, even though he hadn't liked a man around him yet.

Then, on a rainy day.

Lu Ci remembered that it was a rainy day.

It had just rained when he came home that day, and the road was wet, and the small puddles were like mirrors of different shapes, reflecting his figure.

He likes the fresh air after the rain, the smell of rain, grass and the slight smell of soil, and the road is also very quiet.

The bottom of his trousers was wet, so he went to the bathroom to change out the soiled trousers. He had just put the trousers into the laundry basket, and found that there was a piece of trousers that should be Dad's in the laundry basket, and a corner of the pocket was exposed.

Lu Ci thought, if you put it directly into the washing machine, it will stir up the washing machine full of paper debris.

So he kindly pulled out the little piece of paper.

At first glance, it was a hospital registration form.

Obstetrics and Gynecology.

The patient's name is mother.

As smart as he is, he can think of many possibilities in an instant.

He stood there blankly, feeling like a clown.

After regaining his senses, while his parents were not at home, he rummaged around at home, and finally found the pregnancy test report in the drawer of his mother's dresser.

At this moment, the emotions he had lost for a long time returned to him in one breath, bursting out like a flood.

He began to cry.

He will have a brother or sister.

It was supposed to be a happy thing for him, he always felt lonely and always wanted to have a brother or sister.

After crying, 13-year-old Lu Ci thought a lot. He thought that he should pretend to be ignorant and continue to maintain a superficial peace.

But he is still a half-grown child.

When he saw his parents, he couldn't hold back.

During dinner, he was still in his head, and asked coldly: "Mom, I know you went to the obstetrics and gynecology department, are you going to add a younger brother or sister to me?"

Mom froze for a moment, and said, "Oh...it was an accident, Xiaobao, I think since I'm pregnant, let's give birth, it's hard to get rid of it."

Dad said: "From now on, you will be an older brother. You must have a sense of responsibility to be the boss and take care of your younger siblings, you know?"

What did Lu Ci do?

Hysterically opposed?

No.

He just smiled slightly and said, "Well, okay."

Some days passed.

One day, unable to sleep in the middle of the night, he heard them discussing outside their parents' bedroom:

"What can I do if his grades are so poor?"

"It's not too bad."

"I don't have time to take care of him when the little one is born."

"Ugh."

"Anyway, it's like this. Why don't you send him to your hometown to be taught by the old woman. She has already taught him to be like this. You can't beat him or scold him."

"In the future, we must take the little ones with us and raise them. I won't let my mother interfere."

"She didn't like me when I married in. Do you think she has a grudge against me, and why is she trying to confront me?"

Lu Ci didn't listen.

He doesn't mind going to school with grandma, and even looks forward to it. He likes grandma, and he thinks he will be free and happy in high school beside grandma.

But it can't be thrown over like garbage.

at this moment.

He felt like an orphan, an orphan with both parents.

One month before the high school entrance examination.

His parents discussed with him about which high school to study, and suggested that he might as well go to his grandma to go to high school.

Lu Ci said, "I want to study in Provincial High School."

Dad said: "Then you work harder, and if you pass the exam, I will let you study."

He doesn't want to stay with his parents, but he wants to go to a better high school, get a room, and be free.

Lu Ci held his breath and studied like crazy. His grades improved again, and he was determined to show his parents some color in the last mock exam before the high school entrance examination, and let them know that he is not a waste.

However, it was probably during that time that he was particularly unlucky. On the day of the exam, he developed a low-grade fever. After returning home, he took some medicine and slept through the night.Parents didn't even realize that he was sick because he slept so long today.

Naturally, he was not as good as usual in the exam when he was sick. Not only did he not make progress, but he even retreated a bit.

Lu Ci himself was hit hard.

After seeing his report card, my father said, "Let me tell you, you still want to take the high school exam. How do you get your grades now? I see that you study in the middle of the night every day, and you will act like it? If you are not efficient, you will learn in vain. "

That night.

He couldn't sleep, got up, and cut his wrists to commit suicide.

Fortunately, he was discovered early and sent to the hospital for timely rescue.

After a few days in the hospital, he was released.

After dying once, he thought about it instead.

I happily went back to my hometown to study in a much more ordinary high school. Except for meeting a few idiots, I spent three years of high school in peace.

As I grew up, the stupid things I did when I was a child seemed like a bizarre dream.

He can evaluate it as if he was watching a joke, evaluating how stupid he used to be, and only knows to do some useless work that hurts himself.

Lu Ci never expected anyone to save him.

Grandma taught him that it is better to ask for others than to ask for oneself.

He intends to take himself away.

Even though he was happy with Tang Zheng, he never thought about asking Tang Zheng to do anything.

They are all ordinary people in the world, where are there so many magnificent plots?

Feeling like he was in a dream, Lu Ci walked to the window and opened the curtains. Sure enough, he really saw a big stupid man standing by the fence.

Tang Zheng was still holding onto the fence with both hands, pressing his face against it, and immediately spotted him, and grinned at him, showing his white teeth.

Lu Ci also couldn't help smiling, and waved to him.

Therefore, Lu Ci never imagined that Tang Zheng would suddenly appear at his door, saying that he would take him away.

Suddenly, he was very, very, very eager to get a hug from Tang Zheng, a strong and warm hug.

Lu Ci sent a message to Tang Zheng: [Okay, I'll go with you. 】

[Wait for me, I'll pack the suitcase. 】

Lu Ci turned around and hurriedly started packing his things. He murmured to the opened suitcase on the ground: "If I had known it, I wouldn't be driving so fast. Then I could just pick it up and leave."

It took a while to tidy up.

There was a knock on the door.

Lu Ci didn't open the door directly, but asked angrily, "Who is it?"

A childish voice sounded outside: "Brother, it's me."

Lu Ci opened the door with a much gentler tone: "What's the matter?" He felt that the tone just now was too fierce and might scare him, so he rubbed the soft hair on the top of his head to comfort him.

The younger brother blinked his big eyes and asked, "Can you play with me?"

Lu Ci said, "No way, brother has something to do."

The younger brother didn't make a fuss, and said, "Do you need my help?"

Lu Ci laughed, pointed his index finger at his lips, made a silent gesture, and said "shh", "Be good, don't tell mom and dad what I'm doing is helping my brother."

The kid was squatting in the corner next to the suitcase like a puppy watching him organize things, not taking them out, but putting them in. He realized something was wrong and asked, "Brother, what are you doing?"

Lu Ci said, "My brother is going out."

The younger brother was stunned for a moment, then he suddenly stopped and said, "You just went home and are going out again?"

"Where are you going? Are you going to play? To grandma's house? Can you take me with you? I want to go out to play too?"

Lu Ci sighed, but shook his head in refusal.

This little guy was about to cry immediately, his big eyes were filled with tears, and he could cry immediately as soon as he gave an order. Lu Ci was afraid of him: "Don't cry, don't cry, okay? Didn't you say that you are a little man?"

The younger brother wiped away his tears with his fists, and his mouth was squeezed into a honeycomb. He asked, "Can you really not take me with you? I will be very good."

Lu Ci said: "I'm sorry, if Mom and Dad agree, brother will take you there again."

At this time, the mother came to look for the younger brother, found his room, opened the door and came in and saw the younger son crying, and said indiscriminately, "What's the matter with you, did you make my brother cry on purpose?"

The younger brother said: "My brother wants to go out to play, don't take me, mom, can you let my brother take me with me?"

Mom turned to look at him again, and asked suspiciously, "Going out to play? Where are you going?"

"Going out just after you came back? You lost your temper and went to grandma's house after saying a few words about you? How old are you, can't you be more mature?"

Lu Ci said, "No, I'm going to find my boyfriend."

The mother covered her brother's ears, as if she thought it was a foul language, and she was afraid that the child would hear it.

Things were pretty chaotic after that.

Mom scolded him, and dad scolded him too.

"Are you crazy? Lu Ci!"

"Do you know how much it cost your family to raise you?"

"You take so much money from me every month and you are still so disobedient."

"How can there be such an unfilial child like you? Don't you know how to be grateful?"

"Don't give me a bad face, if you have the ability, don't use the money I gave you, your suitcase, your clothes, your computer, your tuition fees, which one is not from me? "

The mother took the younger brother away, but through the door, he could still hear his younger brother crying, the childish voice was shrill, as if he was about to knock down the roof.

Dad pointed to his nose and said, "Look at you, you are not a man, a woman is not a woman. Once you come back, you will make a mess in the house. Can't you be more peaceful and behave yourself?"

After listening silently, Lu Ci said, "Then I won't bring it with me. Is that okay?"

After speaking, Lu Ci stepped over his father and walked out through the open door. At first, he just walked quickly, and then his pace became faster and faster, as if he was about to trot.

He pushed open the heavy gate of the villa and pressed the switch of the iron gate of the yard.

"Crack."

The iron door slid open to both sides.

Tang Zheng stood there.

Looking at him, he asked in a daze, "Eh? Where's the luggage?"

Lu Ci ran down the steps with ease, and said with a smile, "I don't bring it anymore."

Tang Zheng came to his senses, raised his foot and walked towards him, and after only two steps, Lu Ci had already bumped into his arms with a cool breeze, and he only had time to open his arms hastily and catch him.

The force was too great, and he turned around to relieve the force.

Tang Zheng was flattered.

Hold people in your arms like a baby.

Lu Ci jumped high, was hugged by him, put his arms around his neck and said, "I didn't bring my wallet, I have to buy the bus ticket to your house for me."

Tang Zheng agreed without hesitation: "Oh."

Lu Ci got off Tang Zheng's body, stood still, and took his hand.

I haven't had time to say another word to him.

A furious scold came from the building not far away: "Who?!"

Tang Zheng looked over and saw a middle-aged man who looked similar to Lu Ci. He looked a little like a father and son, but he had a completely different temperament. The man's brow lines were particularly heavy.

Lu Ci pulled his hand firmly and said, "What are you doing standing there? Run."

Tang Zheng seemed to be still standing there in a daze, which made Lu Ci anxious. He tried to grab Tang Zheng and escape, but he couldn't pull Tang Zheng. Tang Zheng was as strong and stable as a mountain.

Lu Ci's heart was beating wildly in panic, and his palms were sweating.

Tang Zheng grasped his hand tightly, glanced at him, and then turned to Lu Ci's father who was walking quickly. He adjusted his steps slightly, and made himself face Lu Ci's father very squarely, and asked, "Are you Lu Ci's father?" father of words?"

He bowed deeply, and said sternly, "Hello, I'm Lu Ci's boyfriend, my name is Tang Zheng, and there's a soup with three points of water, and Zheng Zheng's strong bones."

"Please stop scolding him, I'm taking him away now."

Lu Ci was startled, looked at his father's livid face, reacted, and then burst out laughing.

He really didn't know what to say about Tang Zheng, so he knew that Tang Zheng wasn't actually provoking.

Tang Zheng probably didn't think that he was making people angry. After he finished speaking, he looked at Lu Ci puzzledly, smiled, and said, "I said hello, let's go."

The two walked hand in hand and walked slowly.

Dad stood at the door, his teeth were about to be gritted, and he asked, "Do you dare to leave?"

"You're leaving now, and I won't pay you living expenses next month."

Lu Ci waved his hand without turning his head: "It's up to you."

"Daddy, goodbye."

Lu Ci has a feeling that the wind has become light and gentle, neither cold nor hot, just right.

When he ran out just now, what he was thinking of was pulling Tang Zheng to run away recklessly, leaving everything behind in one breath.

In the end, he still underestimated Tang Zheng's stable personality.

Tang Zheng took him away in an upright manner, not being led away by his panic at all, and pulled him out of the vortex step by step, firmly.

The lights on both sides of the street are on.

Lu Ci was about to say something romantic to Tang Zheng.

At this moment, Tang Zheng's stomach rumbled.

He said embarrassingly: "I'm sorry, Xiao Lu, I ran out when I got home at noon and didn't eat dinner. I'm so hungry now, can I find a restaurant to eat first?"

Looks like it's not romantic anymore.

Lu Ci smiled: "Are you stupid? Don't you know what to eat?"

"I didn't seem to feel hungry before." Tang Zheng felt ashamed and scratched his head, "I'm just in a hurry."

"Now I suddenly feel hungry again."

Lu Ci shook his hand and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to my favorite restaurant nearby. His beef fried rice is cheap and delicious. It also comes with five-spice tiger eggs. "

"Have you brought money?"

Tang Zheng nodded: "I have."

Tang Zheng was so hungry that he cooked the meal for two people in one go.

The two set off again.

Tang Zheng said, "I'll see if I can get a taxi."

Lu Ci said: "Don't take a taxi, let's take a bus. It's cost-effective."

Tang Zheng felt that Lu Ci probably had never taken a bus before, but the current bus is quite comfortable, he said, "I don't know if we can still buy a ticket, let's go and see."

Good luck.

I bought two tickets for the shuttle bus departing one and a half hours later, and it was a continuous ride.

Lu Ci was tired all day, and he was still in a state of overexcitement until he got in the car, but not long after getting in the car, his tense nerves relaxed, and he fell asleep immediately.

In this way, leaning on Tang Zheng's shoulder, he slept all the way until he got off the car.

He slept very deeply, as if he had passed out, but even so, he still held Tang Zheng's hand tightly and didn't let go.

This bus is the last one of the day and arrives at 1 o'clock in the morning.

Tang Zheng called Lu Ci up: "Little Lu, wake up, we're almost at my house."

When Lu Ci woke up, he still had an unreal feeling, because after sitting in the car for several hours, even if his feet were on the ground, he still had the illusion that the soles of his feet were trembling and shaking.

Passengers poured out of the station and scattered.

They go farther and farther.

The streets are deserted late at night.

Lu Ci said, "Do you think we're running away?"

Tang Zheng shook his head, firmly denied it, and said solemnly: "Never mind, the parents are not notified of the elopement, and I have already told your father."

Lu Ci: "Hahaha."

Tang Zheng thought for a while, and said, "It's a kidnapping face to face."

Lu Ci: "Hahaha."

In Lu Ci's mind, he still thought it was elopement.

how to say?When he saw this kind of plot when watching TV and movies, he always didn't support it. He felt that the protagonist underestimated the society. Now he was thinking, at least he should bring the bank card he saved his New Year's money with him to make a transition, how? I didn't bring a dime with me.

stupid?

But when his blood was hot, he didn't think about anything.

Tang Zheng said, "Let's take a taxi while walking to my house."

They walked along the curb, Tang Zheng knew the direction very well, he just had to follow Tang Zheng with full confidence.

Go half way.

Passing by a late-night barbecue stand, Tang Zheng asked him, "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something before going home."

Lu Ci smelled the delicious smell of food and said, "Okay."

In the desolate street, only this small barbecue stall still gathers a lot of people.

After eating a large plate of grilled skewers, it was already two o'clock at night when they took a taxi back home.

Lu Ci came to Tang Zheng's house for the first time.

Although he had long heard that the Tang family was built in a cultural protection area, the feeling of coming here in person was still different. When he walked in, he had the illusion of going back to the past through decades or hundreds of years.

The street lights in the old street are dim.

Lacewings dance around the lamp.

It's quiet around.

Coincidentally, there was also a rain here, but it had stopped, and the small puddles on the ground reflected a river of stars.

Lu Ci became anxious.

Walking and walking, he saw a house in front of him still lighting a lamp at the door, and he asked, "Is that your house?"

Tang Zheng said shyly, "Yes, it's my house."

"It's a bit broken. It's an old house with a history of more than 100 years. However, the interior decoration is relatively new and has been renovated in the past two years."

Lu Ci said, "Don't be modest, I think it looks very beautiful. This eaves look like protected cultural relics. The workmanship is exquisite. Even if you have money, you may not be able to buy it."

Standing at the door.

Tang Zheng touched his pocket, and was embarrassed to find that he had forgotten the key, so he had to knock on the door and ask his elder brother to open the door.

Tang Xuen immediately came over and knocked on the door, obviously not asleep.

Hearing the "click" sound of the door lock opening, Lu Ci suddenly became extremely nervous for some reason, his ears perked up, and began to fear how to face Tang Xuen.

After all, Tang Zheng wasn't supposed to be gay.

Now not only is he bent, but he is also involved in a mess of troubles in his own family.

The guilt that was sinking in my heart when I was with Tang Zheng suddenly surfaced in my heart with the appearance of the eldest brother of the Tang family.

Tang Xuen was wearing a T-shirt and cropped trousers, and Tara was wearing a pair of slippers. The light from the tungsten lamp at the door shone on his face, his outline was gentle, and there was only warm concern in his eyes.

Seeing two older children standing at the door, he quickly called them in and asked, "Why did you come back so late? I can't get through to you."

Tang Zheng said, "The phone is out of battery."

Ever since Tang Zheng said he was going to pick up Lu Ci and come back, he was worried along with him, so worried that he didn't fall asleep, waiting for him to go home.

As soon as Lu Ci entered the door, Tang Xuen began to chatter: "Xiao Lu, what is your shoe size? I'll bring you a pair of new slippers. Oh, it's too late to buy pajamas. I have new clothes and haven't worn them yet. Cotton T-shirt, you can make do with it. There are also towels and toothbrushes ready for you."

"By the way, after sitting in the car for so long, are you hungry? I'll make you a bowl of sweet soup."

Lu Ci was a little at a loss. In fact, he was already full from the barbecue just now. This time he reacted very quickly, and quickly agreed before Tang Zheng said: "Okay! Thank you!"

"I've heard Tang Zheng say that your craftsmanship is better than his, and I've been shamelessly wanting to try it."

But Tang Zheng didn't get what it meant to pull his hand below, and said, "Ah? Didn't you eat a lot of barbecue just now?"

Lu Ci is so angry! ... You have to smile and say to him: "I'm not full."

Tang Zheng: "You said it earlier, then I said buy some."

Tang Xuen: "I'll get you something to eat right now."

Tang Zheng hesitated to speak: "Brother, don't give Xiao Lu the leftovers."

Tang Xuen: "..."

"It must be a new one!"

Tang Xuen felt that Lu Ci was being polite, but he should be fuller, so let's make some desserts.

There is still grass jelly in the refrigerator that he just made this afternoon. He took a small bowl, took a spoonful, poured honey red beans, mung bean paste, brown sugar pearls, sprinkled some chopped nuts, and finally garnished with a little fresh mint broken.

Originally, Lu Ci eloped here in the middle of the night to cater to the big brother of the Tang family out of face, to make a good impression on others.

Unexpectedly, the little dessert Tang Xuen made for him was really delicious.

It happened that he had eaten so much barbecue just now, and felt his mouth was a little on fire.

The cool and sweet food slid into his stomach, relieving the summer dryness in his body.

Lu Ci sincerely gave many compliments without hesitation.

Tang Zheng sat next to him and ate another bowl, and said proudly: "Isn't it? I told you that my elder brother's food is delicious, and our shop usually does very well."

I was embarrassed to praise the meek Tang Xuen, and said: "It's not bad. After all, I have opened the store for ten years, and I think about it every day. I have to have some skills in me, right?"

Lu Ci raised his eyes and glanced at him, thinking, the elder brother of the Tang family looks more similar to Tang Zheng when he is embarrassed, and he deserves to be two brothers.

After eating the last supper.

Lu Ci is very full.

Wash up in Tang's bathroom, change into the pajamas given by Tang Xuen, and go to sleep.

After a bumpy day, I was finally able to lie in bed and rest.

He followed up with Lu Ci's room.

It was much better than he imagined. In his fantasy, it was the kind of dilapidated and sleepy house. Although it was old overall, it was still very clean and tidy. The floor was not a floor, but some kind of slate, and it would not be cold to step on it. , very gentle.

The bed is a wooden bunk bed with a size of 1.2x2m.

The bed is already made.

Tang Zheng said, "It should be from my brother's shop."

Lu Ci said sincerely: "Your brother is really careful."

Tang Zheng loved his elder brother from the bottom of his heart, and said: "My elder brother was both a father and a mother and raised me and my younger brother together. This bed was made when I was in elementary school. My elder brother and sister-in-law bought the wood and made it by themselves. Sturdy, you don't have to worry about falling off. Really."

Lu Ci: "Haha, I'm not afraid."

Tang Zheng asked, "Do you sleep on the top or the bottom?"

Lu Ci said, "Where do you usually sleep? The lower bunk?"

Tang Zheng thought for a moment, and said, "I'd better sleep on the bottom. If I sleep on top, you will be worried that the upper bunk will fall down. If you sleep on the top, then you won't be hit."

Lu Ci was speechless: "I'm really not worried that the bed will fall down! Haha."

Tang Zheng lowered his voice and said, "Shh, Xiao Lu, don't make any noise."

"My brother has to get up at five o'clock to open the shop, let him sleep for a while."

Lu Ci answered obediently: "Oh."

Then he said, "I'll sleep down, it's easy to get up at night."

This was an excuse, in fact, he wanted to sleep where Tang Zheng usually slept, and he thought it would make him feel more secure.

After both of them lay down and entered the bed, the small courtyard became quiet again.

Too quiet.

It's like being in a forest, only the sound of grass and insects.

Lu Ci wrapped himself in the quilt. The quilt was freshly washed and smelled like fabric softener, but it didn't smell like Tang Zheng.

He figured he must have slept in the car for so long that he couldn't fall asleep.

After an unknown period of time, he opened his eyes, but he still didn't feel sleepy.

Lu Ci glanced at his watch, it was already four o'clock.

He felt very comfortable now, the bed was covered with several layers of quilts, it was very soft, he had eaten enough food, and his stomach was full, Tang Zheng was sleeping on top of his head, and he would respond to his calls.

He was thinking wildly that he should at least bring his laptop out.

I also thought, it’s okay not to bring it, all the data are backed up in the cloud out of habit.

In order not to disturb Tang Zheng's sleep, he didn't move all the time, thinking that Tang Zheng must have almost fallen asleep, so he turned over.

The wooden bed creaked.

Tang Zheng asked, "Are you still asleep?"

Lu Ci: "..." I thought you were asleep!

Tang Zheng was worried: "Do you feel uncomfortable sleeping? Shall I bring another quilt to cover you under? Softer."

Lu Ci smiled: "You treat me as Princess and the Pea, the bed is very comfortable, I can't sleep by myself."

Ask: "Are you going to get up and help?"

Tang Zheng said, "It shouldn't be used today."

after awhile.

Lu Ci asked: "Will your brother come into your room to look for you without saying hello?"

Tang Zheng replied, "No."

"Okay." After Lu Ci finished speaking, he got up from the bed, climbed the wooden steps to the upper bunk, and got into the bed of Tang Zheng who was at a loss, "You hug me to sleep, I should be able to sleep caught."

Tang Zheng turned sideways, with his back pressed against the wall, and subconsciously gave Lu Ci as much space as possible, but after a while he felt that it was not safe for Lu Ci to be outside the bed, and said, "You can sleep inside, I'll sleep outside."

"No, Lu, it's so crowded, you won't be able to sleep well."

Lu Ci grabbed his palm, pressed it against his belly, and said, "Rub it for me."

The touch of his hand was smooth and tender, and Tang Zheng's face was hot.

Tang Zheng had already started to get distracted, and with strong willpower, the gentleman said, "It's really too crowded. Look, Xiao Lu, we can't even lie face up together. Someone needs to be on our side."

"Even if I sleep alone, I can't stretch my arms and legs. I can only lie down properly."

Lu Ci ignored him, leaned over willfully, and kissed his lips.

I don't know how he kissed so accurately in the dark.

Tang Zheng's face turned red.He felt like a cute little fluffy animal was constantly hugging and hugging his arms.

Hesitating.

He said nonsense like a fool: "It's too crowded. I'm afraid it will squeeze you."

Lu Ci forgets the pain when he is well, and said arrogantly: "Then it will be better if you sleep on top of each other?"

How could Tang Zheng, who had already known the taste, not know what it meant, he thought to himself, sometimes Xiao Lu really dared to say anything, only at this time he was the most arrogant, obviously he would cry when he played casually, he was so squeamish .