A bowl of sweet soup
Chapter 53 The Second Bowl 2~20
Lu Ci really didn't understand, how did Tang Zheng say such shameless words with a pure face?
Tang Zheng wasn't embarrassed at all, his liking was so natural, like a gust of warm wind.
Like is like, nothing to hide.
It made him feel very comfortable, which showed that Tang Zheng didn't reject his man's body at all.
Lu Ci felt embarrassed, and looked forward to doing something shameful, and said, "Then you are responsible for rubbing my back, you know?"
Tang Zheng readily agreed.
Lu Ci himself felt that he was really brave. When he stood under the bright light of the bathroom and was watched by Tang Zheng as he was about to take off his clothes, his shame suddenly returned to him.
Lu Ci stopped, raised his head, and said to Tang Zheng who was staring at him, "Take off first."
Tang Zheng obediently said "Oh", and quickly took off his clothes that were stained with dust and smelled of sweat after a day of running around. His wheat-colored skin seemed to flow honey amber under the warm yellow light of Yuba. Gloss, the muscle texture created by physical exercise is extremely beautiful, and every direction is a perfect presentation of strength aesthetics.
His back is in the shape of an inverted triangle, which is due to his natural skeleton. Even if others exercise in this area, they may not have the same effect as him.
Tang Zheng took off his shirt in a simple and rough way, and messed up his hair. On the contrary, he had a messy and handsome look full of wildness. He tidied up his clothes and turned them upside down, ready to throw them into the washing machine, and washed them while taking a shower.
Lu Ci didn't speak for a while.
He didn't want to disturb Tang Zheng at this moment.
seriously.
This guy Tang Zheng, when he is not talking, he shows his figure, which is the standard figure of an online male Bodhisattva.
He looked at Tang Zheng silently.
Tang Zheng never had the nerve to look back at Lu Ci, especially when Lu Ci was dressed neatly, he was so nervous, he thought, my muscles should be okay, right?I didn't relax and exercise this summer, so I should be in pretty good shape, right?
After tidying up, Tang Zheng went to the station in front of Lu Ci, and said as if making a report: "I'm done undressing, it's your turn."
Lu Ci took off the choker first. Tang Zheng felt that the curvature of the neck on which he bowed his head was particularly beautiful. The small piece of skin from the back of the neck to the back was soft and fair. He wanted to kiss him just by looking at it. On the snow-white ceramic washstand, slightly frowned, gave him a displeased look, and said, "Don't look at me. I don't like people watching me take off."
So you keep looking at me?
Tang Zheng thought to himself, but obeyed his words and turned around obediently.
The rustling sound of the cloth rubbing against each other was like a feather poking into his ear canal, gently scratching his ear wall and eardrum.
He lowered his head, and only glimpsed Lu Ci's feet from the corner of his eyes. His skin was snow-white, and under the thin skin, he could faintly see undulating slightly convex blue veins. Lu Ci's toes were particularly beautiful, with round nails and well-trimmed. , with a shell-like light pink luster.
One garment after another was peeled off and fell, hanging from his ankles, and he drew his snow-white feet out and stepped on them like pearls on velvet.
Tang Zheng didn't look up.
Lu Ci said, "Okay."
Tang Zheng said in a muffled voice, "I'll sort the clothes for you and put them in the washing machine to wash. You go to the bathroom first."
He turned on the drum washing machine and made a loud noise.
Bang, bang.
This must have completely drowned out the sound in the bathroom.
Thinking about it, Tang Zheng opened the curtain and stepped into the shower area where the hot air and mist filled the glass.
In the mist.
Lu Ci's face and hair were already wet, and the hot water made his cheeks and shoulders blush, so he looked back at Tang Zheng wet, and said, "Didn't you say you want to rub my back?" ?”
Tang Zheng felt that his soul was hooked by his gaze.
He wanted Lu Ci to rest. He should have been tired all day today, but seeing Lu Ci like this, he was suddenly confused. Is Lu Ci tired?
He didn't dare to touch Lu Ci, but Lu Ci dared to touch him.
His meager willpower was instantly defeated by Lu Ci's one look and one raised hand.
……
After one o'clock in the morning.
Lu Ci fell asleep and fell asleep on his shoulder.
Tang Zheng moved his movements to make Lu Ci sleep more comfortably, thinking: Why am I such a beast?
He quietly observed Lu Ci's posture after sleeping here.
He didn't sleep with Lu Ci in the same bed before, and he never knew what Lu Ci looked like when he fell asleep. In his imagination, it should be in that messy state.
After two nights, he found that it was not.
Lu Ci likes to sleep curled up, like a baby.
Tang Zheng remembered that he had seen it in a book, and it might be a sign of insecurity.
Unlike him, when he sleeps, he always opens his arms and hands and feet wide open. In the past, he kicked his elder brother off the bed a few times and scolded him a few times, but it didn't help.
When he grew up, he was the first to be driven away by his elder brother when he slept in separate beds.
Tang Zheng was quite worried that the old things would happen again after he fell asleep, so he accidentally kicked Lu Ci down.
The next day, Tang Zheng woke up in pain. Someone twisted his flesh. Lu Ci looked at him with displeasure, and said, "You hug me so hard that I can barely breathe."
Tang Zheng looked at him, still sleepy, arched his head towards him, and kissed him: "Baby, good morning."
Lu Ci's hair was smoothed in an instant, and he was not angry at all. His eyes seemed to melt in spring water, and his tone softened a lot: "Well, good morning."
He hated it once, it was too nasty, but he thought it might be good to get used to it.
When he finished washing, he saw Tang Zheng wearing an apron cooking for him. The morning light shone on Tang Zheng, making him look golden. Lu Ci couldn't help but think, this is his home. his ideal home.
Lu Ci unconsciously walked to Tang Zheng's side, and said meekly, "Is there anything I can do for you?"
Tang Zheng said: "The kitchen is so dangerous, I'm afraid the oil will splash on you."
Lu Ci asked: "Then shall I get you the bowl and chopsticks?"
Tang Zheng said, "Thank you, Xiao Lu."
Today I made a Western-style breakfast.
Tender egg bacon sandwich, with two fried sausages, and a cup of thick soy milk, with red beans, black beans and sesame seeds, it is very fragrant.
Lu Ci felt that his stomach also liked Tang Zheng very much, so he ate with great relish, and praised Tang Zheng without hesitation as before.
Tang Zheng stared at him with bright eyes, slightly arched his shoulders, looking very simple and honest, he squeezed his fork nervously, and asked: "Xiao Lu, the National Day holiday will be held in a while, do you want to come with me to my house?" ?”
"I, I want to introduce you to my elder brother."
Lu Ci's mouth was stuffed with a mouthful of food, and his left cheek was bulging, moving as he chewed. Hearing Tang Zheng's shy question, he opened his eyes wide in surprise, and stopped chewing.
After a few seconds, he slowly resumed chewing.
Cheeks bulge, bulge.
Swallow.
Lu Ci couldn't believe it and said, "Is it so fast?"
Facing family problems so soon?If Tang Zheng took him home to meet his parents, would he also have to take Tang Zheng to meet his parents?Although I have seen my grandma.
Tang Zheng didn't understand and said, "Soon?"
"The winter vacation is fine."
Tang Zheng held back for a while, but didn't hold back, and said flatteredly: "I just feel that I have made such a good boyfriend, and I really want to take it back to show off to my elder brother and younger brother."
Lu Ci really couldn't stand Tang Zheng's style of praise.
Since he was a child, even before he broke up with his parents, his parents' attitude towards him was the same: you should do well, if you don't do well, go back and reflect on it, and try to do things perfectly next time.
And after the breakup, he is a pest in the family, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how outstanding and impressive his results are, he will not get any praise.
Tang Zheng was still talking non-stop:
"My younger brother is going to do a research project. I don't think he will be back on National Day, but my elder brother is always there."
"I have always said that I want you to go to my house to drink the sweet soup made by me, but I have never had a chance. This time I must take you there."
"You have met my elder brother, and his personality is also so meek on weekdays."
Even, Tang Zheng began to recall the scene of his own house in Lu Ci, and said in a rather organized manner: "But my house is quite broken, haha, I'm a little afraid that you won't be used to it, I can help you book a nearby hotel room."
"I used to sleep in my room with my younger brother, and it was still a bunk bed."
Lu Ci lowered his head, knocked the fork on the porcelain plate, jingled, and said nonchalantly, "It's okay, I'm not that spoiled."
"Didn't I sleep the same way in the dormitory? Did you forget after sleeping for more than two years? You think I'm too hard to serve, don't you?"
Tang Zheng said, "That's right."
Then I came to my senses, stunned for a moment, and asked, "Would you like to go to my house to play?"
Lu Ci said: "Anyway, it's so close, it's just over an hour's high-speed train ride, so it's so convenient to go back and forth."
He thought for a while, and then suddenly said: "Don't be too happy, it's not sure yet, if my parents also ask me to go home, then I might still go home for the National Day."
Tang Zheng: "Then shall I go home with you?"
Lu Ci laughed: "Then my dad may directly fork you out."
"Hahaha."
Tang Zheng probably knew about Lu Ci's family affairs.
Half a year ago, one day, when they were shopping in the supermarket to buy daily necessities, the string of Buddhist beads wrapped around Lu Ci's hands suddenly broke, and the beads fell all over the floor.
Because it was winter and the beads fell off, Lu Ci could still cover the scars with his cuffs.
But it was still discovered by Tang Zheng, he caught a glimpse of something wrong and suspected all the way, when he arrived at the door, he couldn't bear it for no reason, grabbed Lu Ci's wrist, and turned to look.
A dark red scar about three to four centimeters long crawled shockingly on the inside of Lu Ci's wrist.
And it's vertical, not too precise, covering crookedly above the blood vessels.
Lu Ci struggled, but didn't break free, and said coldly, "Let go."
Tang Zheng didn't let go, and even held on tighter, asking, "What's going on here?"
Lu Ci tried so hard that his face turned red, but he couldn't escape from the grip of Tang Zheng's big hands, so he had to give up temporarily, pretending not to care, and said, "Old Huangli's business, there is nothing to say."
Tang Zheng's eyes turned red, and he asked, "Isn't this a trivial matter?"
Lu Ci answered irrelevantly: "You are using too much force, Tang Zheng, I think your wrist is about to be broken by your pinch, can't you be gentle?"
Only then did Tang Zheng come to his senses, took a deep breath, and let go of his hand.
Lu Ci immediately pulled his hand back, rubbed his wrist, and said, "Don't look at me, watch the door, open the door for me."
Tang Zheng asked behind him: "Aren't we friends? Xiao Lu, you can talk to me."
"Yeah." Lu Ci hummed perfunctorily, without turning his head, "It's time."
Lu Ci went straight into the bedroom and shut the door for Tang Zheng who was following behind him.
He didn't intend to tell Tang Zheng the matter at all.
Tell Tang Zheng what to do?
Does it make any sense?
It can't change what happened in the past.
He also didn't want to sell himself miserably, Lu Ci didn't think he was miserable.
He's come through a long time ago.
This small wound is like the crack left by a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon, from which he has transformed himself into a strong Lu Ci.
But Tang Zheng seemed to be out of his mind for several days, until one day, he went to the balcony to make a phone call and had an argument with his parents.Tang Zheng sensed it immediately, and asked him, "Does the injury on your hand have anything to do with your parents?"
Lu Ci was noncommittal: "It's none of your business, and it really happened a long time ago." He scratched his cheek with his fingers in embarrassment, and said, "It happened when I was in junior high school, the second or third year of junior high school, haha, Didn’t many people have this period in the standard middle and second period? It’s not uncommon.”
Before the words fell, Lu Ci saw that Tang Zheng's eyes were red again, and there were still tears in his eyes.
He was really shocked by the tears of the macho man, he always felt that Tang Zheng was very stupid, because Tang Zheng was very big-hearted, and he laughed when he was teased every day, and he didn't take it seriously at all.
Originally, when this matter was brought up, he still felt a little sentimental, but in the end, you didn't cry, and someone felt the same and wanted to cry, which made him very at a loss.
"But you almost died. If you die, I won't be able to meet you." Tang Zheng said anxiously and clumsily. It's fine if you say it, I can accompany you, with me accompanying you, maybe you won't be overwhelmed."
Lu Ci was dumbfounded, he still smiled slightly, and took Tang Zheng's hand: "En."
"I also want to meet you soon."
Usually on vacation, Lu Ci always seems to want to go home, but also doesn't seem to want to go home.
Lu Ci never accused him of his parents, not only that, every time he mentioned it, he even smiled, but Tang Zheng could tell that it was a fake smile.
It is now.
No matter how he looked at it, he found it pleasing to the eye, and he wanted to say something fierce, but he endured it.
Lu Ci said to him with a playful smile: "Tang Zheng, your toast is so soft today, I want to add some mayonnaise, can you get me some mayonnaise?"
Tang Zheng observed the landing words carefully.
He has never been a person who can read words and expressions, so he is often said to be a fool and can't read the atmosphere, but it seems that he is particularly attentive when facing Lu Ci.
Lu Ci started again.
Every time he encounters a topic that he doesn't want to talk about, Lu Ci will quickly change the topic, and then pretend that he didn't say anything just now.
After a while, Tang Zheng also heard humming a ditty.
He didn't dare to ask too carefully, for fear of making Lu Ci think of the painful things more deeply.
Lu Ci finished his meal.
Say to him abruptly: "I haven't done enough."
Tang Zheng didn't react, and asked, "What didn't you do enough?"
Lu Ci said directly: "Make love." After finishing speaking, he raised his eyelashes to look at him, and wiped the sauce on the corner of his mouth with his fingertips.
Tang Zheng was blushed by this childish straight ball and said, "But, it's time to go to school."
Lu Ci said, "Isn't there still more than an hour?"
As he spoke, he touched his leg with his toe under the table.
After opening a new door, Lu Ci felt that he had learned how to seek happiness without a teacher, but in fact, he only needed to get rid of his shame.
Seeing Tang Zheng's face getting redder and redder, he was very proud.
Then Tang Zheng grabbed the ankle, and Tang Zheng asked troubledly, "Aren't you tired?"
Lu Ci still cocked his nose and whimpered loudly: "There are only exhausted cows, how can there be plowed fields?"
Tang Zheng was really annoyed now.
No matter how good-tempered he is, he can't stand Lu Ci's constant stinging and tickling him, it's too mischievous, Tang Zheng blurted out with a dark face, "You still look down on me. I just want to see your delicate skin and tender flesh. Keep it on purpose, for fear of ruining you."
Lu Ci blushed.
But losers can't lose the battle, and all the talk is out, so I can only continue to say: "Then why don't you accept it? You are bragging. I think you are tired."
Tang Zheng stood up abruptly, the light source was behind him, and the shadow moved forward to cover Lu Ci.
Lu Ci asked, "Why?"
Tang Zheng unbuttoned his plaid shirt that looked like a cowboy from top to bottom, loosened the collar, and said, "Go to the room. Didn't you say there is still more than an hour?"
Lu Ci blushed and stood up: "Oh. I'm still afraid of you?"
then.
He took a leave of absence from the counselor.
Originally, he wanted to skip class directly, but after thinking about it, he should ask for leave, because he was afraid that something might go wrong that would affect his postgraduate education.
For more than three years in college, Lu Ci has only been the king of papers compared with his classmates, and he has never skipped class like this.
He thought to himself, what kind of college life is it if you don’t skip classes?
When he was on the phone with the counselor, Tang Zheng lay beside him and grabbed his hand, turned his wrist over, and gently kissed the scar on his wrist.
Not a word.
The incision was deep at the beginning, and the scar left was also particularly convex.
"This is the only scar on your body." Tang Zheng asked, "Are you going to have scar removal surgery?"
Lu Ci said: "I thought about whether to get a tattoo to cover it up. What kind of tattoo do you think would be good?"
Tang Zheng shook his head: "If you have a tattoo, you won't be able to take the civil servant exam. Are you sure you want a tattoo?"
Lu Ci added: "I didn't think about it."
"Let's talk later."
"My waist is almost broken, you hurt it, rub it for me."
Tang Zheng nodded, serving him like a loyal servant.
Lu Ci lay on his stomach with a blanket covering his waist.
Tang Zheng thought, if Lu Ci didn't want to say it, then he wouldn't say it, it's actually fine.
At this time, Lu Ci spoke in recollection.
"Did I show you any pictures of me when I was a kid?"
Tang Zheng was stunned for a moment, and said, "No."
Lu Ci put his face on the soft pillow, perhaps because Tang Zheng filled part of the emptiness in his heart, he is now in a good mood, and even dared to talk about the past.
He chuckled and said, "I'll show you next time. I was very cute when I was young. Among all my relatives, the children of my generation are the cutest."
Tang Zheng echoed: "That's for sure, I've seen you the prettiest when I grow up."
Lu Ci continued:
"My junior high school was not strictly controlled. At that time, my hair was not short, but it was not too long. It was just past the length of the ear, a bit like the short hair that girls wear."
"At that time, I hadn't developed much, and I looked very handsome. The school uniforms of junior high school are the same for men and women, with long sleeves and trousers, and I can't tell my figure. The teachers in our school used it without knowing it. I thought I was a girl, but I was well known at school and they knew I was a boy."
"But people from other schools don't know."
"Then I was stopped by boys from other schools and stuffed love letters on the road. It was really embarrassing, and the most embarrassing thing was that I was seen by people from our school."
Tang Zheng: "Have you been gossiping?"
"Children in junior high school seem to be very uncontrollable, and love to talk nonsense behind people's backs."
"Almost, actually, when I think about it now, I think it's okay." Lu Ci said, "I really felt ashamed at the time."
"After the end, boys in our school even wrote love letters to me, and there are usually people who make noise."
Tang Zheng felt that the tone of Lu Ci's words was not particularly troubled.
Lu Ci said: "Although I rejected them all, I didn't accept any of them, but let me tell you secretly, I am quite proud of myself."
"One day, I thought, maybe I'm more popular with boys than the most beautiful girl in our school. Haha."
"Then I was taken aback by the idea of myself."
Tang Zheng smiled.
How should I put it, it's something that a narcissist like Lu Ci can do, and being liked by others, if he doesn't make trouble, it's really not a bad thing.
Lu Ci lay there, as docile as a resting lamb.
New marks filled the old marks on the snow-white back, like peach blossom petals printed on white rice paper, leaving shades of pink.
"At that time, our school would arrange an extra-curricular book reading time for a class at noon, so that they could read books freely in the school library."
"I borrowed a copy of The Gadfly, which was recommended to me by my classmate."
"There is an unclear same-sex plot in it, which may not be obvious to straight men and straight women, but I immediately thought it was wrong, and the more I watched it, the more it felt wrong."
Lu Ci said: "Then, I began to doubt my own sexual orientation."
"Even doubting my own existence."
Tang Zheng asked: "What does it mean to doubt one's own existence?"
"Well, how should I put it..." Lu Ci pondered for a moment, then said calmly, "That is, I would think, if I like boys, is it true that my soul is a girl?"
Tang Zheng nodded with a vague understanding.
Lu Ci has a bit of a youthful feeling, which is similar to his elder brother, so he always feels that Lu Ci must get along well with his elder brother.
Then, Tang Zheng, who was listening to the story seriously, realized that the next storm was coming.
Lu Ci tried to say it in a very relaxed tone, but the calmer he was, the more unnatural he was forcibly enduring.
"So, I did a very stupid thing."
"I secretly bought a dress to wear when my parents weren't home."
"It's a dress with a round neck and a pleated design on the chest. I was very slender before I developed it. After wearing this dress, I really look like a little girl. It's very beautiful."
"It's not that I think I'm a woman anymore, I think I look beautiful in both men's and women's clothes. I'm just narcissistic."
"Now that I think about it, it's really stupid."
"I haven't been able to wear it more than a few times. The first time I wore it, it happened to catch up with my dad coming home suddenly. He found me wearing women's clothing and almost killed me."
Tang Zheng felt as if a handful of stones had been stuffed in his throat, and asked, "Did you not lock the door?"
Lu Ci: "Do you think I'm stupid?"
"If I can lock the door, I will definitely lock it, but there is no door lock in my room. At that time, my parents didn't let me install a lock, so they could discipline me for convenience. Later, I was willing."
"Oh, it's a pity. I picked that dress specially and bought it for 500 yuan."
"My dad asked me to kneel on the ground, gave me a pair of scissors, and asked me to cut the skirt in front of him. I was so scared that I cried and cut it. Don't say, the skirt is very well made, and the edge seam It was so tight that I couldn't cut it."
"My dad took the skirt and cut it into pieces himself. He even scolded me for a long time."
Lu Ci didn't want to say specific words, but said vaguely: "It's pretty ugly."
"After my mother came back, the two of them scolded me together. They asked me where I learned it. Then I didn't learn it from there. I just awakened myself, but they insisted that maybe I made some bad friends. I'm screwed. I'm not allowed to associate with any of my former male classmates."
"It doesn't matter to me, I don't know them too well."
Tang Zheng stroked his back.
Very sorry.
Lean over and kiss.
Lu Ci asked in surprise: "Are you still here?"
"Aren't you afraid of going to the hospital again?"
After finally brewing a romantic atmosphere, it was suddenly broken, and Tang Zheng was also a little sullen: "What do you think of me? A beast? I just want to comfort you."
Lu Ci turned over and sat up, touched his face, and said, "Thank you."
"It's not bad this time, you didn't cry."
Tang Zheng grabbed his hand, intertwined his fingers, squeezed his fingertips and put them on his lips to kiss, saying: "At first I wanted to cry, but now I've calmed down."
"I felt my heart was blocked."
He was quietly stared at by Lu Ci, and it happened that a ray of afternoon sunlight squeezed in from the gap in the curtain, and shone obliquely on Lu Ci's neck. He saw extremely fine dust flying in the light, falling on Lu Ci on the clavicle.
Lu Ci smiled in relief, and said, "I'd better go home for the National Day. Go home two days ago, and then I'll go to your house to play."
Tang Zheng: "Don't you want to go home?"
Lu Ci: "It's okay. Mainly I feel that my parents don't want me to go home. How about this? If they ask if I will go home for National Day, then I will go back, and I will go with you without asking."
Two days passed.
Lu Ci finds out his junior high school photos and shows them to Tang Zheng.
It was a group photo standing in front of the blackboard newspaper.
Lu Ci was wearing a royal blue loose school uniform, his hair was actually not much longer than it is now, and it was also short, but it was very delicate, with a kind of indisputable beauty.
It was different from Tang Zheng's imagination, with plain face and no make-up, but she looked like a delicate and quiet girl.
It's really cute and cute.
Two days before National Day.
Lu Ci's parents didn't look for him. Tang Zheng really wanted to take him home, so he booked the bus tickets for him. But on the night of September 9th, Lu Ci received a call from his mother, asking: "Go home on National Day?" ?"
Next to him was his younger brother who was clamoring, "Mom, can I talk to my brother on the phone? I want to talk to my brother."
Lu Ci's heart softened again.
This is very contradictory.
He knew that his parents were a little bad, which left a deep psychological shadow on him.
But sometimes I think of my parents again.
It sounds ridiculous to say that.
All in all, his parents were nice when they weren't mean to him.
So, he bid farewell to Tang Zheng, picked up a suitcase of luggage and got on the ride home.
He has other plans—
Tang Zheng had already come out to the family for him, and he had to do the same for Tang Zheng in order to change his heart.
Lu Ci started to feel sleepy as soon as he got in the car. After sleeping for more than three hours, he opened his eyes and arrived at the gate of the community.
He was carrying a suitcase, and before he reached his villa, he met his younger brother near the community park in advance.
The younger brother still doesn't know the sad age in the world. When he saw him, he poked his head up and looked at him dubiously for a while like a puppy. Then he recognized him, smiled brightly, left the nanny, and tapped. Xiao ran over: "Brother! Brother!"
He was not as tall as the suitcase, and he stretched out his short hand, insisting on helping Lu Ci push the box, saying, "Let me help you, brother."
Lu Ci patted his head and said, "Thank you baby."
The younger brother blushed when he was praised, and he met a few kindergarten friends on the road. He even pointed it out to Lu Ci, and proudly said to the students: "My brother is very handsome, isn't he?"
"I didn't lie to you. My brother is very good-looking."
Children love beauty.
Lu Ci doesn't need to tease children specially, there will always be a group of children who love to hang around him.
Lu Ci couldn't laugh or cry.
Arrived at the door.
Lu Ci was lowering his head and joking with his younger brother, thinking that it was time to snatch the suitcase back, but his mother had already walked out and said displeasedly: "Why are you so lazy, your younger brother is so small, what should you do if your suitcase hits you?" ? Don’t you even know how to be an older brother?”
The younger brother said, "I'm a little man now! I'm not young anymore."
Mom came over, grabbed his arm, and lifted the kid away, but one of his hands was still clung to the handle of the suitcase, and the suitcase fell down. smashed him.
My mother said with authority: "I'll just say it!"
He taught his younger brother a lesson: "You too, how can you be so capable?"
Before it was changed, Lu Ci probably passed by silently and ambiguously.
He suddenly thought of Tang Zheng in his head, and for some reason, a burst of courage surged in his heart, driving him to say: "Mom, don't scold brother, if you hadn't pulled him, the suitcase wouldn't have fallen down, it can't be my fault, it can't be Can't blame him, blame you."
Mom raised her head and looked at him in shock, but didn't react for a while.
Lu Ci added: "I'm Bao Bao's brother, what's wrong with him liking me? Why do you keep stopping him from liking me? Homosexuality is not a virus, and it won't infect him just because he gets close to me."
The younger brother raised his head and asked, "Same as what? What virus?"
His mother's face changed drastically, and she slapped him angrily, saying, "Don't ask nonsense!"
Lu Ci didn't expect this to happen, and he didn't react for a while, so he couldn't stop it.
The younger brother was slapped on the forehead, and cried loudly with a "wow".
What a mess.
But he didn't want to escape.
Lu Ci knelt down and said, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, brother will touch it for you."
My brother hugged his leg, but my mother couldn't even pull him away.
The younger brother cried for a long time, but in the end, his mother coaxed him to take him to pizza another day, and he was happy to order whatever he wanted, but because he was tired from crying for too long, he fell into a deep sleep.
The family pampered him and didn't wake him up at night to let him eat.
On the dinner table.
Mom told Dad about it.
As the culprit, Lu Ci didn't feel ashamed at all, he should eat and drink.
My father was a little impatient, and even interrupted before listening to my mother's complaints, and said to him: "You said you have been troubled for so many years, you should have had enough trouble, right? What's so good about being gay, and, I see you I didn't really find a man either."
"Are you really bad at women?"
"You are about the same age now, don't take the postgraduate entrance examination. I heard that it is very difficult to be a simultaneous interpreter. Why don't you come back and I will arrange a job for you. When you get married and have a child, it will naturally stop."
After listening to Lu Ci, he said, "I found it."
Dad: "What are you looking for?"
Lu Ci explained the facts and said: "Look for a man."
"I have a very good relationship with my boyfriend, and he loves me very much."
And said, "Love me more than you."
A chaotic scolding battle ensued.
Lu Ci enters in the left ear and exits in the right ear.
When his parents asked him not to continue eating, he put down the bowls and chopsticks; when they said he was disgusting, he looked innocent;
When they got tired of cursing, Lu Ci said, "I've brought him to meet grandma. When you feel better, I'll take him home and let you see him."
Mom laughed angrily: "How dare you bring people back?"
Lu Ci dead pig said without fear of boiling water: "I know you don't want to see my boyfriend, no matter how nice he is."
"But this is a regular procedure, and I still have to say it again. Because his house has passed Minglu once, I have to say hello to you, don't I?"
He is in a good mood now.
Haha.
He found out that as long as he doesn't care, he won't be sad.
Especially when he saw his parents getting pissed off, he was quite happy.
Dad gritted his teeth and said, "Is there no objection in his family?"
Lu Ci said, "No, his family really likes me."
Dad snorted: "It's not a serious and good family."
Finish the meal.
Lu Ci, who blew up the family atmosphere into ruins, walked away happily playing games.
He wanted to call Tang Zheng to play "Harmony Elite", so that the couple of Chutu could have fun.
I just asked Tang Zheng [are you here], and got Tang Zheng's reply [Xiao Lu, I have something to tell you, don't be angry].
Lu Ci: [Your family actually disagrees with us being together? 】
He blew out all his big talk!
Tang Zheng: [? ? ? 】
【no. 】
[I was home, but I couldn't worry about you, so I came to find you by car temporarily. 】
Lu Ci: […]
【Where are you? 】
Tang Zheng: [Outside your house. 】
[I heard that there seems to be a quarrel in your house, right?It was noisy. 】
Lu Ci watched the words pop out.
He could almost imagine what kind of expression Tang Zheng would have said that if he was in front of him, and it was probably so sincere that he was so stupid that he even felt like crying.
Tang Zheng: [I want to take you away.small land. 】
[I know that you have your personality, you are an independent individual, I have no right to treat you like a thing and say that I want to take you away.But I still want to say, I want to take you away. 】
Tang Zheng wasn't embarrassed at all, his liking was so natural, like a gust of warm wind.
Like is like, nothing to hide.
It made him feel very comfortable, which showed that Tang Zheng didn't reject his man's body at all.
Lu Ci felt embarrassed, and looked forward to doing something shameful, and said, "Then you are responsible for rubbing my back, you know?"
Tang Zheng readily agreed.
Lu Ci himself felt that he was really brave. When he stood under the bright light of the bathroom and was watched by Tang Zheng as he was about to take off his clothes, his shame suddenly returned to him.
Lu Ci stopped, raised his head, and said to Tang Zheng who was staring at him, "Take off first."
Tang Zheng obediently said "Oh", and quickly took off his clothes that were stained with dust and smelled of sweat after a day of running around. His wheat-colored skin seemed to flow honey amber under the warm yellow light of Yuba. Gloss, the muscle texture created by physical exercise is extremely beautiful, and every direction is a perfect presentation of strength aesthetics.
His back is in the shape of an inverted triangle, which is due to his natural skeleton. Even if others exercise in this area, they may not have the same effect as him.
Tang Zheng took off his shirt in a simple and rough way, and messed up his hair. On the contrary, he had a messy and handsome look full of wildness. He tidied up his clothes and turned them upside down, ready to throw them into the washing machine, and washed them while taking a shower.
Lu Ci didn't speak for a while.
He didn't want to disturb Tang Zheng at this moment.
seriously.
This guy Tang Zheng, when he is not talking, he shows his figure, which is the standard figure of an online male Bodhisattva.
He looked at Tang Zheng silently.
Tang Zheng never had the nerve to look back at Lu Ci, especially when Lu Ci was dressed neatly, he was so nervous, he thought, my muscles should be okay, right?I didn't relax and exercise this summer, so I should be in pretty good shape, right?
After tidying up, Tang Zheng went to the station in front of Lu Ci, and said as if making a report: "I'm done undressing, it's your turn."
Lu Ci took off the choker first. Tang Zheng felt that the curvature of the neck on which he bowed his head was particularly beautiful. The small piece of skin from the back of the neck to the back was soft and fair. He wanted to kiss him just by looking at it. On the snow-white ceramic washstand, slightly frowned, gave him a displeased look, and said, "Don't look at me. I don't like people watching me take off."
So you keep looking at me?
Tang Zheng thought to himself, but obeyed his words and turned around obediently.
The rustling sound of the cloth rubbing against each other was like a feather poking into his ear canal, gently scratching his ear wall and eardrum.
He lowered his head, and only glimpsed Lu Ci's feet from the corner of his eyes. His skin was snow-white, and under the thin skin, he could faintly see undulating slightly convex blue veins. Lu Ci's toes were particularly beautiful, with round nails and well-trimmed. , with a shell-like light pink luster.
One garment after another was peeled off and fell, hanging from his ankles, and he drew his snow-white feet out and stepped on them like pearls on velvet.
Tang Zheng didn't look up.
Lu Ci said, "Okay."
Tang Zheng said in a muffled voice, "I'll sort the clothes for you and put them in the washing machine to wash. You go to the bathroom first."
He turned on the drum washing machine and made a loud noise.
Bang, bang.
This must have completely drowned out the sound in the bathroom.
Thinking about it, Tang Zheng opened the curtain and stepped into the shower area where the hot air and mist filled the glass.
In the mist.
Lu Ci's face and hair were already wet, and the hot water made his cheeks and shoulders blush, so he looked back at Tang Zheng wet, and said, "Didn't you say you want to rub my back?" ?”
Tang Zheng felt that his soul was hooked by his gaze.
He wanted Lu Ci to rest. He should have been tired all day today, but seeing Lu Ci like this, he was suddenly confused. Is Lu Ci tired?
He didn't dare to touch Lu Ci, but Lu Ci dared to touch him.
His meager willpower was instantly defeated by Lu Ci's one look and one raised hand.
……
After one o'clock in the morning.
Lu Ci fell asleep and fell asleep on his shoulder.
Tang Zheng moved his movements to make Lu Ci sleep more comfortably, thinking: Why am I such a beast?
He quietly observed Lu Ci's posture after sleeping here.
He didn't sleep with Lu Ci in the same bed before, and he never knew what Lu Ci looked like when he fell asleep. In his imagination, it should be in that messy state.
After two nights, he found that it was not.
Lu Ci likes to sleep curled up, like a baby.
Tang Zheng remembered that he had seen it in a book, and it might be a sign of insecurity.
Unlike him, when he sleeps, he always opens his arms and hands and feet wide open. In the past, he kicked his elder brother off the bed a few times and scolded him a few times, but it didn't help.
When he grew up, he was the first to be driven away by his elder brother when he slept in separate beds.
Tang Zheng was quite worried that the old things would happen again after he fell asleep, so he accidentally kicked Lu Ci down.
The next day, Tang Zheng woke up in pain. Someone twisted his flesh. Lu Ci looked at him with displeasure, and said, "You hug me so hard that I can barely breathe."
Tang Zheng looked at him, still sleepy, arched his head towards him, and kissed him: "Baby, good morning."
Lu Ci's hair was smoothed in an instant, and he was not angry at all. His eyes seemed to melt in spring water, and his tone softened a lot: "Well, good morning."
He hated it once, it was too nasty, but he thought it might be good to get used to it.
When he finished washing, he saw Tang Zheng wearing an apron cooking for him. The morning light shone on Tang Zheng, making him look golden. Lu Ci couldn't help but think, this is his home. his ideal home.
Lu Ci unconsciously walked to Tang Zheng's side, and said meekly, "Is there anything I can do for you?"
Tang Zheng said: "The kitchen is so dangerous, I'm afraid the oil will splash on you."
Lu Ci asked: "Then shall I get you the bowl and chopsticks?"
Tang Zheng said, "Thank you, Xiao Lu."
Today I made a Western-style breakfast.
Tender egg bacon sandwich, with two fried sausages, and a cup of thick soy milk, with red beans, black beans and sesame seeds, it is very fragrant.
Lu Ci felt that his stomach also liked Tang Zheng very much, so he ate with great relish, and praised Tang Zheng without hesitation as before.
Tang Zheng stared at him with bright eyes, slightly arched his shoulders, looking very simple and honest, he squeezed his fork nervously, and asked: "Xiao Lu, the National Day holiday will be held in a while, do you want to come with me to my house?" ?”
"I, I want to introduce you to my elder brother."
Lu Ci's mouth was stuffed with a mouthful of food, and his left cheek was bulging, moving as he chewed. Hearing Tang Zheng's shy question, he opened his eyes wide in surprise, and stopped chewing.
After a few seconds, he slowly resumed chewing.
Cheeks bulge, bulge.
Swallow.
Lu Ci couldn't believe it and said, "Is it so fast?"
Facing family problems so soon?If Tang Zheng took him home to meet his parents, would he also have to take Tang Zheng to meet his parents?Although I have seen my grandma.
Tang Zheng didn't understand and said, "Soon?"
"The winter vacation is fine."
Tang Zheng held back for a while, but didn't hold back, and said flatteredly: "I just feel that I have made such a good boyfriend, and I really want to take it back to show off to my elder brother and younger brother."
Lu Ci really couldn't stand Tang Zheng's style of praise.
Since he was a child, even before he broke up with his parents, his parents' attitude towards him was the same: you should do well, if you don't do well, go back and reflect on it, and try to do things perfectly next time.
And after the breakup, he is a pest in the family, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how outstanding and impressive his results are, he will not get any praise.
Tang Zheng was still talking non-stop:
"My younger brother is going to do a research project. I don't think he will be back on National Day, but my elder brother is always there."
"I have always said that I want you to go to my house to drink the sweet soup made by me, but I have never had a chance. This time I must take you there."
"You have met my elder brother, and his personality is also so meek on weekdays."
Even, Tang Zheng began to recall the scene of his own house in Lu Ci, and said in a rather organized manner: "But my house is quite broken, haha, I'm a little afraid that you won't be used to it, I can help you book a nearby hotel room."
"I used to sleep in my room with my younger brother, and it was still a bunk bed."
Lu Ci lowered his head, knocked the fork on the porcelain plate, jingled, and said nonchalantly, "It's okay, I'm not that spoiled."
"Didn't I sleep the same way in the dormitory? Did you forget after sleeping for more than two years? You think I'm too hard to serve, don't you?"
Tang Zheng said, "That's right."
Then I came to my senses, stunned for a moment, and asked, "Would you like to go to my house to play?"
Lu Ci said: "Anyway, it's so close, it's just over an hour's high-speed train ride, so it's so convenient to go back and forth."
He thought for a while, and then suddenly said: "Don't be too happy, it's not sure yet, if my parents also ask me to go home, then I might still go home for the National Day."
Tang Zheng: "Then shall I go home with you?"
Lu Ci laughed: "Then my dad may directly fork you out."
"Hahaha."
Tang Zheng probably knew about Lu Ci's family affairs.
Half a year ago, one day, when they were shopping in the supermarket to buy daily necessities, the string of Buddhist beads wrapped around Lu Ci's hands suddenly broke, and the beads fell all over the floor.
Because it was winter and the beads fell off, Lu Ci could still cover the scars with his cuffs.
But it was still discovered by Tang Zheng, he caught a glimpse of something wrong and suspected all the way, when he arrived at the door, he couldn't bear it for no reason, grabbed Lu Ci's wrist, and turned to look.
A dark red scar about three to four centimeters long crawled shockingly on the inside of Lu Ci's wrist.
And it's vertical, not too precise, covering crookedly above the blood vessels.
Lu Ci struggled, but didn't break free, and said coldly, "Let go."
Tang Zheng didn't let go, and even held on tighter, asking, "What's going on here?"
Lu Ci tried so hard that his face turned red, but he couldn't escape from the grip of Tang Zheng's big hands, so he had to give up temporarily, pretending not to care, and said, "Old Huangli's business, there is nothing to say."
Tang Zheng's eyes turned red, and he asked, "Isn't this a trivial matter?"
Lu Ci answered irrelevantly: "You are using too much force, Tang Zheng, I think your wrist is about to be broken by your pinch, can't you be gentle?"
Only then did Tang Zheng come to his senses, took a deep breath, and let go of his hand.
Lu Ci immediately pulled his hand back, rubbed his wrist, and said, "Don't look at me, watch the door, open the door for me."
Tang Zheng asked behind him: "Aren't we friends? Xiao Lu, you can talk to me."
"Yeah." Lu Ci hummed perfunctorily, without turning his head, "It's time."
Lu Ci went straight into the bedroom and shut the door for Tang Zheng who was following behind him.
He didn't intend to tell Tang Zheng the matter at all.
Tell Tang Zheng what to do?
Does it make any sense?
It can't change what happened in the past.
He also didn't want to sell himself miserably, Lu Ci didn't think he was miserable.
He's come through a long time ago.
This small wound is like the crack left by a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon, from which he has transformed himself into a strong Lu Ci.
But Tang Zheng seemed to be out of his mind for several days, until one day, he went to the balcony to make a phone call and had an argument with his parents.Tang Zheng sensed it immediately, and asked him, "Does the injury on your hand have anything to do with your parents?"
Lu Ci was noncommittal: "It's none of your business, and it really happened a long time ago." He scratched his cheek with his fingers in embarrassment, and said, "It happened when I was in junior high school, the second or third year of junior high school, haha, Didn’t many people have this period in the standard middle and second period? It’s not uncommon.”
Before the words fell, Lu Ci saw that Tang Zheng's eyes were red again, and there were still tears in his eyes.
He was really shocked by the tears of the macho man, he always felt that Tang Zheng was very stupid, because Tang Zheng was very big-hearted, and he laughed when he was teased every day, and he didn't take it seriously at all.
Originally, when this matter was brought up, he still felt a little sentimental, but in the end, you didn't cry, and someone felt the same and wanted to cry, which made him very at a loss.
"But you almost died. If you die, I won't be able to meet you." Tang Zheng said anxiously and clumsily. It's fine if you say it, I can accompany you, with me accompanying you, maybe you won't be overwhelmed."
Lu Ci was dumbfounded, he still smiled slightly, and took Tang Zheng's hand: "En."
"I also want to meet you soon."
Usually on vacation, Lu Ci always seems to want to go home, but also doesn't seem to want to go home.
Lu Ci never accused him of his parents, not only that, every time he mentioned it, he even smiled, but Tang Zheng could tell that it was a fake smile.
It is now.
No matter how he looked at it, he found it pleasing to the eye, and he wanted to say something fierce, but he endured it.
Lu Ci said to him with a playful smile: "Tang Zheng, your toast is so soft today, I want to add some mayonnaise, can you get me some mayonnaise?"
Tang Zheng observed the landing words carefully.
He has never been a person who can read words and expressions, so he is often said to be a fool and can't read the atmosphere, but it seems that he is particularly attentive when facing Lu Ci.
Lu Ci started again.
Every time he encounters a topic that he doesn't want to talk about, Lu Ci will quickly change the topic, and then pretend that he didn't say anything just now.
After a while, Tang Zheng also heard humming a ditty.
He didn't dare to ask too carefully, for fear of making Lu Ci think of the painful things more deeply.
Lu Ci finished his meal.
Say to him abruptly: "I haven't done enough."
Tang Zheng didn't react, and asked, "What didn't you do enough?"
Lu Ci said directly: "Make love." After finishing speaking, he raised his eyelashes to look at him, and wiped the sauce on the corner of his mouth with his fingertips.
Tang Zheng was blushed by this childish straight ball and said, "But, it's time to go to school."
Lu Ci said, "Isn't there still more than an hour?"
As he spoke, he touched his leg with his toe under the table.
After opening a new door, Lu Ci felt that he had learned how to seek happiness without a teacher, but in fact, he only needed to get rid of his shame.
Seeing Tang Zheng's face getting redder and redder, he was very proud.
Then Tang Zheng grabbed the ankle, and Tang Zheng asked troubledly, "Aren't you tired?"
Lu Ci still cocked his nose and whimpered loudly: "There are only exhausted cows, how can there be plowed fields?"
Tang Zheng was really annoyed now.
No matter how good-tempered he is, he can't stand Lu Ci's constant stinging and tickling him, it's too mischievous, Tang Zheng blurted out with a dark face, "You still look down on me. I just want to see your delicate skin and tender flesh. Keep it on purpose, for fear of ruining you."
Lu Ci blushed.
But losers can't lose the battle, and all the talk is out, so I can only continue to say: "Then why don't you accept it? You are bragging. I think you are tired."
Tang Zheng stood up abruptly, the light source was behind him, and the shadow moved forward to cover Lu Ci.
Lu Ci asked, "Why?"
Tang Zheng unbuttoned his plaid shirt that looked like a cowboy from top to bottom, loosened the collar, and said, "Go to the room. Didn't you say there is still more than an hour?"
Lu Ci blushed and stood up: "Oh. I'm still afraid of you?"
then.
He took a leave of absence from the counselor.
Originally, he wanted to skip class directly, but after thinking about it, he should ask for leave, because he was afraid that something might go wrong that would affect his postgraduate education.
For more than three years in college, Lu Ci has only been the king of papers compared with his classmates, and he has never skipped class like this.
He thought to himself, what kind of college life is it if you don’t skip classes?
When he was on the phone with the counselor, Tang Zheng lay beside him and grabbed his hand, turned his wrist over, and gently kissed the scar on his wrist.
Not a word.
The incision was deep at the beginning, and the scar left was also particularly convex.
"This is the only scar on your body." Tang Zheng asked, "Are you going to have scar removal surgery?"
Lu Ci said: "I thought about whether to get a tattoo to cover it up. What kind of tattoo do you think would be good?"
Tang Zheng shook his head: "If you have a tattoo, you won't be able to take the civil servant exam. Are you sure you want a tattoo?"
Lu Ci added: "I didn't think about it."
"Let's talk later."
"My waist is almost broken, you hurt it, rub it for me."
Tang Zheng nodded, serving him like a loyal servant.
Lu Ci lay on his stomach with a blanket covering his waist.
Tang Zheng thought, if Lu Ci didn't want to say it, then he wouldn't say it, it's actually fine.
At this time, Lu Ci spoke in recollection.
"Did I show you any pictures of me when I was a kid?"
Tang Zheng was stunned for a moment, and said, "No."
Lu Ci put his face on the soft pillow, perhaps because Tang Zheng filled part of the emptiness in his heart, he is now in a good mood, and even dared to talk about the past.
He chuckled and said, "I'll show you next time. I was very cute when I was young. Among all my relatives, the children of my generation are the cutest."
Tang Zheng echoed: "That's for sure, I've seen you the prettiest when I grow up."
Lu Ci continued:
"My junior high school was not strictly controlled. At that time, my hair was not short, but it was not too long. It was just past the length of the ear, a bit like the short hair that girls wear."
"At that time, I hadn't developed much, and I looked very handsome. The school uniforms of junior high school are the same for men and women, with long sleeves and trousers, and I can't tell my figure. The teachers in our school used it without knowing it. I thought I was a girl, but I was well known at school and they knew I was a boy."
"But people from other schools don't know."
"Then I was stopped by boys from other schools and stuffed love letters on the road. It was really embarrassing, and the most embarrassing thing was that I was seen by people from our school."
Tang Zheng: "Have you been gossiping?"
"Children in junior high school seem to be very uncontrollable, and love to talk nonsense behind people's backs."
"Almost, actually, when I think about it now, I think it's okay." Lu Ci said, "I really felt ashamed at the time."
"After the end, boys in our school even wrote love letters to me, and there are usually people who make noise."
Tang Zheng felt that the tone of Lu Ci's words was not particularly troubled.
Lu Ci said: "Although I rejected them all, I didn't accept any of them, but let me tell you secretly, I am quite proud of myself."
"One day, I thought, maybe I'm more popular with boys than the most beautiful girl in our school. Haha."
"Then I was taken aback by the idea of myself."
Tang Zheng smiled.
How should I put it, it's something that a narcissist like Lu Ci can do, and being liked by others, if he doesn't make trouble, it's really not a bad thing.
Lu Ci lay there, as docile as a resting lamb.
New marks filled the old marks on the snow-white back, like peach blossom petals printed on white rice paper, leaving shades of pink.
"At that time, our school would arrange an extra-curricular book reading time for a class at noon, so that they could read books freely in the school library."
"I borrowed a copy of The Gadfly, which was recommended to me by my classmate."
"There is an unclear same-sex plot in it, which may not be obvious to straight men and straight women, but I immediately thought it was wrong, and the more I watched it, the more it felt wrong."
Lu Ci said: "Then, I began to doubt my own sexual orientation."
"Even doubting my own existence."
Tang Zheng asked: "What does it mean to doubt one's own existence?"
"Well, how should I put it..." Lu Ci pondered for a moment, then said calmly, "That is, I would think, if I like boys, is it true that my soul is a girl?"
Tang Zheng nodded with a vague understanding.
Lu Ci has a bit of a youthful feeling, which is similar to his elder brother, so he always feels that Lu Ci must get along well with his elder brother.
Then, Tang Zheng, who was listening to the story seriously, realized that the next storm was coming.
Lu Ci tried to say it in a very relaxed tone, but the calmer he was, the more unnatural he was forcibly enduring.
"So, I did a very stupid thing."
"I secretly bought a dress to wear when my parents weren't home."
"It's a dress with a round neck and a pleated design on the chest. I was very slender before I developed it. After wearing this dress, I really look like a little girl. It's very beautiful."
"It's not that I think I'm a woman anymore, I think I look beautiful in both men's and women's clothes. I'm just narcissistic."
"Now that I think about it, it's really stupid."
"I haven't been able to wear it more than a few times. The first time I wore it, it happened to catch up with my dad coming home suddenly. He found me wearing women's clothing and almost killed me."
Tang Zheng felt as if a handful of stones had been stuffed in his throat, and asked, "Did you not lock the door?"
Lu Ci: "Do you think I'm stupid?"
"If I can lock the door, I will definitely lock it, but there is no door lock in my room. At that time, my parents didn't let me install a lock, so they could discipline me for convenience. Later, I was willing."
"Oh, it's a pity. I picked that dress specially and bought it for 500 yuan."
"My dad asked me to kneel on the ground, gave me a pair of scissors, and asked me to cut the skirt in front of him. I was so scared that I cried and cut it. Don't say, the skirt is very well made, and the edge seam It was so tight that I couldn't cut it."
"My dad took the skirt and cut it into pieces himself. He even scolded me for a long time."
Lu Ci didn't want to say specific words, but said vaguely: "It's pretty ugly."
"After my mother came back, the two of them scolded me together. They asked me where I learned it. Then I didn't learn it from there. I just awakened myself, but they insisted that maybe I made some bad friends. I'm screwed. I'm not allowed to associate with any of my former male classmates."
"It doesn't matter to me, I don't know them too well."
Tang Zheng stroked his back.
Very sorry.
Lean over and kiss.
Lu Ci asked in surprise: "Are you still here?"
"Aren't you afraid of going to the hospital again?"
After finally brewing a romantic atmosphere, it was suddenly broken, and Tang Zheng was also a little sullen: "What do you think of me? A beast? I just want to comfort you."
Lu Ci turned over and sat up, touched his face, and said, "Thank you."
"It's not bad this time, you didn't cry."
Tang Zheng grabbed his hand, intertwined his fingers, squeezed his fingertips and put them on his lips to kiss, saying: "At first I wanted to cry, but now I've calmed down."
"I felt my heart was blocked."
He was quietly stared at by Lu Ci, and it happened that a ray of afternoon sunlight squeezed in from the gap in the curtain, and shone obliquely on Lu Ci's neck. He saw extremely fine dust flying in the light, falling on Lu Ci on the clavicle.
Lu Ci smiled in relief, and said, "I'd better go home for the National Day. Go home two days ago, and then I'll go to your house to play."
Tang Zheng: "Don't you want to go home?"
Lu Ci: "It's okay. Mainly I feel that my parents don't want me to go home. How about this? If they ask if I will go home for National Day, then I will go back, and I will go with you without asking."
Two days passed.
Lu Ci finds out his junior high school photos and shows them to Tang Zheng.
It was a group photo standing in front of the blackboard newspaper.
Lu Ci was wearing a royal blue loose school uniform, his hair was actually not much longer than it is now, and it was also short, but it was very delicate, with a kind of indisputable beauty.
It was different from Tang Zheng's imagination, with plain face and no make-up, but she looked like a delicate and quiet girl.
It's really cute and cute.
Two days before National Day.
Lu Ci's parents didn't look for him. Tang Zheng really wanted to take him home, so he booked the bus tickets for him. But on the night of September 9th, Lu Ci received a call from his mother, asking: "Go home on National Day?" ?"
Next to him was his younger brother who was clamoring, "Mom, can I talk to my brother on the phone? I want to talk to my brother."
Lu Ci's heart softened again.
This is very contradictory.
He knew that his parents were a little bad, which left a deep psychological shadow on him.
But sometimes I think of my parents again.
It sounds ridiculous to say that.
All in all, his parents were nice when they weren't mean to him.
So, he bid farewell to Tang Zheng, picked up a suitcase of luggage and got on the ride home.
He has other plans—
Tang Zheng had already come out to the family for him, and he had to do the same for Tang Zheng in order to change his heart.
Lu Ci started to feel sleepy as soon as he got in the car. After sleeping for more than three hours, he opened his eyes and arrived at the gate of the community.
He was carrying a suitcase, and before he reached his villa, he met his younger brother near the community park in advance.
The younger brother still doesn't know the sad age in the world. When he saw him, he poked his head up and looked at him dubiously for a while like a puppy. Then he recognized him, smiled brightly, left the nanny, and tapped. Xiao ran over: "Brother! Brother!"
He was not as tall as the suitcase, and he stretched out his short hand, insisting on helping Lu Ci push the box, saying, "Let me help you, brother."
Lu Ci patted his head and said, "Thank you baby."
The younger brother blushed when he was praised, and he met a few kindergarten friends on the road. He even pointed it out to Lu Ci, and proudly said to the students: "My brother is very handsome, isn't he?"
"I didn't lie to you. My brother is very good-looking."
Children love beauty.
Lu Ci doesn't need to tease children specially, there will always be a group of children who love to hang around him.
Lu Ci couldn't laugh or cry.
Arrived at the door.
Lu Ci was lowering his head and joking with his younger brother, thinking that it was time to snatch the suitcase back, but his mother had already walked out and said displeasedly: "Why are you so lazy, your younger brother is so small, what should you do if your suitcase hits you?" ? Don’t you even know how to be an older brother?”
The younger brother said, "I'm a little man now! I'm not young anymore."
Mom came over, grabbed his arm, and lifted the kid away, but one of his hands was still clung to the handle of the suitcase, and the suitcase fell down. smashed him.
My mother said with authority: "I'll just say it!"
He taught his younger brother a lesson: "You too, how can you be so capable?"
Before it was changed, Lu Ci probably passed by silently and ambiguously.
He suddenly thought of Tang Zheng in his head, and for some reason, a burst of courage surged in his heart, driving him to say: "Mom, don't scold brother, if you hadn't pulled him, the suitcase wouldn't have fallen down, it can't be my fault, it can't be Can't blame him, blame you."
Mom raised her head and looked at him in shock, but didn't react for a while.
Lu Ci added: "I'm Bao Bao's brother, what's wrong with him liking me? Why do you keep stopping him from liking me? Homosexuality is not a virus, and it won't infect him just because he gets close to me."
The younger brother raised his head and asked, "Same as what? What virus?"
His mother's face changed drastically, and she slapped him angrily, saying, "Don't ask nonsense!"
Lu Ci didn't expect this to happen, and he didn't react for a while, so he couldn't stop it.
The younger brother was slapped on the forehead, and cried loudly with a "wow".
What a mess.
But he didn't want to escape.
Lu Ci knelt down and said, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, brother will touch it for you."
My brother hugged his leg, but my mother couldn't even pull him away.
The younger brother cried for a long time, but in the end, his mother coaxed him to take him to pizza another day, and he was happy to order whatever he wanted, but because he was tired from crying for too long, he fell into a deep sleep.
The family pampered him and didn't wake him up at night to let him eat.
On the dinner table.
Mom told Dad about it.
As the culprit, Lu Ci didn't feel ashamed at all, he should eat and drink.
My father was a little impatient, and even interrupted before listening to my mother's complaints, and said to him: "You said you have been troubled for so many years, you should have had enough trouble, right? What's so good about being gay, and, I see you I didn't really find a man either."
"Are you really bad at women?"
"You are about the same age now, don't take the postgraduate entrance examination. I heard that it is very difficult to be a simultaneous interpreter. Why don't you come back and I will arrange a job for you. When you get married and have a child, it will naturally stop."
After listening to Lu Ci, he said, "I found it."
Dad: "What are you looking for?"
Lu Ci explained the facts and said: "Look for a man."
"I have a very good relationship with my boyfriend, and he loves me very much."
And said, "Love me more than you."
A chaotic scolding battle ensued.
Lu Ci enters in the left ear and exits in the right ear.
When his parents asked him not to continue eating, he put down the bowls and chopsticks; when they said he was disgusting, he looked innocent;
When they got tired of cursing, Lu Ci said, "I've brought him to meet grandma. When you feel better, I'll take him home and let you see him."
Mom laughed angrily: "How dare you bring people back?"
Lu Ci dead pig said without fear of boiling water: "I know you don't want to see my boyfriend, no matter how nice he is."
"But this is a regular procedure, and I still have to say it again. Because his house has passed Minglu once, I have to say hello to you, don't I?"
He is in a good mood now.
Haha.
He found out that as long as he doesn't care, he won't be sad.
Especially when he saw his parents getting pissed off, he was quite happy.
Dad gritted his teeth and said, "Is there no objection in his family?"
Lu Ci said, "No, his family really likes me."
Dad snorted: "It's not a serious and good family."
Finish the meal.
Lu Ci, who blew up the family atmosphere into ruins, walked away happily playing games.
He wanted to call Tang Zheng to play "Harmony Elite", so that the couple of Chutu could have fun.
I just asked Tang Zheng [are you here], and got Tang Zheng's reply [Xiao Lu, I have something to tell you, don't be angry].
Lu Ci: [Your family actually disagrees with us being together? 】
He blew out all his big talk!
Tang Zheng: [? ? ? 】
【no. 】
[I was home, but I couldn't worry about you, so I came to find you by car temporarily. 】
Lu Ci: […]
【Where are you? 】
Tang Zheng: [Outside your house. 】
[I heard that there seems to be a quarrel in your house, right?It was noisy. 】
Lu Ci watched the words pop out.
He could almost imagine what kind of expression Tang Zheng would have said that if he was in front of him, and it was probably so sincere that he was so stupid that he even felt like crying.
Tang Zheng: [I want to take you away.small land. 】
[I know that you have your personality, you are an independent individual, I have no right to treat you like a thing and say that I want to take you away.But I still want to say, I want to take you away. 】
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