Beauty across the cloud

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Jin Lan only wore a long-sleeved house jacket on the bed, which was regarded as pajamas; Luo Weiqiu hugged him, her arms were tightened on his back, and the palms of her hands could still touch the thin and narrow shoulder blades on Jin Lan's back.Jin Lan has lost some weight recently, the bone felt in his hand, like an unsharpened knife, cutting Luo Weiqiu's heart.

There is still a pleasant smell on Jin Lan's neck, it's not a fragrance, it's just fascinating.This smell is faint, as if floating from far away, probably the smell of hometown and childhood, Luo Weiqiu smelled it silently, suddenly wanted to cry.

I have never realized that I am such a person who loves to cry.

Sensing Luo Weiqiu's strangeness, Jin Lan suddenly felt heartbroken.But this heartache has nothing to do with his own situation, he is suffering purely because of Luo Weiqiu's pain.As for the pain imposed on him, it doesn't seem so important at the moment.

"Someone is so fragile." Jin Lan retracted her arms subconsciously, and wrapped Luo Weiqiu in her arms, "Aren't I fine now?"

Luo Weiqiu continued to hug him tightly: "But you can't see it anymore."

Jin Lan patted his head: "It's all temporary."

Luo Weiqiu stopped talking.His head sank lower and lower until he pressed his face against Jin Lan's chest, closed his eyes and listened to Jin Lan's regular and powerful heartbeat.

"Senior, can I exchange my eyes for you?"

"What?" Jin Lan didn't understand.

"If you are really blind, I will give you my eyes in exchange."

Jin Lan's heart warmed up, he was moved, but also found it funny: "This kind of non-renewable organ is not allowed to be donated by a living body. Besides, it has not reached that point."

"Okay." He rubbed Luo Weiqiu's hair, trying to help him up: "Stop acting like a spoiled child." The essence of Luo Weiqiu's behavior was revealed in one sentence.

Luo Weiqiu didn't get up, as if her bones had been taken out, she lay limply on Jin Lan's shoulders, rubbing her hands on Jin Lan's back, but there was no erotic meaning, the essence of rubbing was to search and confirm, He was just uneasy, he had to take action to reassure himself—fortunately, Jin Lan was still in his arms.

Fortunately, they have not separated yet.

Jin Lan pushed him twice, but didn't push, and commented helplessly: "I'm getting more and more like a child! I'm still a patient..." He took the initiative to move out of this layer of identity, using it as a threat and deterrence.

Sure enough, although Luo Weiqiu didn't move his body, he raised his head slightly and asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Winter in the north has just arrived, and unlike spring, when the temperature rises and falls repeatedly, everyone knows that by this time, the days will only get colder day by day; as for the warmth of spring and the blooming of flowers, it will be the second year. Have no expectations and no illusions about the distant warmth.The heating in the room has just started, and if you don't pay attention, your hands and feet will still be cold.

Luo Weiqiu almost instinctively grabs the heat that is close at hand.

Jin Lan's body is not too thin, but Luo Weiqiu can clearly feel the distribution and direction of every bone under his skin and flesh by touching it inch by inch.With such a person, it is definitely not a comfortable experience to touch and hold.What can Jin Lan offer Luo Weiqiu?After all, there are only some temperature and taste.

Subtle warmth, and a nostalgic smell.

On the other hand, being pressed down by a heavy man is definitely not a wonderful feeling.Jin Lan swayed, but managed to hold on, not falling on the quilt, "I..."

"...No discomfort."

No discomfort.Did not push away.No rejection.When a person is immersed in a dark river, who can be cruel enough to take away the only driftwood he can rely on?Jin Lan didn't have the courage to commit suicide, he couldn't be so cruel to himself.

Then Luo Weiqiu felt relieved, turned his head arrogantly, and put a kiss on the snow-like skin of his neck.It was just a light touch, but Jin Lan seemed to have been sucked out of strength, and suddenly felt her body loosen, and she fell straight into a soft quilt.

Luo Weiqiu also fell down with him, still domineeringly pressing on him.He didn't speak or do anything else, but occasionally sniffed or kissed the side of Jin Lan's neck, like some kind of loyal large animal.

"As you said, no matter what difficulties you encounter..." Jin Lan said slowly.

"I will carry you behind my back, and I will face it with you." Luo Weiqiu paused for a moment, and this brief gap made Jin Lan's heart beat faster, "If you really would be better and happier without me, I... Senior , you choose, this is your own life."

Jin Lan heard him say, "All I want is your health and safety."

Jin Lan never struggled again.What could the former sight offer him?A sense of security, convenience, and the confidence to live a healthy life as a healthy person.Now he has a driftwood in his arms, wandering and wandering in a mass of nothingness, he cannot see and is not afraid, because he has something to depend on.

Although Luo Weiqiu can't replace his eyes, even though he may feel uneasy again when he wakes up the next day, at least... At this moment, let him have more courage to face and embrace.Jin Lan prayed in his heart.

He raised his hand and stroked Luo Weiqiu's hair, the small thorns slipped between his fingers, "Luo Weiqiu, I'm sleepy."

Luo Weiqiu pulled the quilt over the two of them, then rushed over to hug Jin Lan, her arms were tighter than before, "Well, go to sleep."

"How can I sleep like this?" Jin Lan realized that she was put on a life jacket that couldn't be taken off.

"This way I can sleep too." Luo Weiqiu was naughty.

"It's not a good habit to act like a baby." Teacher Jin put on a straight face, trying to educate him.

The bad student Luo Weiqiu didn't care much: "It seems that you are not very sleepy, then we..."

Jin Lan was so frightened that she quickly fell asleep.

However, Luo Weiqiu was always thinking about the promise he just made to Jin Lan. If he followed his heart, he should say "Whether you want me or not, I will pester you", or "You can't do without me, otherwise what will I do?" ;As for "you choose" and "all I want is your health and safety", it is cool to say it, and it sounds cool, but he is struggling and suffering for a second in his heart, even after he just said it There are also some regrets.Just stalk it!With Jin Lan's meek personality, as long as he pretends to be pitiful enough, he won't be able to be cruel, let alone his current situation, what kind of confidence does he have to be cruel?

Many thoughts were circling and entangled in his mind, and his heart was in a mess.The cat was carried by Qin Suian to play, the light was turned off, Luo Weiqiu looked at the sleeping face of the man in his arms by the moonlight, it was really pretty, really beautiful, obviously no different from a healthy person, obviously he should Live a good, normal life.

His senior is a good person, why should he bear so much?This unanswered question made Luo Weiqiu's heart ache, he lowered his head sadly, and rubbed against Jin Lan's arms.

"As long as you are healthy," Luo Weiqiu said in a low voice, "As for me...it doesn't matter."

The so-called love is nothing more than making a person voluntarily involuntarily.

Luo Weiqiu, who was handsome for no more than three seconds, fell asleep anxiously.

Before dawn the next day, Jin Lan woke up in a daze. He felt that his whole body was always warm, but because he was hugged all night, his sleeping position was awkward, so his back was sore. point, but somehow bumped into something, behind him Luo Weiqiu let out a muffled groan in his sleep.

(slightly)

After more than ten minutes, Luo Weiqiu finally woke up, and immediately realized why he was taking off his pants and rubbing them everywhere.And Jin Lan closed his eyes and seemed to be still asleep, ignorant of everything.

Luo Weiqiu didn't suspect what Jin Lan had done, she thought she couldn't hold back in her sleep, she took off her pants and solved it by herself.With a blushing face, he brought a tissue again, wiped Jin Lan's body clean, and took off the sheet again, intending to destroy the evidence before everyone got up.

However, as soon as he went out this time, he ran into Qin Suian who got up early and was washing up.She hadn't woken up yet, and looked at Luo Weiqiu in a daze, holding the bed sheet with a guilty face.

She was shocked, thinking that she had fallen into an infinite loop of time and space traps—how could she meet Luo Weiqiu who came to wash the sheets every morning?