Beauty across the cloud

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When Jin Lan heard that Qin Suian was back, she also hurriedly sat up, raised her head suddenly, and there was a muffled "duang", her forehead hit Luo Weiqiu's chin straight, and the two of them were so painful that their eyes stared at each other. One covered his mouth, the other covered his head, unable to speak a word.

Qin Suian: "..." They are really two living treasures.She rolled her eyes speechlessly, went out, and said as she walked, "If you don't go and have a look, the cats will eat up all the fish you bought!"

This is a big deal.Luo Weiqiu immediately jumped up from the bed, her legs were still numb, so she had to move out step by step while supporting the wall.After finally moving to the kitchen, I saw, good guy, this little thing is really ambitious, the newly bought big carp is half longer than it, I saw it biting the tail of the fish, pressing its four small claws on the floor for strength , dragging backwards like desperately, with the sound of wheezing and wheezing in the mouth, the cat's fur straightened, and every muscle in the body was exerting force, trying to drag the fish to a safe place to taste alone.

Luo Weiqiu was helpless, he really couldn't watch for a while, and was almost succeeded by it.He bent down and pinched the nape of the ginkgo to lift it up.Ginkgo meowed unwillingly while thumping its calves in mid-air, as if to say, "Why don't you let me eat the fish I caught by my own ability".

In the end, Luo Weiqiu cut off the tail of the fish that he had bitten and cooked it for him alone.

During the meal, Luo Weiqiu still insisted that he feed Jin Lan.In the past, Qin Suian seldom ate at the same table with them. Either she got up late, or the two of them had already finished eating when she came back. Therefore, even though I have seen a big man feeding another big man, But still can't get used to it.

"I said," she frowned, and watched Luo Weiqiu feed Jin Lan spoon by spoon, and Jin Lan seemed to be used to it: "Is it necessary...you don't even wear it during confinement."

Jin Lan seemed to feel her gaze, and felt a little uncomfortable: "Actually, I can eat it myself."

Luo Weiqiu calmly explained: "Confinement and confinement are two different things, the seniors can't see it." As he spoke, he glanced at Qin Suian, a little bit dissatisfied.

Qin Suian was stared at with hairs on his back, "Okay, okay, I, I'm full, let's go first!" She randomly picked up some vegetables and put them in her bowl, holding the bowl and going back to the room.After getting up, she stopped again, turned her head and asked Luo Weiqiu: "Are you smoking at the door?"

"what?"

"A lot of cigarette ash fell on the ground at the door," Qin Suian recalled, "I thought it was you who smoked it."

Luo Weiqiu shook his head: "I haven't smoked for many years."

"Oh, it's not you." It wasn't Luo Weiqiu, she was thoughtful.When she entered the corridor, she happened to pass by a tall man. Thinking about it now, she felt that the man looked familiar, as if she had seen it somewhere before.Where did you see it?She couldn't think of it for a while, but it wasn't an important thing after all, so forget it.She turned and went back to her room without saying anything, nor did she take this matter to heart.

Luo Weiqiu would only eat after feeding Jin Lan. He always ate very quickly, and everything was settled within a few strokes.After washing the dishes, he said to Jin Lan, "Senior, we should go to the hospital in the afternoon." According to the doctor's advice, Jin Lan will go to the hospital regularly for intravenous treatment.

Jin Lan nodded.

In the afternoon, Luo Weiqiu helped Jin Lan get dressed as usual, but after going out, she realized that the sky was gray and gloomy, and within two steps, small snow particles began to fall, and the passing wind was even bitterer.Luo Weiqiu was worried that the ground would be slippery if the snow really fell, so she simply squatted down and said, "Senior, I'll carry you on my back."

Jin Lan stood in place, motionless, frowning, and he could see hesitation even with his eyes closed.

"Senior," Luo Weiqiu turned to look at him, "Come."

Jin Lan still didn't move.He knew that his behavior could probably be regarded as playing his temper and procrastinating. He lowered his head slightly to one side, his bangs, which had not been cut for a long time, almost covered his forehead, his eyes were closed, his eyelashes were trembling, his hands were in his coat pockets, his nails were Pinch fingertips.

"It's not good for others to see."

"You can't see other people, why do you care about others watching you?" Luo Weiqiu was very patient: "Senior, it's snowing, and the road will be difficult to walk later, I'll carry you on my back, let's go faster, get to the hospital earlier return."

The words were reasonable, but Jin Lan couldn't find a reason to refuse.He slowly squatted down and touched Luo Weiqiu's back.Luo Weiqiu's hand grabbed his arm backwards, pulling him onto her back.After a dull moment, I felt the warmth of ironing on my back. It was Jin Lan's chest that hit me. The two of them pressed their chests against their backs, and Jin Lan's head was firmly pressed against Luo Weiqiu's neck.

He doesn't need to deliberately approach, he can feel the temperature and breath that is close at hand.

After walking two steps, the wind picked up, Luo Weiqiu stopped, stretched out his hand and groped backwards to put on Jin Lan's coat and hat, and then continued walking.

He said: "Senior, if it's cold, you should lower your head."

He felt that Jin Lan nodded, and then he was relieved.

After walking for a while, Luo Weiqiu heard Jin Lan say: "I always let you carry it."

"Ah."

"...I don't like it, it seems like I'm useless."

"I can carry you, isn't it a good thing?"

After a while, Luo Weiqiu seemed to have finally finished the draft, and read the words in his heart in a steady tone: "Senior, I can recite you now, and I will definitely be able to in the future. How difficult the future is, I will Let's go with you behind our backs."

Having said that, I realized it wasn't that difficult.Luo Weiqiu smiled, and continued: "When you recover from illness, I would like you to carry me instead. Anyway, if I don't leave you, you, me, the two of us, what is there to be afraid of?" Strange , he speaks more and more smoothly now, some things and things that he never said clearly before, but now he can speak clearly one by one, which is rare.Luo Weiqiu looked up at the sky, and everywhere he could see were lead gray clouds, and the figures around him were in a hurry, it was not a relaxing scene, but he felt extremely happy in his heart, no matter how tortuous the process was, he felt that he was lucky.

He turned his head and brushed Jin Lan's cheek with his lips.He did it on purpose.

After listening to him silently, Jin Lan didn't speak.The snow particles fell on the forehead leisurely, like a cool kiss, disappeared for a moment, turned into water and penetrated into the skin texture, and was evaporated by the heat in a moment; A snowfall somewhere, the snow has passed without a trace, even if Jin Lan thinks back on these years, he feels that everything is more like an unreal dream.

Only at this moment, the person with his arms around him is real.

"What's wrong with your eloquence? You're obviously good at talking." Jin Lan said sullenly.

The roles of the two were reversed for a while, and now it was Jin Lan's turn to be speechless.

"Really?" Luo Weiqiu smiled, and the white air exhaled from his mouth circled upwards, dissipating in an instant.

After the two came out of the hospital, the sky was still so gloomy, like a rag soaked in water, and like a stinky face that had been complaining for a long time, but there was no heavy snow as expected.People suspect that a storm is coming, and if they make preparations early, it just doesn't come.

Seeing the sky, Luo Weiqiu was startled, but still cheeky, turned around and said to Jin Lan who didn't know: "Senior, it's snowing, I'll carry you on my back."

Jin Lan didn't hesitate this time - she was carried on someone's back when she came, so what's there to be pretentious about when she leaves?

The two faces are slightly nestled together, the temples meet, and the hair is tangled.Luo Weiqiu's hair is hard and shaved short, so it can't be said that it doesn't prick her hands, but Jin Lan is still willing to let the stubble-like thorns rub back and forth on her face.After walking for a while, Jin Lan touched something cold and hard on his face, it was Luo Weiqiu's frozen red ears. "Are your ears cold?"

"Fortunately."

"I'll keep you warm." Jin Lan raised his hand, trying to help Luo Weiqiu cover it, but his hands had been dangling in the cold wind in early winter for a long time, how could they not be cold?Jin Lan thought for a while, then pressed her cheek to Luo Weiqiu's ear.He kept his head down, burying his head in Luo Weiqiu's neck, shoulders and collar, his cheeks were even warm.

"Is it still cold?" Jin Lan opened his mouth, and hot air came out of his mouth. Luo Weiqiu's ears were sensitive, and suddenly an inexplicable itchiness rushed from the soles of his feet to his skull, and several joints on the upper and lower joints were extremely crisp. light.

"No..." Luo Weiqiu blushed and whispered.He didn't dare to speak too much, for fear that Jin Lan would say something again.

In the morning, he was still playing around with him, but now Luo Weiqiu realized that in front of Jin Lan, he was still the perverted and impolite junior in essence.Ease of use or confidence is a gift of time, and he has not been reborn or reborn.

Jin Lan didn't notice anything unusual, "That's good."

"Senior, can we not go back first? I'll take you for a walk." When he got home, he had no reason to cling to Jin Lan anymore.

"Isn't it snowing?"

"Not far away, it's the park south of the school, and I'll be back in 10 minutes."

Jin Lan only thought that he wanted to breathe some fresh air, "Yeah."

Luo Weiqiu took Jin Lan to a nearby park, it was cold, there were not many people in the park, and the scenery was bleak.Luo Weiqiu has also been here before, and it is very famous in the city, famous for its mountains and rivers.He vaguely remembered that in spring and summer, the garden was full of greenery, the wind was affectionate, the water was pulsating, and the surroundings were full of vitality.How can it be like today, although the stream in the garden has not yet frozen, but the water flow seems to be stagnant, lifeless, and then there is a gray hill, a pile of remnants of mountains and water, there is really nothing to see.In fact, it is said that there are red maples in autumn and wintersweet in winter, but it is just that they came here just in time to catch up with the green leaves.

Luo Weiqiu found a clean bench and pulled Jin Lan to sit down.Jin Lan was in good spirits today, she smiled and said that the park was just repaired last year, it was very beautiful, and asked Luo Weiqiu if the leaves had fallen now.

Luo Weiqiu suddenly understood again what it meant to be blind.

"...It's a little bit late," he bit the bullet, and decorated the world in front of him with clumsy words: "It's not over yet, there are red ones and yellow ones."

"How can there be both red and yellow?"

"The maple leaves haven't finished falling yet, and the phoenix trees are turning yellow."

"Oh, um, pity. What else?"

"Also, there are small fish in the water."

Jin Lan smiled lightly: "It's a pity I can't see it, and I'm afraid it won't be there in a few days."

Jin Lan closed her eyes calmly, with a peaceful expression.Luo Weiqiu sat beside him, looking at him without blinking.

"...Also, the parents are leading the children... Some children are still skating, and some are still carrying small lanterns. It's very beautiful."

Luo Weiqiu is not good at this, and he is struggling to make up nonsense, so he can only keep recalling, remembering all the beautiful and warm moments he has seen, and telling the blind person beside him at this moment.

"There are also some banners, ribbons, display boards, and balloons hanging in the park. There may be some activities recently."

"Is there any activity to be held in the open air in the cold weather?" Jin Lan smiled, but he would not be suspicious: "It's like a school club activity."

There was indeed a child passing by the two of them, and after looking more curiously, he found that one of the men hadn't opened his eyes for a long time, and he didn't seem to be asleep. Could it be... the child was naughty, he couldn't hold it back, and stretched out his hand. He wavered in front of Jin Lan, trying to see if he was really blind.

Luo Weiqiu glanced over, with a vicious look, very difficult to mess with, and stared at him away.

"Senior, let's go home." Luo Weiqiu couldn't sit still.Before, he comforted Jin Lan, "You can't see others, and you still care about others watching you", but now he realizes that this is not wrong, but because he can still see, he is the only one who is heartbroken.

Heartbroken people can only go home.

Jin Lan found that Luo Weiqiu seemed depressed until he went to bed at night, and he only spoke a few words, as if he couldn't lift his spirits.Jin Lan was secretly surprised in her heart: she was very powerful during the day, and she could reply three sentences after one sentence, as if she had transformed, why did she wilt when she came back?

On the bed, Jin Lan took the initiative to reach out and touch Luo Weiqiu's forehead, "You don't have a fever?"

Luo Weiqiu didn't answer, went up and hugged Jin Lan, buried his head deeply on his shoulder, and said slowly while smelling the smell on his body: "I said during the day, if there is any difficulty, I can carry it on my back." You go."

"...Hmm." What's the point of bringing this up all of a sudden?The tone is still so depressed, do you regret it?Jin Lan became very unpromising.

"I... can't speak, I don't think about what I say, I just feel that I am here, no matter whether you are blind or lame, I can take good care of you, senior, I am too selfish." Luo Weiqiu deeply Taking a breath, he said slowly, "I would rather you never see me again, and I hope you get better. I would rather we not be together, and I hope you are healthy and safe."

The end of this sentence did not stop, and the next sentence was already full of tears: "As long as you are healthy." He didn't ask for anything else.