Beauty across the cloud

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Jin Lan's face rested on Luo Weiqiu's shoulder, and his lips were pressed against Luo Weiqiu's neck. They breathed and blended, and their skins depended on each other. There was no gap, and even the most cunning wind couldn't squeeze in.This can no longer be described as being close at hand, what an intimate gesture this is.

Jin Lan didn't know if he was still drunk, the cold wind hit his face in bursts, making his cheeks hurt.He thought that no matter how dizzy a person is, he should be sober after being blown like this, maybe he was just extremely drunk.He made excuses for himself in his heart.

He is also weighing whether he can walk without Luo Weiqiu to memorize it, but his sensible mind makes him have a headache as soon as he thinks deeply about this problem, so he can't open his mouth to Luo Weiqiu, asking him to put himself down .

But the funny thing is that the thoughts that seemed to be stuck in the mud turned fast on other issues: Jin Lan soon realized that he was so close to Luo Weiqiu, wouldn't his mouth just smell of alcohol?This is not good.

Thinking of this, Jin Lan quickly turned her head, changed her posture, buried her face deeply on Luo Weiqiu's shoulder, and stopped looking up.

Noticing the subtle movements of the person on his back, Luo Weiqiu suspected that he was unwell, so he asked, "Senior, what's wrong?"

"...No," Jin Lan felt her face swell, either because she was drunk or because she was lying, "I'm a little... cold."

"Oh." Luo Weiqiu stopped in his tracks, and he looked down. Jin Lan's hands lay limply on his chest, hanging down.It had been almost half an hour at least for him to walk this way, and his hands had been drying in the cold wind in the middle of the night for half an hour.

"Senior, please bear with me, we're almost at school." Luo Weiqiu started to walk again, white puffs of air came out of his mouth as he spoke, showing how low the temperature was at the moment.He thought about it again, and said, "Senior, please unzip the collar of my coat."

"...Ah?" Jin Lan didn't know what he wanted to do, he hesitated for a second, then moved, stretched his fingers to the zipper of the coat, and then pulled it down gently, exposing Luo Weiqiu's neck to the outside.

"You put your hands in my clothes."

Jin Lan was stunned, but quickly said: "No, no, my hands are too cold."

"Put it in." The light was dim, and Luo Weiqiu couldn't see whether Jin Lan's hand was frozen red at the moment, but felt a small piece of whiteness was shaking and shaking half a foot below his eyes, and it was not in line with his face. Accepting the blowing like a knife together, he felt that this taste was not good. "I'm fine, you can put it in." There was an unquestionable firmness in the words.

Jin Lan's fingertips trembled slightly, and finally she slowly reached into his clothes.Her hands were indeed cold, even slightly stiff from the cold. During the few seconds just putting them in, Luo Weiqiu took a breath of cool air.But he had amazing self-control, he gritted his teeth, and didn't make any uncomfortable sounds.

He was wearing very little, and he pulled off his coat. Inside, there was only a thin, soft sweater, which was being applied to his torso obediently, rising or falling with the curves of his body.

One of Jin Lan's hands turned to the left, right above Luo Weiqiu's heart.Through the sweater, he could feel the heart under his hand beating strongly at the moment, hitting his palm again and again, like a small hammer.

Jin Lan has taken many anatomy classes, and he is already familiar with the structure of the human body. He has seen and touched bodies of different sizes, beautiful bodies, and ugly bodies.When he saw a person turned into a corpse, lying naked and pale on the dissecting table, he, like everyone else, gradually turned from discomfort to numbness under the discipline of time.Everyone once joked that in the future, looking at the body of a world-class beauty pageant champion will be like looking at an ordinary lump of flesh, and there will be no distinction between beauty and ugliness.

But now, the palm feels the contraction and relaxation of the myocardium again and again, and the received stimulation is turned into a signal and sent to the brain through the nerves to send a message: in your hand, there is a living heart.

A heart that does not belong to him.

For a moment, Jin Lan also wanted to break through the obstacles of flesh and bones, and hold this heart firmly.

His eyes opened suddenly, why was the river still in front of him, sometimes shimmering and sometimes ghostly.What has never changed is that it seems to lie in front of the two from beginning to end, elusive.

They seem to have walked for a long time, haven't they reached the other side yet?

The heat on his face subsided quickly, and his mind, which had been occupied by alcohol for a long time, cooled down, as if he could finally struggle to get out of the water to take a breath of fresh air, and he woke up instantly.

Jin Lan closed her eyes forcefully, the corners of her eyes were slightly wet.The wind passed by him fiercely, and the tears dried up in an instant, and any trace of sadness was quickly erased, and it was not allowed to exist.

Luo Weiqiu felt that the person on his body withdrew his hand, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Xiao Luo, put me down, I can go by myself."

However, she spoke lightly, and her limbs were still soft. Jin Lan felt that every step she took was as if she was stepping on the thick snow, with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and it was very difficult.But looking down hard, there was clearly no snow on the ground.

So in the last short distance, Luo Weiqiu almost helped him back.When I walked into the dormitory building, the dark blue sky had been repeatedly washed by the sun until it turned pale.

After entering the dormitory, Luo Weiqiu helped him turn on the light, and said, "Senior, rest, call me if you need something."

"...Well, thank you." Thousands of words can't say it, so I can only thank you.

Jin Lan was lying on the bed alone, he couldn't fall asleep, and could only stare at the ceiling once again.

But within 15 minutes, someone knocked on the door again.Jin Lan got up and got out of bed. He thought it was Xiaoyan, so he opened the door angrily: "I said, how can you make up your own mind——"

He stopped in the middle of the conversation, because the one standing outside the door was not Yan Xueyu, but Luo Weiqiu.His collar hadn't been zipped up yet, and he looked extremely tired.

Luo Weiqiu froze for a moment, and was shocked by the oncoming unhappiness, a bit of confusion added to his tired expression.

"Uh, I thought—" Jin Lan hurriedly opened the door, "I thought it was my friend, not at you. Is there anything else?"

Luo Weiqiu nodded, he hung the plastic bag in his hand on the doorknob, looked at Jin Lan's pale face and dark eyes, and said, "Senior, you drank a lot last night, eat something first Go back to sleep, it will feel better."

Jin Lan looked down and saw steamed buns and soy milk.

"I'm leaving." After speaking, Luo Weiqiu turned around and wanted to leave.

Jin Lan suddenly reached out to stop him.

Maybe it was suppressed in my heart for a long time, maybe I finally figured it out, maybe it was caused by the sudden burst of intense emotions at the moment of seeing breakfast, a bit of courage actually broke through the hard crust in my heart, and quickly irrigated my whole body like a magma eruption.

Thank you for being so kind to me.

But you don't know your goodness, which makes me even more small.

There are so many things in Jin Lan's mind that Luo Weiqiu doesn't know.For example, in front of the teaching building, when Luo Weiqiu yelled "I don't like men" in front of many people, Jin Lan had a moment of misunderstanding.After that sentence, he had a sudden evil thought: so what if he agreed to him in the game?Anyway, it's the person I can't get, it's good to spend more time with each other.Even if it is exposed one day, will it be better than the current state?Another example is the warmth when Luo Weiqiu carried him on his back, which made him suddenly possessive. Even if one day he could never touch this kind of warmth again, he never wanted to give up this warmth to others easily.

He has been following the rules for a long time, and rarely does anything deviant.But the more you discipline yourself, the more you will face dozens of times of backlash at unexpected moments.

Joy, anger, sorrow, fear, love, and evil desires, he has a lot of them.Three thousand Hongchen was in his hand, and he also wanted to subconsciously grab it.He is clearly an ordinary person, so why ask him not to follow his heart!Could it be that after wearing a calm mask for a long time, do you think that your six senses are really clean and out of the world?He is used to pretending to be pretentious in front of outsiders, but in the end he deceived himself, and almost thought that he was really a person who never went out of his way.

Fools end up fooling themselves, it is really... too ridiculous.he thought so.

But at this moment, all the malice collapsed and completely collapsed.

Jin Lan almost rushed forward, he hugged Luo Weiqiu, and wrapped his arms around him tightly. Suddenly, his ears touched Luo Weiqiu's chest, and he finally heard the "thump, thump" heartbeat with his own ears. .Luo Weiqiu also has a clear smell, which is the smell of the north wind outside the house, the smell of cedar in the distant mountains and forests, and the smell of the stream on the plateau.He is always like this, as if he came out of a winter that has not thawed for 1 years, with a cold air, he does not look good on others, and rejects people thousands of miles away every minute.But Jin Lan knew that this man's chest was hot, and he had a hot and restrained heart. Only when he opened his arms and pressed close to him could he hear the strong heartbeat.

You are not a noble person, but you must not take the opportunity to steal his heart when he kindly asks you to warm your chest, and then trample this heart into the mud.

A voice in Jin Lan's heart said so.

"Xiao Luo, Xiao Luo." Jin Lan's eyes were clear, but his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and was about to cry: "Thank you, thank you very much."

Luo Weiqiu's body stiffened into an iron plate, and it seemed like a century for a few seconds. He slowly came to his senses, gently raised his hand, and stroked Jin Lan's shoulder. "Senior, are you okay?"

"Okay, very good." Jin Lan smiled, tears slipping down one by one.He wiped away the tears with the back of his hand very quickly, then let go and smiled easily.

After Luo Weiqiu left, Jin Lan went to take a shower, and the first thing she did after drying her hair was to take out the cell phone in her coat pocket, and dialed Yan Xueyu.

It seemed to be inconvenient for him, but Yan Xueyu took a while to answer: "Hello..."

"Why did you do this?" The tone was gentle, the hot water in the bathroom seemed to have extinguished the anger, Jin Lan suddenly felt that he was not angry for some reason, or rather, he could not get angry anymore.He suddenly figured out many things.

Yan Xueyu smiled: "I'll create an opportunity for the two of you, how about it, have you grasped it? Did you take the opportunity to confess your love?"

"...I didn't confess, but I did figure it out, and I have something to say."

"Oh? What?"

"It's nothing." Jin Lan saw the plaid scarf on the back of the chair, and asked instead: "By the way, why did you wrap your scarf around me?"

"Oh, you were drunk and fell asleep last night. I was afraid you would catch a cold, so I wrapped you up."

"Okay, I'll bring it to you next time we have a meeting."

Yan Xueyu paused for a moment, then said, "No need. I'll see you off."

"what?"

"I said, I'll see you off," Yan Xueyu suddenly raised her voice: "Is the signal bad?"

"...What are you doing?" Although Jin Lan didn't know much about famous brands, he could recognize that Xiaoyan's scarf was a classic model of a certain luxury brand, and the price was at least five figures.But now he has no intention of entangled in this issue, he only thinks that there are still many opportunities for the two of them to meet in the future, so just give it to him later.

"Stop talking, I have to board the plane." Yan Xueyu said.

Never heard Xiaoyan say that she was going on a business trip before, Jin Lan was taken aback: "Where are you going?"

"There is an interview." Yan Xueyu smiled: "I really don't want to talk about it, let's talk about it later."

After hanging up the phone, Jin Lan put down the phone, turned around and wanted to go back to bed and lie down for a while, but within half a minute, the phone rang.Jin Lan had a bit of a headache, he pressed hard on his throbbing temples, and forced himself to stand up.

The name of his mentor jumped on the screen of the phone.

Jin Lan was startled, and pressed the answer button hastily, before she could speak, a deep voice immediately filled her ears: "I don't care where you are now, come to my office immediately!"

Before answering, he added another sentence: "Bring your computer and toothbrush towel!?"