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Do not digest this emotion by himself for several days, nothing can be seen on the surface, what should he do during the day, but when he finishes work at night and rides back with Leng Feng, he will feel a little emotional .

Before, he felt that Leng Feng was a bit too "sticky", always staring at himself, but suddenly, because of Jiang Yuan's departure, Bie Dong realized that the "goodness" he enjoys now is only temporary, maybe tomorrow, or One day he hadn't prepared for it, and it would all be over.

That night, he was sitting on the back of the motorcycle as usual, without drinking, but he tentatively put his arms around Leng Feng's waist like he did when he came home after drinking for the first time, and put his face on his back, as if he thought so One more point is one point, and maybe one day there will be no more.

Leng Feng paused for a moment, he was very sensitive to Bie Dong's emotions, he knew that he had been depressed recently, but after being depressed, he became very docile, and Leng Feng felt very happy, so he was very contradictory.

He was still not so exquisite, and didn't know that Bie Dong's depression was actually because of himself.

This season, the business here is not as good as it was when it was the busiest years ago, and work is often finished early at night, so don’t winter, so you can have more time to stroll around the ancient city with Leng Feng at night. The weather is warm these days, so come on Suiyuan Road I met a lot of wandering artists. Recently, a pair of foreign partners sang at the alley of Si Fang Restaurant. The two sat cross-legged on the ground, one played an instrument similar to a dombra, and the other sang with a hand disc. Both of them had long beards. It looks like they have been wandering for a long time, and there are CDs made by them for sale in the piano case in front of them.

Bie Dong thought that they sang very well, so he came over and squatted down in front of them, listening to them, he simply sat down on the ground with them, Leng Feng also sat down, surrounded by some scattered people who were standing or squatting listening to the song.

After singing a song, scattered applause rang out. Bie Dong was looking at the CD in their piano case. The words on it were all incomprehensible, and they were not in English. Chatted with those two.

Bie Dong couldn't understand what they were saying, and they shook hands after the chat.

After returning back, Leng Feng took apart the CD and put it into the machine, and said to Bie Dong: "Those two people came from Germany, hitchhiked all the way to China, wandered in many countries, and some of them were quite dangerous."

Don't think this is the first time you've met such a person, who would voluntarily choose such a life?In fact, he also met all kinds of people and all kinds of lives in Lijin. Everyone seemed deviant, but they were at ease.

Bie Dong asked, "Are they going to go on like this forever? Don't they want to go home?"

The desolate and remote singing echoed in the room, Leng Feng searched for a lighter, and said, "Some people live in their hometown, some people live far away, and others live on the road."

Bie Dong casually took out the lighter from behind the ashtray at the corner of the table and handed it over. After thinking about it, Leng Feng lit a cigarette and said: "People are different, some people pursue stability , some people can only live in turmoil."

Bie Dong sat on the sofa next to Leng Feng, put his arms on the backrest, rested his head on his arms, and looked at Leng Feng with puppy-like eyes: "Then which one are you?"

For some reason, Leng Feng felt that Bie Dong's eyes seemed to have a very sincere desire to explore. He wanted to understand himself, and Leng Feng thought about it seriously, and said: "I used to think it was good to wander the world like them. , but now I want to be more secure.”

Bie Dong asked him casually: "Where do you think you are safe?" He felt a little uneasy when he said it. Leng Feng came to Lijin obviously as a "wandering", but now that he wants to be safe, does he mean that he wants to go home?

Leng Feng didn't seem to need to think much about this question, he just said, "It doesn't matter where you are." He pointed his finger on his chest with a cigarette in his hand: "The most important thing is to feel safe."

She hooked her lips and smiled again: "Or in the future, I will be where my wife likes, and I will listen to him."

Don't be startled, wife?He had forgotten that Leng Feng was different from himself, he didn't need to get married, but Leng Feng was definitely going to get married, he used to have a fiancée.

So Bie Dong forced a smile.

He still remembers that morning, when Leng Feng squatted in front of the bed and said to him "I need you", then don't think about it, as long as Leng Feng needs it, he will stay by his side, if one day Leng Feng wants to leave, he can still Use Si Fang's words to comfort myself, "The clouds in the sky disperse and gather again, gather and then disperse, and the joys and sorrows of life are just like this."

After half a month, Jiang Yuan really got the news that his father's body could no longer support the operation of the company, so he could only take over. Jiang Yuan sounded very depressed on the phone, and Leng Feng kept persuading him to let him Don't live your life with the mood of resisting everything, it will only tire you and yourself, since fate is arranged in this way, it is better to accept it.

The next day Leng Feng went to help him return the rented house, packed up the contents and sent it back to him, put the motorcycle in the car dealer for consignment, and hired a car rental company to help him find someone to drive back to Denghong.

Leng Feng himself lost interest in the plan to open a studio because he lost a partner. To do such a thing, he needs to go everywhere, recruit students, and advertise everywhere. He is not good at this.

But he really wants to find something to do. Although there are still hundreds of thousands in the account, which is enough for the time being, but Leng Feng thinks that now he has to take care of others, so he can't just sit and eat his laurels. He was also quite ashamed, so he paid attention to asking around to see if there was any suitable work he could do.

It's just that he didn't know that someone cared more about this matter than him.

One day at noon, Si Fang came here with a few tourists for dinner. They didn’t look like ordinary people who were looking at flowers on horseback. They chatted about Buddhism and Buddha statues, and he sighed: “It’s a pity for Chengyou Temple. The most historical and cultural Zen temple here was later robbed of the limelight by the Internet celebrity temple, and the incense was almost cut off, and now the Buddha statues in the temple cannot be refurbished.”

Another person said: "The money is too little. Most people can't do this kind of work. If they can do it, they can't afford it. It's still procrastinating."

Several people sighed, and discussed how to help them raise funds. When Bie Dong brought them food, he listened to them for a while, and an idea came to his mind.

After the guests left at noon that day, a few of his own people had dinner together. Don't mention this to Leng Feng. He knew that Leng Feng was looking for a job recently. This kind of job doesn't need to deal with people, and Leng Feng should be able to get started. Don't Dong thinks it is suitable for Leng Feng and wants him to try it.

As soon as he said that, Si Fang also remembered that Chengyou Temple had publicly recruited earlier, but the salary was too low and no one responded. Later, they added some more money. I don't know what's going on now.

Leng Feng hesitated for a while, the main reason was that he had never done this job before, so he had no idea, but seeing Bie Dong's look of anticipation, he said that he would go and have a look after dinner, and Bie Dong offered to go with him.

Chengyou Temple is outside the ancient city. It takes about 20 minutes to ride a bicycle, and it has already left the core tourist circle. It is no wonder that after the development of Lijin's tourism economy, Chengyou Temple has become more and more marginal.

From the gate, the whole temple exudes an atmosphere of disrepair, but compared with the golden temple in the ancient city, Biedong prefers the simple and simple taste here, from the buildings to the Buddha statues are not newly cast, Looking at the years, Leng Feng told him that this temple has existed since the Tang Dynasty. Although the existing main hall and Buddha statues were rebuilt after liberation, they all followed the Tang Dynasty's system. Although Bie Dong didn't understand, he also felt that Sure enough, it is different from the bustling Internet celebrity temples outside.

The two walked around the hall first, and saw that the paint on each of the Buddhas was already mottled and needed to be repaired.

Bie Dong asked Leng Feng: "Brother Feng, this job shouldn't be difficult for you, right?"

Leng Feng looked at the Buddha statue carefully and said, "It's hard to say. The restoration of cultural relics is a special profession. I can't say how good it is when I do it, but it is definitely better than ordinary painters."

The two asked the little master at the entrance of the hall if they were recruiting people to repair the Buddha statue. After the little master briefly asked about Leng Feng's background, he led him to the corridor outside the abbot's meditation room, saying that several people came over this afternoon, and the abbot was working together. Choose one side.

The two sat on the bench in the corridor, and the people waiting with them next to them seemed to be locals, and they spoke local dialect to each other. When they saw Leng Feng and the others coming, they also warmly greeted him: " Brother, are you looking for work too?"

Leng Feng was not used to being so familiar, so he nodded lightly, and the man handed him a cigarette and said, "Brother, what do you do? It doesn't look like our local one?"

Leng Feng blocked it, pointed to the meditation room and said, "It's best not to smoke here."

Those people slapped their heads: "Hey, that's right, brother, you should be more careful."

Before Leng Feng could say anything, the man pointed to the others and introduced himself: "We are all from the same village, I make paint, he makes coffin shrouds, and the one over there makes pastries and pastries, bro, you do it." What?"

Bie Dong was at a loss when he heard this, what is the origin of this... The painter is considered a little bit, and the coffin, shroud, pastry and pastry are also here to repair the Buddha statue? ? ?

Looking at Leng Feng's expression, he also had mixed feelings that could not be expressed, and Bie Dong felt a little funny in his heart, holding back his desire to say that you are a carpenter, if you want to say that you are a sculptor, that is It's weird.

"I'm a carpenter." Leng Feng actually said that, quite smooth and smooth, as if he didn't have any psychological burden at all, Bie Dong couldn't hold back, he suffocated a sharp laugh in his throat, Leng Feng turned his head , Looking at him, eyes full of smiles, you asked me to come here.

The painter slapped his thigh: "Hey, let's go together, brother, why don't you give me your contact information, so we can work together if we have work in the future."

Leng Feng's face twitched...

Just at this time, the door of the meditation room opened, and a person came out from inside, and he was an acquaintance with the painter again. The two greeted each other, and the abbot inside also came out, looked at the people in the corridor, and finally left. On Leng Feng, he beckoned and said, "This benefactor, please follow me."

Bie Dong was waiting for him outside, he didn't know what to talk about inside, and he still hasn't come out after a while.

The enthusiastic painter chatted with Bie Dong again, saying that he didn't look like a local, and asked where he came from, what he was doing here, and what was his relationship with the person who just entered. Bie Dong simply said that he was from the Northeast, To be a cook, that was my brother just now.

The painter nodded again and again: "You brothers have such a good relationship."

Bie Dong smiled lightly.

After another meeting, the door of the meditation room opened, and Leng Feng came out with the abbot. The abbot clasped his hands together and said to several other people in the corridor, "Thank you masters for coming here today. The person who is destined to repair the Buddha statues in this temple has been found."

Bie Dong was very happy in his heart, although he knew that Leng Feng would definitely be able to come here, the two walked out and said, "When will work start, brother Feng?"

"Tomorrow, I have to go to paint."

"Why are you talking for so long?"

"Just talk about what I do, and I told the abbot that I do sculpture, and then the abbot said that it took a long time for them to apply for repair fees with the provincial religious association and cultural relics protection association, and they only applied recently. I just came to do repairs, and said that if I want, they also want to invite me to carve a statue of Guanyin. Earlier, a pilgrim who was in the stone business donated a very high-quality stone to the temple, but they couldn’t invite suitable people. Carving, good masters are too expensive, and bad ones waste materials, so they have been kept in the warehouse."

"That's a good thing." Bie Dong was really happy, not to mention how much money these jobs can charge, at least it's great to work and earn money with what Leng Feng is best at.

Bie Dong also has a secret selfish desire, hoping that Leng Feng can live a truly "normal" life in Lijin, with things to do, money to earn, friends, and what he calls "peace of mind". Like a machine in normal operation, Lengfeng can let the water flow here for a little longer.

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