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Jiang Yuan couldn't accept that the biological brothers who grew up together were bent like this.

Who is Leng Feng? The words ruthless and desireless are an accurate portrayal of his personality. The girlfriends he had in college, he had a girlfriend for a month or a week. Later, the prospective fiancée who was well-matched gave him a girlfriend on the day of engagement. After running away, the girl was so angry that she wanted to hire a murderer to kill someone.

Just such an emotionless bastard, now he admits that he has shameful thoughts about Bie Dong.

Jiang Yuan's sentence "You fucking..." was stuck in the middle and lost the text. At the end, Jiang Yuan asked him: "Do you know what it means to like someone?"

Jiang Yuan is often scolded by Leng Feng, saying that he is cowardly and abusing good people, Jiang Yuan admits it all, but when it comes to feelings, Jiang Yuan thinks that although he is a scum, he knows what love is.

Leng Feng's face was very calm, very calm, and said: "Loving someone is not something to say, but to do, what's the use of talking too much, he is by his side when he needs it, and he considers the other person's feelings when making all decisions. I don't know what love is, and I can start with these."

These words really blocked Jiang Yuan back, after a while, he said: "Xiaodong... is different, you can't treat him as someone you have dated before."

"I know." Leng Feng is also very frank. He knows Bie Dong far more than Jiang Yuan now. Only he knows Bie Dong's most secret past, but he won't say it, just nodded: "Maybe you don't believe it." , I will use my best ability to protect him."

The thorns all over the skin as white as the snow in the north, Leng Feng wished to melt away with kisses one by one with his lips.

After a while, Jiang Yuan nodded: "I believe it."

He believed it. Leng Feng always kept his word. The only engagement that got lost was made by both families. He was just a pawn. As long as it was a promise he made, he never broke it.

Jiang Yuan nodded solemnly, feeling as if he had handed over his own child to another person. His inexplicable "parental desire" came from nowhere, and Bie Dong, as the person involved, didn't even know about it, but Jiang Yuan felt that he It's good to have this responsibility, he thought, Leng Feng is better at taking care of people than himself, and he won't let Bie Dong feel wronged.

"Does Xiaodong know? Your thoughts." Jiang Yuan asked.

Leng Feng shook his head: "I'm not sure, maybe he can feel a little bit, but how he recognizes this feeling in his heart, how to define my kindness to him, I'm not sure."

After thinking about it, he said: "Actually, I acted quite obviously, but this kind of thing, as long as I don't say clearly 'I like you and want to be with you', then those things that I treat him well are fine. Find other excuses to prevaricate, you know, Xiaodong is very simple, if I say that I just treat him well, he will believe it."

Jiang Yuan nodded, didn't know what to say for a while, and said again: "Xiaodong is different..."

Leng Feng didn't think he was long-winded, he knew better than anyone else that Xiaodong was different from others, "Actually," he said, "I really don't want to be nice to him, if I want him to be with me, I just want to treat him well, if one day he finds someone he really likes, I will also sincerely bless him, as long as it is his choice, I can accept it."

Jiang Yuan made a "grass" sound again, thinking that Leng Feng has become a saint now, and he likes someone without asking for anything in return, but seeing Leng Feng's calm and serene expression now, he believed it.

How could falling in love with someone seem to be practicing cultivation? The spikes all over Leng Feng's body were neatly put away, Jiang Yuan wondered.

"When did it start?" Jiang Yuan asked.

Leng Feng squinted his eyes in the sun, thought for a while, but he couldn't tell, he was sure that he had a reaction to Bie Dong, and it was the journey of the New Year's goods, but he felt that was not the beginning, going back, maybe it was Don't you want to jump off the waterfall to save someone?Or the first time you saw him covered in scars in the car?

He couldn't say it, he just said vaguely: "Maybe...it's early."

Jiang Yuan made a "grass" sound again, and couldn't help hurting him: "Looking at how fierce you used to be to people, I thought you hated him, but it turns out that you are holding back your energy to like people, your liking is really unique. "

Leng Feng: ...

Bie Dong cleaned up the kitchen, cut a plate of fruit and brought them over, thinking that the two were discussing how to open a studio, he asked, "Brother Yuan Gefeng, how is your discussion going?"

Jiang Yuan glanced at Leng Feng meaningfully, smiled and said to Bie Dong: "The discussion was very good, the two sides agreed, there is no difference."

"That's good." Bie Dong also smiled, happy for Leng Feng.

However, Jiang Yuan planned meticulously, and the new life that took so much effort has not yet begun. He just found a house to live in, and was about to have a housewarming wine, when bad news came from the family.

When the inn was sold, he told his mother that he didn’t plan to go back. He also said that now that he had a lot of money, he didn’t have to rely on his family anymore. He would live on his own. I still let his father know, and he was so angry that he was admitted to the hospital before the stent was restored.

In a hurry, Jiang Yuan could only rush to the airport again, this time it was Leng Feng who drove him there, and Bie Dong was also in the car, watching him pass the security check, Jiang Yuan waved and said, "Wait for me to come back."

But for some reason, Bie Dong watched Jiang Yuan's back gradually blending into the crowd, and had an indescribable hunch in his heart that Jiang Yuan would never come back.

He didn't know where his intuition came from, maybe it was because of frequent accidents with Jiang Yuan recently, or maybe because of the changes in his family, Bie Dong put himself in Jiang Yuan's place, and felt that he couldn't find a reason to stay in Lijin .

In addition to having some friends, there is still some freedom.

But the things around everyone have a priority, there are things he can have, and there are things he can't get after working hard. For Jiang Yuan at this time, friends and freedom are very important in his heart, but for his reality. That said, these are luxuries.

Bie Dong thought about his own life again, what is his necessity and what is his luxury?

In the past, he only thought about survival, which was a habit since he was a child. During the long years of growing up, he only knew how to keep himself alive. In the forest, in that northern town with fierce folk customs, those few people who were locked up Over the years, this set of survival rules has been engraved into his bones, and he followed him to Lijin.

Work, make money, don't walk into other people's lives, and don't let others get too close to him, he has always been like this.

Until these were unknowingly broken, the people here treated him well, so that he could not carry the ice in his heart, and it melted unknowingly. He realized that there was a connection between people, feelings, and Not a terrible thing.

It's warm, it's warm, okay.

Bie Dong turned his head to look at Leng Feng, and smiled unconsciously. Leng Feng was wearing sunglasses and focused on driving. He didn't see Bie Dong's smile, and asked, "What are you doing?"

"It's okay." Bie Dong turned his head back, feeling that these were his extravagances.

He is a little afraid that it is easy for him to go from frugality to extravagance, but it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality.

He didn't dare to talk about these unclear thoughts with Leng Feng, so he could only chat with Si Fang in the kitchen while cooking.

"Fourth brother, do you think Brother Yuan will come back?" Bie Dong asked while scraping the scales of a fish while killing it in his hand.

Si Fang Ma Liu cut garlic and ginger slices, ready to make fish head casserole, while looking at the soup, he said absent-mindedly: "It's normal whether you come back or not."

"Well," Bie Dong thought sullenly, although he said so, he said: "But..." He couldn't continue, but what.

Si Fang heated up the cold pot and prepared the oil, and said, "He is not from here, and he ran away with his family for two years and wasted money, so he must not be able to live here."

"But isn't brother Yuan planning to open a studio with brother Feng? That can make money?"

"The earning is not enough for him to spend. Do you know how much he spends? A bottle of wine is five or six thousand, and a piece of clothing is seven or eight thousand. Is this just passing the day?"

Don't be startled, he really doesn't know Jiang Yuan's way of living, it seems that the little he earns from managing the inn so carefully is really not enough for him to spend.

The feeling in Bie Dong's heart became stronger, so he said directly: "Fourth Brother, I don't think Brother Yuan will come back."

Si Fang was very open-minded, and said: "It may be a good thing for him. When he goes back, he will be guarded by his family, so that he can go on the right path."

Bie Dong faintly felt that the discomfort in his heart not only came from his feeling that Jiang Yuan would not come back, but also from Leng Feng. Jiang Yuan has gone, how long can Leng Feng stay?

Just then Si Fang said again: "Don't talk about Yuan'er, even Ah Feng, it's normal to leave someday, Xiaodong, they don't belong here in the first place, and they don't belong here. There are passers-by like them in Lijin." There are tens of thousands, you will know when you see more."

That's right, don't think about it, Si Fang has spoken his heart out, Leng Feng, like Jiang Yuan, doesn't belong here in the first place.

Seeing that he was depressed, Si Fang patted him on the shoulder: "People, gathering and parting are just like the clouds in the sky. Don't be too sad."

The author says:

The last sentence comes from Jin Yong's "The Legend of Condor Heroes", [Cheng Ying said to Lu Wushuang: "Three sisters, you see these white clouds gather and gather again, and they disperse and disperse. Life is like this. Why do you bother?" Troubled?" Although she said so, she couldn't help but shed tears. 】