Qiu Mu

There is always an indescribable charm in the dark night, it flaunts its breath, as if it wants to swallow all the sorrows in the darkness.The people in the embrace of the night always have a trace of being honed by the years. They once flaunted their youthful age, but now they are just the silence after the lead is exhausted.

After Ling Xia left, Pei Zhen drove back home in a hurry. She thought that in her life, apart from Lin Qingmo, there were no things or people that could make her happy or sad. She met Ling Xia.From the first meeting to the later acquaintance, Pei Zhen has an indescribable kindness and love for Ling Xia. He thought that he only liked such a pure and kind child, but he was so deeply attracted by her. Touched by his life experience, how many people with such experience and birth defects can still laugh at life like that?But Ling Xia found such a support for himself, and that support actually made him cry with joy.

Before Pei Zhen arrived home, Lin Qingmo never entered the room. Waiting in the living room seemed to be a habit and a tacit understanding. No matter how late it was, Lin Qingmo wanted to see Pei Zhen come back to feel at ease. .And because of the start of the project, Xia Wei'an, who pursues perfection in the design draft, always has to constantly perfect and improve, and write the draft alone in the study.

"Weian, what time is it, why don't you go to rest?" Lin Qingmo walked into the study and said to Xia Weian, holding a cup of hot milk and a coat in his hand, Xia Weian looked up and saw that it was Lin Qingmo, and turned his attention Li moved from the computer to Lin Qingmo, and asked with a smile: "Sister Pei hasn't come back yet?" Lin Qingmo nodded, put the milk beside Xia Wei'an, put the coat on her body, and said, "No I know when you can get rid of this habit, every time I like to draw at night, day and night are reversed, and I have no energy during the day."

"It's okay. I used to draw all night long. You see, now I obediently listen to you and it's only until midnight. Why don't we wait for Sister Pei together now? I'll draw for a while." Xia Wei'an stood up while talking, Hugging Lin Qingmo, he leaned his head on her shoulder coquettishly, and said, "I don't know why, I always feel better at night, why don't you go to the living room and wait for Sister Pei, make tea, listen to music, watch TV .”

"You taught me how to get myself up." Lin Qingmo glared at Xia Weian lightly, but with a smile on his lips, Xia Weian moved Lin Qingmo out of the study, and said with happiness in his heart; " Let's go."

"Okay, okay, don't bother you, big designer, drink the milk while it's hot." Lin Qingmo didn't forget to explain before going out, Xia Wei'an smiled and nodded, obediently picked up the milk and took a big sip, finished drinking Not forgetting to lick her own lips and pretend to enjoy it, Lin Qingmo smiled deeply, shook her head, and closed the door of the study.

Walking into the living room, there was still no sign of Pei Zhen. Lin Qingmo sighed, and couldn't help but go to the window to look outside. It was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and Pei Zhen hadn't come back yet. Could it be that Ling Xia was sent to the hospital? , Thinking of this, Lin Qingmo picked up the phone.But she didn't make a call. Regarding Pei Zhen, she was extremely relieved. She must have an explanation for what she did. From the beginning to the end, Pei Zhen never made her worry, so it seemed that she shouldn't ask too much.It's just that it's so late, which inevitably makes people worry. Lin Qingmo's rare hesitation, he couldn't help thinking in his heart, the little one likes to stay up late and doesn't worry about it, and the big one likes to return late and doesn't worry about it.

"Mo, I'm back." At this moment, the door of the living room was suddenly opened, and Pei Zhen walked in with a smile on her face. From the moment she entered the door, she saw Lin Qingmo looking at her phone. Maybe Lin Qingmo didn't know that every day, What she wants to say the most when she comes back is "Mo, I'm back." And every time she is alone at home, what she wants to say the most is "Mo, you are back." Such a happy moment, to have, for Pei Zhen said it was the greatest satisfaction, even if there was Xia Wei'an by her side, even if her eyes and heart were full of the person beside her, she was willing to be in such a corner and watch her happy.

"I'm back at last, is Ling Xia okay?" Lin Qingmo asked with concern, Pei Zhen smiled and said, "It's okay, I was picked up." Pei Zhen put away her bag, took off her coat, Lin Qing Mo stretched out his hand, Pei Zhen glanced at her, and jokingly said, "How dare you have President Lao Lin."

"Disgusted?" Lin Qingmo raised an eyebrow and asked back.

"Uh, I dare not, there is Mr. Lau Lin." After speaking, he smiled and gave Lin Qingmo his coat, and walked quickly to the room by himself.Lin Qingmo saw Pei Zhen rushing into the room, hung up her clothes and followed her.

Pei Zhen opened the safe in the room and took out a photo. The smile on Pei Zhen's mouth became thicker. After not looking at this photo for a long time, she almost forgot her appearance. In a blink of an eye, it has been so many years. I really don't know I feel that she has grown into such a big girl.Pei Zhen vaguely remembered that it was the photo she received shortly after she went abroad. She thought that she would never return to China, that she was going to bid farewell to this land, but unexpectedly, after going around for a while, she still couldn't put it down.The earth is always round, even if she escapes to the ends of the earth, her heart will always return to the place that belongs to her, the person she has cared about for more than ten years.

"Pei Zhen..." Lin Qingmo knocked on Pei Zhen's open door, walked in, saw the photo in Pei Zhen's hand, and asked, "This is?" Lin Qingmo took the photo and looked at it carefully , there is a little girl in the photo, her clear eyes are looking at the camera, as if full of fear, her two little hands are clutching the corners of her clothes, but she is still trying to calm herself down, and trying her best to show off her smile.

"I didn't expect that after so many years, she would be so old." Pei Zhen sighed, and couldn't help but look at the photo again. Lin Qingmo looked at Pei Zhen, knowing that there was a story in it that she didn't know.Pei Zhen sat up straight, and said to Lin Qingmo: "When I was in college, my parents gave me some information about orphans. There were a lot of information about orphans in it. The orphanage initiated a request for orphan adoption and sponsorship. Dad My mother is not in good health, and I plan to sponsor a child in order to do good deeds. I also heard that many families without children will go to orphanages to adopt them, and many of them just do their best to help children in need. At that time, I , I was touched by a girl, so I chose her. My parents paid for her to see a doctor and then gave her a living allowance. Until I was able to do it myself, I continued to help her to study and live. "Pei Zhen said with eyes wide open. Consciously look at the photo.

"Is this the child?" Lin Qingmo asked, Pei Zhen nodded, and continued: "This child was thrown by the parents at the gate of the orphanage when he was only one month old, and was later found to have congenital heart disease. A little money saved her life, and she miraculously grew up day by day, but she couldn't speak and communicate with others. Later, it was found out that she was congenitally deaf. I really feel pitiful for this child. I asked my parents to contact the orphanage, paid a sum of money, and asked the orphanage to give her a comprehensive examination of her illness. It is very gratifying that her left ear is still recoverable, and she can still hear voices with a hearing aid. I can communicate with people, and my heart disease is under control because of the surgery.”

"That's good. How about that child?" Lin Qingmo asked while supporting Pei Zhen's shoulder.

"Later, the child's condition was stable, but she couldn't study like some children, because the parents did good deeds in my name, so I made an agreement with the orphanage to fund her until she reached the age of 18 and give her a learning environment. Later, the child was very upbeat and did not go to school, and obtained the diplomas of self-study college and undergraduate successively by self-study." Pei Zhen said, full of pride in her heart, and then said: "She did not let me down, and she has become an adult when she grows up. An outstanding person, she is very strong and optimistic, even with so many flaws and congenital deficiencies, she still smiles at life, and for so many years, she has been looking for me, she said that finding me is the only support for her life. "

"Is that child Ling Xia right?" Lin Qingmo asked, Pei Zhen nodded slowly, and said: "Fate is really strange sometimes, Ling Xia was bestowed on me by God, just like a relative, so when I found out When it was her, I felt an indescribable joy."

"You, you want to do good deeds without leaving a name. Now that God has opened his eyes and let this child come to you, you seem to be worried instead. Are you worried about her illness?" Lin Qingmo sat next to Pei Zhen, comforting Pei Zhen, she could see Pei Zhen's worry and melancholy, congenital heart disease is dangerous no matter what, let alone they saw Ling Xia get sick with their own eyes.

"It would be a lie to say I'm not worried." Pei Zhen sighed slightly, Lin Qingmo patted her arm, and said, "Just do your best." Pei Zhen nodded, took a deep breath, and took Ling Xia's photo Take it out and put it on the table, take out the photo that was originally in the frame of your own photo, and replace it with Ling Xia's photo.After putting the photo away, she turned around and found that Lin Qingmo seemed to be hesitating to speak, but Lin Qingmo didn't say anything, and Pei Zhen didn't ask any more questions.

Lin Qingmo has never said that she trusts Pei Zhen more than anyone else, but this matter is not a trivial matter, as long as it is not handled properly, Pei Zhen may misunderstand her, after all, she has been a good sister for many years , she couldn't be more clear about her character.Similarly, withdrawal of shares by shareholders is a big deal for the company. She has to be careful, handle this matter in a low-key manner, and have a good chat with Kang Weixian again.

"Alas~" Lin Qingmo couldn't help but sighed, recalling the scene when he and Kang Weixian started their business together. Whether it is a client or a government official, Kang Weixian can cooperate with her tacitly.Their cooperation began in real estate, and Lin Qingmo knew very well that there was another important reason why Kang Weixian was able to do his best, and that was his feelings for him for so many years.

Lin Qingmo has always felt that feelings are feelings, and work is work, and they should not be confused. Another important reason why she married Ye Shu so early back then was to get rid of Kang Weixian's thoughts. Otherwise, her career was booming at that time. She didn't want to put such a bondage on her family so early.The happy marriage made Kang Weixian have to curb his feelings. During the time when Lin Xiaoshou was pregnant, Kang Weixian took care of many things in the company for her, which did not affect the development at all. Kang Weixian took care of this. He put his position in place, did not embarrass Lin Qingmo, and never had second thoughts about her, he just worked hard for the company.

She always thought that for so many years, Kang Weixian might be used to being single, so she never found a partner to get married, and she had let go of it during these years, but, unexpectedly, Xia Wei'an appeared in her life, and she had a relationship with her ex-husband Ye Shu There was also a relationship crisis, and finally divorced.

Many times letting go of feelings is just helpless chic.

Since the divorce, Kang Weixian has repeatedly expressed his feelings to himself, which made Lin Qingmo very embarrassed. Lin Qingmo didn't want to fall out with him, and he didn't want to make things perfect. After all, he had a special status of a partner. Everything you say has to be thought through.

"Qingmo, what are you thinking?" Lin Qingmo was looking out of the window in a daze, Xia Weian came behind her at some point, and hugged her around her waist from behind.Leaning his head on her shoulder, he whispered in her ear: "I rarely hear you sigh, what happened?"

"Kang Wei wants to withdraw the shares first." Lin Qingmo caressed Xia Weian's hand and said calmly. After hearing this, Xia Weian stood opposite Lin Qingmo, took her hand, thought for a while, and asked: "Is it affected by emotions?"

"Well, you also know his feelings for me. After the divorce, he repeatedly made me embarrassed. Last time in Chengdu, I made it clear to him that he was also very sad. He said he wanted to give himself a reason and a place to let go, and wanted to leave L. , I agree, and I will deal with him to withdraw the shares when I return to Chengdu." When Lin Qingmo said all this, the expression on his face did not show any disturbance at all, in fact Xia Wei'an knew the impact of the withdrawal of shares on L In fact, it was huge, and Lin Qingmo would feel a little stressed if a large amount of funds were withdrawn.

"Is there anything I can do for you?" Xia Wei'an asked, Lin Qingmo smiled, reached out and pinched Xia Wei'an's jaw, and said: "You will always be the spiritual pillar, I tell you, if you don't let me You worry about me because you are sharing everything about me as a lover."

"I understand, Qingmo." Xia Wei'an couldn't help reaching out to hug Lin Qingmo as she said, feeling distressed. Even though she had been by her side for a long time as a lover, she couldn't really help her in major matters, and she always felt in her heart. Feel ashamed of her.She gave up her marriage for herself, and even let her most beloved daughter go abroad with her ex-husband, letting herself miss her without letting herself know, in order to make herself feel at ease, never show any sad emotions, in order to let herself grow, give herself The opportunity to work on a project, in order to encourage herself, she personally stayed by her side and followed the project, all of this, Xia Wei'an saw it in her eyes and kept it in her heart.With a lover like Lin Qingmo, in addition to loving and cherishing, Xia Wei'an just wants to go forward with her at any time, hand in hand through thick and thin.

Lin Qingmo gently held Xia Weian's arm, and stretched out her hand to gently stroke her long hair. In fact, she didn't tell Xia Weian that she had another plan, and she hoped she would understand that arrangement.Xia Weian is still young, no matter whether it is experience or character, it will be sooner or later to hold shares, but it is still too early and needs to be tempered, but she believes that the person she falls in love with must be extraordinary, Xia Weian's Her talent destined her to be extraordinary, her talent and intelligence destined her to do something in the future, even if she was not by her side, Xia Wei'an would definitely have her own piece of sky.

"Qingmo, what are you going to do?" Xia Weian greedily sucked the smell of Lin Qingmo, still thinking about Kang Weixian's withdrawal of shares in his heart, Lin Qingmo comforted her and said, "Don't worry, I'm going There are some stocks here, I have asked Xiao Shao to contact me with a stockbroker, I will sell them directly to cash out, and buy back all the shares in Kang Weixian's hands." Xia Wei'an got up from Lin Qingmo's arms and asked: "This matter should not be known by too many people. It will have a great impact both internally and externally. The bank needs to take care of it so as not to affect the future fund operation. Also, do you want to tell Sister Pei?"

"You're thoughtful, why are you thinking of Pei Zhen again?" Lin Qingmo asked with a smile.

"Uh, I just think she can definitely give you some advice. Hey, I can't help you with things like shares and funds. I myself..." Xia Wei'an said halfway before realizing that she had slipped her mouth. , Hurry up and stop talking.

"How about yourself?" Lin Qingmo asked further. She hoped that Xia Weian could tell her about selling the house. Lin Qingmo has been delaying the transfer of the house. She didn't want this Xia Weian to spend several years saving money The first house I bought was lost just like that.

"No, it's nothing, it's just that they don't have the financial ability. But I think, when I realize my wish, I will be able to bear the future with you." Xia Wei'an changed the subject.

"You mean to open a design institute of your own?" Lin Qingmo asked, she always knew that Xia Wei'an liked design, focused on design, had her own ideas, and had her own goals.According to Xia Wei'an's qualifications and previous works, opening a design institute is actually just an establishment of funds and a network of contacts. Lin Qingmo knows very well that such a wish must be fulfilled by herself. It hurt Xia Wei'an's strong self-esteem.

"I will work hard, Qingmo, wait for me for a few more years." Xia Wei'an said confidently, Lin Qingmo just smiled and said, "I believe in you more than anyone else."

"Hee hee, then I'll reward you." After speaking, he pressed his lips to Lin Qingmo.

Pei Zhen outside the door just smiled, originally wanted to go into the study and urge the two of them to rest, but didn't want to hear these heartwarming words that made her sour.

There was a hint of loneliness in the corners of her raised mouth, she walked to the balcony, took a deep breath, and said to herself: Mo, as long as you are happy.

I don't have much wish, I don't want anything

I just wish you well, please be happy

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