Qiu Mu

What kind of joke did God play with her?

Is a person whose life span is unknown qualified to love?

Is an orphan born deaf entitled to love?

Ling Xia couldn't believe it, how would she face herself like this?With this affection, how would she face Li Jing?Shouldn't such an excellent and beautiful woman deserve the best happiness?

Heart hurts!Ling Xia frowned, eyes opened a little weakly, she leaned on the bar and squatted down unsteadily, her legs had no strength to support herself at all.

"Ling Xia...Sister Pei..." Seeing something wrong with Ling Xia, Yu Xiang hurriedly stepped forward to help her, and called out in Pei Zhen's direction.Pei Zhen was smiling and was about to bring tea to his lips, when he heard Yu Xiang calling him, and seeing Yu Xiang supporting Ling Xia, he hurriedly put down the teacup in his hand, and walked over quickly.

"Hurry up and send her to the hospital." Pei Zhen took Ling Xia and Yu Xiang together to support her, Ling Xia's left hand was holding his heart, his face was painful, his lips were purple.A warm embrace, she recognized this familiar aura as Pei Zhen's.Ling Xia held Pei Zhen's arm, exerted all his strength, and called, "Sister Pei...."

"Xiao Ling, what's wrong with you?" Pei Zhen asked worriedly.

"Pei Zhen, send her to the hospital quickly, she is in a very bad condition." Lin Qingmo also said seeing Ling Xia's symptoms, Pei Zhen nodded and was about to carry Ling Xia on his back, but Ling Xia shook his head desperately, his lips moved to speak.

"Sister Pei, she wants to talk, listen to what she has to say first." Xia Wei'an noticed that Ling Xia's lips were moving, and seemed to be repelling going to the hospital. Ling Xia tried his best to calm down and adjust his mood. Qing Mo, Xia Wei'an and Pei Zhen all surrounded her, she paused and said, "Sister Pei, I don't want to go to the hospital, can I take medicine?"

"But you look like this, you can't do it." Pei Zhen was still worried, but Ling Xia desperately shook Pei Zhen's arm and said, "I beg you, Sister Pei, I'm afraid I won't come out after entering the hospital." Ling Xia Xia's eyes were full of sadness and reluctance, and Pei Zhen was very distressed. Pei Zhen glanced at Lin Qingmo, who nodded at her and said, "Let's go get her medicine, but what kind of medicine should I take?" Woolen cloth?"

Ling Xia murmured, and named several medicine names, Yu Xiang quickly recorded them, and said: "Sister Pei, I'll go get the medicine, you take care of her." After speaking, he rushed out quickly. With the help of Xia Wei'an, Pei Zhen helped Ling Xia to the inner lounge.

"Xiao Ling, how do you feel?" Pei Zhen touched Ling Xia's forehead with his hand, felt cold sweat seeping from her forehead, and was very worried.

"Pei Zhen...here..." Lin Qingmo brought a hot towel over at some point, Pei Zhen glanced at Lin Qingmo, sighed in her heart for Lin Qingmo's thoughtfulness, took the towel and wiped it for Ling Xia Wiping his forehead, Ling Xia's breathing was a little short and his face was a little pale.

"With her like this, is it really okay not to go to the hospital?" Xia Weian asked, Ling Xia tried hard to open his eyes when he heard Xia Weian's words, and slowly spit out: "My illness is something I was born with , there is no need to go to the hospital, I know that I will get better after taking the medicine, so don't worry." Pei Zhen was surprised, and then asked, "What is your illness...?"

"Congenital heart disease." Ling Xia answered calmly. Lin Qingmo and Xia Weian glanced at each other, but Pei Zhen's expression changed. After a pause, Pei Zhen stood up and looked at Lin Qingmo and Xia Weian Said: "You go home first, I will take care of her for a while, and I will go back later."

"Can you do it alone?" Lin Qingmo asked, and Pei Zhen nodded.

"Okay, call us anytime if you have anything to do." Lin Qingmo said, Pei Zhen nodded and didn't speak, just looked at Ling Xia worriedly, pulled the quilt for Ling Xia, held her hand, just looked at her .Lin Qingmo saw Pei Zhen's expressions and movements in his eyes. Ling Xia is a child who makes people feel distressed, but why does Pei Zhen care about her so much? Lin Qingmo has never seen Pei Zhen treat others like this.

This is a small lounge, where Pei Zhen used to rest when he stayed too late in the book bar, inside there was simply a bed, a bookcase and a desk, Ling Xia's complexion gradually faded It got better, eased my mood, and the pain in my heart eased a lot.

"Xiao Ling, I saw that you never had an illness before. I think your condition is still stable. What happened today?" Pei Zhen asked with concern. Ling Xia's experience reminded her of some past events. She experienced too much. many.Maybe she was abandoned by her biological parents because of deafness and heart disease, but she is so strong and has lived until now, and faced her life so optimistically, accepted her fate so calmly, never spurned herself, never complained , just wandering firmly between the heaven and the earth.

"Sister Pei..." Ling Xia called Pei Zhen and sat up straight. Pei Zhen supported her and made a pillow for her.

"Are you alone in your heart?" Ling Xia looked at Pei Zhen and asked, Pei Zhen was a little surprised by Ling Xia's question, and then nodded with a smile, Ling Xia let out a breath, Pei Zhen noticed Ling Xia's expression, Asking back: "Xiao Ling, what about you?" Pei Zhen faintly felt that Ling Xia was like this because of some things.

"Sister Pei, I don't know how long I can live, my disease, my ears, I don't want to fall in, let alone be loved, in that case, I will be sad, if I fall in love, I can hide my love, But I can't control my heart." Ling Xia was very depressed as he said that, thinking of Li Jing, his heart ached as if being grabbed by something.

"Xiaoling, falling in love with someone is never about getting something. We should thank the person we love for filling our hearts and shining the sun into our hearts. But when love comes, don't avoid it, or you will hurt yourself and others "Pei Zhenyu said to Ling Xia earnestly, she didn't want Ling Xia to walk the same path as herself, she was helpless, she understood that if you miss it, you miss it, and she can only guard her in this position forever.But Ling Xia is still young, and has enough opportunities to control her feelings, but her own congenital disease hinders her way forward.

"I saw a man hugging her today. At that moment, my heart sank to the bottom, but I didn't know why. I was afraid that I would be too narrow-minded and unconsciously eat in my heart. I don't want to face her with such a Emotions." Ling Xia leaned against the bed in distress, looked at Pei Zhen, and asked helplessly, "Sister Pei, what should I do? "

After hearing Ling Xia's words, Pei Zhen put her arms around Ling Xia's shoulders, and said, "Xiao Ling, Li Jing is a good girl, I can see that she cares about you, in the company, when you are not paying attention, her eyes are always I am looking at you worriedly. You must think clearly about what kind of path you will take, what kind of life you will choose, and what is your goal in life? When you are clear about what you think in your heart, you will inadvertently Incorporate that person into your planning and future, no matter whether she will become the person next to you or not, as time goes by, you will suddenly find that your heart cannot leave her for a moment, and you will know what you should do What, what do you want to do."

"It's so profound... Sister Pei, I understand and don't understand." Ling Xia said helplessly to Pei Zhen, Pei Zhen smiled, patted Ling Xia's head, and said: "Okay, I understand. If you don't understand what to give, you will understand in the future." Ling Xia nodded, looked at his bag, and wanted to reach for it, but Pei Zhen took it.

"Actually, it's not that I don't have goals, I've always had a wish in my heart." Ling Xia said while flipping through something in her bag, Pei Zhen listened to her quietly, and watched her take out a small toy from her bag.

"It was the only present she ever gave me, but it broke. I think I'll take her with me whenever I can find her

I have to show her that this is a gift from her. "Ling Xia looked at the small gift that the sponsor once sent her and said, but Pei Zhen took Ling Xia's doll in a daze. It was a sunflower-shaped doll with music inside, but it was in disrepair. , can't make any music, this sunflower has a big smiling face on it, Pei Zhen's face changed slightly after seeing this toy, holding the doll and asked: "Who are you talking about? "

"The biggest benefactor in my life. If it wasn't for her, I might have died. The orphanage didn't pay for my medical treatment. She first funded my left ear to hear the sound, and then funded me to have a heart operation. I can live until today. I can persist until now because of her. I always feel that I am lucky and happy. I can’t waste her love and encouragement for me, so I will definitely cherish myself and live strong. "Ling Xia looked at Sunflower's doll and said with blurred eyes, Pei Zhen looked at Ling Xia but her expression was no longer normal, she restrained her joy and relief at this moment.

"Crack, crack." There was a knock on the door, Pei Zhen opened the door, and Yu Xiang came back with the medicine. He was out of breath, as if he had just run between the pharmacy and the bookstore with all his strength. He poured the water and took the medicine Handed it to Ling Xia and said: "Come and take the medicine, Ling Xia."

"Thank you..." Ling Xia said with a smile, took the medicine, and took out the amount she knew. She was very familiar with this medicine. For so many years, whenever her heart felt uncomfortable, she would take these kinds of medicines. Fortunately, she could take a little Controlling her pain, but she is very clear that these medicines cannot cure her disease, and one day, these medicines will be ineffective for her disease.

Seeing Yu Xiang looking at Ling Xia worriedly, Pei Zhen understood his intentions, but feelings always have such a flawed beauty, maybe Ling Xia didn't know that there was someone silently caring about her, but Yu Lijing, Ling Xia Nothing to her.For a girl like Ling Xia, what kind of experience does she have to have in order to make her fall in love with someone. Li Jing certainly has her own character and ability, but Ling Xia is definitely not the kind of person who falls in love with others because of her achievements and excellence. There must be some stories in it, and Pei Zhen suddenly wanted to know such stories.Pei Zhen doesn't care about others, nor is she interested in them, but Ling Xia is already an important person in her life, and in this world, besides Lin Qingmo, Ling Xia has become the only thing Pei Zhen cares about. A person who wants to give warmth.

"I'm much better, I'm fine." Ling Xia said to Yu Xiang and Pei Zhen, looked at the time, still thinking about Li Jing who was still injured, but with that man around, Ling Xia always felt that he was superfluous, he It is said that Li Jing is his woman, he is superior, accomplished, successful and handsome, no matter which aspect you judge, he is enough to match Li Jing.In fact, he should bless her, no matter who appears in her life, Ling Xia hopes that he, like Pei Zhen, will silently watch over her.

"I don't live in the dormitory these few days anymore." Ling Xia said, Yu Xiang asked in surprise: "Why? Is it uncomfortable? Is there something missing? I'll buy something for you." During this period of time, he was almost used to it. With Ling Xia's existence, every day in the dormitory, thinking of Ling Xia in the opposite room, I always feel a sense of happiness. I have never been so close to her, like a kind of waiting. This sense of distance makes Yu Xiang feel happy. He wanted to protect Ling Xia, he wanted to do his best to love her and take care of her.He didn't expect that Ling Xia would have such a rough experience, if it wasn't for getting along for so long, he would never have thought that Ling Xia's growth experience was so bitter, but she looked at life with such a strong smile.

Ling Xia looked at Yu Xiang, moved his lips but did not speak, Pei Zhen thought for a while, and said: "Yu Xiang, go and see if there are many customers outside, if not, let's close early today."

"Okay, Sister Pei." Yu Xiang listened to Pei Zhen's words and went out. He also realized that there were some things and words Ling Xia didn't want to say to him. Although he was a little frustrated, Yu Xiang still comforted himself, as long as he could see, he could As long as he can help and take care of him, he doesn't ask for too much.

Pei Zhen looked at Yu Xiang's lonely back, shook his head helplessly, then turned to look at Ling Xia, Ling Xia's eyes were fixed outside the window, and his thoughts had already flown to Li Jing.Pei Zhen supported Ling Xia's shoulders, and asked gently: "Xiao Ling, what happened?" Pei Zhen knew Ling Xia well, first she saw her illness clearly, and then said she couldn't live in the dormitory, this must have happened What made her like this.

"Sister Pei, Sister Jing was beaten and injured. She was recuperating at home. After I went, I saw her alone at home struggling to apply medicine to herself. My heart was bleeding. At that moment, I wished that something happened. I was by her side, but I wasn't there, that night I was here to make fun of Momo, chatting happily with Yu Xiang, I'm really so... so sad... Sister Pei, I'm so sad." Ling Xia said Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, and his tone became a little agitated.

"Okay, okay, it's not your fault, dear, don't think that way, you have to know, if you were here, maybe she would get more serious injuries to protect you." Pei Zhen hugged Ling Xia's head, gently comforting her Her emotions, but thinking about it.It would be too courageous for someone to treat Li Jing like this. Even if Li Jing is not famous here, she must have some background. With her personality, it is impossible to let this person who makes things difficult for her go.What's more, the cooperation between L and A is imminent. If it is a commercial grievance, now is not the time to start. The contract has been signed, and cooperation is imperative.If it was a personal grievance, it would be difficult to figure it out. Li Jing's character is so strong and so sophisticated, how could he easily offend others.

Pei Zhen held Ling Xia in his arms like stroking a child, Ling Xia leaned on Pei Zhen's shoulder sobbing, and murmured: "How can I make myself not so sad, Sister Pei, I feel sorry for her but dare not Face her."

"Be good, don't blame yourself, don't be sad, at least she's okay, right? Even if you've been in pain, luckily the storm has passed, you are a little rainbow, you can't let her worry about you, so you have to take good care of your body." Pei Zhen encourages Ling Xia, this child who is new to love and anxious, makes her feel so distressed, as if in her eyes she sees herself back then.The former self, because she fell in love with Lin Qingmo, she hesitated for a long time, entangled in whether to bury her heart or tell the truth, but in the end, in order not to affect the friendship and the way forward, she chose to remain silent. Year.

After hearing Pei Zhen's words, Ling Xia raised her head and looked at Pei Zhen. Pei Zhen just smiled at her gracefully. This kind of smile infected Ling Xia again and warmed her heart. Pei Zhen's words can always wake her up. Ling Xia, make her realize something.It's great to have a sister like Pei Zhen, it's great to have Pei Zhen encouraging herself at such moments, if not, what kind of hesitation and confusion would her heart go through.

"It's good to have you, Sister Pei." Ling Xia looked at Pei Zhen and said, Pei Zhen was slightly stunned after hearing this, and then showed her gentle smile, saying: "It's good to have you, Xiao Ling." Talk to Ling Xia wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but at this moment there was a knock on the door, and then the door was opened, "Sister Pei, someone is looking for Ling Xia." Yu Xiang's voice came in, and Ling Xia looked up and saw standing behind Yu Xiang Li Jing, Pei Zhen also saw Li Jing, stood up, before he could speak, Ling Xia quickly got up from the bed, and stood in front of the medicine on the table.

"Sister Jing, why are you here?" Ling Xia squeezed out a smile, but kept his hands behind his back and shook them desperately. Pei Zhenyi felt Ling Xia's movements, stood beside Ling Xia, covered the medicine with a doll and put it in Ling Xia's bag .Li Jing saw the scene just now, Pei Zhen's hand was on Ling Xia's face, Ling Xia's face was filled with a smile, and she was really worried when she heard the clerk say that Ling Xia was not feeling well before, but when she saw When seeing the scene of those two people, for some reason, I felt an indescribable unhappiness in my heart.

"Sister Jing, are you all right? Why did you come out?" Ling Xia asked worriedly, Li Jing was clearly injured, and his body hurts everywhere, how could he come out not long after the medicine was applied.

"I didn't expect that in order to find you, I could overcome those physical discomforts." Li Jing said without a smile, but stared at Ling Xia, Ling Xia lowered his head with guilt, Pei Zhen looked at Li Jing, seeming to understand Some, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, said: "Yu Xiang, I'll check today's accounts with you, Li Jing, you have a good chat." Pei Zhen walked over to Li Jing and patted her on the shoulder and said, Li Jing nodded and smiled Said: "Thank you, Sister Pei, I came here to take Ling Xia back. She promised me to take care of me for a few days, but she ran out irresponsibly. I looked around and hoped that she would not come back, so I had to find her here." Li Jing obviously The jealousy and concern made Pei Zhen a lot more relieved, at least maybe Ling Xia wasn't wishful thinking.

"I, I'm sorry..." Ling Xia apologized to Li Jing with some guilt, Li Jing still couldn't get angry with Ling Xia, he just sighed, stretched out his hand to pull Ling Xia, and led her out.Yu Xiang just watched Ling Xia being taken away by this woman in a daze, while Pei Zhen kept smiling and didn't speak.

Every time Li Jing took a step, pain hit her whole body, many invisible internal injuries assaulted her body, but she held Ling Xia's hand very tightly, she didn't want Ling Xia to leave under her eyelids again and again, She doesn't want to see Ling Xia's sad eyes again and again, she doesn't want to think about why, why?She just wanted to do this, wanted Ling Xia to accompany her, wanted to see Ling Xia, wanted to be with her.

The moonlight elongated the silhouettes of the two of them, and the originally restless night suddenly became calm. The road was short but very long. Along the way, with her holding her hand, they would no longer be afraid.

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