Meet Jiaqi for the first time

He reached out and stroked his face, "Please, Qiqi, give me a chance to save you." Yu Jiaqi turned away, closed his eyes and said, "Forget it, I don't need yours." Save. I don't like you, even if I go you won't lose me, because I never belonged to you."

This was very heartless, he thought that Fang Shuibai would definitely leave in this way.

But Fang Shuibai turned his face back, stared into his eyes, and said: "But my heart already belongs to you, and there is nothing I can do. If you die, my heart will also die with you. So in order to protect my heart, I must do my best to protect you. Please, don’t force me to give up again, okay? Do you want me to be a person without a heart?”

Tears dripped from Yu Jiaqi's eyes, she covered her face with gauze-wrapped hands, and said, "What do I have to do to you? Everyone has betrayed me and left me. I should be worthless and unworthy." My love, why don't you leave?"

Why?Why would he say such a thing?Who betrayed him?Chu Xi?But that's been over a year, and he was fine before, they spent Christmas together, played together for a few days during the holidays, and talked on the phone a lot, he was always normal.So no, it won't be because of Chu Xi.Who is it because of?The more Fang Shuibai thought about it, the more he felt that there was a deep meaning in these words.

Fang Shuibai took his hand off, held it in his own, and said gently but firmly: "You are so kind, so smart, so beautiful, how can you not be worthy of love? At least there is me, I love you You, did you hear that? I love you!"

This was the first time he said the word "love" to him. He used to think that he just liked this pitiful boy and had a desire to protect him, but just now, he suddenly realized that he had already Love him like life.That's why he was so afraid, afraid of losing him, just like he was afraid of losing his own life.

Yu Jiaqi looked at him, and burst into tears suddenly, "Fang Shuibai, you are really the best person in the world to me, no matter what you say is true or not, I am willing to believe it. Thank you." Of course it's true, and I've never said that to anyone but you."

Yu Jiaqi still shed tears and said: "But I am living in pain now, more painful than dying. If you really love me, please let me end my pain. In the future, you will meet someone who is smarter, more beautiful, The person who is more worthy of your love, just treat me as a passer-by, a memory."

Every time he said a word, Fang Shuibai felt as if a piece of his heart had been gouged out with a knife; when he finished the last word, Fang Shuibai felt that his heart seemed to have disappeared.But he had to endure the pain to piece them together again and put them back together.

He reached out to wipe the tears on his face for him, and said: "If you are in pain, then tell me what is causing you pain, and I will face it with you, and we will definitely be able to get rid of it and destroy it. There will be no What is more worthy of my love, you are the only one worthy. If I want to watch you destroy yourself, it would be better to kill me. Don’t you always care about the people around you? So even for me , you have to live."

Yu Jiaqi finally cried bitterly, and said: "I can't do it, I can't get rid of it! You can't do it either! Give up, please give up!" Fang Shuibai hugged him tightly, "Don't try How do you know it won’t work, say it, no matter what it is, Qiqi, I will always be by your side.”