Meet Jiaqi for the first time

At night, in order to lull Yu Jiaqi to sleep, he would play soothing music while reading a book. Although this is usually not as effective as sleeping pills, he is still unwilling to give up any method that can make him feel better.

He and he slept in a bedroom with two beds.As long as there is any movement from Yu Jiaqi, Fang Shuibai will wake up immediately and rush to him.

He often has nightmares and tears in his dreams.Whenever Fang Shuibai saw him with his eyes closed tightly and his face full of tears, he felt his heart was broken.

But he never shed tears when he was awake, on the contrary, he was strangely calm, eerily calm.Because he tends to do many terrible things under his calm appearance.For example, that time when he broke the mirror, his hands were covered with blood, but there was no expression on his face, as if it wasn't his own hand, and the blood shed wasn't his own.

On the surface, he has always been obedient. Fang Shuibai eats when he is told to eat, takes medicine when he is told to take medicine, and lies down when he is told to sleep.But since he said "You don't have to do this for me" on the first day he moved in, he never said a word, whether it was the other party or the psychiatrist.

The first month passed without any progress. No matter how angry his family was with him for interrupting his studies and his just-started career for a boy suffering from depression, Fang Shuibai still had no intention of giving up.

On this day, Yu Jiaqi suddenly said to him, "I'm tired of the food cooked by this nutritionist, shall we go to the restaurant for lunch today?" Okay?Of course!Almost ecstatically, he changed clothes for himself and him, drove to the city, and went to a western restaurant with a warm and romantic environment and delicious food.

Yu Jiaqi ate more than usual. "After dinner, let's go shopping and buy you some clothes." He suggested.Yu Jiaqi nodded slightly.While waiting for the dessert to be served, Yu Jiaqi suddenly said: "I'll go to the bathroom first, wait for me." "I'll accompany you." Fang Shuibai also stood up immediately.

Yu Jiaqi smiled at him, and said, "I'll be right back, you just sit here and wait. Don't worry, I won't run away." He hesitated, but finally sat down, maybe that smile was really convincing force.

It turns out, however, that smile is a deceiving illusion.

After 5 minutes, he still hadn't come back.Fang Shuibai suddenly noticed that a glass was missing on the dining table, felt bad, and rushed to the bathroom.While shouting his name loudly, they knocked on the doors one by one, and finally found him in the innermost one.

Yu Jiaqi was sitting on the ground, with one arm resting on the toilet. There was a shocking wound on the wrist. Blood kept flowing out and dripping on the ground. The whole hand was covered with blood, while the other hand still held the There was a shard of glass from the glass he had just taken away.

This was the first time Fang Shuibai saw him committing suicide with his own eyes, and it was also the first time he saw someone committing suicide, so he was stunned and numb for a few seconds.When the person who came to use the bathroom saw the screams, he suddenly reacted, picked up Yu Jiaqi and rushed out quickly.

On the way to the hospital, Yu Jiaqi was awake all the time, but both of them kept silent by coincidence.He didn't pass out until he reached the door of the emergency room of the hospital.

Fang Shuibai waited outside the door, tightly clutching a blood-stained handkerchief that had just bandaged his wound, his clothes were also stained with blood, sweat dripped down his forehead, but not sweat from running, But the cold sweat of fear.Yes, fear.He drove a motorcycle on the road when he was 13 years old. He started fighting with people in elementary school and never felt afraid.But this time, he was really scared, the kind of fear that frightened him.

He also couldn't believe it, Yu Jiaqi, his Qiqi has always been kind and weak in his heart, he knew that he was actually stubborn, but he never thought that he could do such a cruel and terrible thing to himself, what is it? turned him into this?

Due to timely rescue, he was fine.When Fang Shuibai entered the ward, he looked at him with a begging look. There were no tears in his eyes, but this look was more worrying than tears.He just looked at him with this kind of gaze, and said in a hoarse and weak voice: "Fang Shuibai, let me go."

Fang Shuibai's tears finally flowed down, he leaned over and hugged him tightly, saying: "No, I will never allow it! You are still so young and have a bright future. Also, I like you, I can't Losing you, I can't lose you in this way!"