Black Powder Monologue Diary

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Lin Yu said: "Actually, I really like watching you act. I watched your movie before, and you acted pretty well."

"Which movie?"

Lin Yu said the name, it was the movie he and his senior watched on Fuya Mountain.

Ji Shanye smiled: "Do you like to watch that type?"

"It's okay." Lin Yu avoided his gaze: "I feel that your feelings in that movie are very real."

"Did you see the kiss at the end?" Ji Shanye asked him.

Lin Yu's heart skipped a beat: "Yes."

Ji Shanye chuckled: "I seem to smell vinegar." He asked, "Are you eating her vinegar around the bush?"

"No." Lin Yu denied.

Ji Shanye said: "The electronic music was filmed a long time ago, and it has been suppressed and not broadcast. Let me tell you first, after being with you, I have never filmed a kissing scene with anyone."

Lin Yu thought about the past, and it seemed like this.

"I didn't say anything." Lin Yu said, "You can shoot whatever you want, and I have no problem with sex scenes."

Ji Shanye said: "Don't worry, when I'm with you, I don't know how to make kiss scenes or bed scenes."

Lin Yu looked at him: "You don't have to do this."

Ji Shanye said: "I have long passed the age to act in that kind of romantic idol drama. Now that I am over 30, the way of acting has changed a long time ago, and there are not many investors looking for me to act in emotional dramas."

Lin Yu lowered his head to drink the porridge, but there was no response.

Ji Shanye looked at him: "So, you agreed?"

"Promise what?" Lin Yu looked up.

"What did you say?" Ji Shanye said, "Be with me again."

"When did I say I want to be with you again?"

"Then you told me so much about the kiss scene just now." Ji Shanye laughed.

"I didn't, it's what you want to say." Lin Yu argued.He turned around and went back to the kitchen, and said guiltily, "I'm going out, you should go back too."

Lin Yu was used to the days when Ji Shanye would come to his house every day and the two of them would have breakfast together.Even when he wakes up every morning, he has to check his phone to see if Ji Shanye has sent him a message.

But the next day, Lin Yu woke up in the morning and finished washing. Ji Shanye didn't come over or send himself a message until after eight o'clock in the morning.

Lin Yu thought that he might be stuck in a traffic jam on the road, or that something happened suddenly and he would come over right away.

Waiting silently at the dining table, and finally when it was time to be late for the laboratory, Lin Yu obeyed himself and gave up, got up and went out.

He thought, if Ji Shanye came over at this time, he would still have breakfast with him before leaving.

However, Ji Shanye never came.

When he was in the laboratory, Lin Yu was always restless.He thought of what he said at the dinner table yesterday, and wondered if Ji Shanye didn't come because he was bored and no longer interested in him because he didn't respond all the time.

Lin Yu didn't want to think about this reason, but the answer was repeated in his mind countless times.

Anyone who can't see the light of the future will choose to give up.

Lin Yu checked his phone countless times, but Ji Shanye never sent a message.Finally, Lin Yu couldn't help asking him, where are you?

Ji Shanye didn't reply him.

At night, Lin Yu quietly wiped away his tears, he really hated the feeling of being abandoned.But what could he blame?Originally, he was the one who kept pushing Ji Shanye out.

After work, Lin Yu couldn't resist going to Ji Shanye's house again, but the security was so strict that he couldn't even get in the door.I sent a message to Ji Shanye, wanting him to come to the door, but he never heard from him.

Lin Yu had no choice but to come back.However, when he returned to his home and got out of the elevator, he saw Ji Shanye standing at the door.

Lin Yu stood blankly in the corridor at that moment, even suspecting that what he was seeing was his hallucination.

But Hallucination wouldn't smile at himself like he did.

"What's the matter?" Ji Shanye still had the bag in his hand, and he walked towards him.

Lin Yu suppressed his inner emotions, took out the key to open the door, and asked him casually, "Why didn't you come this morning?"

Ji Shanye had a strange expression: "Something happened."

"Do you find it troublesome?" Lin Yu said, "If you find it troublesome, don't use it in the future, it's okay."

"What's wrong?" Ji Shanye's face changed.

"What I want to say, I told you on the phone." Lin Yu said.

"What are you talking about? My phone is broken and I didn't bring it with me. What did you send me?" Ji Shanye blocked the door, he was afraid that Lin Yu would close the door.

Ji Shanye looked at Lin Yu with a different expression than usual: "Please explain clearly, what's wrong? You're making me flustered."

"Why didn't you come this morning?"

"When I came here in the morning, I stepped on a pit and fell into the sewer. My mobile phone was also broken. I was rescued at night. I asked the firefighters to change my clothes and came here in a hurry. I just I feel ashamed so I don't want to mention it to you." Ji Shanye sighed helplessly: "You won't misunderstand me because of this kind of thing, right?"

Lin Yu looked straight at himself.

"It's true, if you don't believe me, if you watch the news tomorrow, I'm rescued by firefighters and it will definitely be on the entertainment news. I—" Ji Shanye stopped talking because he saw Lin Yu crying.

"Why are you crying?" Ji Shanye was flustered, he had never seen Lin Yu cry.

"I really didn't mean not to come, don't cry." Ji Shanye said again.

Lin Yu threw himself into his arms and hugged him.Ji Shanye hung his hands in the air and looked down at him.

"Let's make up, I don't want you to wait any longer." Lin Yu said with a sob.

Ji Shanye smiled, as if he understood something, he said, "I will definitely come if I say so."

"It's okay, don't be afraid, I won't leave you."

Lin Yu said, "You can't leave me."

"You have always abandoned me. When did I abandon you?"

Ji Shanye patted him on the back: "No matter what happens in the future, we will go on together, and don't let go of anyone."

Lin Yu could never really push Ji Shanye away, just like he couldn't get rid of his breath, he couldn't get rid of the sunlight.Ji Shanye is like a ray of light illuminating his world, and he will never leave him.

"Then I won't leave tonight, shall I?" Ji Shanye lowered his head and asked him with a sly smile in his eyes.

"What?" Lin Yu couldn't help avoiding his eyes.

"What did you say?" Ji Shanye said, "I miss you every day."

Lin Yu raised his head, just in time to be kissed by Ji Shanye.

While pushing Lin Yu, Ji Shanye closed the door with his hand.Devouring Lin Yu's body amidst Lin Yu's whimpers.

There are still many things to do in the future, and there is still a long, long way for them to walk together.

What does it matter?Because we still have each other by our side.

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[The author has something to say: This is the end of the main text, and I didn't want to write too long.Everyone knows that the two of them live happily together.Mainly because I was tired too.After reading it, can you write a few sweet episodes as a supplement, everyone can look forward to it, but don't expect too much, because I may write very slowly, forgive me. 】