Black Powder Monologue Diary

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Lin Yu was sobbing, and wanted to shake off Ji Shanye's hand, but he was not as strong as him, so he still grabbed it firmly.Lin Yu simply turned his head away and stopped showing his face.

"Or is the work pressure too great?"

Ji Shanye's tall body stood in front of Lin Yu, blocking most of the light in the room. Lin Yu felt a rare sense of security in a dark corner.He also recovered slowly, but he still pushed Ji Shanye: "Leave me alone."

"If you encounter trouble, you can tell me. If I can solve it, I will definitely help you." Ji Shanye said.

"I said you don't have to worry about it." Lin Yu lowered his head.

The room was quiet for a few seconds. Ji Shanye looked at Lin Yu and could only see the twirling of his head, but his body stopped shaking.

"Do not cry?"

Lin Yu felt that Ji Shanye's tone of voice seemed to be comforting a child. Before he could speak, he heard Ji Shanye say again: "Wipe your tears, or when someone else comes over and sees you like this, you will think it's me. Bullied you."

As soon as Ji Shanye finished speaking, there was a light knock on the door outside the dressing room. It was Zhou Zhixiang's voice. He said, "Brother Ji, can I come in now?"

Ji Shanye glanced at Lin Yu, Lin Yu hurriedly wiped away his tears and turned his head away.Ji Shanye whispered, "I let him in."

He turned around and opened the door.Zhou Zhixiang stood at the door and took a step in cautiously and anxiously: "The director sent someone to urge you. Well, if it's possible, can Brother Ji go to filming?"

Ji Shanye said, "Okay, let's go."

Zhou Zhixiang glanced at Lin Yu who was leaning against the dressing table with his head bowed. He seemed very depressed.Zhou Zhixiang felt strange. Could it be that Brother Ji was alone with him just now to train him?What did brother Ji tell him?The atmosphere between the two of them looked so strange.

"Aren't you leaving?" Ji Shanye said at the door.

"Oh." Zhou Zhixiang turned his head and hurriedly followed Ji Shanye away.

The room was quiet again, Lin Yu lowered his head and slowly calmed down.He didn't think about anything, no nightmare memories, no bloody pictures.

Everything is gone, nothing is left.

This seemed to be his best state. Every time he got stuck in the past, he either fainted or yelled and frightened the people around him, and then he was either sent to the hospital or the police station.

Lin Yu was silent for a while, then returned to his place like a wandering spirit, lay down, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

He really doesn't have any strength left, so let's wait until tomorrow to talk about everything.

11

When Lin Yu woke up, it was eleven o'clock in the morning.

This was the last time he woke up since he came to the set.The moment he saw the time, he realized, he must have missed something.

Sure enough, when he picked up his phone and turned on the screen, he found that the director's assistant had called him at [-] o'clock in the morning. Where.Zhou Zhixiang also called himself, Lin Yu probably could think of something he missed.

Forgot to put makeup on Ji Shanye.

Lin Yu sighed, and called Zhou Zhixiang first.He got out of bed and got dressed, already thinking about how to apologize, how to make up for his mistakes.But unexpectedly, after answering the phone, Zhou Zhixiang told him that you don't need to come here.

Lin Yu was stunned, thinking that he had been fired, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. You can deduct my money for the loss, and I can accept whatever it is."

Zhou Zhixiang said: "No, I mean you can take a day off first. It doesn't matter today, and your money will not be deducted."

"why?"

"Brother Ji said that today's makeup is relatively simple, and it's okay to leave it alone. I'll let you rest for a day."

Lin Yu was stunned again, he didn't expect Ji Shanye to do this.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Yu sat by the bed, and the scene in the dressing room yesterday appeared in his mind.Emotions that were pent up yesterday resurfaced, but always felt a little too magical.

Everything yesterday didn't seem like reality, from receiving a call from a lawyer to accidentally meeting Ji Shanye in the dressing room, and being seen by him like that.Before he had time to react, everything happened in a mess.

He also told Ji Shanye to fuck off.Lin Yu sighed deeply, probably no one would treat Ji Shanye like him.

If it was someone else, he should have let him go.But Ji Shanye didn't say anything, and told him not to go to work.

Lin Yu felt that Ji Shanye was too kind to people, so nice that Lin Yu even thought he had some plans for him.But in an instant, this thought disappeared again.

After all, this idea is too unrealistic.What kind of plans can a big star like Ji Shanye have for him?They were not from the same world.

Lin Yu sat quietly in the hotel room, and the bastard in the prison began to harass his brain again and again.When he walked out of the room in the afternoon, Lin Yu decided to call lawyer Zhang Zhong.

Anyway, things still have to be dealt with.It is impossible for him to let that bastard Lin Suzheng get out of prison in a few years, and everything he has done cannot be calmed down by just ten years of prison life.

Lin Suzheng would not be able to repay the injury he received, the injury his mother received even if he spent his entire life in prison.

Lin Yu called Zhang Zhong for 5 minutes in the secluded corridor downstairs of the hotel.Zhang Zhong was very supportive of his decision, but still analyzed the whole thing for him in accordance with the reality.

He said filing a complaint was a lengthy process.Moreover, it is not sure whether the final result is good or not.He told Lin Yu to prepare himself for the worst. Maybe, in the end, it would be nothing.

Lin Yu had nothing to worry about.He had already endured the worst outcome, and there was nothing worse than that horrible night more than ten years ago.

After hanging up the phone, he sat on the chair for a long time.Lin Yu thought that he was a fragile piece of porcelain that was constantly pulled between the past and reality.It was smashed again and again, and it was glued again and again.

Sensitive, fragile.He didn't know when he would change from a normal person to a hysterical lunatic, as if he was completely ashamed in front of Ji Shanye.

Lin Yu thought, he should go to Ji Shanye and apologize to him for what happened that day.But when he saw Ji Shanye, he didn't even have the courage to look up at him.

On the contrary, Ji Shanye looked at the script in silence as if nothing had happened.

Lin Yu felt embarrassed and guilty.He was more afraid to explain to Ji Shanye what happened that day than to offend Ji Shanye.Because, he knew that no matter what, he couldn't explain clearly, maybe Ji Shanye would only treat him as a lunatic.

He didn't want to be treated as a lunatic by Ji Shanye.

A lunatic would not have dignity, even he couldn't understand that he still wanted to retain the only bit of dignity in front of the star Ji Shanye.

Therefore, Lin Yu decided not to talk about it.

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