Black Powder Monologue Diary

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10

The last time Lin Yu received a call from the prison was five years ago.

At that time, he was still in the third year of high school.The guards in the prison originally called grandma, but grandma was hard of hearing and could not speak clearly.So, until she hung up the phone, she didn't know what was going on.

Lin Yu didn't have a cell phone, so they called his homeroom teacher's cell phone.The head teacher received it, and called him outside during class. He stood in the corridor and took the phone.

Lin Yu was silent for a long time before putting the phone to his ear and giving a hello.

"Are you Lin Suzheng's son?"

Lin Yu suppressed the churning emotions in his heart, and his tone was not very good: "If you have anything to say, just say it."

"It's like this. The prison will hold a New Year's party recently. After the party, there will be a family visit time. Your father is doing very well in the prison. He wants to see you very much. Can you come over?"

Lin Yu said, "No. Is there anything else?"

The prison guard said: "If it is a matter of time, we can communicate with your teacher, and you can rest assured."

"Is there anything else? Nothing, I'm hanging up."

The prison guard said: "It is like this. No one has visited your father since he was imprisoned. I think that after so many years, your father has also actively behaved in prison. He is different from what you knew before. Do you want to think about it again?"

Lin Yu took a deep breath: "I won't think about it, I wish he would die in prison."

"I don't have a father."

"Don't call me again in the future, and don't bother my grandma. Thank you."

After finishing speaking, Lin Yu hung up the phone, and the prison guard did not call again.

He never heard any news about his father. Ever since he went to prison, Lin Yu had regarded him as dead, and he didn't want to think about this man again.

But unexpectedly, after five years, at the beginning of the second month of the crew, he received another call about his father.

The caller was Zhang Zhong, the lawyer who was in charge of his father Lin Suzheng's case.Lin Yu's memory of the past period is vague. After he reported his name, Lin Yu couldn't remember who he was for a while.

Zhang Zhong said, "I have something very important to tell you about your father."

Lin Yu stood leaning against the makeup table. He had just finished putting on Ji Shanye's makeup and was exhausted physically and mentally.Intuitively, he didn't want to hear it, because he probably had a premonition that it was not good news.

Why has that matter been over for so many years, why is he already in prison, and he still has things to keep pestering himself.He desperately wanted to drop everything and stride forward.But there will still be a past that keeps pulling me back.

But Zhang Zhong didn't know his inner thoughts, he said to himself: "I learned some time ago that your father submitted an application for commutation of sentence to the prison, do you know?"

Lin Yu said, "I don't know."

Zhang Zhong said: "Your father has performed very well in prison these years. He has performed many meritorious deeds and his sentence has been commuted for three years. This time, he reported a large drug gang in prison and submitted another Application for commutation."

"If this commutation application is successful, he may be out of prison in three years."

After speaking, there was a long silence on the phone.Zhang Zhong could only hear Lin Yu's shallow breathing.

After a long time, he asked him, "Are you sure?"

Zhang Zhong said: "If the application for commutation is successful, there is a high probability of this." He added: "If you don't want to, we can also resubmit the complaint."

He didn't wait for Lin Yu's answer, and called him a few more times before Lin Yu said, "Let me take it easy."

"I'll call you later." The phone was hung up.

Lin Yu leaned on the table behind, feeling that all the strength in his body was drained.The phone slipped from his hand and fell heavily on the ground, the screen was torn apart, but he didn't care about it, staring blankly at the white wall in the room.

Out of breath, he was so flustered that he could only hold on to the edge of the table tightly, his eyes turned black, and the feeling of dizziness came again. Lin Yu had to hold on to the things around him tightly so as not to fall.

He knew that he probably fell ill again, those crazy memories flooded into his brain like a tide, being kicked on the ground by his father, the scene of blood dripping, and the sound of his mother crying.Lin Yu was short of breath and felt more and more unable to control himself.

There was a sound at the door, a very small sound, but Lin Yu seemed to be facing a formidable enemy.He gasped for breath, and saw that the person standing by the door was Ji Shanye.In a trance, it seems to have returned to the past.

"Don't come here, get out!" Lin Yu kept backing away in horror, and the things on the table fell to the ground.

Ji Shanye was stunned, Zhou Zhixiang and the costumer came together a few steps away.They heard no movement in the house and were still discussing the details of the event.Ji Shanye looked at the flustered Lin Yu in the distance, turned around, gently blocked the door of the dressing room, and said, "You guys go out for a while."

"Ah?" Zhou Zhixiang was puzzled.

"Go sit outside in the nanny's car for a while and rest."

Zhou Zhixiang was still puzzled.

The costumer next to him was the first to react, and pulled Zhou Zhixiang's arm back: "Okay, let's take a rest. If you want us to come over, just make a phone call."

When Zhou Zhixiang left, he whispered to her: "Why does Brother Ji want us to leave?"

"What else is there? If you don't understand, just withdraw quickly. Knowing too much is not good for you."

Zhou Zhixiang said, "Why do you seem to understand so well?"

"Anyway, I know better than you."

The backs of the two of them disappeared around the corner, and the door of the dressing room was closed.Ji Shanye locked the door, stood at the door, looked at Lin Yu, and said softly, "Is it better to be quiet now?"

Lin Yu still looked very panicked. The sundries on the table were scattered in a pile, and the makeup brush fell at Ji Shanye's feet. As soon as Ji Shanye picked it up and walked forward, Lin Yu backed away in panic and shrank in the room. In the corner, shouted: "Don't come here! Get out of here!"

Ji Shanye's footsteps stopped: "It's okay, I won't go there."

He felt a little strange: "what's the matter with you?"

Lin Yu just lowered his head and covered his face, his voice trembling: "Get lost!"

Ji Shanye said, "Did I do something to make you unhappy?"

He could feel Lin Yu crying, but he didn't know why he was crying, and he didn't quite understand why he was so emotional when he saw himself suddenly.

"Go away!" Lin Yu didn't dare to open his eyes, he was trembling with panic.

Ji Shanye walked to Lin Yu's side very lightly. He held Lin Yu's wrist and gently pulled it out. His wrist was very thin, like the body of a patient who had been bedridden for a long time. Regardless of Lin Yu's struggle, he pulled it away. With his hands covering his face, he saw Lin Yu's red and swollen eyes from crying.

"Did someone bully you?" Ji Shanye said.

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