please let go

"Why didn't you tell me? I lost my memory and forgot about you. You can tell me and let me remember you again..." What Jiang Chen was worried about was that he had been jealous of himself for a year.

"I've checked. Selective amnesia is usually because it's too painful to forget." He Chuan gently stroked the scar on Jiang Chen's left wrist, and continued: "If that memory makes you painful, you actually forgot about me." does not matter."

"Don't you hate me? I didn't save you then."

"Hate...I love and hate you at the same time, but after getting along with you, that bit of hate has all turned into love."

Why not Jiang Chen.

Love to a certain extent, even hate has become a luxury.

He couldn't help cursing again: "He Chuan, you're an idiot."

"Well, I'm an idiot." He Chuan put his hand on Jiang Chen's side, "Isn't amnesia good too? After I let go of the world, I fell in love with you for the second time."

"It's not good at all..." Jiang Chen straddled, sat on He Chuan's lap facing each other, touched his warm cheek with his cold hand, and said regretfully, "It made me forget my lover's previous love. appearance."

"The house is so dark, what can you see?" He Chuan said with a smile.

"What did we say when we met for the first time?" Jiang Chen was very curious about what it was that would make He Chuan miss him for six years.

"You were playing there and blocked the light from the entrance of the cave, and then I said, 'Please let me go'." He Chuan hugged him tighter, "You looked at me through the entrance of the cave, the first thing you said to me One line is 'you have beautiful eyes'."

Jiang Chen was stunned.

He Chuan stroked Fu Jiangchen's eyelashes with his fingers, "They all only said that I was handsome, and you were the only one who praised my beautiful eyes."

Therefore, even if he deliberately lost that memory, He Chuan's first impression of Jiang Chen did not change, so that when Jiang Chen saw He Chuan again after six years, he still couldn't help but say "Your eyes are pretty".

Jiang Chen failed to save someone the first time, perhaps because he felt guilty, but when he saw He Chuan for the first time after many years, his subconscious mind was also telling him that he should treat this person well.

It was the deep memory that kept reminding him that he should love this person.

Jiang Chen murmured, "No wonder my heart beats when I see your eyes."

"Who isn't?"

"Did you know it was me from the beginning?" Jiang Chen asked.

"I don't know, it's a good thing you said that, otherwise I would really have sent you to the hospital..." He Chuan said again: "Then I tried to hint at you at first, you are like a normal person, I thought you were talking to me I pretended, only to find out later that you have amnesia."

"I must have said something, you will be like this."

"It's only up to you to think about it."

"Crap, tell me!" Jiang Chen was anxious.

"No, that's what I wished for."

No matter how Jiang Chen asked, He Chuan was unwilling to say anything.

"Say it, and I'll help you achieve it!"

He Chuan shook his head: "That's different."

"Then if you don't say it, what if I can't realize your wish in my life?"

"I believe you will." The determination in He Chuan's eyes told Jiang Chen that it was something he could do.

He lowered his head, a little disappointed: "I still can't remember the past..."

In the next second, He Chuan held his face and said softly, "It's okay, just don't forget who I am now." After speaking, he moved closer to his lips and sucked gently, trying to make up for the previous regret.

I have kissed countless times, and now all I think about is loving you so much.

Jiang Chen started to unbutton He Chuan's shirt, but was stopped and asked what he was doing, and said with a smile, "Planting plum blossoms."

He Chuan took the initiative to turn his head, showing his fair neck, and let him go.

"It's better to wear less." Jiang Chen peeled off his coat, pulled down the loose sweater, and easily undid the two buttons, "It's easy to take off."

He bent down, opened his mouth to kiss the delicate skin, licked the Adam's apple, the tip of his tongue slid down along with the Adam's apple, and the intimate distance made him feel He Chuan's every breath and every heartbeat.The more presumptuous it is, the muffled snorts of people can be heard, and there is a sense of accomplishment.

Jiang Chen kissed earnestly in the room, constantly opening up new territory, extending from the left side of the neck down to the shoulder, eager to imprint the mark, and even bit his mouth.

In the end, most of He Chuan's shoulders were exposed to the air.

Jiang Chen tore off a button while kissing, wanting to continue exploring with his mouth.

The door was opened, and the chopsticks fell to the ground with a "pop" sound.

The world seemed to quiet down.

Jiang Chen stopped his movements, saw his mother who was stunned by the door, and thought to himself: Damn it!It's over!Forgot to lock the door!

Tang Miao, who was at the door, saw her son sitting on the man, and noticed that He Chuan's neck and shoulders were covered with red marks, coughed twice in embarrassment, "Yes, it's time to eat..."

She picked up the chopsticks on the ground, gave Jiang Chen a look, and closed the door consciously.

Jiang Chen understood what his mother meant.

That look is telling him to pay attention to restraint...

He Chuan put his hand on Jiang Chen's waist, and pushed him to get up, "Go out to eat."

Xiaobie is better than a newlywed, let alone the two of them.

Jiang Chen was reluctant to come down, and cheekily pressed He Chuan's forehead, "Anyway, I saw it... Let's do it again."

He Chuan had no choice but to say, "Okay."

-

After He Chuan rearranged his clothes, he could barely cover the red marks on his neck.The two stepped out of the room, and the couple were already sitting at the dining table.

The lingering just now was seen by his mother, but now Jiang Chen is so embarrassed that he doesn't know where to put his eyes.

"Eat, eat." Tang Miao urged.

"Mom, let He Chuan stay at our house for a few days?" Jiang Chen put a piece of carrot in He Chuan's bowl.

"Okay, I'll tidy up the guest room later."

"Oh." Jiang Chen really wanted to tell his mother that there is no need to bother, but she just saw the intimate behavior of the two of them, so it would be strange for them to live in the same room.

Tang Miao pretended not to hear his son's disappointed tone, and gave He Chuan a piece of braised pork, and began to talk: "Xiao He, what did your mother say?"

"My mother said that as long as we are happy," He Chuan replied.

Jiang Chen put the braised pork in He Chuan's bowl into his own bowl, and gave him another spare rib.

Tang Miao asked suspiciously, "Don't you not eat fat?"

Jiang Chen: "He doesn't eat fat either."

Tang Miao looked helpless, "In the past two years, I can also see that Chen Chen is not very happy, and he talks less. He still laughs, but it is not from the heart."

"Mom, eat." Jiang Chen didn't want He Chuan to know what kind of state he was in the past two years, so he stopped Tang Miao from continuing.

No one cares about him.

"We, Chenchen, haven't experienced anything, and we're not as precocious as you, so we didn't feel at ease when you two were together at first. When you two are together, you must be the one who dominates him, and you can't play around with him!"

"Auntie, I..."

"His father and I have discussed this matter a long time ago. It has been two years, and you have not abandoned him, so you can see your sincerity." She continued: "Your mother has let go, and we will not Embarrassing you. We are all parents, of course we all want our children to be happy..."

Tang Miao saw Jiang Chen looking at the pork belly in the bowl with a troubled expression again, "Oh! Give it to me if you don't eat it!"

It didn't take more than two seconds for the braised pork to fall into the third bowl, and Tang Miao gave it to Jiang Yiming again, "Hey! I don't eat fatty meat either."

Jiang Yiming: "..."

"It's not easy. Chen Chen has little experience, so please be more tolerant of him in the future."

"Ah."

What does all this say?

If it is entrusted for life...

Jiang Chen had a feeling that he was going to get married in a second.

"I'm done eating. Uncles and aunts eat slowly." He Chuan put down the bowl and chopsticks.

Jiang Chen thought he was going back to his room, so he hurriedly put down the bowl and said, "I've finished eating too."

Tang Miao glanced at him, "Where have you finished eating? There is still half a bowl of rice left."

"I'm full, I'm full." Jiang Chen was about to put down his chopsticks.

He Chuan grabbed his hand, "I'll wait for you to finish eating."

"Okay." Jiang Chen picked up the bowl again and continued eating.

"I really don't want to stay," Tang Miao shook her head and sighed: "My mother can't call you, I just listen to my boyfriend."

He Chuan: "..."

After eating, the two returned to their room and continued to talk.

He Chuan took out "The Little Prince" from the bookshelf, "I read it three times 99 times..."

"That was the year before last - I couldn't count how many times I read it. Before you held my hand, it could only be countless 99 times."

He Chuan opened the book, and two pieces of paper fell out of it. He was the first to grab the test paper.

Another small note fluttered on the table.

Jiang Chen put his palms on the table calmly, then went to cover the note, and finally squeezed the things into his palms.

It doesn't matter if you look at the test paper, it's mainly a note, and it would be quite shameful for people to find out.If He Chuan knew that he had such small thoughts a long time ago, he would be somewhat embarrassed.

"The grades in the past were really bad." He Chuan opened the test paper with a calm face, "It took a lot of hard work to get a 99 in the test."

"Then you were very good—" Jiang Chen looked at him, he could pass so many points in the college entrance examination, and he learned about He Chuan in the past two years from other people.

As he wished, his lover stood on a high place.

"Teacher Jiang is good at teaching." He Chuan said with a smile.

Jiang Chen followed and leaned over to read the test paper, "I remember that the first time you wrote my exercise book, your handwriting was ugly." After such a comparison, he realized that this test paper was already very neat.

"Because, this is the answer sheet for you—"

"He Chuan, you really..." Jiang Chen looked up, his heart beat faster just hearing these words, "Damn, I love you to death."

"I've finished reading the test paper, bring another one." He Chuan refolded the test paper and put it back in the book, reaching out to ask Jiang Chen for something.

Jiang Chen knowingly asked, "Ah? What?"

"Is there a little note?"

"Hey, that's my cheat sheet—"

"Oh."

Jiang Chen secretly breathed a sigh of relief, before he heard He Chuan say, "Look at the cheat sheet."

"Ah... the content of the cheat sheet is boring." Jiang Chen put his hands behind his back. He didn't expect He Chuan to grab it. He was cornered and sat on the bed, "Trust me, it's really..."

In order not to let others succeed, Jiang Chen fell backwards on the bed, his hands were pressed behind his waist, and his abdomen was slightly raised.He Chuan rode directly on to grab his arm, but he couldn't pull it for a long time, intending to turn him over.

The door opened again, and Tang Miao asked, "Is there any fruit after eating?"

The two people on the bed looked at the door in unison.

Everyone is petrified.

In the end, it was Jiang Chen who spoke first: "Ah—Mom—I beg you to knock on the door before you come in!"

"Ah, don't eat fruit!" After Tang Miao finished speaking, she closed the door with a "bang".

In the end, He Chuan got the note, and when he saw the content on it, he laughed and said, "Cheat sheets are boring."

Added another sentence: "People are very interesting."

Jiang Chen knew that He Chuan was talking about his own reaction, "Say it earlier! You don't have to give me the cheat sheet, but I will definitely give it to you!"

It stands to reason that He Chuan would lament that the goodwill arose a long time ago, but the strange thing is that He Chuan was not at all surprised by the existence of this note.

It seemed that he had already expected his liking.

After dinner, Jiang Chen took He Chuan out for a walk.

The two walked through the busy streets and passed a small square.There was a group of aunts dancing in the square, and a group of young people around their age practicing skateboarding.

Jiang Chen's gaze was locked on a small flower stall.

He Chuan led him to the stall.

The flower seller was a young woman.

When she looked up, she saw two good-looking teenagers, smiling and revealing dimples, "Do you want to buy flowers?"

Pedestrians kept coming and going in the square, Jiang Chen fell ill again, and went to tug He Chuan's hand, "There are a lot of people here."

The girl refused to let go of such a deal, "There are only ten roses left! Let's take them away together!" She showed five fingers and added, "Half price! Five yuan a stem!"

"My boyfriend is so good-looking, it's a pity not to send roses!"

He Chuan smiled, "I'll buy Jiuduo."

Nine flowers are also considered "long".

The girl pouted and blinked, "The last one is not easy to sell! Let's take it away together! It's perfect!"

Is it true that all businessmen know how to sell?

Jiang Chen thought that it would not be easy for a girl to buy flowers while sitting on a small stool in winter, and said with a smile, "I'll buy the remaining one."

The girl simply packed the roses and handed them to the two respectively.They paid the money and gave each other the roses in their hands.

This scene happened to be seen by the little girl holding the rabbit next to her.

The little girl was wearing a white gauze skirt, swinging the hem of the skirt, ran up to He Chuan, raised her head and pulled the hem of his clothes, with curiosity on her face, "Brother, why did he give you a flower? Give him such a flower?"

Jiang Chen felt ashamed when he heard this, and after being told this, he realized that he had never given He Chuan flowers.

This time it was sent because of a bundled sale...

But He Chuan didn't mind. He knelt down and patted the little girl's head, "Because... the rose he gave me for the first time was more beautiful than all the roses I gave."

First roses...

Do you mean that time when you were a child?

The little girl didn't understand, hugged the rabbit in her arms, tilted her head and asked, "How beautiful?"

"It's so beautiful that all the roses in the world are not as beautiful as that one."

"Wow! That must be so beautiful!" She looked up at Jiang Chen again, and continued to ask He Chuan: "Then why did he send you flowers?"

"Because he likes me."

"Huh? Can men also like men?"

"Yes." Jiang Chen squatted down, "Did you see the little rabbit in your hand? Do you want it to be happy every day?"

The little girl stroked the white fur on the rabbit's body and nodded seriously.

"Do you want to be with it every day?"

The little girl nodded again.

Jiang Chen smiled and said, "That's liking! You can like little rabbits, why can't I like this brother?"

The little girl half understood, hugged her white rabbit tightly, puffed her cheeks and said: "Of course!! I will always be with my rabbit! Brothers can always be together too!"

"Baby! I talked to that sister, and you ran away again!" A young woman hurried over in high-heeled shoes.

The little girl ran over and shouted in a loud childish voice: "Mom, I like you~"

The young woman was taken aback for a moment, and completely forgot to blame the child for running around. She picked up the little princess, sucked on the pink face, and said sweetly: "Mom likes you too~"

The little girl was carried away, touched the rabbit's ears, and shook her hand, "Bye, brothers!"

"Bye-Bye."

"Bye-Bye."

The two got up and looked at the mother and daughter who were drifting away. Jiang Chen turned to look at the handsome young man beside him, "He Chuan."

The boy's eyelashes trembled when he heard the sound, "Huh?"

The lights of the square just hit him, and he was in the hustle and bustle, but his gaze was firmer than anyone else's.

Jiang Chen imitated the tone of the little girl just now and said, "I like you~"

He Chuan was stunned for two seconds, then took Jiang Chen's left hand and smiled, and followed suit: "I like you too~"

This city shows its unique bustling at night, children with braids, students who are studying at night, office workers rushing home, couples who are inseparable, couples pushing strollers, sitting in Elderly couple by the flowerbed.

Passers-by walk leisurely or in a hurry, and two people hold roses through waves of crowds, accompany each other, and pass a life.

Jiang Chen shook his left hand, "Did you see? We can do everything except pushing a stroller."

"Do you regret it? You can't have children." He Chuan looked at the couple sitting by the flower bed and teasing the child in the car.

"Regret?" Jiang Chen looked down at the bouquet of roses in his right hand, "How come, you are enough for me—"

The two returned from their walk.

Tang Miao, who was on the sofa, saw the roses in their hands, and said with a smile, "Little young man is so romantic!" She raised her finger to the back room, "I've already tidied up the guest room!"

Jiang Chen didn't want to show his small thoughts, so he had to say solemnly: "He Chuan, are you wearing my clothes? I'll find them for you." He stopped after taking a step, turned around to pull people, and said with a smile : "It's up to you to choose."

Tang Miao watched Jiang Chen pull him into the room, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

It's been two years, this is Jiang Chen's happiest smile after two years.She could feel the joy radiating from his body just sitting here, and it took two years but failed to heal Jiang Chen's heart disease.

It only took He Chuan a few hours to bring back the former Jiang Chen.

"You choose." Jiang Chen opened the cabinet door, thinking that his boyfriend could wear and use his own clothes and was very happy.

He Chuan only glanced at the mainly gray clothes in the closet, and smiled meaningfully at Jiang Chen, "Just tell me which one you wear the most."

"Ah~" Jiang Chen understood, "Go wash it first, and I'll find it for you."

"it is good."

After He Chuan entered the bathroom, Jiang Chen stood in front of the cabinet door and began to struggle.

He wore the gray half turtleneck sweater the most, but he wanted He Chuan to wear another black long-sleeved one with a cutout on the right shoulder.

do not care.

Jiang Chen held the two together in his hands, then found the rest of the clothes, and knocked on the toilet door, "I'm here to deliver the clothes." After speaking, he went to twist the handle, only to find that it was unlocked.

Leave the door open for him?

Really sensible.

Jiang Chen pushed the door in and locked it, hung up his clothes, stood still and looked at the glass partition.

The bathroom is filled with steam, and the glass is covered with water mist. Even if the spring scenery inside is blurred, the perfect figure can be vaguely distinguished from the outline.

Seeing that Jiang Chen hadn't left yet, the people inside asked, "Send clothes?"

Jiang Chen began to undress himself, and said with a smile, "By the way, I want to give it to someone, do you want it?"

"want."

Under the shower, the two kissed close together, and the breath accompanied by the sound of water was a little uneven.

After He Chuan let go, he still didn't forget to tease: "This time, it's finally not solved in front of the video."

"Be quiet, I sneaked in..."

He Chuan lightly bit Jiang Chen's earlobe, and really lowered his voice, "Then breathe a little less."

"There is a way to make our voices quieter." Jiang Chen put his mouth on it with a smile.

The panting sound was blocked in the mouth, turning into every fierce kiss, and the redundant sound was also hidden in the water so that no one would notice it.

After the two finished their work, they went to get dressed.

Jiang Chen picked up two coats and said, "I usually wear the gray one, but I think you wear the black one."

"I wear black today, you wear gray, tomorrow we will take it off and swap."

"good idea."

After the two of them got dressed, the water temperature might have been too high just now, and the skin on the hollowed out part of He Chuan's right shoulder was still red.

Jiang Chen looked at the top he had chosen with satisfaction, took He Chuan's arm, and kissed that part of the skin, "I chose the clothes well."

He poked his head when he opened the door, and seeing no one outside, he swaggered out, turned around and saw He Chuan taking out something red from his changed pants, and asked, "Then what?"

"Amulet." He Chuan replied.

"Pei Ash said that the amulet I gave you is this?"

"Ah."

"Why don't I remember." Jiang Chen took the small red cloth bag with the word "Peace" embroidered on it.He pressed the talisman paper inside through the fabric and found it was a bit thin, then touched the outline with his fingertips, it was square and square, "I used to have amulets when I was a child, but they were all triangular?"

"You forget a lot."

"I really gave it to you?" Jiang Chen couldn't believe it, but he couldn't remember it.

He Chuan nodded, "Except for taking a shower, I never leave my body, so it can be regarded as being with me 24 hours a day, only if you send me to do this."

Just as Jiang Chen returned the amulet to He Chuan, he wanted to ask a few more questions when he was caught by his mother who came out of the master bedroom.

The woman scolded in dialect: "If you don't sleep at night, what are you two doing?"

"Ah, this, he's thirsty." Jiang Chen said bravely, feeling that his acting skills were clumsy enough.

He Chuan also seriously nodded in response: "Well, I'm thirsty."

Tang Miao had no choice but to pretend nothing happened, "Okay, go back to sleep!"

Jiang Chen gave He Chuan a reluctant look, and obediently went back to his room and lay down on the bed.

But how can I lie down and feel uncomfortable.

Ahhhh - want to sleep with my boyfriend...

He got up to look at his phone again.

He Chuan didn't send a message or anything.

[Jiang Chen]: Are you asleep?

This time there is no red exclamation point, but no reply.

He could only guess that his mother had fallen asleep, held his breath, unscrewed the handle secretly, and tiptoed out of the door.

The two bumped into each other in the corridor, first they asked in unison, "Where are you going?"

They all replied together: "Go to your place."

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Xiao Jiang: Mom, can you stop us?

You should know what an amulet is, right?Ha ha

Chapter 67 Jiang Chen gave it to him