please let go

Jiang Chen had a very long dream.

He dreamed that he was climbing a mountain. Although he was suffering from serious water shortage, his mouth was parched, but he became tireless because of his eagerness to climb. After pushing through the layers of green shade, he found that the road ahead was blocked, so he had to raise a hoe to open the way. Hearing the dull sound from the rock, the rhythmic sound seemed to anger the mountain god, making him think that the mountain was about to collapse, and he became more cautious, but he couldn't help speeding up the progress as if he had countless physical strength, and the handsome mountain shook for a second It's about to collapse, going back and forth three times.

The sky was misty, and his whole body was wrapped in hot air. It was unbearably hot, and he realized that he had not completed his mission. He tried to climb to the top of the cliff, but he accidentally dug a spring, and a trickle came out slowly.

In the dream, he reached the top of the mountain without knowing it.

When Jiang Chen woke up, he didn't dare to move an inch, for fear of waking up the sleeping person beside him, he could only stare at the delicate facial features in a daze.

He clearly likes to look at He Chuan the most, but now he alone dare not look into those eyes.

Last night, he said he would pay back those thirty kisses. While counting, he kept sucking on his hot skin, leaving deep hickey marks. Now he clearly remembers the location of each kiss, but when he counted to No. .20 At nine kisses, he stopped.

Jiang Chen felt that the last one couldn't stay.

If the last kiss is gone, the two really have nothing to do with each other.He needs No. 30 kisses to catch this man.

There was a knock on the door, Jiang Chen guessed that it was Ji Jingnian who brought the clothes, but he was reluctant to get out of bed and wanted to continue lying down with He Chuan.There was another knock on the door, and he prepared to leave in desperation, but the person beside him was one step ahead of him.

Jiang Chen hurriedly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, feeling that his arms were empty, and the remaining warmth in his arms was intoxicating.

He squinted his eyes and secretly looked up at He Chuan.

"Hiss..." He Chuan was sitting on the edge of the bed with his back to Jiang Chen.

He is slender but does not give people the feeling of being weak. His shoulder width and waist are just right. This body seems to be longer than a ruler. There is a clear spine groove in the middle of the protruding shoulder blades, which draws people's eyes all the way Down to the waist, the thin muscles no longer declare that this person is in his youth.

Jiang Chen didn't read the book that seriously, he read all the overviews, and there were plum blossoms of different shades on his fair skin, which looked like a limited edition masterpiece in winter.

There was another hasty knock on the door.

He Chuan stretched out his arms to grab the bathrobe and put it on his body. With one hand on his waist and the other on the wall, he moved slowly to open the door.

Jiang Chen heard He Chuan say, "I'll change my clothes first, before you come in."

There was another sound of closing the door, and He Chuan had already returned to the bedside.

Jiang Chen continued to close his eyes and pretended to be asleep, when he heard the rustling sound of getting dressed, and then the bangs on his forehead were lifted, and the soft touch told him that He Chuan was kissing him.

Not daring to open his eyes, he heard his lover say softly, "You will wait for me, right?"

The sound of footsteps told others that they were drifting away, but Jiang Chen still didn't open his eyes, a tear from his right eye flowed down to his left eye socket, and the skin where the liquid passed was itchy and cold.

When Ji Jingnian walked in, he saw Jiang Chen with his head buried in the quilt, but he didn't notice anything strange. He was attracted by the things on the ground, and exclaimed, "Fuck! Three! No wonder he has to lean on the wall to walk!"

"Do you know who I met at the hotel entrance when I came?" Ji Jingnian couldn't remember the name after thinking for a long time, "The one who helped your boyfriend last night."

"What did you say?" Jiang Chen rubbed his face against the quilt, not fully waking up from last night's dream.

"You didn't say anything, you followed me up, and you probably saw the imprint of love on your boyfriend when you opened the door just now." Ji Jingnian said with a smile.

Jiang Chen sat up, hid the wet part of the quilt, and wanted to get out of bed to find someone.

Ji Jingnian threw his clothes at him, "When you get dressed, everyone will be gone."

Jiang Chen stopped his movements. He Chuan was within his sight last night, so it was impossible for him to have a chance to contact him. So how did that person know they were in this hotel?Follow them all the way to the hotel?

Maybe he was thinking too much, that person was just worried about He Chuan's whereabouts as a roommate.

Seeing Jiang Chen wearing underwear, Ji Jingnian politely avoided, and when he moved his eyes away, he noticed the scratches on Jiang Chen's back and sighed, "I can see that last night was intense..." He also joked literaryly: "The thorns With roses."

Jiang Chen didn't speak, put on his pants and got out of bed.

Inexperienced, the initial pain was inevitable, but fortunately they all got used to it in the end, otherwise there would not be three things on the ground.

"Thank you." Jiang Chen thanked him after putting on his coat.

"I praised you for your good physical strength, but you still say thank you politely?" Ji Jingnian teased.

Jiang Chen was really speechless, "I thank you for sending me the clothes."

Ji Jingnian realized that he had misunderstood, and smiled awkwardly and said: "It's a small matter..." He added: "You never said that your partner is a man!"

"It's not important." Jiang Chen had already put on his clothes and was still thinking about the man with the earrings.

"The tattoo on his chest is quite nice." Ji Jingnian said.

Jiang Chen came to his senses and frowned slightly, "Why are you staring at my boyfriend?"

"Damn it! That bathrobe is baggy, and the hickey marks all over the body are hard to get noticed, okay?" Ji Jingnian didn't expect this stuffy gourd to be so jealous, so he added, "I have a girlfriend, and I don't want to be with you. You grab it."

"You..." Ji Jingnian felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere, "You don't know how to have a threesome, do you?"

"I don't know that man," Jiang Chen said annoyed at being misunderstood, "I will only have one-on-one with him."

"Your boyfriend... doesn't know how to step on two boats, does he?" Although it's not good to say that, Ji Jingnian felt that there was something wrong with those two just now.

Jiang Chen was a little annoyed, "I told you, he won't."

"He took the clothes away?" Jiang Chen found that the pile of clothes on the ground was gone.

"Ah, isn't he happy to wash you?" Ji Jingnian asked.

Jiang Chen let out a dull "Hmm".

It can be washed, but the clothes may not be taken back.

Since then, Jiang Chen has never met He Chuan again. He sent a hundred messages, and all he got was a hundred red exclamation marks, and he got used to it over time.

"What's the temperature today? It's so cold..." Ji Jingnian patted the snow on his body after entering the door, "The disadvantage of going out without an umbrella is that I froze to death."

He Zhou held his mobile phone and said, "Today's lowest is 2 degrees, and the highest is 6 degrees."

"It stands to reason that it rarely snows at Jiang Chen's place, but he isn't excited at the sight of snow?" Ji Jingnian flicked some snowflakes on Jiang Chen's face.

Jiang Chen wiped off the snow that had melted on his cheeks expressionlessly, and looked at the numbers on the phone, "I don't like looking at snow."

It's already January eighth.

Time flies so fast, the Chinese New Year is only two weeks away.

It is estimated that the last New Year's resolution will not come true.

"There is a debate competition, are you going?" Super Chen asked everyone when he went back to bed.

Ji Jingnian: "Additional points?"

Chen Chao said with a smile: "I can say it, I will definitely add it!"

Jiang Chen saw the message from He Yi a minute ago.

[He Yi]: Brother Jiang!You have a rival!

[Jiang Chen]:?

[He Yi]: I called my brother on New Year's Day, and heard a man call him baby! ! ! !

[Jiang Chen]: It's useless to tell me...

【He Yi】: That person is my brother's roommate, my brother told me!That roommate is crooked!

【He Yi】: You don't know that man's tone!I can feel it just by hearing the sound! !Too that! !vomit!

Jiang Chen knew that He Yi had no bad intentions, but discussing his relationship with He Chuan now really made him feel troubled.

[Jiang Chen]: What can I say...

【He Yi】: The most annoying thing is that that man looks a bit like you, because of his personality, he must want to pry your corner!

Among He Chuan's roommates, Jiang Chen may have the deepest impression on the boy with the earrings.

[Jiang Chen]: What is it called?

【He Yi】: The surname seems to be Pei.

When he saw this surname, he felt that it was expected.Obviously, only Pei Aishu knew him among the people present that day, maybe He Chuan told Pei Aishu about them personally.

If He Chuan insisted that he likes men, and Li Yuxiu said that he would accept homosexuality one day, he might not necessarily accept Jiang Chen.Between Jiang Chen and Pei Aishu, the latter is the best choice.No matter how dedicated He Chuan is, after six years, with someone like Jiang Chen accompanying him for four years, wouldn't he be tempted?

【He Yi】: Brother Jiang, don't worry, you are such a good person, you won't be inferior to him.

Jiang Chen looked at the news and smiled wryly. Maybe it wasn't that he was inferior to him, but that his fate was inferior to him.

My fingers rest on the keyboard, but I can't type a word. I can't express the feelings I have accumulated for a long time, and I don't know who to tell.

【He Yi】: I don't recognize it, I don't recognize it, I only have you as my sister-in-law in my heart! ! (crazy)

【He Yi】: Sister-in-law, my brother will not leave you behind!

[Jiang Chen]: Got it.

The four of them went out to earn quality development points, and Ji Jingnian said, "Jiang Chen, you really have so few entertainment methods!"

"Huh?" Jiang Chen himself didn't think so.

He Zhou followed suit: "Indeed, I don't play games much, I don't listen to songs, and I don't go out to play."

"I play games." Jiang Chen corrected him, "Didn't I play with you?"

Ji Jingnian rolled his eyes, "Every time we take the initiative to ask you to play black together."

Super Chen also interjected, "You play the game by yourself, just staring at the interface for half an hour?"

Jiang Chen was speechless, he logged into the game mainly to see if he could wait for that person to go online.

This relationship is the same as if it was not tied, and He Chuan's profile picture has never been seen before.

"Just wear a black sweater." Ji Jingnian touched Jiang Chen's arm, "Aren't you cold?"

Jiang Chen shook his head, "I wear thick clothes underneath."

"He is thin, and he doesn't look fat even if he wears a lot of clothes." He Zhou said.

Jiang Chen walked out of the dormitory building holding an umbrella.

The snow in Nanjing is so heavy that it seems that the feathers of geese all over the world have been ripped off, just to create a snow-white winter.He exhaled a breath of white air, lifted the umbrella slightly, and looked at the overwhelming purity, inevitably a little regretful.

It's really the season to watch the snow, and people are no longer around.

He also saw this matter.

No matter how big the snow is, it is useless. It pours on the hair, slips into the collar, and finally turns into water. No matter how beautiful the romance is, it is bitingly cold.

Jiang Chen stopped, reached out to catch the small snowflakes outside the umbrella, and stared blankly at the snow falling on his sleeves.The snow is dotted on the black like stars, and it disappears after a while, and is covered with new snow.

"Jiang Chen, let's go!" The three people in front turned to look at him.

"Here we come." Jiang patted his body with his arm, knocked the snow off, and stepped forward to follow.

They have missed several snows.

Or maybe...the snow in the south won't make them gray.

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