Unspeakable

"Unexpectedly..." Mu Chen rested his chin and looked at the sea, "So summer is here..."

Holding a glass of ice water, Zhang Yang also looked out of the window. There were already people gathered in twos and threes by the seaside: "Don't they think it's cold?"

"The psychological effect is very powerful." Mu Chen took the ice water, pulled out the ice inside and put it in his mouth, "You don't know, the air conditioner in our classroom is turned on to around [-], and they still think it's hot, the temperature in winter They'll get pneumonia."

Zhang Yang couldn't help being happy: "The grandchildren in our class are also, especially Zhang Haichuan, who look forward to winter in summer and summer in winter."

"I'm going to the beach to take pictures this week, are you going?"

"Photography? With a point-and-shoot camera?"

"Why are you so spoiling the scenery?" Mu Chen was a little proud, "I contacted Yang Xiaojia last weekend, and the head of her gallery also bought some cameras, including fools, SLRs, first-hand and second-hand. She helped me buy a second-hand camera. SLR, I gave her the money."

"SLRs are very expensive, and second-hand ones are affordable."

"Of course," Mu Chen said, "and Yang Xiaojia is an intermediary, so she has to ask for some money..."

Zhang Yang was a little unbelievable: "Isn't it? I don't think Yang Xiaojia is this kind of person. How many students can you have...Are you kidding me?"

Mu Chen smiled: "I just saw it. The price is not bad. In fact, the camera is very cheap, but the lens is expensive, but this one also has a fixed focus lens and a moving focus lens. With these two, it is almost the same. After I get down the money, I can buy other lenses slowly.”

Zhang Yang wanted to laugh a little, Mu Chen has always been very assertive, but sometimes he was a little childish, like now he is smiling smugly, with tiny lights flickering in his eyes.

"Can you use it?"

"It's almost there, just two shots, it's easy to learn. Please ask my class teacher to take a leave of absence tomorrow, I won't go to school."

"Study DSLR at home?"

"Guess right," Mu Chen rubbed Zhang Yang's hair, "Be obedient, go and ask for a vacation, ah."

Zhang Yang didn't hold back anymore: "You coax the puppy, that's it."

After Mu Chen left, the room was silent.Zhang Yang sat down and looked at the sea outside the window with a heavy heart.

Recently, Mu Chen spends a lot of time on painting, writing novels, and photography, and hardly goes to school to do homework.The teacher was very skeptical, saying what happened to Mu Chen.

Mu Chen said, I can't waste my life, I want to hurry up and do what I like to do.I finally came here, not for school and homework.

No matter how awkward it sounds.It sounded like the words of a dying person.

Before I die, I still want to travel, I still want to publish a book, I still want to...

Although Mu Chen said it very euphemistically, the implied meaning was still very clear, and Zhang Yang was beaten to pieces.

Life and death were things he had never considered carefully before.He just thought that if there was no Mu Chen, one day he would die suddenly, maybe no one would know about his death.

My aunt hasn’t been here for a long time, but she just sends a text message every morning: Did Yang Yang wake up?

It's like storing it in the draft box and sending it regularly every day, not one word is bad, one word is good.

He looked at the calendar. The last time my aunt came was a month ago.In the past, she often came to take care of Zhang Yang, but now she seems to be inspecting the work.Aunt changed career, project director.

Zhang Yang picked up the phone and was about to turn it off, but saw that there was a missed call, which belonged to his aunt.

"It's amazing, it will come after you say it..." He turned the volume from mute to vibrate, and dialed it.

My aunt's voice suddenly jumped out: "Yang Yang, are you okay? Why didn't you answer the call just now?"

"Oh... I didn't hear that."

"You are a young man, pay more attention to your body, and nothing will happen to you."

"It will be fine."

"I mean, don't make any messy friends. Usually, I don't care about you. You are the most noisy at your age, but you must restrain yourself. Don't go to Internet cafes or bars. You have been obedient since you were a child... "

"It's okay," Zhang Yang thought for a while, and added, "It's been a month, and I'm still alive."

"Okay, okay," the aunt didn't seem to hear, "I'll go to your place for a while tomorrow night, just eat your meal, don't wait for me."

"Okay." Zhang Yang was a little excited holding the phone, anyway, they are blood relatives.

In the evening of the next day, Zhang Yang went straight to the vegetable market after school, and when he got home, he ate in the kitchen. He wanted to cook a hearty meal for his aunt, and told her that when little Yang Yang grew up, he could cook. dinner.

My aunt didn't come until eight o'clock, and Zhang Yang was already so tired that he fell asleep on the sofa, and the table was covered with cold dishes.

Zhang Yang was woken up by his aunt's slap, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the extremely angry aunt: "I told you not to wait for me! Look after me, the food is cold, and I've already eaten!"

"I wanted to wait for you for half an hour, and I'll eat before you come after half an hour." Zhang Yang scratched his head, "I didn't expect to fall asleep."

"Oh...you are a real kid, it's all right, I'll eat some more," the aunt hung up her bag and glanced at the dining table, "You made this? Didn't you buy it?"

"I did it!" Zhang Yang regained his energy and said confidently.

"Oh my God, tsk tsk," the aunt walked into the dining table, looked at it carefully, and then patted Zhang Yang on the shoulder, "My good nephew, I won't starve to death in the future, and I can be a chef."

Zhang Yang smiled happily, and sat down at the dinner table with his aunt.

The aunt took a sip of porridge and said, "Actually, I came here this time to discuss something with you. I think you're too old..."

"Well, you eat the vegetables first."

My aunt added the three delicacies, her eyes widened suddenly: "It's delicious, Yang Yang, you are better than your aunt."

She took another sip of porridge and said:

"Recently, I was promoted to the head nurse, and the work is quite busy, but the salary is quite good, which is not bad. In the past two months, I met an American by chance, and he opened a company here..."

It turned out that Zhang Yang ate in silence.My aunt is just forty this year, and she has been divorced for six years, and her daughter was sentenced to her ex-husband.My aunt gets along very stiffly with her ex-husband and daughter.After the divorce, she has been devoting herself to her career and rising steadily.My aunt also wanted to find another husband, but she always said that it was not yet time.

"His name is Felix. Felix is ​​one year younger than me. He has been concentrating on his work and is single. Felix is ​​a very nice and down-to-earth person, and the conditions are also good. We have been together for more than two months, and we feel very harmonious, very... ...How should I put it?" The aunt brushed her hair, and Zhang Yang realized that she had changed her hairstyle, which seemed to have been slightly dyed. "I'm very happy, I haven't felt like this for a long time... I think it's almost settled .”

"Oh..." Zhang Yang had nothing to say, "You don't need to discuss this matter with me, aunt, just take a good look at it."

"Of course," my aunt smiled, and gently stirred the bowl with a spoon, "but...Felix has already transferred this company and wants to go back to the United States. Of course he wants to marry me and wants me to be with him too. Go back and transfer my nationality. If that's the case, I hope you will go with us..."

Zhang Yang still listened silently.

Seeing him like this, my aunt sighed: "I've been thinking about it for a long time, and Felix has persuaded me many times. After all, there is more room for development abroad, and it will be good for us adults, or you... "

"Go to the United States..." Zhang Yang said, "I haven't thought about it yet, I really haven't thought about it."

"Me too, but if he wants to go, I will definitely go. I told Felix that I have a nephew, and I have to take him. Felix didn't hesitate, and said yes, of course I will take him I just want to hear what you think."

"...I actually like staying here."

"why."

"do not know."

"Why don't you know?" Auntie smiled softly, "There must be a reason for not wanting to leave."

I really don't know, Zhang Yang thought.There are some things that he really misses.The sea outside the window, the sunset on the sea level, Paulownia Avenue, Mu Chen, Zhang Haichuan... are all small memories and tiny warmth, but it is hard to let go of them.

"It's been 15 years, there must be feelings."

"That's right," my aunt seemed to be able to see tears in her eyes, "but no matter whether we go or not, we must always be together. After all, in such a big world, I only have you as my relative... For so many years, I have always felt that there is something wrong with you." I'm ashamed of you, I couldn't watch you grow up because I was busy with work, I can't make mistakes again."

"I'm fine," Zhang Yang squeezed out a smile, "Auntie, you see I'm fine now."

"Well, I became a young man before I knew it, and my face opened," my aunt also smiled. "How tall are you now? How tall is 1.7 meters?"

"Four."

My aunt sighed a little: "No wonder it looks so tall, it is also useful for playing volleyball."

"Ah."

When the aunt left, she said to Zhang Yang: "Anyway, think about it carefully, and work harder on English recently... Besides, if you really want to go to the United States, I really hope...you can also be considerate of my aunt."

"Will do."

"Also...it might be a good time for you to meet Felix. It's still a matter of chance. It hasn't been decided yet. We'll talk about it at that time."

"Okay, goodbye, aunt."

Zhang Yang sent his aunt away and lay down on the bed, as if his mind had been emptied.

There were too many things going on recently, and they were all unsatisfactory, which made him overwhelmed.

Auntie said it more tactfully, but when she thought about it carefully, she was a bit strong. She just said it separately.

"If Felix wants to go, I will definitely go there", "Whether we go or not, we will always be together"... Combined, isn't it "If Felix goes back, then you must follow"?

Auntie must have been very concerned about Felix.She has always been a self-reliant and somewhat strong female middle school strong woman. She usually cuts her hair short if she finds it troublesome.But this time she has grown her hair, permed it and dyed it dark brown, and the necklace, sparkling earrings and bracelet around her neck all reveal her happiness and contentment.

And her whole person has changed, from a confident and strong heroine to an elegant and gentle woman.

The power of love is really great.

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