accidental preference

When Yunchen woke up again, the rain had already stopped. The heating in the master bedroom was adjusted to a comfortable temperature. Then he saw his brother looking at him tenderly.

"Are you awake? Does your stomach still hurt?" Qi Qinghong kissed Yunchen's eyes.

"It doesn't hurt anymore... Brother hasn't slept all this time?" Yun Chen's voice was still hoarse, "You are so busy with work, your body will be overwhelmed if you don't rest well, go to bed early, okay?"

Qi Qinghong's nose was a little sore, he looked at Yunchen, hesitant to speak.

Qi Qinghong has always been arrogant, never seen him so cautious.

"What's the matter?" Yunchen stretched out his hand, touched Qi Qinghong's eyebrows, trying to smooth the furrowed brows, "I have had a bad stomach since I was a child, and my brother knows it. I was greedy at noon, so I went to have a snack with Han Jie." The dishes are heavy oily and spicy, and my stomach may not be used to it... It’s been a long time since I made a mistake, I was a little careless, and I won’t do it again...Brother, don’t worry.”

"I vomited five or six times, and my stomach is empty." Qi Qinghong gently rubbed Yunchen's soft belly through his pajamas, "Want some hot porridge?"

Yun Chen shook his head, "I don't want to eat."

"Okay, the doctor said you can't force it if you don't want to eat." Qi Qinghong kissed the tip of Yunchen's nose, "Baby, Doctor Lu is here, and he's in the guest room downstairs. I'll let him come up to see you, okay?"

Yun Chen still shook his head, "You don't need to see a doctor, I'm really fine, I took stomach medicine before going to bed, and now I don't feel any pain at all." Yun Chen's eyes were bent, and he said mischievously: "Brother, actually, you Much better than a doctor, as long as you are by my side, my stomach doesn't hurt at all, it's amazing!"

Yunchen spoke soft and straightforward love words in a gentle voice, Qi Qinghong thought, why he never noticed before, his little friend has always expressed his love for him so simply and directly, besides Other than that, he didn't say much, even if he was wronged greatly, he never complained, it was like this before, and it's still like this now.

Qi Qinghong held Yunchen tightly in his arms, not knowing what to do to be worthy of this affection.

"Baby." Qi Qinghong's voice was a little hoarse, "You are not feeling well, and your spirit is not good. Logically, I should at least wait until tomorrow morning to talk to you, but I know you have been wronged today..."

Qi Qinghong paused for a few seconds, "Since I already know, how can I bear to let you resist alone."

"I have something to say to you. Baby, would you...will you listen?"

Yunchen looked at Qi Qinghong in a daze, "Brother... what do you want to say?"

The warm yellow light shone on Yunchen's face, and Qi Qinghong's figure was reflected in a pair of gentle and affectionate eyes, as if he couldn't tolerate anything else.

Under the gaze of such eyes, Qi Qinghong's heart seemed to miss two beats, and he couldn't help closing his eyes.

Qi Qinghong sat leaning against the head of the bed, he gently picked Yunchen up from the bed, pressed him on his chest, and then wrapped him carefully with the quilt, "I originally thought, those things in the past, the past It's over, I told you once, you will be the only one in the future, and you will be there for the rest of your life."

"I never break my promise."

Qi Qinghong gently kissed Yunchen's soft hair, his baby was so soft from head to tail.

Yunchen buried his face in Qi Qinghong's heart, and Qi Qinghong felt that the skirt of his clothes was getting wet.

"Before I met you, my private life was indeed... very chaotic..."

Qi Qinghong took a deep breath, "It was only later that I realized that because of me, you haven't had a good life at all for more than a year, and you will be hurt by those things I used to do from time to time."

Qi Qinghong hugged Yunchen even tighter, "It's my fault, I didn't do a good job, and I didn't handle it well, which made the baby suffer so much."

"I've never cared about anyone until I met you... It seems like I'm justifying myself by saying that... I know that it can't change the fact that I'm not a good person."

"You're so good, but I'm so bad... I'm holding on to luck, hoping that you'll never know what happened before, so that you can love me forever, be attached to me, and never leave me... On the one hand, I can't wait to tell you all these things, so that I won't be afraid anymore, afraid that one day you will turn around and leave without any nostalgia."

The wetting marks on the front of the clothes were getting bigger and bigger, and the person in his arms was trembling all the time, Qi Qinghong hugged Yunchen tightly in heartache, "Baby, after meeting you, there will be no one else, trust me, okay..."

"Those things before are the past that I can't erase, and I don't want to erase it, because they can always remind me that I have never been a good person."

"Baby, it's a good thing I met you. I don't want to mess around anymore. I want to be a person worthy of you."

Qi Qinghong gently lifted Yunchen's chin, and kissed away the tears on his face little by little, but new tears poured out again, and Qi Qinghong's heart clenched violently, "Baby, good baby, we won't cry Alright?"

"Hit me if you feel bad, hit me wherever you want...don't hold back, don't hide and cry quietly by yourself, quietly sad..."

The tears in his eyes couldn't be stopped, Yunchen felt that he shouldn't have such a big reaction, he could feel that his brother treated him well on weekdays, but why he was still so sad, he wanted to cry hoarsely The sound came, loudly, forcefully, heart-piercingly, and wept heartily, but the throat seemed to be tightly held by an invisible hand, and no sound could be made, only Let the tears flow silently.

Qi Qinghong's eyes were full of deep affection, "I regret it now, I have never hated and hated myself so much. But I still can't help but hope that you can forgive me, don't be angry with me, and love me forever I……"

"I dare not think, what should I do if you don't love me anymore."

Qi Qinghong's eyes were bloodshot, "I didn't give you enough sense of security, it's all my fault, I will change."

"Baby, can you give me another chance..."

Qi Qinghong's words broke Yunchen's heart, he leaned against Qi Qinghong's arms and breathed heavily.

From head to toe, from chest to limbs, wherever the blood flowed, there was severe pain like heartbreak.

From Qi Qinghong's words, Yunchen heard real regret and fear.

Such a proud person, he is afraid.