golden shield

"Where did you go wrong?"

Lei Hanxing's voice rang in Ji Mingyue's heart like a temple's morning bell, making her whole heart tremble.

"If it wasn't for you, that girl today would also be taken away, and the consequences would be disastrous."

"We are not gods, we just do our best to do what we think is right. Even if you die unfortunately, your family will live strong, because they are proud of you."

Lei Hanxing looked at Ji Mingyue blankly at her, and stopped talking, she thought she could figure it out, if she still couldn't figure it out, then she could only beat her up until she regained consciousness.

Ji Mingyue stared at her bright and clean eyes and fell into deep thought.

Lei Hanxing's words were very convincing. She thought of what Li Hao said to her when she died, of the sad but proud expressions of Professor Li and his wife, and of her mother's adoring gaze every time she saw her father wearing a police uniform. , Thinking of the satisfaction in the policewoman's eyes when she was sent to the hospital, the pride in her father's eyes when she joined the criminal investigation, the cases she had solved, the prisoners she had captured, and all kinds of people she had saved.

She is a people's policeman, and she has done her best. She has saved many people, and she has saved many families that were almost broken. She should not be too horny, and she should believe that she is a good policeman.

Even if she falls, others will continue, just like on the rooftop that day, even if she sacrifices, she is the pride of her family, just like Li Hao.

In fact, I have realized my original dream and become a good policeman.And she still wants to keep going, save more people, solve more cases, and catch more bad guys.

She looked at Lei Hanxing with a sincere smile.

"Thank you, I see."

Lei Hanxing also gave a rare smile. Although Ji Mingyue's face is full of tears from crying, her hair is disheveled, and her eyes are red and swollen, she is very embarrassed, but her eyes are bright, like the night sky washed by rain, clean and pure, she is like the ruins. The roses blooming in the garden are so gorgeous that people can't take their eyes off them.

Lei Hanxing coughed uncomfortably, turned his eyes away, unconsciously touched his pants, and wiped the things in his trouser pockets.

He glanced up at Ji Mingyue who was still looking at her, hesitated for a moment, then reached into his trouser pocket, took out the things he just bought today, and handed them to her.

Ji Mingyue stared at the things handed in front of her eyes differently, wondering what she meant by that.

Lei Hanxing wiped his pants uncomfortably.

"A birthday present for you."

Ji Mingyue's eyes widened in surprise, she didn't expect to receive a gift at this time, and she didn't expect Lei Hanxing to know her birthday.

"How did you know?"

In an instant, Ji Mingyue was as happy as a little girl, and the haze that had been suppressed for many days was swept away, and her whole body was as brisk as if she was about to fly.

Lei Hanxing also had a smile in his eyes, but he didn't answer her question.

"Happy birthday."

She wouldn't say she read her training files.

Ji Mingyue asked again, and happily accepted the gift from Lei Hanxing.

A small black bag weighs nothing in the hand. Ji Mingyue is very curious about what this piece of wood will give her.

Open the bag and pour out the contents. It is a small red cloth bag with a small safety buckle inside. The white jade ring is covered with red tassels, which are hung by a Chinese knot. The style is simple and elegant. Ji Mingyue likes it very much. , I like her intentions even more.

"Thank you, I like it very much."

Ji Mingyue held the safety buckle on the palm of her hand, her heart was slightly hot, and she looked at her with bright eyes, which made Lei Hanxing very uncomfortable.

"No...you're welcome."

After thinking about it, I said it again.

"It's not good to drink too much."

Then he added another sentence.

"You're a policeman."

Ji Mingyue burst out laughing, Lei Hanxing's awkward look was as cute as ever.

One problem solved, but another one bothered her.

Ji Mingyue looked at Lei Hanxing, hesitated for a moment, and still wanted to talk to her, Lei Hanxing tonight made her want to rely on her.

"Captain Lei, can I ask how you view faith and family?"

Lei Hanxing was a little surprised. He didn't know why Ji Mingyue asked this, but he thought about it seriously.

"This question should already have an answer when you have faith."

Ji Mingyue was stunned, she really didn't expect Lei Hanxing to say this, so transparent, so...sharp to the point.

"But I was still young at that time, full of enthusiasm, fearless of death, and stunned."

Ji Mingyue sat on the bed with her head down, gently dangling her calf, staring at the tip of her shoe, like a confused child.

Seeing her relaxed appearance, Lei Hanxing wanted to laugh, the joy in his heart overflowed his eyes, but unfortunately no one saw it.

"People go through different stages in life, but faith is always faith, but the way of sticking to it may change over time."

Ji Mingyue raised her head and looked at Lei Hanxing who was looking into the void at some point, she really didn't expect her to speak quite philosophically.

"Whether I am a soldier or a policeman, whether I am fighting on the front line or leading new players, I am still fighting for my beliefs. Even if I am just an ordinary person, I can help those around me and do what is right. , or even just picking up the rubbish on the ground and throwing it into the trash can, I am sticking to my beliefs and making contributions to my motherland, just like my father, it is never empty words to leave the army without fading, and not to leave the team."

Lei Hanxing looked back at Ji Mingyue, his eyes were firm and bright.

Ji Mingyue's heart was agitated. She didn't know whether it was because of Lei Hanxing's words or her eyes. She felt that after today, she had a new understanding of Lei Hanxing, and her admiration for her had risen again. reached a new height.

She clenched the safety button in her hand, Lingtai was clear, and she knew how to decide was the best choice for herself and her family.

"Thank you."

Ji Mingyue looked at Lei Hanxing gratefully, his eyes were filled with waves, making Lei Hanxing dizzy.

"No, we're friends. It's good if you figure it out. I just don't want the police force to lose another good policeman."

After a pause, he turned to the door.

"I don't even want Huanhuan to be disappointed and sad, she loves you very much."

Ji Mingyue looked at the back of Lei Hanxing who was walking towards the door, got up and chased after her, yes, she was not happy, and neither would Huanhuan, she wanted to be her daughter's pride and set a good example for her.

"Oh, you two have come out!"

When Bian Xu saw the two of them coming out, he hurried over, and then looked at Ji Mingyue who seemed hesitant to speak.

"Uh..., that... Ji team, do you want to go to the bathroom to tidy up, you look so..."

Bian Xu looked at the expressionless Lei Hanxing, swallowed the words that came to his mouth, and put it another way, he didn't dare to make this joke.

"Uh... a bit embarrassing, well, the police stopped the team as soon as they heard that you two were on your own, and asked you two to go to the police station to make a record."

Ji Mingyue heard him say that she was in a mess, and her memory suddenly came back, remembering how she was crying and screaming, throwing and rolling, and rushed to the bathroom without thinking about other things.

While running, she secretly scolded Lei Hanxing as that dead person in her heart, and she didn't know to remind her. When she saw herself in the mirror, she finally knew what Bian Xu meant when he hesitated to speak.

With her disheveled clothes, disheveled hair, red and swollen eyes, flushed cheeks, and a slightly hoarse voice as if she had just been fucked, who wouldn't think too much about it, if it wasn't for Lei Hanxing and Bian Xu who were with her It is estimated that they have to make up the drama of their three hundred rounds of fighting.

Ji Mingyue hurriedly tidied herself up, scolding Lei Hanxing as a dead person in her heart while tidying up, wishing she could bite her a few more times.

Thinking of her biting Lei Hanxing just now, and her cheeks becoming hot unconsciously, she hurriedly scooped up water to wash her face, and secretly thanked herself that she didn't like makeup, otherwise it would be even more embarrassing.

The two went to the police station not far from Bar Street to record their statements, and then they were going to go back to their respective homes. This night was truly magical.

Ji Mingyue never thought that she would lose her composure one day, it's embarrassing to think about it.

Lei Hanxing has never thought about it. He also has a day as a psychiatrist and a life mentor. Thinking about it makes him tired and panic.

The two looked at each other and smiled, Ji Mingyue was a little shy, opening her mouth one by one to ease her embarrassment.

"I haven't had time to ask you, are your injuries healed? You come to the bar."

"Well, I will be dismissed and return to the team the day after tomorrow."

Lei Hanxing recalled those two weeks, the days when he was dominated by Ji Mingyue to heal his injuries, and he didn't know whether it was more unhappiness being restrained, or more warmth from others.

"That's great, congratulations, so I'm relieved."

Ji Mingyue smiled, both relieved and happy.

"Well, don't worry about it."

When Lei Hanxing saw her like this, his heart also became lighter, as if he could fly away if he was not careful.

"Haha, when I have time, I'll treat you to dinner as the psychological counseling fee for tonight!"

A little playful, not obnoxious, and just a little cute.

Lei Hanxing wanted to refuse, but Ji Mingyue added another sentence.

"Huanhuan misses you too."

Lei Hanxing chewed for a while and didn't quite understand the word "yes", why it was "yes", but she still agreed, she also missed the little guy.

"Okay, time to contact again."

Ji Mingyue narrowed her eyes with a smile, her good mood was evident.

The two made a loose agreement in this way, and picked up the cars separately and went back to their respective homes.

The next night, Ji Mingyue's family went to the appointment happily, but she didn't invite anyone else. Liang Kun even complained to her that she shouldn't save him money. Ji Mingyue smiled and said nothing.

In the middle, she went to the bathroom and settled the bill by the way. She already figured it out, how could Liang Kun pay for it.

Entering the box again, I saw Liang Kun holding a large bouquet of roses, standing in the middle of the open space beside the table, looking at her affectionately.

Several people at the table had different expressions, worried and looking forward to it, Ji Huan raised his face, looked at this and that, his brows were furrowed, he didn't know what he was doing.

Ji Mingyue walked over calmly, she actually hoped that Liang Kun could say it in private, at least it wouldn't hurt too much face.

"Xiaoyue, you understand my intentions. I don't need to say more. I believe that I will be your best choice. Be my girlfriend!"

Physiological tears welled up in Liang Kun's excited eyes, shining brightly, he held the flower in front of Ji Mingyue, waited for her to take it, and hugged her.

Unfortunately, things did not develop as he expected.

"I'm sorry, Brother Liang, I can't accept it."

Ji Mingyue changed her address, her voice was still gentle, without any major emotional ups and downs, as if she just refused the kindness of a glass of water.

"I admit that you are indeed the best candidate for a good husband. I am also very grateful for your help and care for me during this time. I have tried hard, but I am really sorry, I can't do it. .”

Ji Mingyue's eyes are sincere and sincere, she really worked hard.

"Yesterday I understood a truth. The best choice is to make me truly happy. My ideals, beliefs and my family do not conflict. As far as I can, it is enough to do my best. , I think my family also wants me to be happy, and doesn't want me to compromise."

After speaking, she looked at her family, who have been the most solid backing for her all these years. They will never be her burden, but her shield to charge forward. Even her three-year-old daughter is so sensible to support her. What reason does she have to wrong herself?

Ji Mingyue looked back at Liang Kun, sincere and firm.

"So, Brother Liang, I can only be your sister. If you don't mind, I can be your own sister."

After speaking, he looked at the uncertain look on Liang Kun's face, and stood there calmly, with his back as straight as a poplar, unwavering.

Liang Kun never expected such a result. He thought that he had the chance to win, but in the end it was just a joy.

He stared into Ji Mingyue's eyes in disbelief, unable to hold back his anger.

"Why, wasn't it good two days ago? Why did it become like this? You also said that I am a good husband, didn't you? Then why reject me!"

He really couldn't understand why?

"I've said it many times, I like women, but you never believed it."

"How did Ji Huan get here? Why Li Hao can do it, but I can't."

Liang Kun lost his mind a little bit. He was one step too late, so he couldn't catch it anymore?

"I have never loved Li Hao, and I have always regarded him as an older brother. Ji Huan is my guilt for Li Hao's sacrifice to save me and the loss of the only child to the two old people. I selfishly extracted Li Hao's essence/ Son, gave birth to Ji Huan."

After so many years, she was finally able to face up to this matter. The only thing she was sorry for was Ji Huan. She selfishly brought her into this incomplete family, and made her the salvation of everyone, but let a child bear the burden of her innocence. should bear it.

Liang Kunlang hurriedly took two steps back with an expression of disbelief.

"It's impossible, it's impossible, you lied to me, you lied to me..."

Professor Wen raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and hugged the dazed Ji Huan in distress.

The little guy was sensitive to the atmosphere among the adults, and obediently let his grandma hug him without saying a word.

Ji Mingyue looked at the stimulated Liang Kun apologetically, pursed her lips, and said it anyway.

"I'm really sorry, but I hope you can let it go and don't waste your time on me anymore. Thank you. I've already settled the bill, so we'll go back first."

After speaking, without looking at Liang Kun again, she walked over to pick up Ji Huan and kissed him, and left the box first.

Ji Hui didn't know Liang Kun very well, so he couldn't say anything, so he followed him out. Professor Li walked up to Liang Kun. Professor Li patted Liang Kun on the shoulder and sighed.

"Son, you are a good boy. If you want to open up, you can't force things about your feelings."

Professor Wen also said a few words of comfort, making him want to open up and come to eat at home when he has time, and the two of them went together.

Liang Kun was the only one left in the huge private room. He looked at the rose in his hand, which was as bright as blood and tender and charming, but at this time it was a different kind of irony.

Liang Kun threw the flower on the ground with all his strength, and the petals scattered all over the ground. Like his dedication and persistence over the years, no one cares about it, and it is worthless.

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Happy Tanabata!I wish everyone can make the best choice for themselves!