golden shield

As soon as Ji Mingyue entered the house, Ji Huan, who was drawing in the living room, put down his brush and flew into Ji Mingyue's arms.

The little guy looked up at Ji Mingyue with his small face up. His pair of black deer eyes were wet, and there were teardrops on his eyelashes. He looked like weeping, which made people feel distressed.

"Mom, Huanhuan misses you."

It is no longer a cheerful tone like a little oriole, a little choked up, full of grievances.

Ji Mingyue knew that the little guy was scared, so she pressed her little face towards her, kissed the top of her hair, and patted her on the back, comforting her gently and patiently, with her full of guilt.

"Huanhuan is good, Huanhuan is not afraid, it is because of the mother's fault that she was not able to accompany the baby, mother is back, the baby is not afraid, mother kisses."

The little guy was hugged and coaxed by his mother, and his heart was finally at ease. He arched his head and hummed softly.

"Mom is here, Huanhuan is not afraid."

"Okay, okay, let's go into the house, Huanhuan, go and paint with grandpa, let your mother do the washing."

Ji Huan obediently left her mother's arms, held her grandfather's hand, and stood aside, obediently.

Ji Mingyue put away the sadness in her heart, stood up, and smiled.

"dad."

"Well, let's go wash up first. I just came back from the hospital, so I'm not afraid that some germs will be passed on to Huanhuan."

"Well, let's go wash."

Just as Ji Mingyue turned around, Ji Hui stopped her again.

"Put water in the bathtub and take a good bath. Look at your haggard look. You don't know how to take care of yourself at all."

After speaking, he led Ji Huan to the sofa to continue drawing.

Ji Mingyue's eyes were red for a moment, looking at the backs of the old and the young, she felt that no matter what she gave, it was worth it.

The next day, Ji Mingyue sent Huanhuan to the kindergarten early in the morning, and then went to the hospital to take over.

Give the old man a massage, and chat with him, and it's noon.

Liang Kun came early, and brought a lot of food, except for the old man's nutritious meals, which were all Ji Mingyue's favorite.

Ji Mingyue took a look at the dishes on the table, and frowned. It happened so quickly that she couldn't notice it.

"It's too wasteful to eat so much."

Liang Kun smiled and helped put it on the table.

"Not too much, not too much, you and Aunt Wen have to make up for it, you see you have lost weight during this time."

Ji Mingyue was still not quite used to such a familiar Liang Kun, he tried his best to look casual.

"Really, I didn't pay much attention, so I can't eat so much, so let's eat less next time."

When Liang Kun heard her say next time, he was as happy as if he didn't agree with anything.

"Okay, tell me what you want to eat tomorrow, and I'll give it to you!"

Ji Mingyue's hands paused for a moment and then continued, placing the bowl and chopsticks in front of Professor Wen.

"I'm not picky about food, just prepare a meal for two for Aunt Wen."

Liang Kun didn't continue this topic, he nodded his head, and they started eating.

Professor Wen looked at it calmly, Liang Kun is indeed a good home, if Yueyue can really accept it, it would be great.

In the next few days, Liang Kun insisted on delivering meals at noon until Professor Wen was discharged from the hospital.

"Xiaoyue, it's your birthday tomorrow. I reserved a box for you to celebrate at the Capital Hotel. It happened to be to celebrate Aunt Wen's recovery and discharge from the hospital. You can call your friends as much as you like. Don't let me save money."

Liang Kun stood beside the car with a confident smile on his face. Ji Mingyue's attitude during this period gave him great confidence. He wanted to use Ji Mingyue's birthday to settle the relationship between the two.

Ji Mingyue didn't want to celebrate this birthday. During this period of time, she tried her best to let herself accept Liang Kun, but the reality was always cruel. Not only did the burden in her heart not lighten, but it became heavier and heavier, making her unable to breathe.

She really wanted to refuse, but this was not just to celebrate her birthday, but also to celebrate Aunt Wen's discharge from the hospital, so how could she not participate.

"Okay, I see, thank you."

"Why are you being polite to me! Xiaoyue, I..."

Liang Kun took Ji Mingyue's hand as he spoke, and before he could express his love, Rou Yi in his hand left.

The moment Ji Mingyue was held, instinctively disgusted in her heart, she pretended to raise her hand and pull her hair, and pulled out her hand.

Liang Kun looked at Ji Mingyue with a natural expression, and frowned. Her movements were so natural that people couldn't tell whether she was doing it on purpose or just a coincidence.

"Okay, it's almost 1 o'clock. You should go back to work. Don't miss the afternoon work. I have to go up and help Aunt Wen and the others pack their things. See you tomorrow."

Ji Mingyue smiled and waved to him, then turned and left.

Liang Kun looked at her back, shook his right hand, as if her warmth was still there, don't worry, she will be his.

In the evening, Ji Mingyue found a reason to leave the house and went straight to the bar. She needed a place to vent.

When I entered the bar, I didn't see any acquaintances, and even Bian Xu wasn't there. Ji Mingyue breathed a sigh of relief, went to the bar and ordered a cup of Long Island iced tea. She didn't need a straw, and drank more than half of it in one gulp. The cold liquid flowed across her chest. It feels better.

Bian Xu took a break today to make an appointment for dinner with Lei Hanxing and Zhao Yun. After the meal, they went to the bar. As soon as they entered the bar, they saw a circle of people around the toilet, as if someone was arguing.

A few people looked at each other and walked over there quickly. A man was holding a woman's arm and cursing, while the woman's other arm was being held by a petite girl, and there was a bar waiter beside her trying to persuade her That man, the bar was noisy, and he couldn't hear what he was talking about from a distance away. Just when a few people walked in, a curse roar, accompanied by other people's screams, reached their ears, and their hearts were full of pain. shock.

It turned out that the man pushed aside the waiter, took out a knife from nowhere, and stabbed the petite woman.

But Ji Mingyue, who was already a little dizzy after drinking, reacted half a beat later, the knife had already reached her body, at this moment a black shadow grabbed her shoulders and kicked the man in the stomach He fell to the ground.

Afterwards, Zhao Yun and Bian Xu, who followed, subdued the man sitting on the ground and called the police.

Ji Mingyue was embraced by Lei Hanxing, and leaned against her arms.

I was saved by her again, I should be lucky, someone saved her again, when she was in danger, when she was overwhelmed, when she was negligent...

But why, why is she always the one who gets saved, obviously she is also a policeman, obviously she also wants to save others...

Ji Mingyue's mood fluctuated, she gasped for breath, tears fell down without warning, she pushed Lei Hanxing away, and Lang rushed out, her pace getting faster and faster.

When Lei Hanxing came to his senses, he also became angry, took a few strides to catch up, and grabbed Ji Mingyue's arm.

Ji Mingyue was pulled by someone, trying to shake off with all her strength, pulling, pulling, hitting and biting, screaming crazily, like a hysterical lunatic.

Lei Hanxing didn't know what was wrong with her, let her go crazy, and glanced at Bian Xu. With the tacit understanding between the two of them for many years, Bian Xu immediately understood the meaning of her glance.

Hurry up and take a few steps to lead the way, Lei Hanxing dragged Ji Mingyue, who was struggling constantly, and followed Bian Xu to the back half of the bar.

"Let go of me, Lei Hanxing, let me go!"

No matter how Ji Mingyue struggled or roared, Lei Hanxing firmly grabbed her arm and pulled her away without any intention of letting go.

Bian Xu opened a door, which is a small lounge. Usually he or his partner is sometimes too busy to go home, so he just makes do with it here. The room is very small, with only a single bed and a length of less than one meter. aisle.

Bian Xu turned on the light and closed the door knowingly and left.

Lei Hanxing didn't have the slightest intention to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, and directly threw Ji Mingyue on the single bed, and stood by the bed by himself, crossing his arms and looking at her condescendingly.

"See for yourself what you look like now, do you remember yourself as a cop?"

Lei Hanxing was also full of anger, and his tone was cold, as if he could see the falling ice balls.

She thought that she could adjust herself well, and she also felt that her emotions were slowly recovering during those two weeks of getting along, but she didn't expect that this person would become like this after just over a week.

She is not a nosy person, she didn't want to pry into other people's privacy, let alone expose people's scars, but today it seems that she is going to make an exception, Ji Mingyue's appearance is really too embarrassing for the people's police.

When Ji Mingyue heard her stern questioning, she laughed instead. The smile was sad and heartbreaking.

"Hehe, the police? Am I worthy? Have you ever seen a policeman as weak as me? Have you ever seen a policeman who always asks others to save him, hurts others, and kills others?"

"Have you ever seen a policeman who flinched in front of a suspect and watched him run away? Have you seen it? Is she worthy of being a policeman? Is she worthy?"

The more Ji Mingyue spoke, the more excited she became. Accompanied by her roaring questioning, it was her incomparable disgust and ridicule towards herself. She had already entered a dead end and got into a dead end.

Lei Hanxing looked at her with a frown, his heart was full of disappointment and anger, covering up the slightest throbbing pain.

"You let me down so much, you are so vulnerable, you really don't deserve it."

Lei Hanxing stared at her with narrowed eyes.

"Afraid of bloodshed and sacrifice, why did you become a policeman?"

Yeah, why did she want to be a policeman in the first place.

Ji Mingyue's thoughts went back to the summer night when she was 14 years old. Her mother was in the hospital because of advanced lung cancer. Hospital.

At two or three o'clock in the morning, there were very few pedestrians on the road, and she couldn't get a taxi, so she had to rush to the hospital first, taking a taxi while walking.

Carrying the bank card to save her mother, Ji Mingyue galloped through the quiet and scorching night.

When he just turned into a small alley, he was stopped by a drunk who suddenly jumped out from the side.

The man was full of alcohol, and with a wretched smile, he opened his arms and rushed towards her. Ji Mingyue was so frightened that he even forgot to breathe.

Being pressed against the wall by the man, the stench of alcohol from the man's body also filled her nostrils. The pain in her back and the touch of the man's hand walking on her body made her scream.

The man covered her mouth and smiled lewdly.

"Don't shout, brother will make you happy."

After speaking, the man buried his head in her neck. At that moment, Ji Mingyue felt desperate, for the misfortune that would happen next, and for the mother who was waiting for her in the hospital.

The moment she closed her eyes, the man's body flew away from her, accompanied by the man's cry of pain, followed by a woman's scream.

"Don't move, I'm a policeman."

The woman's voice was like the sound of heaven, pulling her back from hell to the world.

Ji Mingyue knelt down, hugged herself tightly, and broke down in tears.

The policewoman handcuffed the man to a pillar beside her, knelt down and patted her on the shoulder, comforting her softly.

A seed was planted in her immature heart, and a dream grew.

She wants to be strong, she wants to help more people, she wants to stop more crimes, and she wants to be a good policeman.

Ji Mingyue covered her face and wept, unable to help herself, but she did a bad job, and some people even lost their precious lives because of her bad behavior.

Lei Hanxing looked at Ji Mingyue, who was crying bitterly, and didn't know what to do. She didn't know Ji Mingyue's past, and she didn't even know her very well, but based on their short time together, she believed that she was a good policeman.

"I don't know what you went through, and I don't know why you became a policeman. I can only talk about my personal feelings."

Lei Hanxing is not good at comforting people, but she is still trying her best to enlighten her and comfort her in her own way, hoping that she can get out of the haze and regain her strength.

"I was born in a military family. My grandfather was an old Red Army soldier. My father died when they were very young. My grandmother raised three children by herself and suffered a lot. When my father grew up , she still sent him to be a soldier without hesitation, many people didn't understand, my grandma said that it is honor to be a soldier, and she is also honored as a martyr."

"An old lady who has never read a book understands that it is everyone's responsibility to defend the motherland. She is incapable of fighting. She can only let her husband and son join the battlefield without any worries, and do her best to defend the motherland."

Lei Hanxing didn't care whether Ji Mingyue could listen to it or not, and sat on the sidelines and narrated by himself, his voice was steady and without much disturbance, but at this moment it had a miraculous effect of calming people's hearts, making Ji Mingyue gradually stop crying.

"There is no struggle without bloodshed, and everyone who devotes himself to this has a deep understanding of this and is prepared."

"I joined the army at the age of 16, and became a member of the special team at the age of 19. We are always shuttling between life and death. We have seen too many lives and deaths. There are enemies and our own."

"When I was 20 years old, my master died in a mission to cover our retreat. At the end of his life, he blocked a bullet for me. The last thing he said was don't look back."

Lei Hanxing's calm voice stopped, his throat rolled, and he continued to tell her story.

"We couldn't bring back his body in the end. We are very sad, but we don't blame ourselves, because we are all ready to sacrifice, whether it is for the motherland or for a certain person, even a stranger. It's all worth it because that's our mission."

"In our special brigade, there are always people sacrificed for various reasons every year. Some people die on the battlefield, some die in accidents, and even die in training."

"This is the fate of a soldier. When he gave his life to save someone, he was willing to do so. He only hoped that the saved person could live a good life, instead of being burdened with shackles and becoming a heavy burden for him. "

"The police are the same. They are all ready to sacrifice the moment they put on this suit."

"No one is born strong. You have done a good job. We have all tried our best. Even if someone else has misfortune, it is not what we want. We can only live better and make ourselves stronger .”

"Ji Mingyue, you were very brave last time on the rooftop. You saved Ma Sheng, the kidnapper, and even a five-year-old girl, but I just did what a policeman should do. I should have reaped the consequences."

Ji Mingyue raised her head in astonishment, and met Lei Hanxing's gaze looking at her, those ancient well-free eyes were serious and sincere.

"It was my mistake at work that allowed him to take advantage of it, and almost caused a heroic policeman to die. You tried your best to hold back the gangster and save Ma Sheng. Where did you go wrong?"

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Today's Chinese Valentine's Day, let Team Lei out to meet her daughter-in-law!haha~

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