paradox

The voltage in the mountains is unstable, the lights in the house are very dim, and there will be regular power outages. It is a luxury to enjoy even this dim light now.

"Wen Yu, isn't your neck healed?" After walking in, everyone was serving food to the table, and game was the most indispensable thing in the mountains.Wen Yu was still moving her body while pressing her neck, really worried if it would be flashing in the next second.

"It's almost okay, but occasionally I feel a little sour. The doctor arranged for me to move more." After finishing the last shot, Wen Yu finally calmed down, and ran into the kitchen excitedly to get the dishes.

"I didn't expect Jing Yan's hometown to be so big. Another place would be a villa." After helping Wen Yu put away the dishes, Shang Yang sat next to me and chatted. Shang Yang was the name of the gentler woman, and the other The fierce one is called Xichi, I don't know what his surname is, maybe there really is someone surnamed Xi?

"The mountains are sparsely populated. Although there is no modern equipment, it is perfect for a vacation place." I agreed.

"The premise is that you have never encountered bugs in the mountains. Just a few mosquitoes can make you sleep well all night." Jing Yan put the last dish on the table, and everyone found a place to sit down.

Now everyone is here, because Shang Yang was chatting with me just now, so he didn’t bother to change seats when eating, and sat directly in the same place. Xiaomo naturally sat on the other side of me, and Shang Yang sat beside me. Zhuo Xichi, that fierce woman, was blinded by such a nice name for nothing.

Then came Wen Yu, Jing Yan, Mo Han, and Han Lin who hadn't shown up in San Zhou Mu for a long time.

"Isn't it to your liking?" Seeing that I had been distracted, Xiao Mo asked worriedly, "Would you like to serve you a bowl of soup?"

"It's okay, I'm just a little tired." I explained with a smile, "Today's meal is so rich, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to sleep well at night."

While talking, he picked up a piece of wild game and stuffed it into his mouth. He had to say that the taste was really good, "Don't keep picking up vegetables for me, Xiao Mo, you can eat too."

"Ahem!" Wen Yu exaggeratedly coughed a few times, "You two pay attention to the occasion, not everyone has a partner like you."

"Don't you have it too? You still say I..." I muttered, and then changed the subject, "Is Jingyan ready for us to live?"

"Well, although the family is poor, there are still several houses, and there are some helpers in the village to clean them, so I can move in tonight." After that, he raised his eyebrows at me, "They are all double rooms, so it is convenient to live in."

"I'd better live in a single room." Han Lin suggested, "It's inconvenient for an old man to live with you."

"Then I will wrong Mo Han and Wen Yu to live in the same room with me." Jing Yan raised her head and asked Shang Yang and the others, "Is it okay for the two of you to live together?"

"No, no, it's enough to have a place to live." Shang Yang replied quickly, and Xi Chi also nodded. It's been a long time since I saw her speak.

It's normal to have no hot water in such a primitive place, but it's not bad to take a cold shower in summer.I slowly dried my fine hair with the towel that Jing Yan prepared in advance, and it was much easier to remove the sweat from my body.

"It's very noisy, outside." After spreading the quilt, Xiao Mo sat by the window and watched the scenery outside. Although there were only a few traces of fire, the moon reflected the outline of the mountain, and the cicadas' singing was magnified several times.

We were wearing the pajamas we brought over, and Jing Yan was very considerate in terms of underwear, I brushed my hair and put a wet towel on my shoulders, "Jing Yan said that there will be bugs at night, do you want to close the windows? "

"If you close it, it will be too dark in the room." Xiao Mo tapped on the window sill lightly with his fingers, and the cicadas outside stopped for a while, but then it became even more noisy.

"Then don't turn it off, maybe Jing Yan is bluffing me! I haven't seen a mosquito since I came here." I kicked off the slippers and climbed onto the bed. Keep it bright.Xiaomo is afraid of the dark, and to her, the darkness in this deep mountain and old forest is much more terrifying than insects.

"You don't seem to be very energetic today." Xiao Mo left the window and sat next to me. Jing Yan's house is very uniquely designed, the window is just on the side of the bed, so you can see the outside scene when you wake up in the morning.

"It's just a little tired." I smiled helplessly, "How many times do you think we have experienced it? I feel that I have become numb to the word death, even if the other party is my family..." I suppressed the discomfort of the last word Having said that, since the accident happened, I have repeated that scene repeatedly in my mind. I should have not seen my parents for the last time, but my mind is full of their painful expressions.

I abandoned them and came here. I didn't see them for the last time, and I didn't even send them a ride. What else should I abandon for this reincarnation?

"..." Xiao Mo didn't speak, just wrapped my shoulders and leaned on her as before.

"As Mo Han said, we can start over again and again, but every time we see death, it will hurt here." I clutched my chest, "Do you think the mechanism has ignored this bug?"

She patted and supported me on the back slowly like coaxing a child, "I'm afraid this is its only kindness? If there is no heartache, what is the difference between us and death?"

"To be honest," I rubbed in, "I found out about reincarnation at the beginning, and I thought it was a big deal, because I can have more choices, and I also have the opportunity to meet you, lying in your arms like this now inside."

"Fool." Xiao Mo's voice is very calm, like this every time, at this time she will quietly listen to me, complaining or complaining.

"I also felt that I was so stupid at the time. No matter how many times I do it again, the choices I make are so similar. Sometimes I even know what the result will be and I still have to choose this way. I can't change it." I sniffed, "But I Started to get scared."

He raised his head and met Xiao Mo's eyes, as if asking: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid I'll forget you and all this." I couldn't hold on any longer, tears flowed slowly with the words, "I've been afraid since I knew about the existence of administrators, they are like a thorn It pierced into my heart. Even when I was dreaming, I would think what would be left of me if they cleared my memory? If I don’t remember you, I don’t remember Wen Yu, Jing Yan, Wendi..."

What am I left with?

"Tongtong..." Xiaomo wiped away the tears on my cheeks, and then the cold liquid slid down my forehead. I couldn't see her expression clearly, but I could really feel her warmth.

"Am I cowardly?" I choked up and asked, "Would it be embarrassing to have such a partner?"

"No," Xiao Mo said with a strong nasal voice, she shook her head desperately, "The greatest luck in my life is to meet you."

It's the same as I thought!I thought so when I first met her, but at that time I was too young to know what this feeling was.

Obviously knowing that I am too childish, but the tears still flow down uncontrollably, Xiao Mo's hands are already soaked, and the tenderness in his eyes is about to overflow and surround me.She gently kissed my tears dry, but her own tears did not stop, falling on the corner of my mouth, it was a bitter taste.

Xiaomo's kiss was very light, and I could feel her love everywhere, and finally touched my lips slightly, tasting it lightly.I tried to respond, Xiaomo was surprised at first, but after a moment of reaction, he entangled me.

"Hiss~" The bed board was very hard, and I immediately lay down on it with my back hurt.

"Where did you touch it?" Xiaomo asked worriedly. Because of the light, I could only see her outline, but my expression was unobstructed. It was so unfair.

"It's okay for a while." I rubbed her head to reassure her, and finally put my hand on the back of her neck, shortening the distance between them.

As if he had received permission, Xiaomo's kiss became eager, and his soft body felt an inexplicable fit against me, "Tongtong, can your body take it?"

Obviously, I can be more self-willed, but seeing Xiaomo's anxious expression, I was ridiculous and helpless, so I took the initiative to get close to her and gave her a kiss that I thought was okay.

She propped up her body with one hand and took off my pajamas with the other, every movement made her gaze even hotter.I also found the shoulder straps of her pajamas in the dark, and with a light pull, I could see her graceful figure, slender waist, and fair skin...

Before I finished admiring it, Xiaomo covered my eyes as if hiding her shame, pressed her lips against my neck and started to suck, tickling, slowly lowered, and gently pressed my palms around my warmth.

"Hmm~" This kind of teasing is against the law!

In order to save some face for myself, I tried my best to suppress my voice, but I was greeted with more intense teasing from her, and I was defeated in a moment.

I have long known that Xiao Mo is not as innocent as he appears on the surface, who knows that he is so bad.

"Back, does it still hurt?" Every word she said carried a scorching temperature, close to my skin, and every time she exhaled, there was a slight tremor.

"What?" Before I could react, my body was turned over by her. Now I really couldn't see her at all. I couldn't even catch her figure out of the corner of my eye. I was surrounded by darkness. This feeling of unease.

Xiao Mo's hands were finally free, and his fingers slowly ran across the red and swollen area, feeling itchy and numb, an indescribable feeling.

"It really doesn't hurt. My physique is just like this. If I rub it lightly, there will be a red mark. I'm used to it." I couldn't see Xiaomo, so I could only speak to the air.

Xiao Mo replied in a muffled voice and continued to move. Being completely enveloped in darkness, I could only guess what she would do next. A burst of warmth stuck to the place where my fingers passed, making me tremble. This strange feeling made me Some panicked.

I tried to stop her movement, but I was in vain, Xiaomo played hide-and-seek with me like a child.Disorganized by her groping palms up and down, I could only passively accept her passionate kiss, and I could feel her legs slowly rubbing against the softness of the center of my legs.

That strange feeling intensified, eating away at my sanity.

"Tongtong..." I could vaguely hear Xiaomo calling my name in the panting panting, but I didn't have the strength to respond, her fingers fascinated me, and every tease would arouse a strong response from me.

"I want to see you, Xiaomo, I want to see what you look like..." I was almost driven crazy by this sense of uncertainty, and my voice also carried a little begging.

Xiaomo never refuses my request, and this time too, under the moonlight, their bodies fit together again.

When I woke up, the sky was slightly brighter, and Xiao Mo was sitting by the window, but he still refused to take his eyes off me, "It's still a while before breakfast, what are you going to do now?"

"Just awake, here with you."